I have been working on this for a while .. I honestly just don't have as much time as I would like to write anymore. High school is a real bitch. (especially my Ap English class) but its almost over … so yay but I really like this one and I did my best on it so I really hope you like it but anyways thank you for reading and reviews an suggestions are always welcome
Electrified blue orbs stare back at Tamsin as soon as she opened the door. Bo or course she would show up and complicate things more. The last thins Tamsin needed was a jealous untrained succubus trying to fight for her woman UGH she's not even yours, get your head out of your ass.
Back to Bo . Neither of them had moved. What? Did bo expect an invite to come inside or something? Tamsin spoke first
"What do you want succubus, I'm kind of fucking busy"
Bo exhaled a long breath before responding while her eyes went back to their original color
"We both know why I'm here" Bo said trying to keep a calm tone despite her clenched teeth
"Actually no I don't, would you care to explain why you're at my door right now" Tamsin said, voice dripping with sarcasm . Bo's eyes surged back electric
"Lauren .Is. MINE" Bo says through clenched teeth
Tamsin plastered that same shit eating grin before responding "Oh really? She didn't seem to mention that detail in the time we've spent together" Tamsin chuckled dryly before continuing "what so now that you're done riding Dyson you've come crawling back to the doctor huh?
Bo's eyes seemed to get even brighter as she shoved Tamsin with so much force trapping her to the nearest wall she nearly screamed
"YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT"
"I don't?" Tamsin retorted "I know you treated Lauren like shit because you couldn't bear to see Dyson's little wolf heart break"
Tamsin seemed to know just where to hit Bo, just how to get under her skin. And she used this to her advantage. Bo played right into her hands , she seemed even angrier and wild. She looked almost broken. Usually she wouldn't prey one the weak and broken but she felt as if Bo deserved it for fucking with Laurens heart and then try and come crawling back as if nothing had happened.
Bo let out what sounded like a half grunt half scream while bringing up her fist to punch Tamsin. She quickly dodged Bo's sloppy attempt to punch her before pushing her away giving her some space to move freely.
In a matter of seconds what started out as a not so friendly confrontation turned into a plethora of jabs and punched being thrown from both sides. Tamsin's fist collided with Bo's side knocking her back. There was no way in hell she was going to let Bo come into her apartment and make a fool out of her. But Bo stepped forward again , her fist connecting with Tamsins jaw. She felt the blood trickl from her nose and lip before sending a series of almost choreographed jabs to bos abdomen and face
Damn, Bo isn't givi- Tamsins thought was interrupted by Bo grabbing her arm mid punch and twisting it before sending out and onslaught of punches that tamsin just couldn't block. Bo then pushed her back to the wall where the fight had started.
Bo equally looked just as bad as Tamsin, hair askew, bloody with racing eyes. Tamsin tried to move to attack Bo again but she was trapped and had no choice but to look into those wild electric eyes that were before her
"Tamsin you think you can fucking judge me? You've been fucking Lauren for weeks now and see where you are now"
Tamsin tried to cut in "How did you know that"
Bo continues without answering "Do you even have any fucking feelings for her? Or are you doing this just to spite me?"
Bo paused a second "And don't worry how I fucking know. I know a lot of things, I know that I made mistakes with Dyson but I also know that love Lauren. When are you gonna own up that you actually have some fucking feelings in that tiny heart of yours huh?"
Letting go of Tamsin , Bo chuckled lightly , "We're not all that different really…. Except I'm trying to fix my mess with Lauren while you're trying to create a new one"
Immediately after the words left Bo's mouth she left leaving Tamsin still slumped against the wall. Tamsin was fuming now , but still unable to move from the spot that Bo had left her in. Knowing that Bo thought their situations with Lauren were similar pissed her off even more .But before she could even do anything Bo let her go and walked out of the door slamming it as she left. Leaving Tamsin to well in her own thoughts
Bo's words kept ringing in her ears "We're not that different really" No fuck her, I'm nothing like Bo. She broke Lauren. When are you gonna own up that you actually have some fucking feelings in that tiny heart" I have owned up to my fucking feelings, I just haven't told lauren yet.
FUCK, I am just like Bo. I cant even tell Lauren that I even have feelings for her. Do I even want to be with her? Ugh I'm acting just like Bo did? By this point Tamsin had picked herself up off the wall and began to pace around her apartment. Im acting like I have everything worked out.
What do I even fucking want?
Would I really be with a human?
Is it even worth it? I don't even know if Lauren thinks about this shit.
The realization of what she needed to do was enough to stop Tamsins pacing "I need to talk to Lauren" Tamsin actually shouted this thought. As soon as the words left her mouth Tamsin rushed as fast as she could up the stairs to her bedroom to put on some clothes. Not bothering to look nice. Tamsin only needed to be dressed so she could drive to Laurens so she could say what she needed.
Glancing at the mirror before she got dressed, she still had dried blood on the corner of her lip, her eyebrow had a cut that was still bleeding a bit ,her stomach was bruised badly and her hair was a mess all over her head. But that wasn't important. She had to get to Lauren before Bo got to her. She had to tell the Doctor she had feelings. She slipped on some jeans and a plain white t-shirt that kind of hung off of her. The whole process hurt like hell but she brushed it off. She could worry about herself after Lauren knew.
Finally dressed Tamsin grabbed her keys and headed out to her truck. Sitting for a moment before starting the vehicle when it dawned on her what she was about to do. No time for thinking just drive and think about it when you get there.
Lauren had been completely dead to the world since around 11 p.m . She turned in early in an attempt to avoid thinking about all he relationship problems. They weren't really problems really, more like obstacles. That could be easily resolved if she were to grow some balls and tell Tamsin she wanted to try things out with her. But the problem is that Tamsin never implicated that she wanted anything other than sex from her.
There was also Bo who at this relatively late date was now ready to fight for Lauren. She understood though. Bo felt as though she was losing lauren so she decided to pull out the big guns in an attempt to get her back, but bo did not know that her lack of affection for her was Tamsins doing
Ever since that night they first slept together Lauren had been completely infatuated with the blonde. Even if she had only just admitted it to herself, but even though Tamsin was a main factor in her no longer sulking over losing Bo to Dyson, she was still glad it happened. Even if this thing with Tamsin was just sex (which she hoped it wasn't) it still helped her.
Lauren no longer wanted to be in a romantic relationship with Bo. Sure in the beginning she wanted nothing more than for Bo to come running back realizing she made a big mistake breaking her heart to be with Dyson. But now… not so much .Tamsin had swooped in so fast and changed so many things so fast.
The realizations that had just come to her while she slept accompanied by a loud banging noise completely ruined any chance of her getting anymore sleep. Sitting upright she reached for her glass of water when the loud banging sound startled her again . What is that
The banging continued , her still not fully awake mind didn't comprehend that someone was knocking at her door until several loud knocks later.
Finally giving up in just ignoring the loud knocks at her door Lauren got up and shuffled toward her door not caring that that she was only in a college t-shirt and underwear. Not to mention her untamed bedhead. Looking through her peephole briefly almost gasping when she saw who it was.
Tamsin
Opening the door Lauren could see how Tamsin truly looked. They stood there for several moments neither of them moving or saying anything. Lauren stood there wondering what could have happened. Tamsin who usually oozed confidence now seemed small and unsure… but of what?
There was dried blood coming from her nose along with her eyebrow an her bottom lip had a cut on it. And her eyes looked frantic and bloodshot.
" Tamsin oh my, who did this to you? " Lauren said instantly awake as she ushered Tamsin carefully into her apartment. Lauren sat Tamsin on the couch before repeating her previous question
"Who did this to you Tamsin?"
"Look doc that's not what I came here for" But lauren didn't hear her she was already up the stairs getting her medical bag Come on tamsin don't bitch out, you got this. Just tell her
Coming back downstairs lauren could see that tamsin had moved from the couch over to the kitchen where she was half leaning half sitting uncomfortably on the table. Immediately lauren started to asses Tamsins wounds.
Turning her back to the counter where her bag was "Take your shirt off" Lauren said while opening something that reeked of alcohol. Tamsin didn't say anything she just did as she was told and winced while taking the shirt off. Her ribs had a mixture of dark purple and red bruises all over.
"What happened to you Tamsin" Lauren said , voice full of sympathy , looking right into Tamsins eyes and held her gaze.
"This isn't exactly what I came here for doc….um I have to tell you something"
"Does it involve you telling me how this happened to you " lauren retorted.
"Um sort of" Tamsin said suddenly nervous now. All she had to do was say it. And then lauren would know. She tried to turn away from the doctors gaze but lauren was having none of that as she cupped Tamsins face in her hands keeping her eyes directly on her.
"Well what is it?"
"Um… I " Tamsin stammered a bit before taking a deep breath she said the words fast as she exhaled
"I love you".