Monday, December 5, 66 AG,
Since that conversation that I overheard days ago, I have puzzled as to what it could mean. Am I to be married within a year? That is not permissible until a young lady advances to her sixteenth year. Although, a year from now I shall be sixteen...
Hm... A marriage? To whom? Shall I have to make any decisions about it? This is a choice, usually made by a father, that every girl either dreams of or dreads horridly. I do some of both. I am truly ecstatic to marry...yet I worry. My parents' match was wonderfully made, for they loved each other very much, but I have heard stories of girls who spent the rest of their lives being very distant from their husbands, and remained forever lonely and unappreciated. Shall I have to live that way? Or shall I love whomever my father chooses for me to marry?
I continue to contemplate this as I mull the dilemma of bringing this up with Father. He might become angry with me for listening in on an obviously private conversation. But if it concerns me, should I not be allowed to discuss it with him?
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Kat: Sorry, another pretty short chapter, but I promise next one is a lot longer! (I say that 'cause I'm not done writing it). What? I started this story two days ago, so gimme a break! Lol! Hope everyone enjoyed this chapter & I hope ya'll leave me a comment!
