Juice POV

"I can't believe I'm free." Natalie sang as she twirled around in my living room. "Shout out to you springing me from that mansion."

"Bri's idea." I laughed. "Said since you're my family she had to let me be with you. Wanted us to be together. She even sent Luna a gift."

"What?" She smiled. "A gift? Let me see it!"

"It's in the nursery." I pulled her towards the room and led her inside. "See."

"Oh that's fucking adorable!" She ran her hands over the pink furniture. "Bri did this?"

"For Luna." I nodded. "She's good when she's sentimental. She left you a letter too, it's over there."

"I'll read it later." She smiled as she threw herself into my arms. "I can't believe I'm home."

"Me either." I smirked. "It feels good."

"It really fucking does." She kissed my cheek. "I want to thank her in person."

"She should be at home." I sighed. "Call and double check."

"I will, after I take a long shower. Can I?" She looked at me.

"Yeah you can babe." I kissed her. "I gotta make a few club calls, but I'll be in the living room playing COD against Happy."

"Happy?" She gave me a puzzled look. "He plays that?"

"Yeah." I laughed. "I taught him. Now we play online against each other sometimes together on the same team."

"That's cool." She smiled. "I'll be back."

#

"Shit." Natalie mumbled. "This is déjà vu."

"I know." I squeezed her hand. "Now or never. "

"Last time, I let you talk me into coming to see her, I ended up locked away from the world for a few months." She laughed nervously and twirled her hair around her fingers.

"You're free now." I got out of the car. "Let's go before she gets mad or something."

"Fine." She got out of the car. "Let's do this shit."

We walked to the front door and she hit the doorbell one too many times and a loud bark came from the other side of the door before Happy pulled it open. He rolled his eyes at us and let us in while Tacoma sniffed at us before walking away in a different direction.

"She's in the nursery." Happy said. "Being all motherly and shit. Our son isn't even here yet and he's fucking spoiled."

"Sounds about right." Natalie smiled and walked past us.

"You think we should wait outside the room to intervene if needed?" I asked him.

"Yeah." He nodded. "Bri is still pretty agile for a big pregnant fatty."

"She will kill you if you say that shit to her face." I laughed as we posted outside of the room.

"Nah." He shook his head. "She's agile but I'm still faster than her ass."

"You're terrible." I chuckled. "Thanks for not calling her an idiot or a slut."

"Whatever. I told Bri I'd respect her because she's your old lady." He sighed. "I never liked her. She was always reaching for some shit."

"What do you mean?" I looked at my boots.

"She was always playing keep up. Bri gets a new watch, she had to have one too. She was trying too fucking hard to be some shit she isn't meant to be. Same with you. You and I both know you're not cut from the same cloth as the rest of us are. You just needed a family." He smirked. "You got one. A solid family with us, and a fake one with the club."

"Yeah I know." I smiled. "Thanks for letting me be myself here and stuff."

"Don't mention it." He patted my shoulder. "Just don't be a goddamn idiot. You're smart use that shit for good, go to college or some shit."

"Why didn't you go to art school?" I asked as I slid down the wall.

"Because I don't need a damn education to ink people and draw." He shook his head.

"You going to ink Bri?" I turned and watched Natalie and Bri interact over baby clothes.

"Yup." He nodded. "Got it all planned out."

"When I was 15 I used to draw on her face." I chuckled. "For a week she let me sharpie JC above her left eyebrow."

"Both of you are fuckin' idiots." He laughed. "How do two intelligent people have the commonsense of a toddler?"

"I don't know." I shrugged. "I really don't know." I laughed.

"They ain't yelling or whatever." He walked into the room. "You cool Bri?"

"Yeah I'm cool." She smiled at him. "I'm not going to kill her if that's why you two were guarding the door. Letting karma work its way to her. I'm trying to bring in good vibes."

"That's good." I said. "Very good. So we're going to go play some COD and leave you two alone with your hormones and shit."

#

The smell of food jerked both Hap and I away from our game and towards the doorway of the basement as we watched Bri descend the stairs with a tray of food, Natalie was right behind her with drinks.

"Here." She passed the tray to me. "Food, eat up weirdos."

"You make this?" I looked at the plate of enchiladas, rice, and beans I'd taken off of the tray.

"Yeah." She smiled. "It's how I get down in the kitchen. I'm Chef Kova."

"Who even taught you Mexican food?" I laughed.

"Hmm, let's see. Happy's Ma and Aunt, Diana Alvarez, Esai's mom Dalia, and your mom taught me how to make the rice way back when. So the rice is actually Puerto Rican." She laughed.

"Whatever." I nodded. "It's good, thank you "

"See Natalie, I told you he'd eat it." She smiled at me and Happy. "No matter how much of a health freak he is, he eats homemade meals."

"I'll keep that in mind." Natalie nodded.

"See, this is how it should have been from day one." I smiled. "All four of use hanging out and being friends."

Bri blinked at me. "I'm not her friend, out of respect for myself. We are cordial though because you're my family Juice."

"Close enough." I shrugged. "We'll work on you two."

SOASOASOA

Nik POV

"Hey, hey, hey, fuckers listen up!" I yelled from my seat at the head of the big wooden table. "I got some shit I need to tell you about."

The noise didn't die down and I felt myself getting frustrated. I looked at Esai and he shrugged before standing up.

"Fuckers!" He yelled. "Let the lady speak! She's the Queen's sister, can't you putas tell?"

The talking stopped and all the attention was on me as they waited to hear what I needed to say. "So, Plan A is out the window. We're moving on to Plan B." I ran a hand through my hair. "You guys were briefed on Plan B, yeah?"

"No." They said collectively.

"Ugh." I tugged on my newly bleached locks, thankful I no longer had to be a distorted reflection of my older sister. "Anyways, Plan B is like Plan A. We still infiltrate the Eagle, that all remains the same, the only thing that changes is me. I go in as myself not Bri. Make some moves, claiming to have information that is needed to knock Bri out of power. The Eagle isn't aware she stepped down and that's our element of suprise. We tell them we want to set up a meet between her and Bri. We have a sharpshooter somewhere and bam she's dead."

They just blinked at me and I shifted uncomfortably under their gaze.

"Bri will explain is better." I sighed. "This meeting is done." I rubbed my eyes and sat down harder. "How does Bri do this shit? Get men to take her seriously?"

"Confidence." Esai smiled. "I like you better as a blonde."

"Thanks." I smiled. "Seriously, has to be more then confidence. Like she has their automatic attention and respect when she walks in."

"That's earned with time." He nodded. "She brought us all together when we were all struggling with our original MCs. She put together a band of misfits and as it stands now we're the most powerful MC in the area. She did that, she did this. She saw something in us and we owe it to her to hit that potential and then surpass it."

"She always did like the underdogs and shit." I smiled.

"Yeah don't worry though Blondie, you'll get it one day." He winked. "I'm out though, gotta do some manly shit or whatever." He laughed.

"Damn, no invite? I could do some manly shit." I laughed.

"Not this time." He shook his head. "Can't bring you on this run, gotta handle some shit for the Queen."

"Oh, yeah it's best if I don't know what you're about to do." I laughed and stood. "I'll walk out with you though, give you protection or whatever."

"What do they feed you women in Russia?" He asked. "Both you and your sister are fucking tall."

"Vodka and stroganoff." I shrugged. "I don't know, is being tall a bad thing?"

"No, it's sexy as hell. I'm just used to looking all the way down at women. They're short out here." He nodded as he got onto his motorcycle. "Be safe, it's late."

I rolled my eyes. "Always am." I looked out my phone and saw a text from Jax. "Looks like I'm heading back to Oakland, for some fun." I spoke softly.

"Me too." He said. "I'll ride with you until I gotta split off."

"Alright." I got into my car and started it up, the music instantly filled the space and I didn't turn it down. I needed a drive without having to think and loud music drowned out my thoughts the best.

#

"What do you want Jax?" I asked as I let us both into my apartment.

"To apologize again." He stopped at the closed door and stared at me.

"I forgave you. If I didn't you wouldn't be in here right now." I smirked.

"Second chance?" He smiled at me.

"Ugh!" I plopped on the sofa. "You're married, have two kids, one on the way, you're going to attack my mother, you banned my sister from the clubhouse for no good reason…"

"You going to list anything good darlin'?" He sat down next to me. "I like you Nik."

"There's the start of the good list. You got my name right." I chuckled and he rolled his eyes.

"The dark hair threw me off." He held up his hands. "Honestly."

"Funny." I rolled my eyes. "You get your second chance. Don't make me regret it and keep our names straight weirdo."

"I will." He laughed. "I promise."

"I'm holding you to that shit." I grabbed his hands. "You staying?"

"Only if you want me to." He smirked.

"You can stay. I gotta shower, make yourself at home." I stood up.

"I'll join you." He smiled as he stood.

"I'm not going to object to that." I sighed as he wrapped an arm around my waist and squeezed my hip.

"Good." He kissed my neck. "I like you as a blonde."

"Second time I've heard that shit." I smirked as he pressed me against the hallway wall.

"Who's been telling you that?" He asked as I slid my hands under his shirt.

"Just you and Esai." I sighed as his thumbs ran over the tops of my breasts.

He rolled his eyes. "I don't like him." He bit my neck as his phone started to ring. "Probably Tara." He pulled away from me and answered his phone.

I slid down the wall and tried to regain composure. He was married and I was technically his mistress and he'd probably never choose me over Tara and his boys but I wasn't going to give up. I was drawn to the wreckage and I planned to salvage Jax if I could. If he would allow me to.

SOASOASOA

Kozik POV

"G." I sighed. "Get off of me." I softly peeled her off of me.

"What's wrong?" She looked at me. "Didn't feel good?"

"Nope." I shook my head and she frowned. "I thought all women knew how to ride a dick."

"Not all of us are gifted with rhythmic hips Kozik." She wrapped herself in the sheet and stomped off into her bathroom.

I slid out of bed and pulled on my boxers to talk Giselle out of the bathroom. "Babe." I knocked on the door. "Come on. I didn't mean it like that."

The door opened a crack. "Sorry I can't ride you right. I'm not a slut like Nik is Koz."

"Yeah, I don't know why you're bringing that up. I don't even know why you're hiding. We just gotta change shit up. Like our sex life was killer when we stayed at Bri's now it's dying." I sighed. "What's wrong with us?"

She laughed and opened the door completely. "I think it was the thrill off trying to be quiet in her house that helped get us off."

I chuckled and pulled her into me. "Maybe, I want it back. I want us to be freaks!"

"Me too." She smiled. "Speaking of freaks, do you think Bri could be having twins?"

"No." I howled. "She's getting fat and needs a fucking excuse as to why and her excuse is an extra baby in that mack truck."

"So mean." She popped me in the stomach. "You going to the baby shower?"

"Will there be food and beer?" I looked down at her.

"Of course." She laughed.

"Count me in." I smiled. "Let's try you on top again."

"Alright." She dropped the sheet. "It's on."

#

"You're home late." Brianna's voice carries through the empty hallway.

"Yeah." I laughed and rubbed my head. "Why does it feel like I gotta explain myself to you?"

"I don't know." She laughed. "You haven't been here for awhile now, it's boring without you Herman."

"You got Hap and Juice." I smiled as I sat down next to her.

"Happy Juice." She drawled. "My least favorite thing, they play video games and eat. I'm sure they're both getting fat right along with me."

"Why are you up?" I looked at her.

"Because insomnia." She sighed. "It's four in the morning, I haven't gone to bed yet. Not for lack of trying either. Shit is just avoiding me. So I'm not sure what to do about it."

"See a doctor." I smiled.

"No. I've seen so many doctors since I got knocked up. Its irritating." She sighed. "You see Nik? She's blonde again. It's sad."

"I been keeping distance." I rubbed my eyes. "G is afraid of her, remember."

"Nik could not care less about G. She's got a new enemy in her scope." She sighed. "Go to bed."

"You ok alone?" I stood and looked at her.

"Yeah I am." She smiled. "Tacoma is right there, blends well with the fur."

"Yeah she really does." I laughed. "Night Brianna Banana."

"Night H." She waved.

SOASOASOA

Bri POV

"Alright guys." I said. "Let's load up the camping shit." I stood at the back of my Jeep and frowned as Nik, Kozik, Giselle, Happy, Juice, and Natalie laughed instead of moving to load the gear into their respective vehicles.

"No rush." Nik held up her hand. "I'm waiting for my partner."

"I can't believe he even agreed." I sighed and rubbed my temples.

"Who?" Happy asked.

"Oh you'll see when he gets here." I laughed. I walked to the driver's side and turned the music on.

"Oh this is the shit." Nik started dancing on the sidewalk. "We need some Buick LeScrapers." She laughed.

"You guys are weird." Giselle smiled.

"Speaking of scrapers." I pointed as the familiar black and silver Buick turned on the street. "This trip is about to get chaotic."

"Fiasco!" Nik trilled as he got out of the out of place car.

"What's good?" He hugged her before hugging me. "Damn girl, you are very knocked up."

"Shut up." I smacked his arm. "You know everyone but Giselle. She's the pretty blonde."

"Nice to meet you." He hugged her. "I'm a hugger when it comes to gorgeous women." He smiled. His silver teeth catching the sunlight. "Except you." He backed away from Natalie.

"Javier." Natalie spat. "Why'd you green light this Brianna?"

I shrugged. "Because my sister wanted him to be her partner."

"We're just missing Lo." Happy rasped with a smirk.

"Oh look, here she comes." Nik pointed to a BMW pulling up to the curb slowly.

"This is going to be fun." Giselle rolled her eyes.

"Why are you even here?" Nik glared at her.

"Because I'm with Kozik." She crossed her arms.

"I didn't even invite Herman!" Nik whined.

"I just show up." He shrugged.

"So she can call you Herman too?" Giselle looked at him then to Nik.

"I will kill you." Nik glared at Giselle. "Bri can't stop it, she's pregnant."

"Hold up!" I yelled. "This is supposed to be fun." I stomped my foot. "Giselle apologize to Nik, Nik apologize to Koz. Now."

"No." Giselle said.

"Let's get some shit straight." I started. "You need to respect my sister. You stole her boyfriend, now you're with her ex, even if he didn't even realize they were serious, Natalie got pregnant by Fiasco who was Nik's first, now Natalie is with my ex, who is a cheater because he cheated with Lo, who also slept with Fiasco AND Nik!"

"Bri." Happy caught my arm and dragged me away from the group. "Calm down."

"They're ruining the trip before it even starts." I sighed and wiped away my tears. "I just wanted a fun trip before shit hits the fan and our ragtag family can't even fucking get along." I gasped for air. "I hate everyone except you."

"Drama happens when you hang out with women, who all happen to be sluts Bri." He pulled me into the garage and closed the door. "Forget the trip, we'll go hang out with Ma and you can talk about what the doctor told you. The trip is going to be shitty if they can't even talk without popping off."

"Ok." I sniffed.

"Plus, the specialist just told you, that you're pregnancy is high risk. You need to be sleeping in a bed not in the fucking woods with a sleeping bag and having to referee Nik and G." He frowned. "My money is on Nik though."

"We were going camping at a beach." I wiped my face on his white shirt. "The beach."

"That's not camping." He shook his head and pulled off his shirt and gave it to me. "That's a weekend getaway."

"Dillon's Beach is fun." I shook my head and wiped my eyes on the shirt. "Sand dunes and everything babe."

"And?" He crossed his arms. "You're pregnant, you can't have fun like that especially when you're high risk. You go lay down, let me get rid of this group of idiots."

"I love you Happy." I kisses his nose. "Always and forever."

"I love you too Brianna." He smiled. "Forever and always."

"Make sure Nik doesn't kill anyone." I laughed. "She's cutthroat when she's a blonde."

"She's cutthroat regardless." He rolled his eyes. "You really thought it was smart to let silver mouth come?"

"I wanted to piss Natalie off." I smirked. "It's a female thing."

"Vengeful." He shook his head. "I'll never see why women can't get along. Dick is dick."

"Dick isn't dick. If we broke up and one of my girls started going after you. Shit would be on and heads would roll." I sighed. "It's not always about the dick, it's about the guy attached to it."

"I wouldn't fuck any of them. You know this." He smiled. "Let me get rid of the band of idiots and you can lay down and let me play with you."

"Babe." I felt my breath hitch as he ran his hands over my lower back. "Yeah, get rid of them fast."

"Thought so." He opened the garage door and I watched as the group turned to listen to him talk. Then it was a flurry of blonde hair as Nik grabbed Giselle and Lo jumped in to hold Giselle down as Nik landed punch after punch.

"Unfuckingbelieavble." I yelled as I waddled out of the garage. "Can you fucking really not do this shit?" I felt the tears roll down my cheeks. "Stop!"

Nik halted and stared at me, her mouth and nose bloody. "Fuck. I'm sorry."

"Just everyone leave." I crossed my arms and turned around. "Now." I finished as I walked back into the garage and closed the door before dropping to Happy's work chair and crying. My dysfunctional family was outside fighting over who fucked who first. It would have been comical at any other moment but right now we needed to stand together and not fall apart.

A/N: so Bri is having twins but they haven't told anyone yet. So look out for that to come out soon.

Monica is an epic kid huh OutlawQueeenn? She's here for a reason, she's going to be around for a while.

Natalie is free but she's only free for a specific reason.

Poor Bri just wanted to go camping and Nik's inability to keep her legs and mouth closed threw that off.

Look out for more of Nik and the train wreck because that too is going somewhere.

As always let me know what you think. This story is going to wrap soon but the sequel is in the works so keep an eye out for that and I do have a fic called Crash Into Me that I update just as much as I do this one.

Til next time. Byeee. (: