Sorry Chapter 13 is sooo short. I had to watch RAW and had some issues at home, so I couldn't really write as much as I would have liked. The next chapter will be much longer and it will include Colby and Joe and some surprise guests. :) As always, I love all your reviews they mean a lot to me. They make me smile, they make me think, they point me to aspects I hadn't considered before. I appreciate every word and if you haven't reviewed a chapter so far, please drop me a line tonight :)
Chapter 13
When I woke up late in the morning, it was after 10 am Jon was not beside me. We had made love 3 times that night the first two times with such urgency that I was almost embarrassed because we both finished in mere minutes. The third time happened 2 hours ago and had been long and gentle and patient. And I had dozed off after that again. Now I was wide awake and put on some shorts and a shirt and went looking for Jon.
I found him on my balcony, sitting in the morning sun, smoking.
I walked up to him, hugging him from behind.
"I always dreamed about someone who would love me so much that he would come running to me. It was always just a little story in my head because something like that happens only in movies and not to ordinary people and never to me because I am no..." "Hush. Do I have to announce it on TV that you are my everything?" Jon asked annoyed.
"Nope." I grinned and he laughed softly. "That word made tumblr wild you know that right?"
"Colby might have mentioned something like that." He was grabbing my hand pulling me to the front and on his lap.
"You have a nice house. It is so peaceful here. And the sun is shining. I like it here."
"You just like the warmth." "True, hip doesn't hurt so much here." I had my head resting on his broad shoulder and when he embraced me tightly and closed his eyes I did the same and I heard his heart beating steadily. "I have to ask one question though Sam: What is the baseball bat for?" "For protection of course." I replied. "You even know how to swing it?" "I figured I would learn if I have to." "Well, better hope you will never need it then. As long as I am here you are protected."
"I feel safer already. Jon, I had this weird thought some time tonight. Did you know you quoted the Backstreet Boys tonight?" I asked, eyes still closed. "What makes you different makes you beautiful to me?" Still no reaction but his heart was beating faster. He didn't open his eyes but said in a really low voice. "If you ever tell a living soul about that I will kill you and bury you where no one will find you."
"You knew? OMG." I said and at that he opened one eye. "Not a soul. Especially not the skunk." My eyes widened. "You didn't just..." and I was laughing so hard I almost was afraid to pee my pants. Jon shrugged. "Looks like one with his blond and brown hair. Weirdo."
"Stop or I pee my pants. And I won't tell anyone. But how?"
He shrugged. "Figured out Itunes. I knew you listened to those fuckers and I stumbled over that song. One time Colby almost caught me listening to them. Had to punch him for real to leave me alone. Thanks though for sending the guys to me when I needed them. I know you sicked those hounds on me. While you were here suffering alone. It makes me mad just thinking about it. Sam I will not let you go again, you know that, right?" I nodded. "I have that feeling, yeah. And I will have to face my fears I guess. Commitment. Stepping out of my comfort zone."
"You are committed, I guess that is not the problem. I guess you are a little scared of forever, as am I. I am a screwed up guy and you are a woman who hasn't found her place in the world yet. We will have to figure everything out as we go. But we will, alright? We will and I need you to believe that. Baby steps Sam. I don't know how this relationship crap works either because every relationship I ever had with a woman was fucked up. So I will make mistakes, you will make some and there will be yelling and hot temper. But I promise you one thing. I will always be faithful to you and I will be loyal to you. Put the Bella Twins naked in my bed and I will throw them out. You want to go to a Backstreet Boys concert...here comes the loyal part. I will let you go and not make fun of you for it." He grinned. "I thought here was the part you told me you would come with me." "Nope." He fully smiled now. "The important part was the one with me being faithful. I know you are insecure that way and I am damn jealous but I will never be unfaithful Sam, ever. That I swear on my career."
I nodded. "Thanks but you have nothing to worry about on my side. I am devoted to you always and forever." "Good." he said and stood up keeping me in his arms. "Lets take a shower after all this lovey dovey I feel dirty." That man was a piece of work I thought shaking my head and showing him the bathroom and the shower and...
AN: PS: Don't ever tell Seth I called him a skunk :)