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FINALLY I can say, WARNING sexual content in this chapter! Warning for language too.
This chapter is emotional in parts, but nothing too gushy.
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The lights pop on and everyone yells "Happy Birthday!"
I scream, they laugh at me. "Thanks you guys! You scared the crap outta me, but thanks!" I smile. Harry and Sue come around to give me a hug. "I hope you didn't close the diner for the whole day. I wouldn't want you to lose money because of me."
"We open in an hour. That should be enough time for us all to eat." She smiles.
"Sounds good!"
"Well let's eat!" Seth smiles, he's always smiling. There are chips, fresh vegetables, pizza, cheesy bread and drinks.
"You will get your gift after work today. But there is something you can have now." My dad says to me.
"What is it?" I smile.
"Me!" Rose says slapping my ass once. I turn around and hug her.
"What are you doing here?" I say letting go.
"You think I'd miss your 18th birthday!" She smiles.
We all form an assembly line, I stay at the end to be by Jacob.
"Make sure you eat up. You'll need your strength for tonight." He whispers in my ear.
"Same to you." I wink at him. We both fill our plates, he over fills his. After we eat we all help clean up.
"Well Sveta we'll see you later." Rose says.
"What! Who's we and why are you leaving?"
"Me, Jacob, Seth, Paul right?" She asks turning to him, he nods, "and...Embry have some shopping to do." She smiles.
"So Quil's gonna be the only one cooking?"
"No Brady and Collin are filling in." Sue says.
"Why didn't they come to the party?"
"A prior engagement."
The bell above the door rings letting us know customers have started to arrive.
"I will see you later." Jacob says smiling.
"Okay." He leans down and gives me one slow open mouthed kiss. When we pull apart we realize everyone is still here, I turn around slowly; everyone is staring at us, especially Harry, Billy, and Sue.
"Just...a, friendship kiss." Jacob clarifies. Emily, Paul and Embry are smiling.
"Okay goodbye guys." I try rushing them out of the door.
"Wait!" Paul says, he leans into me and tries kissing me.
"What are you doing?" I ask backing away.
"We have a friendship, I want my kiss!" He insists. Quil quietly creeps up behind him, he gives him a quick peck on three cheek and runs out of the diner.
"WHAT WAS THAT?" Paul yells running after him.
"Have fun with that." I laugh and they leave.
"Now, of course you don't have to wear an apron, but if it would make you feel comfortable, you're more than welcome to put one on." Sue says holding a black and white zebra apron with a hot pink imprint of kissing lips on top.
"It's so pretty! I'll wear it today just encased I spill something. She hands it to me, I put it on and follow her behind the counter.
"Now you have used a cash register before, right?"
"Yes." She shows me how to ring certain orders and apply the senior citizen discount. Before ringing anything I have to type in either the server's name of the table number, I think names will be easiest for now.
"As far as the coffee goes, red top is de-caff and black top is regular. You know a good way to remember?"
"Um 'd' is to the left of, or comes before, 'r' in the alphabet and the red top is on the left of the black top so red is 'd'?"
"That's a good way, but I usually say that de-caff is red, the devil is usually associated with the color red and devil and de-caff both start with 'd'."
"Interesting." I nod.
"Any questions?"
"Nope, I think I've got it all."
"Good, if you need something Emily and Leah will be out here or you can find me."
"Okay thanks." I smile and she walks away. Leah and Emily are both busy taking orders. I fix my apron and wait for customers. A girl sits at the counter, she orders a garden burger, sweet potato fries and a water; I tell the kitchen and wait. 15 minutes later and I'm still waiting.
"Let me go check on your food." I tell her, I can tell she's getting impatient. As soon as I walk in the back a song comes on their kitchen radio, Birthday Sex.
"This is Sveta and Jake all night tonight!" Quill Laughs with Jaded and the other two cooks. The other two cooks are just putting on their jackets so I'm guessing they just got here.
"That doesn't sound like appropriate kitchen talk to me!" I scare them. "How much longer for the garden burger and sweet potato fires?"
"Fries are finishing now, I was doing all the orders myself!" Quill says looking at the two cooks.
"Sorry we just got here. We're Brady and Collin." He points to himself when he says Collin. "And you are?"
"Sveta."
"So you're the one getting birthday sex tonight!" Brady said.
"Very funny."
"Come on, you and Jake are always all over each other. You gotta get it in!"
"Well..." I blush, "Okay maybe, but stop talking about it, if Sue or Leah hears and they tell my dad I'll probably he going home! Now give me my order!" Quill hands me the burger and fries. When I walk to the front Leah's getting coffee for a customer, fuck I hope she didn't hear us.
"Here you go, there was a misunderstanding with the shift schedule but everyone is here now." I smile setting her plate down.
"No worries, thanks." I refill her water and check on the other people.
At the end of the day I count all my tips, it totals 45 dollars!
"Ready to go get your gift?" My dad asks
"Yeah should we take my can since its here?"
"Okay, ill just tell you where to turn."
My dad, Sue and Leah get in my car.
"You say this is something I've wanted since I was a little girl?"
"Yes and turn Left here." I drive a little further and take a few more turns, we end up at, "A pet store?" I question, he smiles.
"Now, I've already picked one out for you that I thought you'd like, but of course if there's a different one you like you may get that one." He says as we walk in. I follow him straight back and to the middle where the rabbits, guinea pigs, ferrets, and mice are. On the side of the rabbits cage there is a signed that says 'saved for Sveta.' Three rabbits are in the huge cage, a tan and white one, a small grey one and a black and white baby with a red bow tied loosely around its neck.
"A bunny?" I smile.
"Yeah, do you like the one with a bow? I picked him for you, but again whichever you like.
"I love him!" A worker walks around the back of the cages, unlock the door and scoop him up handing him to me. "He's so tiny and soft." I hold him close to me and pet him.
"He's petty trained too." The worker says.
"Any special kind of litter to go in the litter box?" I ask.
"Yeah everything you need is down aisle four." She directs us.
"Did you buy any supplies yet?" I ask my dad.
"No I wanted to let you pick everything out." Since he's a boy I grab a teal cage, lime green food bowl, and a dark blue castle to go in the cage. I grab a water container to hang off the side of the cage, food, chew toys, a couple of treats, a litter box, the bunny litter they used to train him, and bedding for his cage. On the way home Sue drives so I can sit in the back and hold him. All the bags are brought up to my room. I set him in the carry home box they gave us and set up his cage and litter box. I put the litter box in the bathroom and take him in there so he can smell it and know where to use the bathroom. I leave the door of his cage open and set him in there in case he's hungry or thirsty. He drinks a little then hops right back out. He hops over to my bed and looks up at me. I reach down to pick him up, but he hops away quickly; the cycle repeats until I finally catch him and put him on top of my bed with me. He snuggles in my lap and I rub his back a few times. We play on my bed for like an hour then I put him in his cage to sleep.
"Knock knock." Jacob says at the door.
"Hey." I smile.
"Who's this?" he asks looking at the bunny.
"My gift from my dad. He doesn't have a name yet."
"What about naming him after someone you love…that's a guy."
"Who would you suggest?"
"I don't know who you love! Pick someone." he says smoothing out his hair a little.
"Ehh..I think I'll name him Thumper."
"Thumper? Like from Bambi?"
"I've never seen Bambi, but yes. And he looks like a Thumper."
"Would you every name your child, Thumper?"
"No!" I laugh.
"Good. You need to get ready."
"Ready for what?"
"We're throwing you a party."
"Another one?"
"No adults allowed."
"Then I can't even come."
"You know what I mean, goofball."
"Where is this party?"
"On the beach."
"Who's gonna be there?"
"Lots of people! Can I pick out your outfit?"
"Oh god, sure." I show him where my suitcases are and he goes through them looking for my outfit.
He picks out low rise black skinny jeans with slight rips in them and my leopard bikini.
"Um wanna give me a shirt!"
"The bikini top will be your shirt." He smiles handing them to me.
"You must like seeing my tattoos. You can see all three in this 'outfit'." I say coming out off the bathroom.
"Yes, yes I do." I look in the mirror at a side view.
"My ass and boobs look huge!"
"Mmhhmm." He stares at my ass.
"There's not gonna he dancing is there? I don't want my boobs to fall out."
"Trust me, I'll help if they do." He says standing behind me and placing his hands on my bare hips.
"I bet. When do we leave?"
"Now's good I guess."
"Help me put these boards up." I pull out some wide and tall wooden boards to section off an area for Thumped to be in while I'm gone. I put his litter box in there with him and open the door to his cage. "I don't want him to fall downstairs, he's too small to hop down safely." I tell Jacob, he nods and puts the last board down.
"Sveta!" My dad yells coming in the room. "Where do you think you're going dressed like that? Somewhere with him?" He asks looking at Jacob.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"I have been informed about your pre-arranged 'activity' for later tonight." He held up air quotes around activity.
"What are you talking about?" Jacob asks.
"Look I understand that you two are old enough to be considered adults in society, but here-in my house-Sveta, you are still my baby girl. And I understand that teenagers with raging hormones will sometimes act on their urges, that's fine, but please, please, don't make me a grandpa tonight."
"Dad, whoa!" I yell.
"What?" Jacob yells.
"Protection goes a long way."
"We're done here dad!" I say.
"Just hear what I said."
"Fine, goodbye please!" He looks back and forth between us a few times then goes downstairs.
"How the hell did he know?"
"I didn't tell anyo- Leah!"
"Leah knows, wait how does she know?"
"At work today Birthday Sex came on the radio, the guys were joking around about me getting some tonight. When I walked out of the kitchen she was standing there getting someone coffee."
"Shit! Oh well now."
"That was a bitch move though! I mentioned to them that if my dad found out I'd probably be going home. She wants me gone so bad she'd jeopardize my relationship with my dad, not to mention my relationship with you!" We walk over to her room and barge in, closing the door behind us Jacob glares at her. "You told my dad? I didn't realize we were in fourth grade and that you needed to tattle on me to my dad about stuff I do ."
"My dad, actua-"
"OUR dad, actually!" I cut her off.
"Quite frankly our business is none of your concern!" Jacob adds.
"I didn't think you wanted me out of your house that much, I though we were just starting to get along."
"Now if you'll excuse us we have a party to get to that, no you aren't invited to, because you'd probably snitch on us for doing something stupid!" We leave her room, she's mad but she deserves it when she starts it! Jacob and I head out to his car.
"Jake I gotta tell you, this truck is such a turn on!"
"You're turned on by my car?"
"It's not like I wanna be with the car!" He closes the door behind me and circles around the front and gets in his door. There's surprisingly no armrest or separator in the front or back seats. Just a long bench like cushioned seat. "It's just that you're a masculine guy, this is a masculine truck and when you're in it you just seem like so much more! It makes you hotter!" I smile.
"Thank you, Mordecai!" He says rubbing the dashboard.
"You named your truck Mordecai? It's a guy?"
"Mordecai's my chick magnet." He winks at me. He starts it up and heads to the beach.
"And you're sure this outfit is okay?"
"Yes, stop fidgeting." he keeps his left hand on the wheel and he grabs my hand with his right. When we get there, a few fire pits are lit and people are lightly scattered.
"Who are all those people?"
"Friends from school and the guys." he parks, gets out and then helps me out. The first person to come up to us is Rose.
"Hey guys!" she gives us a hug.
"How was shopping earlier?"
"Amazing." she starts laughing.
"Did something happen?"
"You'll see later."
"Umm, alright." Jacob introduces me to everyone I don't know and we all have a pretty good time. A few of the girls here obviously either don't like me or don't like the fact that I'm kinda 'with' Jacob.
"Who's ready for cake?" Rose yells winking at Jacob. We all gather around the cake table. Rose lifts the lid on the cake box and my mouth drops!
"A penis cake? You bought me, a penis cake?" I laugh. She starts laughing and nods. This isn't a normal penis cake, it's about one and a half feet long, as wide as my hand and about two layers thick. Each ball is about five or six inches in diameter. She sticks 18 candles around the edge and lights them all, I blow them out and they cheer for me.
"Birthday girl gets first piece." Jacob says holding a knife.
"Hmm I'm not sure if I want the head or a ball…alright I'll take the head." I wink at him.
"Sorry buddy, this is gonna hurt." he tells the cake and cuts the head off. He cuts everyone a piece.
"Anybody need extra whipped cream or anything it's in the bag over there." Quil says.
"Oh my god, this dick is so good!" I say licking the frosting off my fork, Jacob watches me. I slowly finish my cake, mostly everyone else is done already. I throw my plate in the garbage and sit on Jacob's lap. "Make sure you bring that bag later," I say quietly to him, I lean to his ear and whisper, "because I want the real thing." I nibble on his earlobe a little. He growls a little, "God that turns me on!" I say quietly. I stand.
"Good to know." he winks standing.
"So when is this party over?"
"Well we didn't exactly set a time, but it looks like some are thinking of leaving now. We say good bye to a few people and wait for the rest to leave.
"Now you two be careful tonight." Rose says to me. I help her clean up and the guys blow out the fires.
"Where are you staying out here?"
"I'm not. I'm driving back tonight."
"At this time?"
"Yeah I'll be fine."
"Fine, but you text me when you get here."
"You better not write back right away either, take your time with him." she smiles.
"Yes, ma'am!" we walk back over to Jacob.
"And remember, wrap it up buddy! Well on second thought, you guys would have some cute ass babies! But no, no! Not right now." she smiles gives me a hug and her and the guys leave.
"Looks like it's just you and me." I smile.
"Wanna go for a swim?"
"Yeah." I take off my shoes and pants, he takes off his shirt, shoes and pants; his trunks are underneath. I walk in the water slowly, it's cold in the water and in the air! The water's not the absolute cleanest, but it's not really dirty. Just some seaweed by the shoreline. We go about shoulder deep in the water and stop.
"I need you to keep me warm." I say wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Not a problem." he stares deep into my eyes.
"Thank you for tonight." I run my fingers through the hair at the bottom of his head.
"Anything for you, but it wasn't all me."
"I know, but I can't thank them the way I'm gonna thank you."
"If anything I should be thanking you, not the other way around! This is your birthday, you get taken care of first!"
"I like the way that sounds." a cold chill blows over us and I grab him closer. "It's not gonna rain tonight is it?"
"It might, but it won't ruin our night."
"Might be a little romantic. I've always wanted to makeout with someone in the pouring rain. Rose and I call it makeout rain." he chuckles lightly.
"Well I hope tonight you get your makeout rain." we start kissing in the water. There's rubbing, touching, gripping and grinding. A few water drops fall on us, but we ignore them. He kisses down my neck and to my chest kissing everywhere. The rain is harder now.
"I've had a change of thoughts." he says out of breath.
"What? Why what's wrong, what did I do? Or maybe didn't do?"
"Shh, no." he smiles. "I was gonna take you back to my house and do this right, but I don't think I can wait that long. I was thinking about the forest."
"You wanna have sex in the woods like animals?"
"It was just a thought." he says quickly, I smile. "You know, nice background music from the rain and the animals, I'd keep you warm, I think it'd be perfect."
"Okay." I agree smiling, "Who knows when I'll have this chance again."
"So you ready?"
"Yeah." I nod smiling. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist giggling. When we get out of the water he sets me down on the sand, now it's really raining hard!
"You finally get your makeout rain." he smiles and kisses me. The kiss isn't slow and sweet, it's rough and toe-curling.
"Come on." I whisper out of breath.
"Wait, I have a blanket in my truck." I grab our clothes and we run back to the truck in the rain. He goes in the back and looks for the blanket. I throw our clothes in the back.
"Can I have your key, I wanna put my phone in the glove box." he tosses them to me, I unlock the glove box and see a gun. I put my phone next to it and carefully move the gun over a little. I turn my head and Jacob's standing there dripping wet.
"God you scared me!" I jump.
"What are you doing?"
"I was putting my phone up. You have a gun?"
"Protection."
"Oh." I close the box and lock it.
"Does it bother you?"
"It's your car, your gun." I hop out and lock the doors.
"Don't let it ruin your mood."
"Jake it's fine." I smile. "You got the bag of dessert toppings?"
"Yup."
"Come on." I smile and we walk into the trees. "How far in do you want to go?"
"That's what she said." he winks.
"So charming." I smile.
"Up over there, the ground looks a little more flat so it's more comfortable for us." we get to our spot, he fluffs out the blanket and we sit down. In the spot we're in, the water just drizzles on us slowly. I sit up on my knees and stare at him, I'm finally taller than him. I put my hands softly on the sides of his face and kiss him. I keep kissing him and reach over in the bag for the whipped cream. I push him backwards on the blanket and straddle his hips.
"I thought I was making you feel good?" he asks.
"Trust me, I've thought about doing this for a while." I squirt some cream on his abs and suck it off slowly, he starts getting hard. I pull his trunks down a little and squirt a line from his belly button up to his chest. I lick it off, moaning. I give him a little nibble on each side of his v.
"I am dying here, please let me touch you!" he whines.
"Fine." he sits up and swiftly flips us, he puts his hand under my head so it doesn't hit the ground hard. He takes my bikini top off and grabs the bottle from my hand. He squirts some on each of my nipples and takes his time sucking it off slowly. After the whipped cream is gone he swirls his tongue around each nipple and gives each a tiny nibble. He opens my legs and starts grinding into me. He kisses down my stomach and licks the skin above my bikini bottoms.
"Can I? Are you okay with that?" he stops, asking for permission to continue lower.
"With what?" I ask. He pulls off my bottoms and kisses lower and lower until I stop him. I sit up quickly and he sits up.
"I'm sorry." I say quickly.
"No, no I'm sorry. I went to far, boundaries. Baby steps."
I sigh and put my head in my hands. "I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable, I'm sorry." he says kissing my forehead.
"No it's me." I look at him.
"Do you still wanna go through with this?"
"Mhm." I nod.
"Okay."
"Now remember, I'm not very good at this." I warn him, he smiles. He starts kissing me and calming me down. He leans back with me while keeping our mouths connected. He takes off his shorts, lays on top of me and body rolls against me. Every time the roll gets to his hips he grinds down on me hard, but it doesn't hurt. I'm getting wet and not just from the rain. He keeps kissing me, but pulls out the wrap for his buddy. He sniffs a few times in the air, "I can smell how much you want me." he says seductively. Once it's on he puts the head of his dick at my entrance. He rubs it there a few times, teasing, then pushes in slowly. It takes me a minute to adjust to his size, it feels a little weird at first, but then it feels good. He starts slow.
"More." I moan. "Mmm, mhm like that!"
"Can you do me a favor?" he kisses me once on top of each of my breasts.
"Oh god anything for you!"
"Don't make me cum yet."
"What? Fuck!" his strokes quicken.
"You need to cum first, I might not even finish tonight."
"Trust me, after this I'll do-AHH-do anything to get you off." I bite my lip, he growls.
"Try not to bite your lip."
"Sorry." I breathe. "Can I have it harder please?" I ask looking him right in the eyes.
"Oh shit." he tilts his head back and lets the rain water cool him off a little. He goes harder as I requested.
"Oh my god Jacob! Baby harder."
"I don't want to hurt you." I sit up, it pushes him into me even further.
"Uhhh, mmmm." I moan tilting my head back as I feel him finally all the way in me, "Damn you're so big!" I moan. I put my forehead against his, "I want you to pound me harder!" I demand. He pushes me backwards hard and thrusts his whole body against mine.
"Ooouuu Jacob! God you feel so fucking good baby!" he pulls out slowly and rams back into me. "Fuck." I moan. My moans start becoming high-pitched. "I don't want to cum yet, you fuck so good I love it!" I moan in a voice a little higher than my normal one.
"Fuck baby!" he groans. When he pulls out of me I clench my muscles around his dick and un clench when he pushes in; almost in a milking motion.
"Mmm. Ouuuuhh shhh, ahh, shit!" I moan. He let's me do it a few times.
"Mmm, baby stop!" he moans.
"It doesn't feel good?"
"It feels too good that's why you need to stop!" I keep clenching and I begin pushing down to meet his thrusts.
"Stop trying to get me to cum!" he growls shoving my legs open. I laugh and keep moaning. He sits up and thrusts slow and soft.
"That's the opposite of what I want. Jake please." I beg.
"Just let me do this." he winks at me, and makes me quiver. "Damn babe you're soaked down here."
"It's your fault." I say out of breath. He chuckles, satisfied. He keeps my legs pinned open to the sides and squeezes my inner thigh, he rubs the sides of my lower lips and it sends an amazing sensation through my lower body. I'm trying so hard to hold back my release. I hear something crack, but I don't make a connection to it. I look up and see a falling branch.
"Jake! Jake it's… f-fall." I can't produce a single sentence.
"What?" he asks, he looks up where I'm looking and keeps thrusting. When the falling branch gets close enough he catches it and throws it into the distance. I have no idea why, but it turns me on so much! Maybe because he protected me from getting hurt? Or maybe even because while he was protecting me, he didn't stop thrusting into me. I grab his shoulders and pull his head down. I kiss him roughly. My tongue explores his mouth and rubs against his tongue. I lick the roof of his mouth and his hips jerk quickly into me once. He pulls his mouth away.
"Are you holding out on me?" he asks. I bite my lip and moan. He stops moving, but stays inside of me.
"No please don't stop! Jacob please I am begging you to fuck me! I need you, I need your cock, please baby, make me feel good!"
"So you are!" he smiles.
"I can't help it. I don't want this to end." I smile breathing heavy.
"You want me to make you cum?" he asks in a deep sexy voice.
"Make me cum Jacob. Make me scream your name and beg for mercy." he thrusts again and I start smiling. I involuntarily start clenching again.
"Stop that!" he growls.
"Shit." I moan, I stop. "Faster." I moan, he goes slower. I throw my hands out, they hit the ground not the blanket. I dig my fingers in the ground out of pleasure.
"Harder please!" he goes softer. "Jacob!" I moan. He starts to thrust in a circle instead of just in and out.
"Oh fuck, I'm close!" I moan. His thrusts become slow and deep hitting my spot. "Ahh fuck! Right there!" with a few more circles I cum. "Wow, Jacob." I breathe out of breath. "No don't stop yet."
"What?"
"Keep going, I won't let you leave until you cum."
"Do that one thing you were doing before."
"What thing?"
"The gripping."
"Oh you like that baby?"
"Yes." he growls. I smile.
"On your back." I command. He stops thrusting, pulls me up so I'm sitting on him and he flips us so I'm on top of him. He thrusts up, but I do my best to push down into him. I grip him on the way out just the way he likes, his face relaxes and he smiles.
"Mmm baby just like that!" he moans. I over exaggerate my moans for him and his breathing starts to hitch.
"How does it feel Jake? Do I make you feel good?" I ask lightly running my nails over his chest.
"So fucking good!" his eyes close. I grab his legs, and pull them up so they're bent at the knees. He helps me and watches closely to see what I'm doing. Once they're where I want them, I lean back against them and move up and down on him super slow.
"My god! You'll be the death of me." he groans.
"Baby can you growl for me?" I ask biting my lip at the end. He looks me right in the eyes and growls deep in his chest.
"Fuck!" I smile.
"Can I cum yet?" I lay on top his him, he puts his legs down.
"Why are you asking me?" I smile.
"I didn't want this to be over for you yet."
"What can I do to get you off?" I kiss his bottom lip.
"Baby I get off watching you get off."
"Are you close baby?" I ask kissing his chest.
"So close!" he groans.
"Can you cum for me?" I ask sweetly in his ear. "I want to feel you. I fish I could feel you fill me, but that'll have to be later."
"Shit!" he groans.
"Are you gonna cum? Just let lose, cum." I moan. "I know you're close." His moans become deeper and more frequent, letting me know how he feels.
"Damn Sveta! Fuck!"
"Let me have it." He grips my ass and pushes me down even harder with each thrust. He keeps his eyes open and watches as my boobs bounce in his face. I bite my lip, give out one long moan and he cums. I get off of him and sit next to him cooling off with the rain water. He sits up after he catches his breath. He looks at me.
"So, how was it?" I ask nervous.
"Amazing! The best I've ever had!"
"Really?" I smile.
"Are you kidding, with those moans and moves, you're like my own personal porn star!" I let out a sigh of relief.
"What about you? Are you feeling good?"
"I am completely satisfied! I can't even tell you how I'm feeling right now." I smile. "We're definitely doing that again! Right?"
"Oh yeah!" we both slip our bottoms on and I put my bikini top back on. He cleans everything up and we head back to the truck. He puts me in the passenger seat and stays at the back for a while. When he comes to the drivers' side he keeps his left hand behind his back.
"What is it?" I smile.
"I have something else for you." he gets in, turns on the truck and opens the windows. He hands me a box; I smile and open it. There's a stuffed brown wolf in it. I swear it looks just like Vlk!
"Aww he's cute."
"Look at the bottom of his front right paw." I lean him over, lift his paw and see 'Vlk' in silver letters.
"Vlk?" Does he know about my wolf?
"I remembered in the car on the way home from the police station you said Vlk. I figured you liked wolves because every time one howls you smile. Do you like him?"
"I love him, how did you decide what to make him look like? Like fur color, facial things..."
"I just picked stuff. Oh and there's one more thing, squeeze that paw with his name on it." He smiles. I carefully squeeze it and feel something inside. All of a sudden the stuffed animal howls.
"Holy shit!" I jump, the howl that plays is Vlk's howl; his howl is so distinctive I know for a fact it's his. "Where...where did you get this howl from?"
"Just something I found online." I stare at him.
"Are you sure? It's just, it sounds familiar." I smile.
"Yeah."
I look at this wolf in my lap and know that something's off. There's a reason he's giving me this. "So you ready to go home?"
"No, but I think I should." I say sitting back all the way, this night has definitely taken an interesting turn of events. "If it's possible, can you take the long way home?" I ask quietly.
"Sure baby." He smiles and let's up on the gas a little. I open my window the rest of the way and let my hair down to dry some.
"Um." I start then stop.
"What's up?" He asks looking at me quickly then back at the road.
"There's something you said a little bit ago that I can't get out of my mind."
"Oh yeah, what's that?"
"That I'm the...the, best you've ever had."
He smiles, "What about it?"
"Well first you, actually meant that...right?" I ask slowly.
"If I didn't mean it I wouldn't have said it."
"Okay um...I guess, the part that's sticking with me is...how man-well obviously you're experienced, I mean you can't be born that amazing-" I chuckle, "um how many girls am I competing with to keep my title as, 'best you've ever had'?"
"Right now, none, you are the only one you need to compete with. In the past, there have been three different women that I've slept with. But I only count two, a friend and I had the same deal you and David did."
"Oh. So only two people? Were these people experienced?"
"One was. In fact I guess I wasn't experienced enough for her because she cheated on me while we were together."
"I'm sorry." I say rubbing his shoulder.
"It was painful for me. I couldn't understand why or how she could cheat on me! You know I went and got tested for everything just to make sure she didn't give me anything! But thanks for re-surfacing all these emotions again, really just the memories I wanna think about now."
"What-no! I didn't mean to do any of that, I was just-I didn't think that it would-I'm, I'm sorry!" I rush.
"I was kidding." He chuckles.
"That was rotten!" I say mad, "I was freakin' out, so mad at myself!"
"Sorry!" He smiles.
"You're lucky you're good in bed." I smile at him, he winks at me. "But you say you were tested...?"
"Yup, sure was."
"I know I'm stupid and probably should have asked you all this before we-"
"Made love?"
"Made love," I smile and use his words, "but I take it everything came out fine?"
"Right I've never had anything like that."
"Good." I say relieved.
"So to circle around, yes, you-a virgin so to say-are the best I've ever had and ever will have."
"Wait, what?" I ask turning to look at him.
"I don't want that from anyone else, but you."
"So what, I'm your permanent booty call, now?"
"Not at all! I want to make a relationship with you. You're the first person I've let in since Ana cheated and dumped me. It feels right this time. It feels right with you."
"What about Bella?"
"I said you don't need to worry about her! Besides, I've never felt the way I feel for you about her or about anyone." He pulls up to my house and we keep talking.
"Jacob you are the sweetest, most passionate, loving, caring guy I've ever met." I smile warmly.
He sighs, "But..."
"But...I don't live out here. I live an hour away, I'm just out here visiting, I thought you knew that. I don't really know what this is that we have, but I don't want to end it." He smiles, "but I'm also not going to start anything if I know I'm leaving. It would make no sense to start a serious relationship if we couldn't see each other a lot and each time we could see each other it would take us at least an hour to get to either of our houses. I'm not putting you through that, you don't deserve it."
"What can I do to get you to change your mind?"
"You can wait. Because I can promise you that we'll be together. I really like you, Jacob. I think I made that pretty obvious after what we just did." I blush smiling.
"I want to say something, but I don't want to scare you off." he says slowly.
"Then wait." I say nervous, I add a small smile at the end. I have a feeling he was gonna say he loves me, I think that word should wait until we figure everything out.
"Um, okay." he looks down, sad.
"Look at me." I scoot all the way over and sit next to him, I lift his chin and smile at him. "After what you just did to me, and how amazing you made me feel, you have absolutely no reason to hang your head."
"You really enjoyed yourself that much?" he smiles.
"Are you kidding me? I wish there was a way you could know what was going through my mind, and you could know how I was feeling." he looks out his window for a minute, then back to me; his face is weird now.
"Yeah, that would be…good."
"Are you okay?"
"Perfectly fine, I'm with you, we had an amazing night and I'm left with the memories."
"I know I'm gonna sleep good tonight. I'm gonna dream even better, thinking about tonight." I smile.
"Goodnight." we kiss with open mouths and slow tongues.
"Goodnight." I smile. I grab my phone from the box, take Vlk and hop out. Before I close the front door, I turn and blow him a kiss. He winks at me and I close the door. I creep up quietly to my room, Seth's sleeping in his bed. I put Vlk on my bed, look in at Thumper-he's eating-and take a shower. When I come out Thumper in sitting up close to the edge waiting for me. I smile pick him up and sit on my bed with him. I hold him until he falls asleep then put him back and sleep myself.
One last A/N:
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