A/N: I got the poem from here it is not mine doc/4381614/Poetry-Poem-on-Torture-Torture-
Disclaimer: I own nothing! :(
"Talk bitch!" The demon roared at Billie after smacking her head into a wall. A wall covered in Billie's blood, just as the floor was. Billie's clothes used to be covered in blood but they had become so ripped that she was just wearing scraps of material that covered nothing so now she wore nothing. Easier for them to do whatever they want to her then.
"Why must you fucking protect them you stupid fucking whore?!" He screamed at her again knee-ing her in the face effectively breaking her nose making her lose more blood. A second demon walked in and threw a paper plate at the floor just in front of her.
"Eat it bitch."
Billie shook her head.
"Eat it or starve." He said before both demons left her alone. She already had a drink with her and as much as she didn't want to eat the food provided she was incredibly hungry. Forcing herself to eat some of what was on her plate. They only gave her enough food so she didn't starve, but her stomach had shrunk since being down in the underworld so she didn't even need all of that. After seven mouthfuls of the watery, disgusting soup (well at least Billie hoped it was soup) she was done. She knew they wouldn't come back in for a while, thankfully, but Billie tried not to sleep now. She was so afraid that Patty would convince her that this punishment was ridiculous. It was she knew that, it wasn't enough, she deserved worse. But exhaustion won over and Billie's eye lids were become to heavy and no amount of fighting stopped them from drooping, it took thirteen seconds for her to fall asleep. Pitiful I know.
~o0o~
Billie sighed as she sat down on her beach. It was always sunrise here, she wondered why but that wasn't really important now was it?
"Hello Billie." Patty said as she sat down next to her.
"Hey."
"I remember hearing a poem about torture would you like to hear it?"
"Not particularly, but I have nothing else to do and no where else to be so shoot." Billie said as she laid down in the soft sand.
"They made me sit on ugly bare current chair,
Clasped my hands with rusty iron wire,
Strangled my neck with metal plaster,
Dragged my feet in boiling effluent,
Tore my scalp with steel toothed combs,
Pierced my nail in halves with knife,
Coated my face with acidic tar,
Broke my nose with gruesome fist blows,
Stitched my lips with needle and thread,
Engraved designs on flesh with rusty pins,
Severed bunch of veins with carpenter saw,
Divested me of water for long hours,
Enclosed my face in jute bags,
Containing an army of African wild rat,
Whipped me with leather skin dipped in salt curry,
Unclothed me in the chilly night,
Sprayed obnoxious petrol with large hose-pipes,
Punctured my features to look like a ghost,
Left me hanging in dangling chains,
In dilapidated comforts of crumbling roof,
I then lost faith in the reigning creator,
Who put blood in my flesh,
Pumped oxygen in my chest,
Which now converted into complete shambles,
Agony groans echoing through walls of confinement,
My eyes finally closed in submission,
Ending the ordeal,
Sealing bleeding pores of my body."
"Well that was chirpy." Billie said sarcastically from her position with her eyes closed.
"How many of those things have happened to you Billie?" Patty asked softly.
Billie sighed and counted them in her head. "Eleven." She continued quietly.
"And are you not done yet? Do you not think that this is enough. Please Billie the sisters are worried about you. I'm worried about you. You look worse each time you come here. You look exhausted and beat, your eyes have no life in them, your face is showing no emotion and your posture looks like you've given in."
"I have given in I'm going to die down here." Billie said with such conviction it made Patty's heart break.
"You don't have to."
"I do."
"No Bille, you really don't." Patty sighed. "Remember when Phoebe chose Cole over her sisters?" She asked. Billie nodded. "Did Phoebe deserve this?"
"No, Phoebe made a mistake she loved Cole." Billie said quickly defending the middle Halliwell sister.
"Then why do you deserve this? You chose your sister, the sister whom you loved."
"I killed her that's why!"
"Phoebe helped kill Cole."
"But my sister was human! I killed her! I'm dirty, worthless, disgusting and I deserve this for killing my sister and betraying your daughters!"
"But Phoebe situation was just like this one." Patty pressed on.
"It's different."
"Why?"
"It just is." Billie replied defiantly.
"Even you must hear how bad your argument is Billie. You need to realise you don't deserve this torture before it kills you." Both women were silent after that, Billie not knowing what to say and Patty knowing to not say anything more hoping beyond hope that Billie would soon see sense.
After another half an hour there was a blinding flash of bright white light and Billie began to sob.
"Please, I don't want to go back."
"Billie you don't have to." Patty said quickly grabbing the younger girls hand who was beginning to panic.
"I do." Billie said between harsh sobs and then she disappeared.
~o0o~
"Wake up you stupid cow!" Said a demon throwing a bucket of freezing cold water over the naked blondes battered, bruised and bloody body. Billie screamed in shock and started to shiver.
"Tell me everything you know about the Charmed ones." The demon demanded.
"I'd rather die."
"Killing you would be too easy, this is much more fun. NOW TELL ME!" He screamed at her.
Billie shook her head.
"So be it." The demon said as he unbuckled his belt. Once the belt was removed he used it to smack Billie across the face.
"Are you going to tell me?" Billie remained silent. "I'm starting to think you enjoy this." He said as he advanced on the tormented girl with a predatory grin on his face.
Billie closed her eyes as tight as she could she didn't want to see what was happening, she could hear it, she could feel it, was that not enough? She could feel his hot sticky breathe near her ear and that in itself nearly made her throw up. She wished she could be back in her dorm room, or her room at the condo she shared with Phoebe but she didn't deserve that. She knew it, the demons knew it the only reason Patty was here was because the side of good just had to intervene didn't they? Well they won't win.
The demon got up of off Billie and left her alone. She opened her eyes slowly, suddenly wishing she didn't. There was a lot of blood and Billie threw the little she had in her stomach up. Soon enough she was just dry heaving which was making her throat hurt much more then it would if she was hydrated.
Billie looked down at her black and blue body in disgust. She was so skinny that she could make out each individual rib and when she put her legs together there was a gap between her thighs. Her face was pale and sunken her cheeks bones sticking out made her look deathly, her hair was matted with blood and sweat and she just felt gross, but then three months of torture would do that to someone wouldn't it.
She found herself wondering how the Charmed One's were, if they had the demon free life that they craved or if they were stuck fighting the next big bad? She often found herself thinking about the sisters hoping beyond hope that they were okay.
Billie was sure she would be crying if she wasn't so dehydrated. They'd bring her some water soon, they wanted to kill her not let her die from such trivial things. They wanted to torture her to death and Billie wasn't about to stop them.
She was mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted and she was beginning to wish the demons ended it quickly, she couldn't survive like this anymore but then she deserved it didn't she?
' is right I don't deserve this. I deserve to be hurt but this, this is taking it too far. I can't go back though, they'll try to save me but I don't deserve to be saved do I? Billie shook her head confused by her thoughts. Half of her was saying she deserved all of this but the other half was telling her she was being stupid and to let Patty tell the sisters where she was.
"How are you little witch?" A demon asked the same one who was in the room earlier.
"Not talking? That's fine. Drink your fucking water and I'll be back real soon." He told her putting a wooden mug on the floor in front of her before retreating. Billie moved as slow as she could manage to get her drink and gulped it down slowly too. She'd learnt her lesson the first time she got so thirsty then drank the water in one go, it didn't help her at all and she ended up still thirsty. The small mug of water was soon finished and Billie was slightly less thirsty now.
Backing herself into a corner in the back of the cage, Billie put her knees up and rested her head on them. Tears slowly fell from her eyes as she tried to cry calmly so as not to hurt herself anymore than she already was. Every shaky breath she took hurt her broken and bruised ribs.
'Maybe I should leave, start redemption. Being stuck down here means I can't make anything right. I can be saved and leave. I don't have to stay with the sisters, they won't want me anyway. I should get out of here and hunt down demons, destroy them. Take as many down with me as I can.'
Steadying her breath and stopping herself crying Billie closed her eyes and tried to sleep.
"Wakey wakey witch." A voice sounded from the front of the cage. Billie didn't look up she just kept her eyes closed and begged sleep to come. The demon realising she wasn't going to acknowledge him conjured up a low voltage energy ball and threw it at her right leg. A torturous scream erupted from Billie's throat as her hands flew down to inspect the damage. He lit up another one and threw it at her stomach. Another pain filled scream left Billie mouth as tears flew freely down her face, which was scrunched up in pain. Her breath was short and ragged and every inch of her was hurting.
Thirteen energy balls later and Billie had passed out, welcoming her inner sanctuary once again.
~o0o~
"Billie." Patty greeted her.
"I want out. I don't like it. I want to be saved. Please don't make me go back there." Billie said quickly trying to keep her voice from breaking.
"Okay Billie." Patty told her smiling. She pulled Billie into a hug. "As soon as you wake up I'll tell the sisters where you are. You won't get hurt anymore Billie." Patty whispered soothingly into her ear. She said it with such conviction that Billie's legs buckled and Patty had to guide them slowly to the floor so that Billie could continue her break down.
"Don't make me go back." Billie kept whispering over and over dropping the strong façade that she had up. Since she had been captured Billie hid her emotions the demons laughed when they saw her break so she hid it all, refusing to let the demons win, which usually led them to become very angry.
"As soon as you wake up Billie I will tell the sisters. They'll come and save you, you'll be safe again."
Billie body shook with the shear strength of her sobs and Patty found herself wondering how broken the young girl was and just what the demons had been doing to her. Shaking the thoughts from her head she knew she didn't want to know. She had been there for about three and a half months now. The poor girl had survived more than most and was now only just begging to be saved. She also found herself wondering if Billie would've broke if she hadn't come down and talked some sense into her.
'Probably not.' Patty thought. She knew Billie was certainly stubborn. Patty stroked Billie's hair and made hushing noises. Maternal instincts took over every time the blonde and her met.
"Billie you will be safe soon. I promise." A flash of blinding white and Billie was gone.
~o0o~
Two demons were in the cage with Billie. One was kicking her in the stomach and the other was throwing low voltage energy balls at the back of her body. Billie would scream if her throat wasn't so sore. They were coming to get her. She'd be out of there soon. Safe.
Crack!.
'When the fuck did they bring the whip in?!' Billie thought to herself.
Crack.
"Tell us you stupid whore. I swear to fucking god if you don't tell us this will all look like child's play!" The first demon screamed at her.
Billie laughed. 'Yup I've gone insane now.' She thought
Crack.
Crack.
Crack.
Crack.
The second demon was still throwing energy balls at her back at the same time as the whip would hit her stomach. The pain was unbearable and Billie wasn't sure how she was surviving it.
Crack.
Crack.
Crack.
The whip hit the same place each time and Billie couldn't help but scream. She hated it when she screamed, it showed weakness in her opinion, it showed the demons that they were winning.
'Where are they?' Billie thought 'I knew they wouldn't come who would want to save me? I'm worthless.'
Billie heard a scream and she was certain that it didn't come from her, confused she opened her eyes to see the demon with the whip get vanquished. The demon who was throwing energy balls managed to throw another one at her before he got vanquished. This energy ball was at full power but missed any vital body part and hit her thigh. Billie let out a blood curdling scream as it hit her.
"Billie." Three voices said as they ran towards her.
"Paige orb. Now." A voice commanded.
"Phoebe?" Billie asked confused. They were here, they'd come to get her. 'They can't have it's a trick. I won't fall for it.'
"Ssh Billie you'll be fine soon." Phoebe told her before Paige orbed them to the Manor.
A/N: So Billie has been saved. Yay. Hope you all enjoyed it, please review.