This chapter is short but needed. Kind of shows the actual struggle Bri is having within. Does she want to be the fearsome mob boss or does she want to be the Walmart weirdo again? So enjoy, next chapter is almost done will probably be posted tomorrow.


Bri POV

"I'm nervous." I whined into Happy's chest for the hundredth time on our drive to the city. "I'm going to pee my pants."

"Relax." He squeezed my arm. "You'll do good Bri."

"I haven't had an interview in forever!" I fell back into my seat and reclined it. "What if they think I look weird?"

"Well luckily you'll be in a fuckin' plastic surgeons office. They can fix that mug of yours." He laughed.

"I want this job!" I shouted and kicked the radio with the heel of my shoe. I disparately needed it and wanted it. I wanted to find a level of normalcy in life again. I felt like I was on a downward spiral into a life I was fighting so hard to stay away from. I had gotten bested by a Pretty Boy outlaw with a boner for violence.

"Relax. You'll get it. You're a good surgeon." He smiled.

"You've never seen my work." I uprighted the seat. "I'm going to be sick."

"That's probably more of Lil Hap than you being nervous. Brianna just breathe." He smacked the steering wheel when a car cut him off.

"Road rage looks good on you." I smirked. "I'm still nervous. Will you come in with me?"

"You want to take an outlaw into an upscale office? Yeah that's good for your interview." He clucked and shook his head.

"Maybe the doc will be like oh, he's sexy. I'll hire you if you bring him around. I wonder where else he has tattoos. That goatee, that shit right there is sexy. I would rub my pussy across his bald head all night." I bit back a laugh as he stared at me with wide eyes.

"Someone is back to her weird self." He laughed. "How come you never rubbed your pussy over my head?"

"I tried once, but I got caught up with your mouth." I shrugged. "I needed that laugh. Man I'm fucking hilarious!"

"No you're fucking Happy." He laughed.

"Omg!" I howled with laughter. "Babe made a funny."

He nodded and I leaned over and bit his neck. "You relaxed now weirdo?"

"Yeah I am. Thank you." I kissed his hand. "If I get this job I'll glide across your head."

"I don't put that past you." He rasped. "I got a question for you."

"Ask." I smiled.

"Would you really let our kid take my last name?" He looked at me.

"Yeah I would. Obvi it cannot be Hohrykova. Because technically that's not even my last name, since I was widowed and not divorced. Why am I even rambling on. But yes, our son will have your last name." I smiled at him as he exited the highway.

"What is your last name then?" He asked.

"Mikhailova." I said. "Hoping to change it to something bad ass in the future. Brianna Powers, Brianna Almighty, Brianna Unstoppable." I laughed.

"Brianna Lowman." He said with a smirk. "It's the only suitable last name for you to take."

"Katarzyna Lowman." I shrugged. "I gotta legally change my name to Brianna. Like my license and all that say Katarzyna Mikhailova."

"I'm not trying to say that shit Bri." He laughed. "Brianna Lowman for the win."

"Don't say that if you're not solid on it." I said. "You're the end game, with or without a marriage."

"I know." He pulled into the parking lot of the office and I started to feel sick to my stomach. "Good luck. I love you. I'll be in here sleeping. Scream if anything goes wrong."

"I love you too." I smiled and climbed out of the Jeep. Tucking my bag underneath my arm I made my way into the office. Hoping that this interview would change my life for the best.

#

"So, Dr. Hohrykova." Dr. Faber spoke. "You come to me with glittering recommendations, but I want to know what you believe your specialty is."

"Noses. I love fixing noses, it makes all the difference. Whether the patient is coming in to be able to breathe better or coming in to fix or improve the appearance, the end result changes everything." I smiled at her.

"How do you feel about breast augmentation?"

"It's a labor of love. I don't tend to become over enthused about them, but I'm great at them." I crossed my legs.

"I don't know if this is appropriate but are yours real?" She laughed nervously.

I chuckled. "Yeah they're real. I get that question a lot. I am in the market for a new nose though. Mine went from perfect to messed up after an accident a few weeks ago." I frowned. "Maybe you can do it for me. I've seen your work."

"No need to flatter." She smiled. "You're hired, but if you insist, I will do it."

"I'm insisting." I smirked. "When do I start?"

"Monday morning." We stood and shook hands. "I look forward to you being part of this firm Dr. Hohrykova."

"I look forward to adding all of you to my family." I smiled.

I walked out of the office with a smile and all the composure in the world but as soon as I was out of sight I pulled my heels off and ran to the Jeep and banged on Happy's window.

"Who's chasing you?" He pulled out his gun and looked around.

I pulled open the door and he pulled me into his lap. "No one! I got the job! I start Monday."

"I knew you'd get it." He kissed my neck. "Dr. Lowman."

"Back on that subject?" I kissed his chin. "Let's go get me a celebratory diamond."

"I don't know about that." He laughed and helped me into my own seat. "How about a grill instead? You can be the female Fiasco."

"Is that a real offer?" I asked. "If it is, I'm taking you up on that shit. I'd be Gangsta Goldmouth." I laughed.

"I was joking." He backed out of the spot and headed towards the highway.

"I want a grill. I wanna be on the next level of thuggery. Can't you just see me with a glistening gold grill hacking a person's arm off with a dull ax?" I gave him a devious smile.

"I can picture you without a grill doing that shit. Gives me a half chub." He rasped. "If you want a grill let's get you one. I feel like the rap music has warped your brain. Its got you fucked up."

"I feel like you would enjoy the grills I wouldn't be able to bite you unless I took them out." I laughed. "Fiasco's are like his actual teeth since that white guy used his mouth as a bottle opener. I was like but at least you didn't die." I smiled.

"You two talk a lot?" He narrowed his eyes as he exited the highway again and tried to locate a place that did grills.

"Not really. I'm more into talking to Esai then Fiasco. I just like his teeth." I slid down in my seat. "They both treat me like I'm the little sister of the family."

"Because you act like a sixth grader when you're in power." He pulled in front of a shop. "Friend works here, owes me a favor."

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I toyed with the gold chain around my neck that now held the smiley face ring I had rocked for almost two full years on my finger. So it wasn't a gold grill but I wasn't about to complain about it because Happy got it for me and that was the only thing that mattered at the moment.

"I love it Hap." I smiled at him.

"Good. I'm glad I didn't have to get you those fuckin' grills." He shook his head. "Sometimes I worry about you."

"I know! I'm a little weird but it's what makes me me." I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"They wouldn't have let you live it down if you came in here with a fuckin' grill in your mouth." He nodded over to the SAMCRO clubhouse.

"Good think you're my commonsense and look out for my best interests." I kissed his neck.

"Always Bri." He tugged on my hair. "I need to make sure my lady is respected at all times."

"So sexy." I whispered. "I feel sick though."

"It's the baby this time." He smiled and patted my stomach. "Pretty soon I'll be able to palm your belly."

"I will kill you if you treat it like a basketball." I laughed as we walked into the clubhouse.

SOASOASOA

Juice POV

Seeing Bri walk into the place with Happy still upset me to an extent. They physically made the most perfect couple. Her softness balanced out his hardness. It was as if she was created just for him, to challenge his dominance as well as his patience.

"I can't believe she's here." Natalie said into my ear. "She's basically the club's enemy."

"She's not the enemy. Plus you're friends." I shook my head at the immaturity Natalie was spewing at the moment.

"I'm aware but still." She shrugged.

"Don't be petty. You're her friend right? Then be nice or shut up and end the friendship." I set her with a look and she shrunk back into the sofa.

I waved Bri over and she smiled before coming over. "Hey Juice, Natalie."

"Hi." I smiled.

"Hey Bri." Natalie smiled and stood up to hug her.

"Juice. I want to talk to you in private, if you can spare a few minutes." She smiled at me and Natalie.

"Whatever you have to say you can say it in front of Natalie." I stood up and nodded at her.

"Alright. I wanted this to be in private but suit yourself Juan Carlos." She walked over to a corner and Natalie and I followed after her.

"So what's up?" I asked.

"I swear Juice if you ever try hacking into my fucking computer systems again I will hurt you." She shoved me into the wall. "If you guys have questions fucking ask me, don't go behind my back and try to dig shit up."

"Whoa." Happy said as he grabbed Bri and pulled her away from me. "What was that shit for Bri?"

"Nothing." She shrugged out of his grasp. "Just let it go."

"I won't let it go." He said and dragged her outside.

Leaving me and Natalie staring at each other in total shock.

SOASOASOA

Happy POV

I looked at Bri as she sat on the edge of the boxing ring. A look of pure hatred plastered on her face.

"Tell me." I stood between her legs. "Tell me and don't bother trying to fuckin' lie to me either."

"I was pissed is all. I tried getting him to talk in private but he said say it in front of Natalie so I did." She shrugged.

"Why though?" I cupped her face iny hands.

"Because I know he's been trying to hack into the bike shop's computers." She looked away from me.

"Club shit. Don't get involved with it Brianna. Stay the fuck out of what this club does." I roughly pulled her face back to me. "Get it?"

"Whatever Happy." She shoved me away with enough force to knocked me backwards and stormed off towards the gates. I stalked over to her and softened at the sight, she was sitting on the ground crying.

"Go away." She choked out.

"I can't." I sat down next to her and pulled her between my legs so she was resting comfortably against me. "Cry it out."

"No." She shook her head and tried to move away from me but I held her in place.

"Brianna, you can cry. You're safe with me." I kissed the top of her head. "At least tell me what's bugging you in addition to the shit you been through."

"I think it's hormones." She cried. "Happy, this life isn't for me. Like I'm fine being your lady and whatever but this other shit isn't me. Like I can't be hard. I like being goofy and taking pictures in Walmart and I miss Natalie so much."

"Hand it back to your dad." I said, as if it was as simple as that. I knew she was in deeper than she wanted to own up to. I could see the change in her. In a matter of weeks she went from my oversensitive weirdo to an oversensitive mini mob boss.

"They refuse to work with him." She shook her head. "Babe, I'm losing my mind."

"You need to relax, you're pregnant." I rubbed her arms. "When you start work just focus on that shit and less on this club shit. Can you do that for me? For us? For Lil Hap?"

"Yeah I can." She smiled.

"Don't let this shit get out. Jax will pounce on the first sign of weakness. Around here you're the bad ass. Every where else you're relaxed and sweet." I stood up and helped her to her feet. "We'll get you through this shit. That's a promise I'm making and keeping."

"I love you."

"I love you too Bri. If you wanna break down, let me take you home so I can baby your ass." I said as we held hands to her Jeep.

"You are full of surprises." She smiled at me and got into the Jeep.

"Whatever." I shrugged and started the SUV and pulled off the lot. "You're thinking loudly but ain't saying shit. So spit it out. We're alone."

"I want us to not be affected by this shit. I'm afraid I'll lose you, and we'll lose us." She pulled her legs up and turned to me. "I don't want to lose you Happy."

"You won't. I promise." I grabbed her hand and didn't bother letting it go. "You're mine and I'm yours."

"I know." She brushed her tears away. "I wish I would have said no to helping. I'd be a lowly doctor giving girls fake tits and perfect noses." She laughed through her sobs and I finally was seeing the woman she was when we met and who she was earlier in the day. My pain in the ass lady who makes jokes out of everything.

SOASOASOA

Juice POV

"She knows I hacked into the systems." I told the guys as we sat at the table. "She said if we have questions to ask her and don't go behind her back."

"How'd she know?" Jax asked.

"No clue." I shrugged. "Maybe she has something set up to alert her if there's a breach in security."

"Shit." Jax let his rings knock against the table and sighed. "We just play nice and let shit unfold. We are going in a good direction here."

"Aye." Chibs said. "The lass has given us an opportunity, we either take it and make it work o' we fuck it up and possibly end up dead."

"I don't want to die." I shook my head. "Got a kid on the way."

"Me too." Jax said.

"I have a puppy." Kozik added. "She's my baby."

"Let's just let this shit work out for us for once." Bobby said. "I'm getting old and tired. I need the steady income for my kid's medicine."

"Where's Hap?" Jax asked.

"With Bri, he took her home after she attacked me." I said.

"First off she's like a twig and she attacked you?" Tig asked.

"She's two inches shorter than you." Jax laughed. "You let her attack you?"

I blushed and his my face. "She caught me off guard."

"She's a firecracker." Kozik smiled. "I'd let her attack me any day."

"Got a fetish for getting dominated Koz?" Tig smirked.

"Only in the right ways." He laughed.

"This meeting is done." Jax hit the gavel. "Ceasefire until further notice."

We walked out as Happy walked in. A look of annoyance in his face. "Hide everything. The police are on their way, I saw a fuckin' squad car following me."

Just as we moved the hide anything and everything illegal the doors flew open and police moved in. Taking us all to the ground by force. The women who were till here got the same treatment. Natalie started crying with Lyla, while Tara and Gemma seemed to egg the cops on.

"She's pregnant!" Jax yelled as the officer roughly yanked Tara to her feet.

"Natalie calm down." I said as she was pulled to her feet by a female cop. "You're going to be fine."

My talking earned me a brutal kick to the side by the officer standing to my side.

"Idiot." Happy mumbled as he was tugged to his feet and led outside. One by one we were loaded into the back of the paddy wagon.

"Spontaneous check. You guys are all on parole. Yet you're in possession of drugs and illegal weapons." The bald sheriff spoke as he looked in at us. "SAMCRO you will be spending at least a night in jail."

"Who are you?" I asked.

"Sheriff Eli Roosevelt." He smirked. "I'm now in control of Charming and I plan to take this club out."


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