Hi guys! I was going to update this last week so I'm reeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaalllly sorry I didn't earlier. It's just 'cause of school and stuff.

So here we are at the next chapter which is the last filler for now.

So Kin here you go.

Kin: Why am I here? I wasn't even in here.

Me: Yes you were mentioned. You're mentioned in this one too. And just do it.

Kin: Fine. Thanks to Musical Skater, Lenny1201, Guest, Tayah Hutchins, D, Guest, Warrior626 for reviewing.

Musical Skater: Thanks and calm down! Lol

Lenny1201: Okay then..

Guest: It was funny. And let's just go with Muffins getting sick twice. It was the same chappie twice. I wanted you guys to know what Care was doing.

tayahhutchins: Thanks and sorry!

D: Maybeeeeeeeeeeeee

Guest:Well once you get bullied your self-esteem is really low.

Warrior626: We have enough signatures.

Disclaimer: She doesn't own us.

Lenny's P.O.V.

I sat in Carrie's room, feeling suddenly stalker-ish. Posters littered her walls, some small pictures left behind on her dressers and tables.

It's been three years since I started this hobby of sitting in her room. I left her bed the way it was. I never even touched it until today. I usually sat on the wood floor looking through things I had found in drawers and such.

I felt very creepy. I stood up off of her bed and walked to her desk. Opening the only drawer I haven't touched, I pulled out a bunch of letters.

Skimming over the addresses I found one with no return address. Seeing as it was already opened balanced my options.

Opening someone else's mail is against the law.

So it's already opened.

True.

Deciding to open it, I grabbed the paper out of the envelope. Seeing the paper- old, wrinkled, and lined- I flipped it over to see what it said.

It was dated to about seven years ago. And all it said was three words that I never knew how important they would be.

It was three years ago. Me and the twins had just started high school. Laney and I still talked in secret. No one has found out yet.

Fortunately, the Kagami twins and I had all of the same classes so I felt lucky. But I still missed her. The blue haired girl would leave with me, sit next to me in every class we had together, she was the girl who harbored my love.

It seems like she was my sunshine.

I was going to miss her.

For a long time.

I still remember what she sent me for my birthday.

...

~A few weeks earlier~

It was the 17th of August. I had a feeling that she would send me something.

The day of my birthday, I got the mail and there was a package addressed to me.

The large letters on the box spelled my name and still smelled.

I opened to package to find... another box. (A/N: lol)

A few days before Care texted me that I would be getting a surprise.

Speaking of Care, I have named my kitty Care. But I would call her Care Bear on occasion.

After opening the inception box, I found something black and green.

I pull it out to find a black and green striped scarf. Why a scarf? It's like 80 here.

I looked back down and saw a plain green one too.

I asked one question: Why a scarf?

*Back to the first flashback to 3 years ago transition*

Anyway, we were still friends. Care and I talked on a daily basis. She would occasionally talk about a girl named Kimberly Oak.

It would usually be just me. Then the twins would be busy and do it the next day.

The year passed quickly and I still missed her. She would always hope to be home soon.

Yet she never was. Of course I felt lonely. My best friend (and crush) left and moved away.

One day at the end of 9th grade, I got a text from Carrie saying that that Kimberly chick would be moving.

I was conflicted. How should I feel?

She was my friend so should I be happy that she can talk to me more? Or should I sympathize and say I'm sorry?

That question lingered for a long while.

...

The next year

The twins and I had slightly different schedules and we were still adjoined at the hip(s).

Carrie told us to keep doing gigs, but how could we?

Our stunning-I mean, gorgeous, ummm... Our singer? Yeah let's go with that.

Sure I could come up with lyrics, but I have stage fright so I wouldn't be able to.

I wonder how Muffins is. How Care's grandma is. When she's going to come home.

Which might be never. I really hope she would be able to come back.

...

The Year After That

(They would be in 11th grade or just before it)

Sometimes I would wonder if I was crazy. I think I was having Carrie Withdrawl. Which really should've happened years ago.

Everyone calls the remaining Newmans the three musketeers since we are always by each other.

Laney and I have become like secret siblings. We would meet at the park, go to the mall, talk, etc. just like siblings.

We loved each other, just as friends though.

It was just a few days ago, we were at the mall. Just me and the girls. Who still didn't know about me hanging with Lanes.

I swore I saw a blue haired girl eating in the food court.

I didn't look back. But I swore it was Care.

This happens every once and a while. I would think I see her and it's not her.

Over the years, Grojband became much more popular than us. And I guess we became okay with that.

Kim obviously had a thing for the rival pianist and he liked her too, but they were too blinded to see that.

And our bands kinda restricted them from meeting for some reason.

I guess it was a rule after we didn't really despise them all that much anymore.

We can be friends but we can't date? Was that it? I don't even know anymore.

And here I was sitting in Carrie's room reading her mail.

Deciding to open it, I grabbed the paper out of the envelope. Seeing the paper- old, wrinkled, and lined- I flipped it over to see what it said.

It was dated to about seven years ago. And all it said was three words that I never knew how important they would be.

I added another year to the chapter before this and I confused myself.

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~ A-chan