Last update of this story. I think Im going to make a sequel for this. What do you think? Make sure to check back on my account for one. Please do not kill me for this. I have a plan for the sequel.

"OH MY GOD TOBIAS!" I scream.

I can't believe my eyes. His limp body lays lifeless in front of me. I cant believe he's gone.

Whoever shot him is gone now. The footprints stopping then turning around.

Even though hes been gone for a few minutes I already miss him so much.

How can he be gone? Why would someone shoot him? He is the best thing thats ever happened to me.

After a while I finally decide to call 911.

The ambulance is rushing here.

I sit next to him and hold his hand.

For a moment I think I feel him squeeze my hand, but I know its all in my head because the truth is he's gone.

I will never here him laugh again.

Never again will he tell me I'm beautiful.

I hear the sirens and people coming into here.

The paramedics pull me away from him and take him away.

When theyre gone I decide to go to the hospital.

I grab my keys because I dont think I'd be able to step foot in his truck.

On my way down I call Christina.

T:Four is dead. He was shot.

C: Are you okay? Where are you?

T: Im heading to the hospital

C: I'll meet you there.

T: Okay

Then I hang up.

When I pull into the parking lot I get out and bolt into the hospital.

The nurse wont let me say goodbye to him.

After about and hour police come and question me.

Where were you when this happened?

Who did it?

Where did it happen?

What was your relationship to him?

The more questions I amswered the more I just wanted to disappear and forget the world.

Christina comes and hugs me when she comes here.

"Sorry it took too long, the traffic was bad" she apologizes.

"You okay?" She asks

"I dont know. It feels so unreal. Like he'll come through the doors and hug me" I say staring off

"I know. But he's gone."

ONE WEEK LATER

"You okay?" Christina asks referring to the fact that we're at his funeral.

"I think." I say and head toward his casket.

I chose to speak because even though I might fail and cry, I need to let things out.

So I get up and speak.

"Tobias, or Four as many of you know him by, was a very determined guy. Even when I didn't want a boyfriend he still tried." I start crying

"I loved him so much and it doesnt feel real that he's gone."

I finish with that because I cant do this anymore.

I planned a small funeral so after this we all go home.

3 MONTHS LATER

Its been over 3 months since Tobias died.

All of done is lay down on my bed eat icecream and cry.

And go out to get ice cream.

I only shower once a week or when I start to smell.

I probably gained so much weight over the past 3 months but I don't care anymore. Tobias is gone.

Christina kept begging me to go out with her tonight to the bar to get my mind off of him so I agreed.

Although I dont want to, I think that I should. I need someone to help me get my mind off of him.

THAT NIGHT

Christina disappeared probably to the bathroom.

Im currently on my second drink of the night.

A guy comes over and sits down next to me.

"Not the partying type?" He asks

"Not really, my friend dragged me here to get my mind off my dead boyfriend." I say

"Im sorry." He says

"Its fine. I mean its been 3 months."

"Yeah. I had a girlfriend a while ago and she had cancer and died. I still havent found a girl to replace her."

"I dont think I'll ever be able to replace him."

"I'm Kody by the way"

"Tris"

"Do you want to hang out tomorrow? You're probably still upset about your boyfriend so I'm not going to try and date you, but I'd love to be your friend." He says.

"Okay. Here's my number." I hand his a piece of paperwith it on it.

"Ill text you the time and place"

He then leaves.

I decide to head home and sleep.

I quickly text Christina telling her that Im leaving.

When I wake up at 11 in the morning I have a text from an unknown number.

TEXT: How about noon for lunch at the café?

Its Kody.

I reply back with a simple 'sure'

I get out of bed and get ready. When I see the picture of him on my dresser I say 'I miss you' and walk away.

I've cried so much over him and I think I can handle not crying anymore.

You may think Kody will be a distraction, but honestly he's just a new friend that has gone through something similar that can hopefully help me.

Im going to go cry because I almost did while writing this. I yhink Im going to have the sequel up by Christmas so we'll see.