I really do love cuddling with Candice. She smells so good mostly like cupcakes and I love cupcakes and I love Candice. I'm not exactly sure how long I layed with Candi on my chest, but it was long enough for me to think about our life once we get out of this place. There is one thing I know for sure and that is I'm not letting her leave me I simply won't allow it. She is the only other person besides Aksana who is this close to me, and she even knows all my secrets that not even Aksana knows, which reminds me they are suspose to come visit me next week I think. Should I tell them about Candi? Well it isn't really my decision its really up to her to decide if she wants to meet them or not. Only time will tell. But I'm really concerned because Shelby says I made a lot of progress over the past couple months, and that I would probably be free to go within the next month or so. And as much as I want to get out of here I don't want to leave Candice in here all by herself. I know there are the others but I know Bobby is going to be leaving very soon, Alex and Randy aren't too far behind. I can't leave her here by herself she is so fragile and I'm afraid that when they add new people to the group that one of them might say or do something to her that would make her end up in the situation she is in now. And just the thought of not being here to comfort her really breaks my heart, and I'm not so sure how well she would do with out me here with her. I know I have to eventually tell Candi about my situation right now, but I don't want her to worry about it. Besides he said I might be out of here, keyword might. So I'm going to just use that as my excuse for not telling her yet. I hate keeping secrets from her but I'm doing it for her own good. I dunno but for now I want to focus on taking Candi to see the movie with me tonight. I then felt her start to move around meaning she is up now.

"Hey there Sleeping Beauty did you enjoy your slumber?" I asked with a soft smile as I kissed her on the forehead.

"When did you get back?" She asked in a raspy voice.

"About ten or fifteen minutes ago."

"Oh well good morning Squishy!" She smiled before giving me a kiss. "I'm hungry." She pouted. I just gave her another kiss.

"Well you slept through breakfast do you want me to find you something to eat?"

"Could you?"

"Yea I don't mind finding my Angel Bunny some food. Is there anything you want in specific?"

"Umm I don't know I guess-" Candi started before she was cut off.

"Good morning Ladies. So I hear we want a free day to the East wing." Smiled Dr. Shelby as he walked in. Its a little awkward because I'm pretty sure Candi still isn't wearing a shirt, and I don't exactly like people touching my Candi whe she doesn't have on a shirt.

"Well is it a go?" I asked as I sat up

"Umm yea so far I just gotta check her vitals and change the bandages and she should be good to go." He spoke as he started to push buttons on the heart monitor thing.

"Wait I can go back to East wing!?" Candi said in surprise.

"Yea possibly, lets just check and make sure everything looks good." Shelby responded.

"Yea so I will make you a deal. I will go find something for you to eat and then when I come back we will go visit the others. Okay?" I asked as I got up and put on my shirt.

"Okay see you in a little bit. Oh and I decided I want some Cheetos and a Coke." She smiled

"Alright. I'll be back soon." And with that I gave Candi a kiss on the cheek and went to find a vending machine that had Cheetos in it. It only took me about three different machines but I found one and I got two bags just in case. I then got a Coke and a water from the Rec room, after that I walked back to Candi's room to find her sitting on the edge of her bed with our matching pull over hoodie on we got when we went to the beach. And she had on a pair of shorts that came down past her thighs a little.

"Its about time you came back I'm starving!" She joked as she got up and walked over to me and took both bags of Cheetos and the Coke. "Thanks babe you're the best I love you!" She spoke as she gave me a kiss.

"Your welcome babe. So I guess that means we can go back to East wing today?" I ask Candi who was sitting pretzel style on the bed stuffing her face with Cheetos. She just smiled and nodded her head yes. "You are too cute sometimes!" I giggled at her, she just smiled. "Now hurry up so we can go." I spoke as I sipped my water. After about five minutes she finished eating both bags of Cheetos. Damn she must have been hungry, but then again its the little ones you gotta look out for. They're the ones who will eat anything and everything but still be hungry.

"Ok I'm ready to-" *Burp* "Excuse me." I just stared at her with a goofy grin on my face. That was one of the loudest most manliest burp ever that just came out of her.

"Damn Candice! Are you ok?" I asked as seriously as I could. But I couldn't keep it together so I busted out laughing.

"I don't know where that came from!" She laughed with me

"Come on let's go before they change their minds." I spoke with a smiled as I held out my hand for her to grab which she did. "You ready to go?" She just nodded her head yes. So with that I lead her back to East wing. Its only half past noon today so that means that everybody is most likely in the Rec. room hanging out. So that is where we went first. When we got there Jamie was on the couch next to Randy who had his arm around her in the same spot where I left them. Alex and Bobby were playing Fooseball against eachother. "Hey you guys guess who came to say hi!?" I spoke getting every bodies attention as Candice came to stand next to me.

"Candice!" Everybody yelled as they all rushed to give her a hug.

"What are you doing over here?" Jamie asked.

"Vic convinced them to let me roam free for today. So here I am!" Candice smiled. I couldn't help but smile at how happy she looks. But I already said my hello's to her so I just took a seat on the sofa and waited for everybody to finish saying their hi's and hello's to Candice. It really kind of sucks because we all are so close but sooner or later we will all eventually be saying our good byes and going our own ways. But the thing is will we ever see eachother again or is this just a friendship for the moment. I dunno but I guess its best to just enjoy it while it lasts. A minute or two later everybody then sat on the couch. With Candice to my right, then Jamie and Randy next to her. Then to my right was Alex and Bobby.

"You guys we should watch a movie." Alex suggested. Everybody agreed.

"What movie?" Asked Randy

"Let Candi decide." Spoke Bobby.

"Ok well lets watch… ummm.. Identity Theft!" She exclaimed proudly. To which I nodded and turned it on. It was really peaceful everybody was just hanging out, making jokes and laughing, just having a great time. I honestly as much as I hate to admit it… I'm going to miss these guys. They are like my family except we are all related by the fact that we were all once upon a time alcoholics or very short tempered.

We just sat and watched movies until it was lunch time. We all then decided to go get lunch together, we sat together, and we ate together. And since it was Friday this is the day where me and Candi would usually go to cooking class, so we all went to cooking class together. We hand a battle of the cupcakes to see who could make the best cupcakes. We split into three teams, me and Candi, Randy and Jamie, then Alex and Bobby. Of course mine and Candice's cupcakes won, but surprisingly Alex and Bobby's were a close second.

After that we all went our seperate ways. So I decided to go back to my room and cuddle with Candi.

"If feels so good to be back over here with you." Candice mumbled into my chest

"Yea it does feel good to be back in here. We have some pretty good memories in here. Actually through out this whole building we have memories some good some bad." I spoke remembering all the crazy things that have happened here.

"Yea like when I first saw you. I remember you looked soo mad because Stephen was practically draging you into the group room. I remember thinking she is one hot tamale litterally. You're hot, and you had a very hot temper… just how I like'em." She spoke in a sultry voice.

"Mmmm. I remember that day I didn't even know you were there until it was my turn to go. Bobby was blocking me from seeing you, until I stood up and you looked me directly in the eyes. I remember thinking to my self, wow she is beautiful what on earth could she be here for? You look like you wouldn't hurt a fly. And then I thought I have to know more I have to figure you out." I spoke honestly she just smiled and kissed me.

"Well I guess we both had the same idea. Except I knew you would hurt a fly. But that's ok because now you just use your strong muscles to protect me, kept me warm and happy." She smirked as she ran her hands up and down my biceps. "And I am so happy I made a good decision to make you mine. I love how you hug me, and how you kiss me, how you love me, and the way you check me out every time you see me." She purred.

"Yea so you love it when I do this?" I questioned as I pulled her as close as I possibly could to me.

"Yeah."

"And what about this?" I asked as I tightened my grip around her waist and kissed her with as much love as I could. When I pulled away Candi looked like she was on cloud nine.

"Oh I love it when you do that to me." She said breathlessly smiling.

"Oh interesting… do you know what I love about you?" I asked.

"That I have a pretty face?" I just shook my head no. "That I have an awesome body?" I shook my head no again. "Is it because people think we would look cute together?" I shook my head no.

"Nope. Do you give up?" She nodded. "Well because you're still here with me, and that you still love me even through my tantrums. Also because there is something about you that draws me in. I can't put my finger on it but I love it, and I love you. And I can't forget you brought out a side of me I didn't even know I had until I met you. You made me realize how pointless drinking is, I wasted my time drinking. But now I found drugs and you are the drug I'm addicted to. I'm high off your love and I don't want to come down." I spoke whole heartedly.

"Oh I love you too Vic. Its just you are so interesting and I know that when you have your tantrums its not the real you. The real Victoria is a loving, caring, beautiful, protective hothead who I love. And to be honest your the only person who has ever really loved me for me, and I don't ever want you to leave me and I refuse to let you go. You're mine just like I'm yours and its going to be that way forever. You taught me that I don't have to be perfect to be loved I just have to be myself and never change for anybody." She said looking directly into my eyes, and I couldn't help but to kiss her. Have you ever watched or heard something that makes your heart melt either of sadness or of happiness? That's how I feel right now. I'm holding Candice so close right now that I swear I can feel our hearts beat in sync, and in that moment I knew for sure Candice is and always will be my soulmate. I always thought that love was a horriable thing that tore apart families and broke hearts, but now I know not only is it a beautiful thing but it can change your life and change how you see the world. And the best part is it's all caused by one person who randomly walks into your life on a random day.


Hold on give me a sec to get my emotions in check… This was just so I don't even know but I cried a little bit at the last part. I went full Drake mode and got really into my feelings writing that. (Excuse my slang terms I'm from south Jersey about 45 minutes from the Seaside Heights. No I don't GTL) but if this made you cry a little just you wait there are a lot more tears to be spilled in this story. As much as I would love to tell you the next chapter gets better, I'd be lying. It actually is a much awaited chapter for sometime now questions will be answered. I started it just gotta finish it. I however can tell you they end up watching a movie that… isn't exactly enjoyed like intended. Okay I'be said to much. Just remember its ok to lick your plate clean, just don't get caught doing it! -Joz

Did I Tell you I'm writing a story with MistressDaisy94? Well if you didnt know now you know. You should go read it because I threw up my super cool awesome ideas and jokes on it so its going to be good. (besides I heard she is giving away free Unicorns for people who go read it) so for the love of ketchup go check it out