The whole walk over there I couldn't gather my thoughts I was a mess. Not that it was noticeable but on the inside my heart was beating so fast the one person I ever actually fell in love with is in intensive care and its my fault. God I hope she is ok I won't be able to live with myself if she does... I don't even want to think about that because she will be ok. I know she will she can't do that to me it wouldn't be fair.

We finally got to the medical ward and we walked up to the reception desk.

"Let me do the talking." Randy whispered to me before we fully approached the desk. There was a young brunette female in maybe her twenties sitting there. "Well hello ma'am you look rather nice today. Umm my sister was just sent here about maybe fourty minutes ago from I think the other side of the building. I'm her brother and that over there is her girlfriend, they gave us a call about what happened and we rushed over her as fast as we could. We would like to know if there is any way you could tell us how she is doing right now?" He said smoothly I swear at the rate he is going he probably could get her to somehow release us out of here earlier then we should. She is blushing like crazy... It has to be his blue eyes because he is a total jackass.

"Umm ok and what is her name sir?" She blushed

"Randy you can call me Randy and her name is Candice Beckman." He smiled politely.

"Oh yea she is right here. She is doing ok they already bandaged her up they are in the middle of giving her a blood transfusion because she lost a lot of of blood. She isn't awake up yet. But the next couple of hours are very important because we have to wait and see if her body will accept the new blood." She spoke.

"Ok thank you. When do you think we would be able to see her? Because well look at her" he said nodding his head towards me. "She is a mess she really loves my sister and to be honest we both couldn't deal if we lost her."

"Umm… I'm not entirely sure but it shouldn't be long. You both are welcome to sit in the waiting room over there if you like." She spoke pointing towards the waiting room.

"Thank you for your help…"

"Brooke."

"Brooke. That is a beautiful name, but thanks again." He smiled before he grabed my arm and lead me to the chairs in the waiting room. "Its going to be ok Vic she is fine we just have to wait." He spoke

"Randy what am I suspose to say to her when she wakes up? Do you think she even wants anything to do with me anymore?" I asked softly.

"I dunno, but its Candice we are talking about here. She is perhaps the kindest most sweetest girl I have ever met. There is no doubt in my mind that she will forgive you. Just tell her what you feel in your heart and that is all I can really tell you. But I know she will because you know how sometimes me and Candice would go eat breakfast or lunch without you?"

"Yea but what does that have to do with anything?"

"About sixty percent of the time she talks about you. Guess what Vic and I talked about last night? Vic told me the funniest story yesterday! Do you think Vic would like it if I curled my hair?" He mimicked in a girly voice "The whole entire time it's Victoria did this, Victoria did that! If that doesn't scream love to you then that means you made me listen to her go on and on about you for no reason." He whinned I couldn't help but laugh at him. I guess she really does love me like I love her.

"Does she really?"

"Yea ever since you two started to hang out together."

"Yea but I think I really hurt her this time. The look in her eyes looked like she was scared of me like I was some sort of monster. I don't know what I would do if she doesn't forgive me."

"Would you stop that! It's not like you did it on purpose it was an accident. So she has to forgive you." I guess he has a point I have no choice but to believe him. So we just sat and waited to see Candice.

We were probably sitting there for about two hours its almost noon.

"Hey umm you two can see her now she isn't up yet but she is steady now." Spoke Brooke as she stood in front of us. So we got up and followed her. We followed her down the hall and around the corner until we stopped infront of a door. "She is in there just don't be too loud and wake her, she needs her rest. If you need anything just give me a holler or push the nurse button."

"Ok thank you." I said quietly. She then walked away and I turned to Randy and he looked like he was getting himself together. I then turned back to the door and took a deep breath before I opened the door. The lights were off, but there was a little bit of light shining in from the window. It lit the room enough for me to see my Candice laying on the bed, she had wires and tubes sticking into her arm and hand. Both of her arms are covered in bandages from her wrist all the way up to her elbows. I can't help but start to cry a little bit it hurts to see the person I love hooked up to all these machines. So I walked over to the side of the bed and grabed her hand, they were so cold.

"Do you think she can hear us?" I asked Randy softly as he sat down next to me.

"I dunno maybe." He shrugged

"Hey Candice. Its me Victoria and Randy is here too, and we just wanted to say Happy Birthday to you. I know how much you were looking forward to today. And it's only half past noon, so the faster you wake up the more we can celebrate your special day." I spoke softly to her I didn't dare let go of her hand. I don't exactly know how long it will take before she wakes up but I will sit here all day if I have too. After all that has happened she doesn't deserve to be alone today especially on her birthday. Nobody deserves to be alone on their birthday. We eventually decided to turn the TV on but put the volume on low.

We just sat and waited and waited but nothing. It's about three o'clock now and we were both starving. So we figured we both would go get lunch and then come back. By the time we finished eating Randy had to go to his one on one so I ended up going by myself. Not with out getting Chester first because… well it only feels right that I did. When I got back to her room she was still laying in the same position she was in when I left. I feel guilty like I ruined her birthday because I let my anger get the best of me. I will make it up to her one of these days soon, but for now I just want her to feel safe. So I climbed into bed with her and pulled her into my embrace, I made it my point to hold her as close as possiable. And I promise to not let my anger get the best of me when it comes to protecting Candice. This is what I'm use too Candice snuggled into me right before I fall asleep… which I actually did fall asleep this time.

I'm not exactly sure how long I was sleep but I felt her start to move around. It was one of those things where you're sleep but some how you can hear what people are saying and doing around you but you don't wake up. That is what happened and I heard her whisper.

"I'm sorry Vic." It was so faint but it meant so much to me so instead of saying something I just tightened my grip around her hips, and she just cuddled into my embrace even more. When I woke up it was almost five, and I woke up to Candice stareing up at me.

"Happy birthday Beautiful!" I smiled before I kissed her on the forehead.

"Thank you." She murmered with a slight smile.

"How are you feeling?" I asked softly.

"Ok I guess."

"You know you really scared me. I really thought I was going to loose you, I'm so sorry Candi I didn't mean to do that." I said honestly. "Just promise me you won't cut yourself anymore because I love you and I don't like seeing you like this. You are to good to intentionaly cause harm to yourself. Do you know after you ran I couldn't stop thinking about you I was so worried I couldn't sleep, I love you so much you don't even know." I lightly cried. She just snuggled into me.

"I'm sorry I don't know what happened I guess it was just my usual reaction from when that use to happen. I promise not to do it again. But thank you for standing up to him for me." She said innocently.

"I didn't mean to hurt you Candi I was just so mad, the way he was looking at you I guess I got a little over protective. You don't deserve to have people tell you things like that."

"And you know what I don't mind you being over protective of me it lets me know you love me and you care about me. Nobody has ever stood up for me like that, so really thank you." She smiled. God I'm so happy she is ok I still want to know why she called me Ryan I think this Ryan person might have to do with why Candi is the way she is. But I'm not going to push her on it I will let her tell me on her own.

"I'm sorry you can't exactly enjoy your birthday like you planed but if it makes you feel better I don't plan on leaveing you until you get better."

"It was nothing you could have prevented. And I will be perfectly content with you holding me. But I'm actually kind of hungry. I haven't ate since lunch yesterday."

"No problem your wish is my command. Will you be ok if I go right quick to get us something to eat?" I asked cautiosly. I'm scared that if I leave her alone she might do something crazy again, I don't think I could handle something like that again.

"Yea I will be ok I promise. I have Chester see!" She said as she grabbed him and showed him to me. "I will be right here when you come back." She lightly smiled. She is so cute I couldn't help but to smile and kiss her.

"Ok did you want any thing in specific?" I asked as I let her go and got out the bed.

"Surprise me!"

"Ok. I love you I will be right back okay?" I spoke as I leaned over and kissed her

"Ok and I will be right here when you get back."

"Kay." I kissed her one last time before I left. Lucky for me I convinced the staff who work in the cafeteria to bake a little cake for Candice's birthday yesterday so it could be somewhat of a cool birthday. I know I'm going soft, I don't know what Candi is doing to me but I kind of just want to do what ever it takes to make her happy. So I headed to find Randy to tell him the good news. He was with the rest of our group since it was Thursday and they were finishing up group therapy.

"Hey guys… she's up now. So I was thinking we could go pick up the cake and sing happy birthday to her. Its the least we could do since she missed more then half of today." I spoke hopefully everybody just stopped and looked at Bayley.

"Oh alright. Lets go visit Candi!" She smiled. We all then headed down to the cafeteria and picked up some plates, forks, napkins, cups, juice, and the cake. I wasn't entirely sure what kind of cake she liked to best so I just got a confetti cake. We decided to leave the knife behind and just use a spatula to cut the cake, for obvious reasons. Then from there we headed back to see Candice. I told them all to wait outside and I will get them. So I went in to see if she was still up.

"Hey beautiful I'm back!" I smiled.

"Well I can see but ummm... You don't have any food." She said slowly.

"I decided you could just have me to eat!" I joked and she just blushed. "I'm kidding I got you something even… well not better than me but good enough. Wait here." I then went to the door and took the cake from Bobby which they already lit the candles on and then I walked back in and they followed me. We all sang as we walked in.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you! Happy birthday dear Candice, happy birthday to you!" As we all sang to her she had the biggest smile I have ever seen on her face as we walked over towards her. I then sat the cake on the bed table and pushed it in front of her.

"Make a wish Candi!" I smiled.

"Awe you guys!" She grinned before she closed her eyes for a few seconds, and then blew out the candles. Then we all clapped.

"All right who wants some cake?!" Bayley exclaimed getting everybody to turn their attention to her. I then sat on the bed facing Candi.

"Did you do all this for me?" She asked I just nodded my head yes.

"Yea since you couldn't go to the party I decided to bring the party to you!" I smiled. She just smiled and pulled me in for a kiss.

"Thanks. You know you are my favorite person?"

"Ha baby I know!" I smirked which earned me another kiss. "But come on let's eat some cake." I suggested as she let me go and then they handed us both a piece of cake. We basically had a little party in there. Everybody was just vibing and hanging out until we had to go at midnight.

"Thank you all for coming to visit me I really appreciated it!" Candice said cheerily.

"You don't have to thank us we wanted to come visit you." Bobby spoke

"Yea we are all just one big happy fucked up family." Jamie added.

"Yea you are our sister and girlfriend for one of us and we can't be a family without you." Randy spoke.

"So we stick together even through the darkest nights and brightest days. So we had to come make sure you were ok!" Alex declared.

"And we all love you!" I finished before we did a group hug. After that they all left. "Alright babe I will see you in an hour or two." I said before I kissed her, she then gave me a questioning look.

"But that is way past curfew."

"Oh chill out I can't sleep without my Angel Bunny. Besides I'm not going to get caught I basically can go anywhere I want in this place without getting caught. Yea I snuck out a lot in high school." I said nonschlantly.

"Ok if you say so. See you in an hour or two I'll be waiting!"

"Good lets just hope I don't fall asleep." I smirked

"You better not fall asleep with out me!" She scolded playfully

"Ok I will try for you. I should probably go before they tranqulize me again." I spoke

"Ok… I'm gunna miss you." She pouted innocently.

"I know I'm going to miss you too beautiful, but I don't make the rules around here. I will be back within the next two hours I promise." I said as I kissed her nose getting her to giggle.

"Ok well hurry back."

"I will try." I then kissed her again and got up to leave. "I love you." She just smiled and used her hands to make a heart and then pointed at me with a wink. I couldn't help but smile at her she is so cute sometimes. I don't feel so guilty anymore now that I know she had a pretty good birthday. I wish yesterday would have never happened because I would have rocked her world again tonight, to show her how much she means to me. I guess that is just going to have postponed for another night when Candi is one hundred percent better.

Well its good to know Candi is ok, and Vic made sure her Birthday wasn't a total blowout. Awe everybody came to see her also.

I'm not in a good mood today… if any of you guys watched Raw last night and you have read my stories long enough to know that I have an obsession with Aksana you would know why I'm upset… like why would they breakup Foxsana? I didn't like that Aksana wasn't ready for that. -_- ~Joz