Confession

Part 7

I do not own miraculous ladybug.

Marinette ran. With tears in her eyes past Alya to her home. Jumping on her bed, pillow against her face.

''Marinette...''

''Um... I am sorry Marinette...''

''Um... I have some else I love, but she rejected me...''

After these words Marinette felt paralyzed and the words Adrien spoke after that didn't really reach her.

''It's over, I knew I shouldn't have confessed. My life is over!'' she screams while throwing her pillow in the air.

'' Do not be so dramatic marinette'' tikki says while flying towards Marinette.

''he was my first love..'' she says between her sobs.

''and not your last...''

''he is the one and only'' she says while turning to her wall touching a poster of Adrien.

''Get a grip Marinette, do not feel such negative emotion.'' Tikki says worried that Hawk moth might akumatize her.

'' I feel negative'' she says as she let herself fall on her bed again.

''did you really listen to Adrien that well?'' Tikki asks.

Marinette looks down. She must confess that she didn't really listen that well, she tried but she was so heartbroken that she didn't pay that much attention. She focused all her attention on not crying in front of him.

''Yeah...'' she mutters

She touches her shoulders where adrien touched her, she could feel the warmth of his hands on them. Tears leave her eyes. Did chat noir also feel like this?

''thank you Marinette, hearing your feelings makes me feel really happy, but I am not ready for it yet. How about we first stay friends and get to know each other better like you proposed?'

''There is still hope, he just needs time. And he does want to know you better'' Tikki says trying to comfort marinette.

That is true he did say something like that. When marinette thinks about it, them first getting to know each other better does sound realistic. And she would rather have his feelings for her being honest. He did got rejected and if he wasn't interested in her he would say no. So maybe it isn't the end. She really hopes he will like her honestly. She doesn't want to be a replacement, a second choice. Maybe Adrien was just like her. Maybe he was interested in her and that girl just like she is interested in both adrien and chat noir. But just like she doesn't know if what she feels for chat noir is really love, he might not know he loves her (marinette). And that is why just like she choose adrien, because she was more sure of her feelings for him and had them for so long he chooses that girl.

But does it really work that way? Can people have multiple people they like? Can she make adrien fall for her, would she try?

Marinette is lost in thought. In her head she repeats the conversation with Adrien again.

'' but I'm not ready yet because I still love her and it would be unfair to date you while I still like someone else.''

He doesn't say he doesn't want to date her.

''I care about you as a friend but right now I cannot see you as someone I like. Maybe after some time I get to know you better. But first want some time to progress my heartbreak.''

He needs time and wants to know her better.

''thank you Marinette, hearing your feelings makes me feel really happy, but I am not ready for it yet. How about we first stay friends and get to know each other better like you proposed?'

She has a chance right?

''That's right could I still have a chance? He did say he wanted to try...'' she says while her eyes begin to shine and she jumps from her bed. But as fast as she jumped that fast she was already horrified on the ground when realisation hits her.

''But now I'm friendzoned !what if we get to know each other and he only wants to be friends!?'' she screams loud while grabbing her hair.

''You got friendzoned girl?''

Author's note

So This chapter was split up because it was too long. If you do not understand things in this chapter then wait until the next, if it is then also not clear you can just ask it. Sorry if the English sucks by the way. By the way am I the only one who thinks of shugo chara when watching miraculous ladybug? I mean Amu is in love with Tadase while he is in love with her transformed alter ego. Just like adrien likes ladybug, marinette's alter ego.