You know I'm so glad that these walls are sound proof because if they weren't I'm pretty sure me and Candice would be in some trouble. Because when we made love the other night we got a little loud and rough, but its not like I don't mind getting a little loud anyways. But its been two days since the day Candice decided she wanted to tell everybody at dinner our buisness. And right now its a beautiful Tuesday morning. Its always a beautiful morning whenever I wake up and Candi is wrapped up in my arms cuddled against me just like how she is now. I'm actually kind of excited about today and tomorrow because today Aksana and Aj are comming to visit then tomorrow we are headed to the aquarium. But at the same time I'm a little nervous about Candice meeting them I mean I just really hope they like her. Even though I know they most likely will, I'm scared that they might say or do something that might trigger something in Candi and she will have another episode. And another one of those is what I'm trying to prevent because that would only mean that she would have to stay here even longer before she can come home with me, and I don't want to have to wait any longer then I might have to. But I've sorta told them about her I mean they know I met someone but I never told them the exact details, just that its a girl and that we are together. I don't really feel the need to tell everybody about my personal life. But if I want today to be a good day then we gotta start it off right with a balanced breakfast... Ok I lied I'm hungry and I want some pancakes. So with that in mind I pressed my lips to Candice's and within seconds she is kissing me back.
"Good morning Squishy!" She mumbled in a rasphy voice. She is so cute when she wakes up. "I love it when you wake me up that way." She smiled.
"I know thats why I do it, but come on if your going to meet my cousin today I want the day to start right with a nice breakfast." I smiled. She just giggled and kissed me again.
"I know you are just hungry, but thank you for caring about me and making sure I eat breakfast." She grinned. "So come on let's go eat." She spoke before she gave me another kiss and climbed out of bed. She then put on my Black Widow's Customs pullover hoodie on. I don't know what it is but it feels good to see her wear one of my shirts that have my name on it, it lets people know who she belongs to. None to mention its free advertising.
"You know I think you look so cute with my hoodie on?" I spoke as I pulled her in for a hug.
"Oh I know I make everything I wear look cute or sexy." She smirked. I just shook my head and kissed her.
"As much as I hate to admit it I agree a hundred percent with that. But come on let's go get some food I'm hungry." So I let her go and grabed her hand in mine, then headed towards the dinning hall. Where we got our food and sat down. "You know I'm really excited to introduce you to my cousin. I really hope you like her because if it weren't for her we probably would have never crossed paths." I spoke honestly. If it weren't for Aksana bailing me out of jail all these times I'd be screwed. And if it weren't for her lawyer wife... I'd be fucked.
"Well I'm excited too... But are you sure they will like me? I mean I know to some people I'm a disappointment..." She trailed off.
"Hey stop that, stop always putting yourself down. Now you know I don't think you're a disappointment if anything you are as accomplished as they come. Look at you Candice you're a model, you're a former Playboy bunny, you modeled for Victoria's Secret, Vouge, Go Daddy. Since we are on the topic of modeling if you want you can be the model for Black Widow's Customs if you want, because you wear that jacket well. But that's besides the point you're one of a kind and I don't want you any other way because I think your perfect just the way you are. So if people are two blind to see that then fuck them, they clearly don't know what beauty is. " I spoke from the heart.
"Thank you. Thats why I love you, you always know how to cheer me up. And its about time you asked me I would love to be the cover girl of Black Widow's Customs as long as I get one of these cool hoodies. And if I still get to kiss the boss when I please." She purred.
"I think that could deffinetly happen. And believe me you can kiss the boss whenever and how ever you want." I grinned.
"So does that mean you're ok with me starting to model again once we get out of here?" She asked
"Well yea I'm ok with it. I mean who am I to stop you from doing what you love? There will probably be some rules when it comes to you modeling, but I'm not going to stop you from doing your thing. Just promise me to won't get jealous of the people who might try to hit on me while you have your shoots. Because everywhere I go people are always going to try to get with this." I smirked as I motioned to myself. Candice just laughed at me.
"Ok well then it looks like I'm going to have to keep you closer then huh? Nobody can check out my Sqishy besides me. And what kinds of rules?"
"Well I'm always going to want to know who your going to pose for. I will be at every shoot you go to, I don't trust those weird crew people they might try to touch you. And only I get to touch you. I get first dibs on seeing all the photos before they release them to the public. And other things I can't think of but I only want to do it because I love you and I don't want you to have to do something you don't want to do. Its really for your own protection I've seen Zoolander I know how the fasion industry works. Oh and I won't allow you to starve yourself for a gig, I just simply won't allow it. I think you are beautiful just the way you are." I shrugged they aren't to strenuous just guidelines really.
"Ok those aren't too bad and I promise I won't starve myself. Its pretty much impossiable with you always taking me to go eat food."
"Well what can I say I love food, but if you want to lose weight we are going to do it the right way with diet and exercise. Well more like you are I can never say no to pizza. Oh and I get to go to every red carpet event you attend no if, ands, or buts. And please I beg you please don't make me have to hang out with any of your model friends I fear all they will talk about is stuff I have no clue what it is." I pleaded, I in no way shape or form want to listen to them go on and on about the difference between orange and coral colored shirts.
"Well your my girlfriend so of course you are coming with me to my red carpet events. And you're going weither you like it or not. Ok I won't make you do it if you don't want to, but you have to atleast meet them."
"Okay well it looks like we have a deal!" I spoke as I stuck my hand out for her to shake, she smiled and shook my hand. Candice going back into the modeling buisness worries me to some degree, because she sometimes gets so insecure and I don't want her to feel like she has to be flawless to do something. I just want her to be nothing but happy and feel loved, thats really all I want for her. Ugh I love her so much it isn't even funny, she makes me happy and happiness is hard to find these days. After we finished eating we went to yoga class. I know yoga?! Its actually not that bad sometimes when I decide I actually want to participate. I sometimes just sit in the weird yoga pretzel style and pretend to meditate in dreamland. What its so quite in the yoga room sometimes I fall asleep, but most of the time its just me checking out Candice in her yoga pants. Thank god for the downward dog pose, Amen! Hey atleast I'm honest about it.
Then from there usually Candice and sometimes I would be all sweaty so we have to take a shower together. Those showers usually take a little longer than others for a few reasons, one being I can never keep my hands to myself when Candi is all wet and naked. Or when I finish my meditating I'm always full of energy and there is a very hot looking Candice standing infront of me so it leaves me no choice but to touch her all over. On the days I do decide I want to participate Yoga makes me feel all calm and relaxed so I usually take my time doing things. And so from there we usually go hangout in the rec room until lunch since its Tuesday, then from there its to team building. Its still just the four of us so those are usually only last for about fourty minutes maybe less. After all that is said and done it is about four. They said they would be here around four thirty. I didn't tell Candi what time because I don't want her to get all nervous, so I just told her I would be right back but really I was going to greet Aj and Aksana.
"Hey you guys. Long time no see!" I smiled as they both walked towards me. "Especially you Aj Mrs. Too Busy To Visit." I grinned as I pulled her in for a hug.
"Oh no what are you going to do to me? You are almost never this happy to see me." Aj said with suspicion. I just chuckled
"Well remember you said maybe I will make friends who will keep me out of trouble? Well I did and that is why I'm happy to see you you nerd." I laughed.
"And shes back!" Aj sighed.
"Hey what about me? Where's my hug?" Aksana pouted.
"How could I forget my favorite cousin. I missed your face too." I cooed as I gave her a hug. "But come lets sit down." I spoke as I lead them down the hallway towards the patio.
"We aren't going to run into Joe again are we?" Asked Aksana. I couldn't help the pulse of anger that quickly raced through me, but it changed to laughter soon after.
"Haha no my dear baby cousin, I either got him fired or they moved him to the far side of the building. I'm not really sure havent seen him since the end of September." I shrugged as we sat down at one of the umbrella tables on the patio.
"How the hell did you manage to do that?" Aj asked.
"Well he was checking out my beautiful and I wasn't having it. Then I let my anger get the best of me and he caused me to accidentally knock my beautiful over. And then it all went down like dominos… everything is ok now." I explained simply not wanting to give away to much.
"Is your beautiful who you've been talking about. Because she must be one hell of a girl if you possiably got some guy fired." Aksana asked. I just smiled brightly and nodded my head yes.
"Yea I love her so much." I gushed as I placed my elbows on the table and leaned my head in my hands. They just stared at me like they didn't know who I was.
"Wait did I just hear that right? The motorcycle riding badass chick is in love?" Aj said in surprise. I just smiled and nodded my head.
"Whoa then we have to meet this girl if she managed to get you to fall in love." Aksana delcared.
"Really you guys want to meet her?" They both gave me the no duh head nodd. "Ok well before I go get her there are somethings you should know first. One her name is Candice, she knows you two are coming but she doesn't know you are here yet. Two she has a very troubled past so lets not really talk about that. But she use to model so we can talk about that a little. And I'm not sure if she is going to put a jacket on or not but if she doesn't yea she has cutting scars on her forearms those are from her past too. So just act like you don't see them and don't stare at them. It took me a really long time to get her to star wearing short sleeved shirts again. Okay?" I spoke trying to prevent and accidental episodes.
"Ok well go get her!" They said in unison.
"Its actually really scary when you guys do that… yea don't do that either. Anyway I will be right back don't move." And with that I got up and went to go find my Angel Bunny. The first place I checked was the Rec room, she wasn't there so I checked our room, she wasn't there either. What the hell! Where did she… oh yea right the group room they make jewlery and stuff like that in there on Tuesdays. How could I forget, so I headed there and lucky for me she is in there. She is sitting with her other friends, too bad I have to steal her away for a few minutes. So I walked over there and wrapped my hands around her waist.
"Hello ladies! Umm is it ok with you all if I borrow Candice for a few minutes?" I asked her friends. They all nodded yes so I picked her up bridal style and began to head for the elevators. "Thanks I'll bring her back." The whole time Candice was just giggling as she wraped her arms around my neck.
"Hey I was making us matching bracelets, how am I susposed to finish them if you kidnapped me?" She asked as I stepped on the elevator and pushed the ground level button.
"You can finish those another time I want to show you something really awesome. I promise you're going to like it." She just smiled and kissed me. The elevator doors then opened and I started to head towards the patio.
"OMG Vic I swear if you throw me int he pool again I'm going to hurt you." She spoke of the last time I did this and I just threw her in the pool. No reason really… I just felt like it.
"What no of course I wouldn't through you in the pool… at least not right now." I grinned as I used my back to push the doors open. "I just want you to meet my cousin see!" I smiled as I set her down and pointed to Aj and Aksana. "Come on let's go!" I said as I interlaced our hands and began to walk in their direction.
"Why didn't you tell me they were here you didn't even give me time to prepare!" She lightly panicked.
"You'll be fine just be yourself. Hey I'm back Candi is so hard to find sometimes." I spoke as we approached the table. "Anyways Candice this is Aksana." I spoke pointing to Aksana. "And that is her wife Aj." I spoke as I pointed to Aj. "Aksana Aj this is Candice."
"Hi I'm Candice. Its nice to meet you two." Candice said sheepishly.
"Well its certainly nice to finally met you. Vic talks about you all the time." Aksana smiled
"Yea but she wouldn't tell us much. She says that we should form our own opinion about you. But I already like you since you managed to turn this nut job into a civilized citizen." Aj added.
"And to think I was nice to you. I didn't tell you guys much because Candi can talk for herself. She knows Candice better than I know her." I shrugged. I then felt Candi grab my hand under the table. She does that when ever she is nervous or just wants to hold my hand.
"Yea well Vic is right. Well origionally I'm from Milwaukee born and raised. I mostly grew up with both my parents until I turned ten and my mom passed of cancer. Leaving it to be just me and my dad if was hard at first but time heals most wounds." She began. She just basically told them about what is was like growing up in Milwaukee, and how she was a model. She didn't exactly explain how she ended up here in rehab but I guess that is a convo for another day.
"If you are a model what the hell are you doing with Victoria?" Aj asked. Candice just laughed.
"Oh Aj you're just jealous! Hell I ask Aksana the same question about you. What she sees in you I will never know." I responded.
"What are you talking about my Lovebug is just as pretty as a peach. Plus she can cook thats how she got me to marry her." Aksana cooed.
"Yea and my Squishy is just as sweet as honey. She is so cute and funny." Candi cooed causing me to smile and blush.
"Well we must be talking about a totally different Victoria because the one I know is a sarcastic jerkface with no emotions." Aj countered.
"No I'm pretty sure its the same one. I guess I just bring out a different side of her. Because my Victoria is a cuddle bug." She smiled looking at me. I'm starting to think she is making me blush on purpose.
"Yea I guess love changes people. It really is a beautiful thing." I smiled.
"Awe thats so cute. And here I was thinking You'd die old and alone Vic." Aksana gushed
"Ok are we done making fun of me now?" I asked. They all just laughed.
"Yea were only messing with you Vic. Anyways Candice Vic tells me you design chlothes too, so if its ok with you I'd certianly like to take a look at some of your drawings in the future. I like your personality so that means your ideas have to have some pretty good ideas." Aksana spoke.
"Umm yea I think I could do that. But I left all my drawings back in Miami, its been a while since I last even looked at them." Candi spoke
"Oh don't worry we can make sure those get shipped up here too." I reassured her.
"Yea but I don't remember where I put them. I think I hid them somewhere in my room. I never really showed them to anybody."
"Well I'm sure your aunt will find them when she packs them. If not I'm sure you will remember soon." I reasoned with her. "Oh did I tell you guys Candi is going to live with me now. Miami is to far from here and I don't want to have to drive forever just to go see her." I spoke looking at them to gauge ther reactions.
"Great maybe she will keep you out of trouble. I don't want anymore three am phone calls to come pick you up." Aksana said as Aj nodded in agreement.
"Yea because I'm pretty sure the boys down at the station are tired of seeing your face." Aj added
"Well you don't have to worry about that I don't really have any desire to drink any more. Yea I have an addtiction to Candice so I won't have time to drink because I'll be to busy trying to satisfy my Candi cravings." I spoke nonschlantly. Its true I just can't seem to get enough of her.
"See now you understand why I just can't seem to keep my hands to myself with her wearing those ridiculously tight dresses." Aj spoke motioning towards Aksana.
"No you can keep your hands to yourself its just you choose not too. I swear all you think about is sex sex sex! And then you come home and your just so full of energy, and then after like three hours of going at it you are still full of energy. I just don't understand how or where you get all that energy from." Aksana responded. Candice just gave me a very confused face. I don't even know either.
"Well I just can't get enough of you. It gets so boreing around the office most days, and so when I get home you are my energy outlet. Plus I love the way you-"
"Okay we are sitting here too. And I'd rather not hear about what goes on when you get home from work." I spoke up. Candi just giggled in agreement.
"Sorry Vic I can't help it your cousin is a total hottie." Aj said putting her hands up in surrender.
"Ha tell me something I don't know." Aksana sang.
"I like you guys you are both so funny. I know we're going to get along great." Candice giggle.
"Good because we like you too!" Aksana chimed. It was at that moment I was sure that Candice was the one for me and nobody could convince me otherwise. From there we just talked and laughed until it was dinner time and they had to go.
"It really was nice to meet you both." Candice said as she hugged them both.
"Well we could say the same for you. Its really nice to finally meet the person who Victoria has been talking about nonstop." Aksana smiled.
"Yea but she's so awesome how can I not talk about her nonstop. She's my bestfriend and I love her dearly." I declared as I wraped my arms around Candice.
"Well we're happy for you both. But come on babe we gotta get going, I didn't put Devo in his cage I just put him in the bathroom." Aj spoke with caution. Devo is Aj and Aksana's love child. He is a little Yorkkie they adopted him when he was a baby when they first moved in together.
"What the hell!? I specifically told you to put him in the cage, it only takes like five seconds to do it!" Aksana scolded.
"Yea but you were rushing me and he followed me into the bathroom and wouldn't come out so I just closed the door and left." Aj said sheepishly.
"Ok well we gotta go she probably just ruined our bathroom. I look forward to seeing you both on the outside soon. Come on April you're cleaning whatever mess he made in there too. Bye you two." Aksana growled then smiled as they headed out the door.
"If you guys don't ever see me again you know who the main suspect is." Aj said pointing to a now very upset Aksana storm to the car. We just smiled and waved. After they left me and Candi went to go get dinner. Then after that we just decided to watch TV.
"Babe I really like your cousin and her wife." Candi said randomly
"Yea me too. I told you would, and see now they like you too." I smiled. She smiled too.
"Yea you were right. And I really can't wait to see what Aksana thinks of my drawings. Do you think she might sell some of my chlothes in her store? Oh that would be like a dream come true if she did. Oh I'm so excited, and now we get to go to the aquarium. Oh I can't wait to-" She was rambling and I didn't feel like listening anymore so I just pressed my lips to hers. Its my way of telling her to shut up in the nicest way possiable.
"Are you done?" I asked softly. She nodded her head yes. "Ok. I love you Candi I do but please stop talking. I know you're excited about everything that happened and is going to happen, but can I just hold you and watch TV in silence?"
"Ok I think I can do that as long as there are kisses involved."
"I think I can do that." I smiled before I pressed my lips to hers.
Well Candice meeting Aksana and Aj went rather well. Looks like everything is going good. Next we get to go to the aquarium… sounds like fun. I dunno I don't have much to say today… I had an ok day today I watched Dick Tracy its a good movie. I really want some lasagna its all I can think about right now. I like boys with Snapbacks and Tattoos -Joz
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