DECISION
(Bella's POV)
"She doesn't know what she wants!" I could hear Edward saying as I struggled to wake up.
"Well I do, she wants you and you won't be able to change her mind about this!" that was Jen
They seemed to be in a whispered argument about me. I hated when they did this they don't usually do this around me mostly when I'm not around but I know they do. I thought back to the first argument they had had about me I had been going up to my room when I heard them in there arguing.
"She loves you and you can't make her not love you by trying to scare her away!" I heard Jen yell out as I made my way up the stairs. I stopped halfway up so I could hear what they were saying.
"Jen I'm no good for her she needs to see this!" Edward
He has told me that a lot but I don't listen.
"Edward my sister would walk through fire for you do you think telling her these stories and showing her you could kill her with just your pinky is going to scare her!" She yelled back
I could picture him running his hand through his hair in defeat.
"Edward she loves you and no matter how much you try to deny it you love her too! So pull the stick out of your ass and let her love you!"
With that I could hear her stomp across the hall and shut the door hard. I finished my assent up the stairs and stopped in my doorway.
I watched as he paced the floor running his hands through his hair.
"She's right you know?" I said as I walked to my desk
"About what?" He appeared startled for a second then composed himself.
I smirked I had just startled a vampire one point to the human, "I love you and there is nothing you can do to change it. So buck up and get over yourself."
I squealed when suddenly I was lifted out of the chair and a second later I was on my bed with him hovering over me.
"Isabella Swan I have loved you since to moment I laid my eyes on you and I see now there is nothing I can do to make you doubt that."
"Damn skippy you can't now kiss me."
As usual the kiss only lasted about a minute but this kiss had been so much better than the ones before because he had said he loved me.
I had already known that he loved me before that moment but hearing him say it out loud did something to me that made every touch every kiss and every whisper that much better.
I turned my attention back to Edward and Jen, "If you leave it will break her, I love her too much to let you do that to her!"
"I won't leave unless it's what's safe for Bella. I know now that she needs me."
I could just picture her agreeing with him but not fully I knew her too well she would need proof that he wouldn't leave me.
Finally I was able to make my eyes open. Even though the room was dimly lit it still hurt my eyes I went to lift my left arm to cover my eyes but found it weighted more than it should.
"Ugh," I grumbled as I squinted over to where I had heard their voices a few minutes ago.
"Bella, love can you hear me?" Edward asked rushing to my side placing his hand in my right wrist.
"Yeah I can hear you, I've been listening to the two of you argue for the last five minutes. You know I hate it when you guys do that!"
"Well no permanent brain damage I can see." Jen said from behind Edward rolling her eyes
I smiled sheepishly I knew she was acting like she was joking but I knew that she was actually referring idiotic plan to die for everyone. Before they could say anything else I wanted to get this out, "I'm really sorry you guys, I was being stupid."
"Well yeah we all agree with you there, well except Edward but he thinks sunshine comes out of your ass so he might not be in the best mindset to make that judgement." Jen said finally feeling comfortable to show how angry she was at me.
"I'm really sorry Jen I am, in my defense my heart was in the right place."
"Yeah well next time listen to that head of yours because sometimes it's smarter than your heart." She let go of her anger and came over and wiped my hair away from my face. "Bella you're my twin and I love you I don't want anything to happen to you."
I nodded I felt the same way.
"Bella I was so worried, please don't do that again." I could see the hurt in Edward's eyes as he pleaded with me.
"I promise I won't do it again," It was then that I remembered something, "Hey where's mom? I want to talk to her."
"She's right outside at the nurse's station I'll go get her."
While she was gone Edward explained that the Chief of the hospital had given Carlisle privileges here at the hospital in phoenix so that he could be my doctor. According to him Charlie had insisted which I was grateful for so they didn't need to inform him I was awake because Alice would have seen it and told him Especially since Embry wasn't here at the moment. I'll ask about that later.
After a few minutes Jen came back in followed by Renee, "Hi mom." I said as I saw her.
She rushed over to me, "Oh Bella I've been so worried, Charlie called me saying you and Jen took off and then Jen called me and said she had followed you with Edward and his Father. Then I got another call saying that Jen had finally talked you into going over to talk to Edward at his hotel but that you tripped and went down 4 flights of stairs and out a window."
"Mom I'm okay to be honest I don't feel that bad," Actually I was in excruciating pain but I couldn't let them know that I needed to tell my mm something. I motioned for her to lean closer then whispered into her ear fully aware that Edward could hear me. "Thank you for telling me what you told me when I was asleep I heard every word and it means a lot to me that you think that."
She leaned back and kissed my forehead, "Anytime, now I need to go call Phil he's been worried sick he couldn't come up he is so busy he wishes he could be here though." She left the room then.
"Edward can you get Carlisle, I actually do hurt a lot?" He chuckled and kissed my forehead
"Actually love he set up a self-dosing drip all you have to do is press this button." He placed a device in my palm that resembled a detonator. I pressed the button and the relief was almost instant, I fell back asleep quickly. The last thing I saw was Edward looking at me with a sad smile.