I feel someone holding my hand.

I try to open my eyes but I can't.

It's like they're glued shut.

"She's in a coma, she might not wake up for 1-4 weeks, if she's in it for more were going to have to take her off" someone says

"No, please, what if she wants to wake up after the 4th week but its too late" I know that voice, Four

"I'm sorry" the person says walking out.

"Tris, please wake up. I can't lose you, you mean too much to me" Four says

"Please" he says

It sounds like he's about to cry.

Wait, why would Four care about me?

He's just a guy, I'm just a girl.

"Tris, please. You're my best friend" he pleads

I try to open my eyes, nothing.

They won't open.

FOUR POV:

She might die.

Tris might die.

I feel tears starting to come.

"I need you Tris, I know I'm an idiot that doesn't deserve you but I feel whole with you" I say

I look at her lifeless figure.

Hooked up to many needles.

Bandaged head.

She didn't deserve for that to happen.

She doesn't deserve me.

She deserves someone that isn't so broken.

I should really give up on her, but I can't.

It feels like she's the only one for me.

I can't sit here and fight with myself.

TRIS POV:

I feel Four let go of my hand, then I hear the door shut.

I feel so lonely and cold now.

I really just want him here, to tell me that everything is going to be alright.

But he left me.

I may not be able to wake up.

Should I?

FOUR POV:

I don't know where to go.

I don't feel like socializing.

It's been two hours since I left Tris.

I spent it walking around the streets.

I have to go back to Tris,

But first I need a shower.

I go home and take a quick shower (A/N I don't like describing showers)

I walk out of the bathroom and sit on my bed.

I look at my nightstand.

I have a picture of Tris and I from when we were sixteen, I was giving her a piggyback ride in the fall.

She's so beautiful.

I need her.

I get up and head back to the hospital.

When I arrive there I go straight to Tris's room.

When I sit down I grab her hand.

It's still warm, like she's still alive

"Tris, please wake up. I can't live without you"

Her hand twitches

"Tris, can you please open those beautiful eyes of yours?"

I search her body for any movement.

Nothing.

I need her.

I'll try to bargain with her.

"Tris, if you wake up in a week I'll buy you tickets to see 5SOS" I say.

I'm serious, I need her that bad.

4 DAYS LATER:

FOUR POV:

Although its only been 4 days it feels like a lifetime.

She has 3 days to wake up if she wants to go see them.

I'm not sure if she'll wake up, but I really hope she does.

TRIS POV:

It's been 3 days, I think, I'm not really sure.

I hear the door open and someone walks in.

"Hey Tris, you going to wake up for me?" It's Tobias.

I try to open my eyes, nothing.

He grabs my hand

I squeeze it.

"Tris, please wake up" he pleads

"Shut up Four, you're really annoying." I say, my eyes still shut.

"You're up!" He says

"Isn't that obvious?" I say squinting my eyes

"You're so amazing" he says

"Now where are my 5SOS tickets?" I ask

"In a magical place" he says

"You're an ass"

"You're an amazing beautiful human" he says

"Shut up Four, when can I leave?"

"I dunno" he says

"Ughhh" I say

"I like you, I'd say 'I love you' but its too soon" he whispers in my ear randomly.

He kisses my cheek leaving his lips there longer than normal.

There is no way to get rid of him.

He's my best guy friend.

He told me about his past and now its time for him to know about mine.

"Tobias?" I say

"Hm?" He hums

"Since I know about your past you should know about mine" he looks at me intently.

"So, I had a brother, Caleb. He was always my parents favorite, because he was so smart. My parents couldn't care less about me and they'd either mentally and verbally abuse me or totally ignore me. Then in school I was verbally bullied which just made my life worse." I say

"Fear doesn't shut you down, it wakes you up." He says

I'm not ready for a relationship.

I was ready to share that with him.

To break down a wall.

He knows more about me than anyone.

I do like him.

Maybe as more than a friend..

But I don't want to get back together with him yet, I'm already forgiving him easily. He needs to work to become my boyfriend.

But he's already almost there.

Sorry for not updating, schools been stressful. I really took like a week to write this. If you want to see how busy I am just go check out my Instagram. Sorry for not putting any of the new characters in here, sometime in the next few chapters they'll (it'll) be added. Please review because I read everyone of them and I really like to see/ know what you all think of my story. Bye four now.