Confession

I do not own miraculous ladybug

Slowly Adrien walks down the stairs of the school, towards the front door and out of the school. He didn't pay any attention towards the teachers, but they didn't even notice. Nino did see that something was wrong and thought it was about his date with Marinette. Adrien assured him that the date was fine, but that he still needed time to think. Nino let it go for now and Adrien was happy with that.

It should be no surprise that he hadn't seen his father this morning. He ate breakfast alone, like always. The whole time, even now he is thinking about what happened with Ladybug last night. He cannot comprehend how someone amazing like ladybug can love ''Adrien.'' That particular side of him. When he tried to tell her his flaws she didn't even listen. Called him pathetic. She is right he is pathetic. His Adrien and Chat side. He is.

But how can she love Adrien the doll, the puppet side? The pathetic boy we cannot stand up for himself? Does ladybug even know the real side of him? No... She called Chat pathetic... but that is a side of her beloved Adrien. Which means she likes doll Adrien, but that one is fake and is not even suppose to exist...Or is the real Adrien or Chat not supposed to exist?

From out of the corner of his eyes he sees Marinette walking behind him. Marinette... does she like the real him? Or does she like the doll Adrien, the one he hates, who he doesn't want to be. The one Ladybug likes.

''Marinette...'' He begins as he stops and turns around as he catches her attention. ''What do you like about me?'' Marinette looks surprised at his question. But that is expected it came out of the blue. He himself is also surprised he asked. But he does want to hear the answer but on the other hand he is afraid of it.

''Ow eh... well ...how you're always so nice to people... like even to Chloe well everyone hates her..'' Marinette rambles. She is still continuing talking but after the first few sentences Adrien is not listening anymore. When Marinette realizes this she stops. Adrien gives her a sad smile.

''Is there something wrong, Adrien?'' Adrien sighs.

I am only nice not because I don't want to hurt her, well partly, but also because I am afraid what will happen if I lose her. Because I cannot stand up for myself, I let her order me around not because I'm nice, because I'm a weak, apathetic doll. Who Marinette likes is the same one Ladybug loves. ''Doll Adrien'' that part of him. But he doesn't want to be that part, he hates that part, that side.

''I am sorry Marinette but I do not think things are going to work out between us.'' He can see the hurt on Marinette's face. It pains him to see her like that. She is his friend after all. While he is turning around he can see Marinette trying to find words in the end she gets a softly why? Out.

Adrien turns once again around.

''You don't know the real me.'' With that he leaves and goes into his car. When he is home he sees his father, to his surprise.

''Adrien.'' His father says while looking at him. '' Nathalie has made arrangements for you to leave school. Soon you will be homeschooled again.'' He says while being pleased with his decision.

''What?'' Adrien says harshly. ''I do not want that.''

''Can't you see that I want the best for you?'' His father sighs while shaking his head.

''No I don't. '' Adrien clenches his fists. He is done with this.

''I don't want you to decide what best for me. I want to do it myself.'' He glares at his father.

''Now listen here!'' His father begins lecturing him but Adrien is already walking away towards his room. He locks the door.

''Plagg claws out.'' Adrien transforms into Chat Noir and disappears into the sky through his window. He can hear his father scream his name from behind the locked door. But he will not listen. He will not be a doll any longer.

Author's note

I wanted this to be shorter...oh well...

I will try to update atleast once a month. School will start again but if I am not busy it will be more often like once a week.