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"Come on, Blaine," Jasper said rolling his eyes, "There's not a chance you'd come with me to Comic-Con?"
"No," I said laughing, "I don't think I would."
"But my Dad won't let me go alone."
Smiling I stared at Jasper and tried to think of a good reason not to go. It had been a few days since Jasper had moved to this school and I felt like it had changed everything. When Kurt came it felt like any other new kid, but Jasper was different.
Jasper held a mystery to him, one that I wanted to figure out. He was amazing with music, drawing, and he was a nerd at heart. I had even heard him quoting Star Trek to another student when he was freaking out over his grades.
In the past few days Jasper had gone from being overly shy to being one of my best friends. It was no surprise to me that I was in love with him. There was nothing about him that didn't make me want to be with him for a long time.
"Please, Blaine," Jasper said pouting, "I'll beg."
"Don't," I said quickly, "Let me ask my parents and we'll see if I can go."
"You're the best, Blaine. Oh, wait, don't you have someone else you have to ask?"
"What are you talking about?"
"I know you have a boyfriend, Blaine. Kurt Hummel. Wes told me."
It felt like my heart stopped beating when I heard him say that. I hadn't been thinking about Kurt, I hadn't actually talked to him. Having Jasper around made it seem like nothing else mattered. He made me feel a lot freer then I ever had.
I stared at Jasper and saw that even though he sounded like he was fine he was in pain. I should have told Jasper about Kurt a long time ago, but I honestly had barely thought about it. Now I was hurting Jasper.
"Yeah," I said nodding, "I do have a boyfriend.'
"Why didn't you tell me?" Jasper said biting his lip, "I thought…"
"I don't know why I didn't tell you. What did you think?"
"It doesn't matter, Blaine. Look, forget about Comic-Con. I'll just go next year."
I opened my both to say something only to have Jasper push past me and rush up the stairs. Looking at him in sadness I wanted to punch myself. I cared about Jasper and I had basically just broken Jasper's heart.
Feeling my cell phone go off I looked at it and saw that it was from Kurt. I quickly took a deep breath to keep myself from throwing the phone across the room and read over the message. Kurt wanted to talk to me.
I sent one back saying that I would meet him at the park in a few minutes. I wanted to get this over with so I could be alone for awhile. I had completely forgotten about my boyfriend because I wanted to be with Jasper more then him. What kind of boyfriend was I?
"Kurt," I said sadly.
"Hey," Kurt said smiling, "Are you okay, Hun?"
"No, but that doesn't matter. What do you want to talk about?"
"You haven't called or sent me a text in days. What's wrong?"
"Kurt, please, can we just talk about whatever you need talk to about?"
Kurt stared at me in confusion before nodding slightly and started to walk. He was quiet for awhile, just staring at me, but I could tell that he had something big to say. I just hoped he started to talk soon so I could be alone.
"I want to break up," Kurt said softly.
"Okay," I said calmly.
"Okay? That's it? You're not going to ask why or fight or anything?"
"We were better off as friends, Kurt. You realize that now. I can't blame you for wanting to break up with me."
"Alright, what the hell is wrong with you, Blaine? Did something happen?"
"Jasper, it's all because of Jasper."
"The guy you showed around school? What about him?"
"I'm falling for him, Kurt. Honestly, I want to be with him. I've barely thought about you these past few days because Jasper makes me forget everything. He didn't even know I had a boyfriend until Wes told him. How do you expect me to feel?"
"Blaine."
Kurt wrapped his arms around me tightly and let me rest my head on his shoulder. I felt tears start to gather in my eyes before I pulled away from him and turned away from him. I couldn't believe that I had told him all of that and he was trying to comfort me.
"What are you doing, Kurt?" I said staring at him, "I told you that…"
"I made out with David," Kurt said calmly.
"David Karofsky?"
"When you left he came to talk to me. We went to the school and he asked me some questions and I answered him then we started to talk about everything. We played tag for awhile and then listened to some music. I was hanging out with him before I came here. He showed me some videos from his Mom and he said something about me dressing nice and him not. I started to tell him what to do so he'd be dressed nicely. Then he kissed me and I didn't pull away."
"He's a good person right? He's not going to hurt you?"
"I don't think so. I mean, he's not ready to come out, but he will soon. I really like him, Blaine. So, we're over?"
"I don't think we should have started."
"You're right. Alright, tell me about Jasper."
Shaking my head I tried to keep my voice even as I told Kurt what had happened with Jasper. Everything had been going so well, until he found out about Kurt. Not that I could blame him. It was my entire fault to not even tell him.
Jasper was an amazing person. He didn't open up a lot, but he did with me. Now what was I supposed to do? I decided my fate with him the moment I didn't tell him about Kurt. I doubted that he would ever forgive me.
"Blaine," Kurt said shaking his head, "What the hell are you doing just standing here? Go get him."
"He doesn't want me," I said sadly.
"You're dense. Jasper likes you and you need to go get him or else you really will lose him."
"Kurt."
"Blaine Anderson, get your ass in gear and at least try."
Nodding my head I quickly started to go back to school. Kurt was right. I had to try to figure this thing out with Jasper. He made things too amazing for me to not try. I doubted that he would want to be with me, but I had to do something.
When I got to school I rushed to his room and knocked on the door. He didn't answer for awhile, but I heard movement inside. I let out a sigh thinking that he was ignoring me. Then I remembered that there was a way to get in the room since the lock was broken.
"Jasper," I said opening the door.
Looking at Jasper I froze. He didn't have a shirt on and it looked like he hadn't eaten in awhile. I knew that he had eaten a little while we hung out, but I hadn't seen him eat a full meal. In fact I hadn't seen him at lunch at all.
"Blaine," Jasper said grabbing a shirt, "How'd you get in?"
"The lock is broken," I said softly, "You're not eating."
"Yes I am."
"I wasn't asking, Sweetie."
"Don't call me that. I'm not your boyfriend."
"Then be my boyfriend."
"You're dating Kurt."
"He broke up with me. Turns out he's in love with someone else. We weren't supposed to be together romantically."
"And you want to me to be his replacement?"
"No, you won't be Kurt's replacement. I didn't love Kurt like I will love you. Kurt is my best friend and that's all I think of him as. You are so much more than that, Jasper. But you're sick."
Jasper let out a sigh and looked in the mirror for a moment before let out a growl and punching it. My eyes went wide and I moved to his side quickly. I took his hand in mine and stared at the cut that was bleeding.
With a shake of my head I drug him into the bathroom and started to take care of his cut. I looked at him in the mirror and saw that he looked like he was about to start crying himself. I had to figure this out quickly.
"Jasper," I said wrapping a towel around his hand, "Why aren't you eating?"
"It's stupid," Jasper said shaking his head.
"I don't care if you think it's stupid. You're sick and I care too much about you to let this happen. Now, tell me why you're not eating."
"My brother, okay, he used to call me all these different names about my weight. He would pick on me so much and it just got too much. I quit eating. I still don't eat a lot, but I do eat, Blaine. I swear I do eat."
"Then show me. Come with me on a date. Please, Jasper, just have one date with me. If you decide I'm not what you want then we don't have to do it again. Just please give me a chance. One chance is all I ask."
"Blaine, if I date you once I won't want to give you up. I don't think you know what you're getting yourself into though."
"I want to try though. Come on, Jasper, it will work out. You just have to trust me."
"Prove that I can trust you and I will."
"I won't disappoint you."
