Authors Note: Sorry it took so long to get this chapter up, this story now falls under AU

TRIGGER WARNING!: Talk about abuse and rape

Ron's face paled as he fell back onto the seat, he couldn't believe what he had just been told. Harry had been raped, and not just by anyone, by his own cousin, the thought made Ron sick, how could that evil git do something so atrocious to Harry. Ron's eyes looked up at Harry, Harry standing there holding onto himself, tears falling down his cheeks onto the floor of the train. Harry knew that Ron would hate him after this, why wouldn't he, he was a freak that had been violated by his own cousin, and there was nothing Harry had been able to do about it, his cousin weighed three times more than him, he couldn't of pushed him off if he had tried and he hadn't dared used magic, having worried that after everything that was already happening to him, the thought of using magic and being kicked out of Hogwarts and the magical world on top of it just wasn't worth the risk, he couldn't loose everything.

Ron watched Harry, he couldn't stand seeing Harry so upset and crying, he wanted to do something but didn't know how to react or what to say in a situation like this, his head spinning with so many thoughts flying through his mind, Hate, anger, sadness, how could Dudly do this to Harry, he knew that Dudly hated Harry, but to rape his own cousin, to violate him in such a way... it just wasn't right and Ron could no wrap his mind around it. Thoughts continued to race through Ron's mind and his face paled once again, he knew that Harry wouldn't know about it... how would he, he hadn't grown up in the wizarding world, there was no way that Harry would know that Male Wizards could get pregnant... but how could he tell Harry this, tell him that there was a possibility that he could be pregnant, pregnant with his own cousins baby on top of everything else that had already happened to him, Ron took in a deep breath, he knew that he couldn't tell the other this, at least not now, there was no point in worrying the other male at this point, there wasn't even any proof that he was pregnant yet, for all knew Harry could of lucked out.

Ron stood up moving over to Harry, gently placing his hand on his shoulder, causing Harry to jerk away from him.

"It's ok Harry, why don't you come sit down... everything is going to be alright now."

Ron tried to coax Harry over to one of the seats, trying to get him to relax and calm down, he knew that Harry had to be under a lot of stress, and could easily make himself sick if he kept it up. Harry shook his head, moving his hand up to wipe away his own tears, his hands shaking.

" No... I don't want to sit... I am fine...and I am sure that you hate me after this... after..."

Ron was taken aback by Harry's comment, how could he honestly believe that Harry would hate him for something like that, Ron gently placed his hands on Harry's cheeks, looking directly into his eyes, standing there, speaking in a very calm and loving voice.

"Listen to me Harry... there is no way that I could ever hate you, especially over something I know that wasn't your fault and that you had no way of stopping... what that git did was wrong Harry, and you need to know that it was not your fault, so don't go blaming yourself alright"

Ron pulled him into his arms, slowly moving his face close to the raven haired boys, lightly kissing him on the lips. Harry's eyes widened, confused at what had just happened, did Ron just kiss him, his heart pounded in his chest, why had Ron kissed him and... Harry thought for a moment trying to work through all of the thoughts caught in his mind, and had he enjoyed the kiss, it felt weird but at the same time... he had liked it... he couldn't deny that... but did that mean that he liked guys, was that even a possibility? He had always just assumed that he had liked girls.

Ron looked at the ground standing there feeling awful, feeling like he had just taken advantage of his best friend who was in a vulnerable state, how could he do that after everything Harry had been through, Ron spoke softly ashamed of what he had done.

"Look, I wasn't thinking straight... that was really stupid of me...I mean..."

Ron continued to rant, trying to find the right words to explain why he had done what he had done, nothing he managed to say making any since or explaining anything. Harry smiled lightly for the first time since everything had happened, moving closer to Ron.

"Ron... Shut up already..."

Harry grabbed onto the others shirt lightly, pressing his lips firmly against the red heads lips.

End Note: uhg sorry so late with this Chapter, will try and get the next one up as soon as possible.