Alpha, Not Beta

by Kandescent Shades

He was flawed, most definitely, but he was still innocent before he entered SAO. After 10,000 people are trapped within a virtual death game, if he wants to return to his former life, he must fight on. His name was Kirito, and in order to survive, he must adapt. They say selfishness and arrogance is unbecoming of a person... however, that might be the only way to escape...

9. Tightening the Grip

A/N Hi guys! At last I've regained the vigor to create a new chapter. I guess I just needed a break to get some inspiration and respite. Looking back on the story, a lot has happened, hasn't it? But... I think I need to try a few new implementations... Anyways, I appreciate all those who followed, favorited, and/or reviewed, whether you're a casual reader or a true investor. Regardless of whether or not you like the story, I give my thanks if you've at least read everything so far. Note: My summer is almost over, so there may be longer waits for updates. Sorry, but I doubt 10th grade is very generous in giving me leisure time. In any case, I'm going to try and appeal to my readers' tastes and maybe a few requests, but I'm going to keep writing this story the way I have so far. If you don't like it, no one's forcing you to. Happy reading~

I stared outside the window. The universal way of showing you're in deep thought, or are a wannabe philosopher. The grey fog misted over my eyes and provided an endless view of visible moisture.

It's like a void... I mused thoughtfully. A bleak and unknown future... empty... for now, at least.

I was resting on a bed which I had pushed right next to the window on the left side. In case you have poor memory, the frontliners and myself were currently on the 20th floor. A fifth of the way through... or maybe just 4 fifths of the way left... however you want to look at it.

It had taken, what, a few months to get this far?

A result brought by the accumulation of various efforts and numerous sacrifices. In retrospect, maybe a few unnecessary tributes as well...

In spite of remaining alive, I sometimes thought about all those who had died so far. And when the pessimism got to me, I wondered if it would ever be my turn to accept the end.

Obviously, I didn't linger on that thought. But on the occasion when I wasn't having a good day, I was reminded that death, despite in all its distasteful qualities, offered a grim comfort. Dead people don't feel like those who are alive. They don't have to suffer the fear of dying or the horrific degrees in which we must go through just to keep living. Actually, 'must' is the wrong word. It's a choice to live. And sometimes... there's a choice to die.

I've seen death so many times... I thought passively. My mind seemed empty of happy thoughts, and hope was devoid. A vacant spot in my heart was filled with despair. The rest of the space was crowded with fear, anger, hatred and frustration.

There were moments, I'll admit, that I felt that life inside this death game wasn't so bad. Asuna reminded me of everything I thought I could never have again. Peace, companionship, affection, in a single word, happiness. But in the end I was snapped back to reality and gravity pulled my spirits down again. Having faced near-death twice by now was making me feel doubt in my ability. I would never let it show, but slowly I came to grips with life and started fearing the truth. I may have been reaching the limits of a solo quicker than I thought.

The arrogance in my mind rejected this belief immediately, but the thought always remained in the back of my mind.

It could've been me, I thought silently. Or it could've been one of those close to me... I've been a bit careless...

I know it was selfish to be glad neither of the above had happened, but I couldn't help it. It's hard to suppress unpleasant thoughts that may come true. A nightmare full of sorrow... haunting me with no tomorrow...

But that was enough, I guess. You came here for a story didn't you?

On the next night, I ventured into the fog under the cover of darkness. The grassy fields were dipped in a foot of water at lowest, 3 feet at deepest. A rice paddy farm? Maybe...

There were tall stalks of grass blades, useful for camouflage and stalking. I walked among them like a wraith governing its territory. Tonight's weather was a cool breeze and a bright waning moon. A crescent. It kinda looked like a smile, or a frown, I guess, depending on your perception. I waded through, waiting for the call of prey.

After I had ditched Klein's guild, it was an unspoken agreement that my contract was fulfilled. I saw him once in town and as expected he complained and raised a debate. I quelled this squabble with the argument that I had already stayed longer than I had to on his insistence. He fell silent grudgingly but I could hear the mumbling all the while I was walking away. Hmph. How unappreciative.

I called up Argo after that small delay to meet me in yet another bar. To get on her good side for more information, I offered her another drink in which she took her time to order a rather upscale drink high on the alcoholic content. If only her parents were here...

After wasting an extra 20 minutes deciphering her slurred words(and a mental note to order water next time) I set my sights on tracking down a particularly elusive target.

There had been recent attacks on player camps in the wild. Some of the more cavalier levelers had been attempting to claim a hunting ground for themselves. Needless to say, I found out that they were nothing more than non-frontliners who were foolishly emboldened by tales of great deeds by the more experienced players. Mainly myself.

Although flattered as I am, I gave a patronizing scoff at their efforts. This was a job for me.

I heard a feral growl in the distance. I licked my lips slightly in satisfaction for my patience. I didn't have a rifle, but I was hunting big game today.

I crept quietly through the wet grass. I parted the grass blades carefully to widen my range of vision. I caught the flick of tail in sight. I hastened to quicken my pace.

The beast I was after was a tiger. But not the regular orange-colored ones. This one had white fur and blue eyes. From the description of the survivors, this specimen in particular was more ferocious than the rest. There were also a few more distinct qualities. For instance, the speed of this pernicious feline was well above usual parameters, which may even rival mine at top speed. Other features were the noticeably sharpened claws and teeth which could potentially dismember an unprepared victim. But I was not a victim, I was a predator.

The penultimate characteristic of this wildcat was its heightened senses. It could become aware of approaching opposition from anywhere, including from above and below, which rendered ambushes from the water or trees useless. However, the most dangerously volatile factor, was its intelligence. This specific tiger was able to adapt at an alarmingly quick rate to the attack patterns of its adversary. Once it found a weakness, it would certainly break the body of its prey and dig in with its 6 inch fangs.

Under normal circumstances, this was suicide. Under my circumstances, this was what I called 'fun'.

I reached the edge of the bank. The tiger was resting in a clearing. The moon complemented its fur and gave off an ethereal glow. Very majestic.

Well, the Egyptians did worship cats... I mused irrelevantly. I drew out a fully fused Black Fire Dart. But I'm not Egyptian...

I aimed carefully at the eye of the tiger, excitement rose because this was the thrill of the fight. I shot the projectile.

Obviously, this was too easy to work, which is why it failed. The tiger didn't disappoint me and with nerves of steel, dodged the dart.

I was looking for some sport, I thought coming out of the grass. I quickly scanned the area. A few trees, some rocks and lots of bushes. Not much environmental advantage.

My hiding skill was quite high in comparison to everyone else, but since I gave away my position, there was no point in using cover except as a stationary wall between me and the prey.

I came into eye contact with the tiger. We circled each other, slowly stalking the other. I kept waiting for an opening or at least for the opposition to make the first move, but apparently not. The tiger seemed to be doing the same thing, albeit it wasn't as patient as I was and gave a growl of frustration. That signaled it would attack soon. I drew out a store-bought «Steel Knife» and held it in reverse grip. I didn't usually use anything but a sword and occasionally darts, but to match this beast, I would have to be as quick as possible.

The tiger reared up and paused for a moment. In that time I was able to identify its name. «Sabertooth».

It pounced at me and I rolled out of the way, just barely. It countered by immediately turning around and jumping again. I was not so lucky that time.

I hit the ground pretty hard. The impact from the paws pressing against my chest was nearly overwhelming. This thing was what, 600 pounds? And I could bench what, maybe 150?... Crap... this thing was at least four times that equipped with razor-sharp claws and teeth. I managed to barely keep it at bay by swinging the blade in its face. It had me pinned against a rock and there was no one else around.

"I don't suppose we could work something out?" I asked it humorously. It snapped at my neck which forced me to push its mouth away.

"I guess not... ugh, your breath smells like canned tuna," I commented displeased. "Well then, kitty's going to need mouthwash, isn't he?"

I frantically tried to stab it in the eye but a moving target is very annoying to get a lock on. Fortunately, or unfortunately, there was a distraction. A howl in the distance followed by rapid movements which sounded like many pairs of paws. I took my chance and stabbed the blade deep into its right eye.

Let's just say it was in mild pain.

I rolled out from its clutches all the while systematically drawing my Knightsword out. Unfortunately, the knife went too deep into the tiger's socket so I couldn't pull it out. Regardless, I had a new threat to worry about. A pack of wolves turned up and surrounded me. I identified them as «Wolverines».

"Please don't tell me you have adamantium claws..." I whispered. They snarled at me and the rogue tiger. I doubted that I could team up with the tiger to take these guys down. Let's just say he might be 'slightly' inclined to refuse my offer.

Most of the wolf pack attacked the feline target. I guess it was because of an instinctual rivalry between them descending from an ancestral relationship dating back to who knows how long. That made it easier for me to deal with fewer attackers.

Dogs and cats on the same floor?... I wondered amused. What great level designing... that idea is as good as Red Sox and Yankee Fans together... or George Bush and the English language.

I dealt with the dogs with notable ease. That is, until a huge animal knocked me over from behind. I scrambled to my feet.

A red and black furred wolf stared ravenously at me. It looked like the Alpha of the group. I tensed the grip on my sword handle.

"Come to get me, Rover?" I quipped out while cautiously monitoring its movements. "I certainly didn't send you over."

I looked for anything I could use to distract it. I was here for the tiger, not to play with puppies. Luckily, I spotted a bone in the bush. Following the trail, I saw numerous skeletal pieces littered among the forest floor near a bush. Something got merced pretty bad. RIP to wherever you are. I snatched a bone and tossed it out of sight.

"Fetch," I called out and miraculously it ran after the bone. I turned my attention to the tiger. It had managed to bite the dust with about half the wolves. I guess I would just wait until it weakened itself and then steal the kill. I vaguely wondered what had killed the... deer? Elk? Moose? I couldn't really tell, and then-

Another growl. Speak of the devil.

Are you fucking serious? I exclaimed mentally exasperated. I looked around and panicked slightly.

A huge black bear was standing there giving me a deadly look. The yellow eyes were kinda creeping me out.

Shit, I remarked mentally. It's Smokey... I didn't even start a wildfire...

Now it was a party. Dogs, cats, a huge-ass grizzly bear and me caught in the middle. Perfect night.

I eyed the surrounding threats warily. All were a danger so I had to consider my options carefully. One wrong move, and I could be the prey this time.

The newcomer was slowly advancing... towards me. Of course. I'm quite popular like that.

Unfortunately, I couldn't risk taking a shot at it, or any of the others. Even with only a slight delay in drawing time, that was enough for this thing to jump me. My darts would have to wait another day. Plus, the fur might be thicker than I thought.

The bear charged straight at me and I managed to flee behind another tree trunk for cover. I heard the grating scratch upon the previous tree I was backed into and the growl of frustration from the bear who was unsatisfied with missing its mark. I wondered how I was going to get away and still manage to complete my original objective. That tiger had too much of a bounty on its head for me to abandon. I would need such funds for future investments.

Ugh... another sticky situation... I complained mentally. Wait... sticky... that's it! Sticky was exactly the solution to this problem. But not the 'sticky' you found in Halo multiplayer and not the one you might've been thinking of...

I extracted an item from my storage. I started smearing the substance along the trees. Hopefully this would work. If not, I had nothing else.

The bear jumped out from a corner and started coming towards me. I gulped silently. But then it started sniffing the air. Then it started licking the trees. Oh thank Christ this actually worked...

I had applied gluttonous amounts of honey upon the tree bark to distract the bear. I guess my childhood actually taught me something useful. Winnie the Pooh wasn't all for show.

With the bear and Rover temporarily inattentive, I could turn my attention to the «Sabertooth». All I had to do was bag it and call it a day. I scanned its health. It was still battling and had finally been driven into the red zone. All I needed was one shot. I drew out my fully fused Black Fire Dart which had at last recharged from cooling.

It took a split-second for the projectile to travel the air. It took another for the hit to kill the tiger. Mission success. Or so I thought...

The wolves immediately turned their attention towards me.

Yeah... didn't think about that part... I thought while mentally berating myself for my carelessness with mixed feelings. I achieved my goal... now I just had to bail out somehow...

Calm down, I ordered myself. I can probably come up with some elaborately improvised plan with fancy escape maneuvers and... The wolves were closing in fast.

...Or I can just say 'fuck it' and run... And that was exactly what I did. I wasn't on the track team in school, but I was sure even without my sprinting level, I was running pretty goddamn fast.

I glanced over my shoulder to check for my pursuers. They were still on me pretty close behind keeping the pace with constant splashing steps in the water. Unfortunately, unlike cats, dogs didn't mind getting wet. I was nearing the town. I had to cut them loose.

I skidded forcefully to a halt and swerved around while drawing my blade. I decided to face them here and then to be over with it. I wish I had another bone or a few biscuits to buy myself some time, but I guess the hard way is always the most practical one.

---

I was able to defeat them relatively quick within a five minute skirmish. I still had a few scars though, while walking into town. While my back was turned, with the opposition seemingly vanquished, Rover came back from behind and managed to give me a facial job. I didn't even shave yet...

I stabbed him through the heart and kicked the dog to finish him off. Mangy mutt. The scars were slight and would heal in a few days. Still, I looked terrible. At least in my view. My hair was pretty messed up too.

I walked into a bar. I met up with the camp survivors who had hired me to take care of the «Sabertooth». I showed them the 8 «Sabertooth Fangs» I had earned from the hunt. Their eyes lit up in amazement and admiration. Earlier on, most of the group had showed signs of condescension and doubt. Specifically, the males of the group. I was used to proving people wrong and showing them up correspondingly. I had now gained their respect and apparently a mini-fanclub from the girls in the group. I dismissed their attempts to enter a relationship with me and asked indifferently for the payment due. It was 50k upfront and 300 when I got the job done. I should've 'asked' for extra to compensate for the added trouble. I wasn't prepared for gatecrashers at the party which delayed me and took up more time than necessary. All the while when they were comfortably sitting here partying.

"I did my part. Now it's your turn," I asked a little demandingly. I was shorter than the guy I was threatening but it wasn't about height, it was about aura. My presence alone could turn the temperature down 30 degrees and my eyes held a violent intent if I didn't like something. Plus, wearing all black definitely helps.

"Chill man, it's all here," the guy said nervously tossing over the bag. I caught it with one hand. Heavy. Very heavy. I checked the bag and let the system calculate the amount of currency inside. 300k exactly.

"Everything seems to be in order," I declared coolly masking my satisfaction. "Next time, level up a bit first or at least bring a frontliner," I lectured briefly in a professional manner. "That's not me," I added addressing the girls who looked hopeful and about to ask me the obvious. They looked disappointed at having their chances shot down, but I really didn't care. I turned to leave.

"What's your name?" Asked a white-haired girl. She was 5 feet tall and looked very pretty with long, straight hair, golden eyes, wearing a white overall skirt, blue short-sleeved jacket, a light khaki-colored boater hat with a chocolate band around it, and a green-strapped pink handbag.

"And you are?..." I answered back. She looked a little shy but responded.

"I came along with my friends because they pressured me into it. I didn't really want to fight on the frontlines..." She confessed and I felt a little sympathetic. Then I replied to the previous question.

"It doesn't matter who I am, what matters is what I've done. This was a one-time job, so we probably won't ever see each other again," I stated openly and unrefined. She looked a bit disappointed. She was the only one who didn't queue up to me. I decided not to leave things on a harsh note.

"You should make your own decisions," I called out to her over my shoulder and she looked up. "Submitting to someone's will is the easy way out. When I find Kayaba, you'll know it was me," I declared resolutely. The girl gave me an admiring stare and said thank you. I smiled ever so slightly and walked off to a secluded table near the corner.

"You never told me your name," she pointed out before I got away and I sighed. How persistent.

"If we meet again, I'll tell you then. Deal?" I offered hoping she would cease her questioning. She nodded and shook my hand. I waved her goodbye and went over to my destination. I collapsed appreciatively into my chair. While slumping down, the waiter came over.

"Drink, sir?" I looked up and was surprised to see a female player serving me. NPC shops hired players? Or maybe this was a player-owned shop, possibly... whatever. Hmm, I'll admit this blonde looked pretty cute.

"Surprise me," I suggested to her and she nodded hurrying over behind the counter to get my drink. I was too tired to make an actual choice and water was kind of getting old.

She came back with a bottle of brown beverage which I eyed carefully. After inspecting it closely, I decided to just take a swig.

What the hell? This actually tastes good, I thought astonished. I took a few more drafts until I emptied it.

"Say uh, what is this drink?" I asked the waitress.

"That would be malt beer, sir," she answered quickly. Really now? I had to note that for the future.

"In that case," I said pulling out a small bag of money and tossing it at her. "Dispense with the formalities, and get me another. Actually- make that a dozen," I responded urgently.

"Uh, I don't mean to question you, but this is 1000 Col. Malt beer is only 50..." she revealed honestly. How virtuous.

"Then put it on my tab, or take it as a tip, I really don't care what you do with it," I said dismissively and she nodded, complying to my request. Soon enough she brought a carton of malt beers and laid it down on the table. I cracked them open by knocking the caps off on the edge of the table. Then I started chugging them down one by one. I downed the first one pretty quick then I decided to savor the rest. I slouched back relaxedly gulping down the sweet taste with my eyes closed in pure ecstasy. This was nearly as good as soda.

"You look quite fashionable," said an angelic voice. I smirked slightly and opened my eyes to address the newcomer.

"It's great to see you too, Asuna," I replied casually. She frowned at me.

"Who was that girl you were talking to?" She asked suspiciously. I gave a slightly amused glance.

Is Asuna getting jealous? How cute, she cares, I mused to myself.

"I don't know, why don't you go find out? Maybe you'll find a new side to yourself," I put offhandedly. She blushed and gave me an angrily embarrassed expression.

"Are you suggesting what I think you're suggesting?" She said dangerously with a flustered countenance. I continued playing around with her. I had drunken 6 bottles out of 13 so far. I think the alcoholic content might've influenced me a bit in my current condition but I really didn't worry too much.

"Well, it would be pretty hot if you were bisexual, I mean I have a tripod camera and everything. We could shoot it with night vision," I joked lightheartedly. She didn't take it that way though... and I felt my shoulder nearly getting dislocated from her punch.

"You deserved that one..." She muttered quietly and I couldn't deny that.

"Ouch... that really bites..." I hissed out a cry of pain. Her expression became more concerned and showed regret for her actions. But not completely of course...

I saw her examining my scars and I felt like I was at the doctor's again.

"Did you get mauled by a tiger?" She asked concernedly.

"It was a dog..." I muttered quietly.

"What?" She asked for clarification.

"It was a big dog," I voiced louder admitting the bashful truth. She sort of smirked at me in a humored way, and sighed at my misfortune.

"Know your limits, Kirito," Asuna warned gently. I appreciated the concern, but disregarded it nonetheless.

"Alpha has no limits," I argued back. She scoffed silently at me.

"Well, you do, Kirito," she reminded me. Her expression was adamant. I passed it off unconcernedly.

"Well, can't afford to know 'em," I expressed rebelliously.

"And what happens on the day that you find out?" Asuna asked ardently.

"Well, we all know how much you like to say 'I told you so'," I responded pointedly. She rolled her eyes.

"On that day, Kirito, even I won't want to... probably," she added truthfully in an afterthought. I smirked at her honesty.

"There we go, that conditional word, 'probably'. It really makes a difference," I stated with air quotes to suggest my sarcastic doubt.

"Oh shut up and pass me a drink," she said disdainfully. I smirked to infuriate her further.

"Say 'please'," I corrected her and she gave me a death glare. I didn't waver and she finally relented.

"Please," she added this time and I slid a bottle over.

"Knock yourself out," I remarked playfully and she commented 'unlikely' under her breath. Same old Asuna.

"Why are you here anyway, if I might ask?" I questioned wonderingly in a courteous tone. It's not that I minded her presence, it just invoked curiosity.

"It's my day off, and I wanted to see if you were alive or not," Asuna answered curtly. Aww, she cares...

"I'm here, aren't I?" I said explicitly pointing out the obvious.

"Apparently... including your ego," she added distastefully. "Is that why you have so many friends?" Ouch... that hurt.

"That was uncalled for," I responded defensively pretending to be hurt.

"On the contrary, I think it was much called for," she replied debatingly. How cruel...

"Whatever," I dismissed relaxedly. I wasn't in the mood for a verbal spar anyhow.

"In any case, I wanted to see if you were in fit condition for the floor battle two days from now," she stated additionally. I rolled my eyes in disbelief.

"Please, I could solo that thing blindfolded," I remarked haughtily. She sighed exasperated.

"I'm sure you could," Asuna said sarcastically. "But please take this seriously," she added with a stern gaze.

"I always do," I assured her. "Promise."

Asuna gave me a pleading look.

"Don't make a girl a promise if you know you can't keep it," she noted sadly. I felt a sudden rush of guilt.

"Sorry..." I apologized quietly. I looked up and saw someone by the door.

Violet.

"I'm gonna have to get back to you," I said abruptly standing up. "Keep in touch, Asuna. Take care of yourself," I added smiling bittersweetly and she returned it.

"I will if you do the same," she vowed. I nodded solemnly.

"It's a deal," I agreed and walked out the door and into the night after briefly grasping her hand. She gave me a warm, tender smile and said goodbye.

"Stay safe," she whispered gently.

---

"I hope you had fun?" Violet said to me as we continued walking on the barren dirt path. The fog was never-ending as always here. Weather conditions never seemed to stray off the usual. Kinda like London and the rain.

"In a way," I admitted phrasing it carefully. "Now that you're here, I'm sure the fun's about to end," I remarked darkly.

She pretended to be offended.

"Are you calling me a bad omen?" She asked woundedly.

"I'm calling you suspicious because you haven't really told me anything," I answered her bluntly.

"Fair enough. Well, you just made a deal with her. Why don't we make a deal?" Violet proposed to me. I narrowed my eyes in wariness.

"And by that you mean?..."

"Work with me. Until I find what I'm looking for, at least. Then you can terminate our 'contract'. I'll provide you with advantageous knowledge in whatever your endeavors are. In return, you do favors for me when I call for you. To be fair, you have to help me as much as I help you. Fair enough?"

That sounded like a good deal to me, but I still had my doubts. To this point, I had no personal information on this girl, even though she knew quite a bit about me. There was only one way to ascertain her sincerity.

"Prove it," I declared sounding unconvinced as Tom Riddle.

"As you wish..." Violet said yielding to my obstinance. I crossed my arms in defiance.

"Klein is the first friend you ever had in this world, besides Argo. But then you abandoned him back on the 1st floor in pursuit of your own agenda, or perhaps a better term would be 'lifestyle'. Argo is your personal info dealer and occasionally gives you discounts which makes up for the fact that she consistently annoys you. In addition she provides an in-depth knowledge of many subjects which makes her the best info broker... besides me. As for Asuna..." Violet trailed off smirkingly. I didn't like that smile.

"She became sub-commander on your behalf, because while you absolutely loathe guilds, you grudgingly admit the advantages of it. Isn't it ironic to hate your own advice?" She added wonderingly. I gave a grunt of dissatisfaction. Damn... this girl was good. If only I knew how she got her information.

"You also broke her heart back on the 8th floor, and attempted to avoid making anymore contact than necessary. But fate does not seem to play out that way, now does it, Kirito-chan?" Violet hinted teasingly. Oh no... not that nickname again...

"Continuing on, it is extraordinary that she still has strong feelings for you. Despite your many flaws, and yes, I mean many," she added on rather vexatiously. The most infuriating part was that I had no comeback.

"That was a bitch move..." I remarked scornfully hiding the fact that I felt emotional when she said Asuna still had strong feelings for me.

"That just means it's true," Violet replied with unwavering cordiality. It sounded pretty harsh to me though. I didn't like getting harped on for my shortcomings.

"Anything else you want to tell me?" I asked indifferently.

"We can fix your mistakes, Kirito," Violet voiced quietly and that got my attention. "And I can help you achieve your goals. Including assistance to help you find answers... and perhaps closure," she added as a side note. I had feeling on what she was hinting at, so I let her continue.

"I know what you've been thinking. Call it a girl's intuition. But no matter you do, you can't repress who you are. You feel doubt, guilt, fear and sadness like everyone else. You are not, and you will not be enough alone... you have to admit that first. Face it, you couldn't save everyone, you've let people die, you've killed a fellow human being, and in all honesty, you wish you didn't care. But you do, and I've seen it. You've done great things, there's no denying it, but that's not enough. Despite constantly risking your life, that does not excuse you. One day, you will have to take responsibility. You will have to face your own past, and deal with whatever consequences your actions bring."

I mulled on what she had said, and slowly I started to trust her, bit by bit. There was much truth in her words, but I didn't admit it out loud.

"I'll give you a chance. Then you can decide whether or not you want to work with me. The murder on the 13th floor was nothing to be taken lightly. I don't have any names, but I assure you there was more than one individual involved. If you want to find them, let them find you. On a second note, guild tensions are particularly high and rising, so you may want to be careful in what you do around them..." Violent warned cautiously. I narrowed my eyes in dawning perception.

"You mean the Big Three?" I said referring to the colloquial term alluding to the Army, Divine Dragon Alliance, and Knights of the Blood Oath.

"Precisely," she confirmed and I scoffed.

"Even at their best, they can't threaten me. I could take all of them on, single-handedly," I declared pridefully and Violet gave a small laugh at my response.

"Really now? At 3000+ just from the Army?" She tested and that dampened my confidence just slightly.

"It would require several hours, give or take a few," I stated defensively trying to be accurate. Violet smirked at me amused.

"I admire the fact that you would try, but let's be realistic. You're not invincible, you know..." she pointed out irritatingly.

"I'm close enough..." I muttered defensively and she chuckled softly.

"Your arrogance is a definite weakness... at the same time it is a strength. But only in rare exceptions... I guess that makes you pretty special," Violet commented and I wondered what she meant by that.

"'Special?'" I repeated questioningly.

"In a good way... I would advise you to stay clear of the Army in particular to avoid the most trouble... they're led by, if I recall correctly, someone named Kibaou... you may know him," she added and I scoffed scornfully. Oh I knew him alright... he forced me to take action back on the 1st floor. "There are rumors of more... incriminating dealings, but nothing confirmed. At the minimum, it is highly startling on his sudden ascension to power. He has much influence and it would wise to keep a wary mind on him. " Violet advised.

"An upswing is the most likely to meet a downfall," I countered and Violet admitted that with a 'touché'.

"The final thing you should note, is that during your time here, you may run into... strange occurrences. A discrepancy in the game world. What I would advise is if you spot it, DO NOT GET CLOSER, and run away. It's more trouble than it's worth..." she trailed off mysteriously and I couldn't resist inquiring further.

"What do you mean, 'discrepancy'? 'Strange occurrences'? That sounds awfully suspicious... don't you have any other details?" I demanded roughly. She shook her head.

"I'd tell you if I could, but I have no idea what 'form' it will take. Just be careful in what you're doing and where you go," she cautioned me. I was not satisfied with that answer, but it would have to do.

"So I'm in the dark... at least for now, right?" I asked for confirmation. She nodded in return.

"Just remember one thing. Curiosity killed the cat. Wait, Kirito, and I will promise you the answers someday. When the time is right," she said solemnly. I acquiesced to her esotericism.

"Then I'll be waiting," I said with miffed acceptance.

"Give it some time, it'll prove worth it. I'll be waiting on the 26th floor for your answer," she said and waved me goodbye. I stopped her before she could leave.

"One more question, if I may," I asked her pressingly. She turned around with a slight smirk.

"Sorry, but you can't ask me for my number or email. We haven't even gone on a date," she jested and I rolled my eyes. That's wasn't the question at all...

"I'm taking a shot in the dark, but do you know anything about the other Rare Drops I missed?" I requested a little desperately. I had to know about my competition. "Argo's been avoiding the question cause she can't get any details."

"«Mjölnir Hammer», «Mate Chopper», and «Draconic Sabre», that's all I can give you," Violet disclosed formally. Interesting names.

"What about Rare Drops I don't have? «Ivory Talons», «Snakebiter», things like that?" I pressed on inquiringly.

"You'll have to find out for yourself, I'm not going to spoon-feed you everything..." she stated smartly. How fresh...

"Fine..." I remarked resentfully, but she was right.

"Also, don't assume all Rare Drops come exclusively from bosses..." Violet hinted subtly.

"So there might be other threats out there that I don't even know of... including player-made items..." I said presumably. Violet nodded her approval of my intuition.

"Most custom-made items aren't of high quality and are more for personal taste than practical use... but occasionally there are exceptional creations..." She elaborated further.

"Is that all you can tell me?" I asked and she smirked at me.

"Oh you're quite expectant, aren't you? I'm spoiling you, but, 'Nothing ventured, nothing gained', I'm sure you can work that out for yourself..." she trailed off mockingly but in a friendly way. A quote from Chaucer?... Great. Another riddle to decipher...

"That's very vague..." I voiced in a vexed tone. She sighed exasperated at my impudent persistence.

"Ever play Metroid? Let's just say backtracking has its benefits... patience is a virtue if you wish to be rewarded," Violet said knowledgeably.

"I see... well, Aincrad is quite large, so I'll take a horse to conserve my crystals," I stated fixedly. Violet was inclined to disagree.

"You could... but it would draw more attention..." she pointed out. I sighed tiredly.

"I see... well, walking's healthy..." I muttered. "Anything else you want to tell me?" I added.

"You'll find something 'extra' every 10 floors... I hope you're in shape," she added analytically checking me over. I raised my eyebrow in question.

"Why's that?" I asked warily.

"Oh you'll know when you get there..." Violet trailed off unconcernedly.

"Right..." I whispered doubtfully.

"Well, it's been lovely chatting, but like you, I'm busy. I expect you to make up your mind by the 26th floor, so don't disappoint me," she said dismissively and left without another word. I scoffed slightly.

Make up my mind? I'll make it up when I want to... I mused to myself.

The area leading to the dungeon on this floor was called the «Sunshine Forest». Though I've yet to see sunshine... literally and figuratively.

---

Two days really pass by quick and it was only a matter of time until we were walking up to the floors leading to the boss room. Prior to our arrival, 'we' had to fight off insect enemies named «Killer Mantises». I say 'we' because I didn't anything to help and just walked through evading the hostiles while I let everyone else do the work. Needless to say I met a lot of negative reception from the other frontliners except for Asuna who remained silent out of familiarization with my behavior.

"Oi, Kirito! That was a dick move, man! You could help us out a bit!" Klein groused at me. Even his team caviled at me joining in with the general carping. I scoffed insensately.

"Well, if I did everything, what would be left for you?" I countered indifferently. That shut him up effectively. "I do what I want, when I want to," I said coldly.

I could still hear the group behind me inveighing all the way to the boss room.

You know what happens next, Heathcliff talks, blah blah blah, and we dramatically open the doors and enter for a fight in order to gain access to the next floor. One step closer, or perhaps one step less. I feel slightly positive today, so one step closer. But I was only ever moderately positive, never upbeat. Otherwise, my narration would suck and be much less interesting.

We slowly and cautiously advanced into the area. It was quite spacious and dusty. The ground was comprised of sand and from the smell, dried blood. The surrounding area was circular and housed ruins similar to the coliseum in Rome. There were skeletons scattered everywhere with remnants of armor, shattered shields, and weapons stuck into the ground. How promising.

Soon enough, a feral growl alerted us to the advent of the boss. A large tiger leapt down from a good 30 feet above. In a moment, we all identified its name.

«Catastrophe».

"That is a horrible pun," whispered Asuna and I smiled briefly.

"I can make a worse one," I commented in return and she rolled her eyes but smiled back.

"Undoubtedly..." she assented to my statement. More tigers appeared around us. Then suddenly a howl echoed through the vicinity. Wolves. Fuck, it's just not my day...

---

The battle was similar to the one I fought with the «Sabretooth». This time I had the advantage of 'teammates'. By that I meant decoys.

We spent most of the battle using the ruins as cover and utilizing the weapons and shields spread around the arena. I tried to take the high ground but the boss followed me.

I backed up near the edge as it approached towards me menacingly. I heard a rock fall over. I looked over my shoulder. A 50 foot drop. If it was any other time, I would've loved to try skydiving.

The tiger grew closer. I had no other alternatives. I leaned back and fell from the platform.

I backflipped in midair and drew out my sword and plunged it into the pillar skidding down to a screeching halt, then I dismounted from the column ordered everyone around me to hack at the foundation to crumble the standing structure. The ruin collapsed but I scanned through the dust to see the boss. It only loss about a 1/4th of a bar. What a tough kitty...

I scanned the area for anything I could use. Besides the column I just destroyed, there was only one other advantage I could use. I spotted a large infrastructure. That building.

I organized Klein's guild into undermining the base to topple the building and await my signal. I used other players to distract the tiger while trying to get a clear shot on it. In the end I wasted 4 shots out of 7 but I managed to decelerate its speed and land both a Red and Black Dart on it. Regrettably, it tore through the players in its way, but they were left alive at least for its attention seemed to be focused on me. What great news.

I lured it to my designated trap. I made the mistake of turning around to check for Klein and his group, and in that instant it pounced on me and I was forced to redirect my attention to it. It made attempts to bury its teeth into my neck but I held it at bay just barely with my Knightsword pushing it back. This scene was all too familiar. I nodded to Klein. But he made a shocked face and shook his head in realization of my plan.

"Dude, you'll get CRUSHED! I'm not doing it!" He protested and tried to reason with me. I didn't have time for people questioning me, but I was between a rock and a hard place. In my present situation, I could do nothing. Everyone else was busy with fighting off dogs and cats and here I am pinned down by one. If only I didn't waste my darts so soon...

My vision was blurred, but I saw a flame in the background and suddenly the building started falling down, and I was caught in the impact radius. The last thing I remember was a shattering sound: a shattering just like glass.

---

I couldn't believe it. Kirito-kun just... he just... right before my eyes.

I was so shocked I couldn't even cry. But... there's no way he could just... no...

I refused to accept what I had just seen. I was struck numb, but then Klein shook me on the shoulder. His eyes held much grief, but he gestured for me to regain my composure and lead on. I hated to admit it, but he was right. I couldn't linger and mourn... actually, it's more accurate to say I 'shouldn't'. After everyone else left, I asked Heathcliff for permission so I could stay and pay my respects. My feelings were in a disarray and my heart hurt beyond all measures, but if I had to accept reality, I would take as much time as it took.

That's when I broke down.

I started crying intensely but silently while clutching my chest. My heart was beating irregularly and I couldn't stop the mental bleeding. He was just there, and then he was gone.

I don't know how long I sat there grieving but it was long enough that the pain started to dull. I wiped my eyes and left the scene with an immensely heavy heart.

I still had guild duties to fulfill. I had to look out for everyone else. I would have to arrange time for a proper farewell when I got the chance.

The 21st floor was another sea-based floor. Terrain was limited and freshwater surrounded the area. We arrived at the main town «Coralia». There was a salty smell and the scent of fried fish and other seafood.

I couldn't really enjoy myself due to recent events. But true to my goal, I forced myself to work. Even though I'd rather give up right now...

---

I was immobilized. Unconsciously so. The collision struck me head-on quite literally. I managed to stab the tiger in the mouth, using myself as a pivot to thrust the sword in further. Had I been a split-second later, I would've died. But you really didn't think I'd perform such a glorious act of self-sacrifice, now did you?

Back on the 14th after I vanquished «Knightingale», I obtained a Rare Drop that I had kept stowed away for later. Miraculously, this was exactly what I needed for a situation like this. My salvation was based on luck, but I didn't complain. I forced myself to start digging in order to excavate myself out. I was not going to become a fossil... not yet at least.

It was difficult work, then again, I was digging from the inside. It reminded me of that earthquake scene in Battlefield 3. Needless to say, the real thing was much less promising.

After exhaustive effort, I managed to pull myself out of the rubble. I was grateful for being able to survive that. The grace of God must've been on my side. Psych! Obviously it was all me. The luster of the new ring on my finger shone as arrogantly as I did.

«Mecha Exo»
A ring made of the cohesive fusion between Darksteel and Adamant, it allows the user temporary invincibility. In return, mobility is restricted except for the eyes and movements for breathing. Every usage requires a health zone i.e. Green to Yellow; Yellow to Red. Cooldown for every usage is 6 minutes. Invincibility lasts proportionately to the player's level multiplied by 1 second. This item cannot be upgraded.

That meant I could use it for 47 seconds. After that I was on my own again. Under normal circumstances, most people can't lift the weight of exceptionally heavy rubble, but in SAO, it depended on your strength parameter, and serendipitously my level was high enough to remove the obstruction.

It seemed like my original plan had worked. Still... it was too convenient for the building to just fall without an outside catalyst... I wonder...

Shaking my head, I checked for the LA Bonus I just got.

«Shard of Midnight»
A dagger of darkness, with maxed out speed and deflection capabilities. The specs of this weapon are nearly unparalleled by any other in its class. This short blade has inherited 75% Dark damage, and the passive ability to raise agility, acrobatics, and hiding skills by 25%. This weapon also has a special ability called 'Dark Strike' requiring a 3 minute Cooldown after usage. While using 'Dark Strike', chances of a critical hit increase by 20%. If during this time, a weapon is broken by decay or critical upon contact, an additional 10% Dark damage will be applied to the weapon's owner for Backlash Damage. 'Dark Strike' lasts for 30 seconds. This item cannot be upgraded.

Well, I had lost a knife earlier, so this more than made up for it. I packed my things, switched out of 2nd Gen Midnight to 3rd and put on my hood. Then I headed to the 21st floor.

When I reached it, I took in the view. More water... oh whatever will they come up with next...

---

I decided to use this opportunity to go undercover. I decided to follow the leads given to me by Violet. But first I decided to go seek out Argo.

Using my friend's list, I traced her sitting in the middle of town. The sun was setting. Perfect. But then I remembered something. I inspected my clothes. No, if I intended to pretend being dead, I would have to change my attire. At least enough to fool the general public long enough. Moving in secrecy would aid in speeding up my progress. Before I could search for Argo, I had to look for someone else.

When I ordered my custom-made New Gen Midnights, she insisted on adding each other to our friend's list. Not that I had much choice... but now, ironically, I would be thankful for having her as a contact. After I traced her position to a local tailor store, I set off. Hopefully this encounter would be less... problematic.

I tried as much as possible to stay in the dark. Fortunately, I still had my «Cloak of Midnight» to use, so I reached the tailor shop soon enough. I slipped in quietly. Luckily, there was only the NPC storekeeper, me, and her. I dispensed with the cloak. I walked silently closer to tap her on the shoulder but I didn't get a chance.

Once again, I felt a soft feeling in my face as I was dragged into a intimately tight hug which I returned... somewhat shyly.

"Kirito-chan! I was wondering when you would show up again... I missed you a lot... it's quite lonely..." Ashley greeted me pouting. I sweatdropped and smiled bashfully.

"You knew I was coming?" I asked a bit incredulously. She gave me a patronizing stare.

"If you're going to go under the radar, perhaps you should take care to be mindful of your friend's list," she said and I felt quite dumb. Of course... it works the other way around. I made a note to turn on the 'inactive' setting later so nobody could see me on their friend's list or track me. Well, besides Ashley and Argo.

"Oh right... I was getting to that," I remarked defensively and she giggled patting my head. How degrading... I'm wasn't comforted at all.

"Young people are so misguided... so what did you come here for?" She asked expectantly. Straight to the point this time. Thank God.

"I... have business to attend to, but I can't move freely. Even with my cloak, it'll take too long to move in the open, so I need your help. I don't feel like wasting Teleport Crystals either, so yeah..." I said shamefully. It was rare that I admitted and asked for help, but I couldn't avoid it this time.

"I see... so what color?" Ashley asked grasping the situation quickly. I thought about it for a moment.

"White," I said resolutely. It was the total opposite of my customary color scheme, so it should throw off notice.

"Any secondaries? You know, trim?" she suggested politely.

"Red," I replied laconically. She nodded and proceeded to take off my coat. I felt a little awkward when she came closer in proximity.

"Uhh... Ashley-san? You're a bit close..." I uttered embarrassed. She took an excessively painstaking amount of time to take off the damn coat. In response she tugged at my coat roughly.

"I don't know what you're talking about... I think your coat likes to stay on you... I'll have to change that, so bear with me... Kirito-chan..." she whispered winking saucily at me. "Hmm, you seem to be getting big for this coat. You're growing a lot, Kirito-chan..." she added playfully suggestive.

"I wouldn't know about that..." I mused quietly while I reddened and turned away. After what seemed like an hour, she took off the coat and dyed it white with red stripes. Just like Ezio. Except...

"Why is there pink here?" I questioned mystified. The edges of the coat were trimmed in pink and the star was embroidered in a flowery design of pink roses. Not too exaggerated, but still noticeable.

"It's my own little touch to it. You can have your old black theme back later," she reasoned and I complied reluctantly.

"Besides, no one would ever guess you of all people, decided to wear anything but black," she added persuasively and I couldn't deny that.

"Well, then... thanks I guess..." I offered hesitantly. She smiled sweetly at me.

"I'd do anything for Kirito-chan..." Ashley said leaving that on a mighty ambiguous note. Just then, a message appeared on my HUD. It was from Argo. Figures.

From: Argo
How long are you going to milk this? I expected you to call in earlier...

She was quite patient... I decided to message her back.

To: Argo
Well, sorry for taking too long... unlike you, my profession requires real work. In any case, message me when the boss fight takes place. I'm on important business and I'll be out of reach for a while. DO NOT tell anyone I'm still alive. I plan to do that myself when the time is right. I'll pay extra when I see you.

She instantly messaged me back. Her texting skills were world-class from what I had seen. Back then before the release of SAO, we talked whenever the situation happened to arise. On the occasion I decided to actually check my Facebook, she would never shut up messaging me...

From: Argo
Apology accepted, but I'll have you know, my profession requires real thinking. Anyone can just swing a sword... anyways the boss fight is in 3 days according to leaked info. You better make it back soon if you intend on coming. Remember to pay up nicely~ ^_^

I responded with alacrity... not.

To: Argo
I will... and shut up, you don't know anything about my profession.
Alpha out~

And with that I refused to respond to anymore messages. Not that I needed to check, because Argo knew by that tone I was heavily pissed off.

"Had a nice chat?" Ashley asked innocently. I sighed tiredly.

"Of course, I did. What made you think otherwise?" I responded sardonically. She giggled slightly.

"Oh you know... the rapid typing and aggressive expression... did you write in all caps?" She jested and I scoffed mirthful.

"Thanks, Ashley. I feel better," I confessed to her truthfully. I guess laughter is the best medicine.

"No problem. I said I'd do anything for Kirito-chan..." she said flirtatiously and I coughed lightly.

"Right... that's flattering but I think I'll-"

"Take a rain check?" She hinted at openly while smirking. Oh not funny...

"For your information, it has not rained since 'that' day..." I answered back defiantly but chagrined. She patted my head affectionately.

"It's fun playing around with you, Kirito-chan... but you should get on your way. You can repay me another time..." she added and I was reminded of my previous debt.

Oh right... I still owe her... I thought nervously. Well, I'll cross that bridge when it comes...

"I'll see you around, Ashley," I said indifferently. She walked over and planted a kiss on my cheek. The same cheek from last time...

"Just something for good luck," she explained and I rolled my eyes with a flushed face.

"Yeah okay... 'good luck', more like a curse... temptress..." I muttered with air quotes on 'good luck'. She smiled seductively at me.

"Au contraire... I'm just trying to get on your good side... Asuna's going to have some competition..." Ashley said and I sighed worried about the future.

"You know, I've attracted many guys, but you're the first one who's attracted me... you'll find it hard to resist... Kirito-chan..." she said alluringly.

"You wanna bet?" I asked begging to differ. She traced my chin with her delicate fingers.

"Oh, playing hard to get, I see... I like a challenge. You're on..." She said purring at me contently. I steeled my resolve while pulling at my collar uncomfortably.

"I swear to God if Argo set you up to this..." I muttered.

"Oh she's got nothing to do with it. I really do want you, Kirito-chan... I want you as my first..." she admitted and I blushed like crazy. 'Unfortunate' was an understatement. I was never trained for this.

"I'm afraid I'll have to pass up on this offer... perhaps another time..." I said declining politely. She pouted at me cutely.

"How modest... very well then. Good luck, Kirito-chan..." Ashley said tenderly as she 'hugged' me one last time.

"Uh, you can let go now..." I said muffled by treacherous mountains. It took a while to catch my breath.

"Sowwy, couldn't wesist," Ashley said in a baby voice.

"I couldn't breathe back there... be careful next time..." I complained halfheartedly. She turned her head innocently.

"Do you need CPR?" She suggested and trepidation hit me like lightning at that idea. If Asuna ever found out...

"No thanks. That's a time bomb I won't set off..." I said dismissively in a brave attempt to disregard my fear.

"It's your loss..." Ashley said a little disappointed.

"I'd rather be safe and alive," I justified.

"Right. By repeatedly risking your life on the battlefield. Alone. Without help. With no one to suppress your ego," she stated dryly without pause. That kinda hurt...

"Well, when you put it 'that' way, it sounds stupid..." I said wounded.

"Then perhaps you need to rethink your lifestyle," she suggested logically.

"We'll see about that..." I said in an intransigent manner. She sighed patting my head sympathetically.

"What will it take..." she directed to no one in particular.

After waving each other goodbye, I headed to the «Teleport Gate» to head back to the 10th floor. That was where I faced the «Basilisk»... hopefully there weren't more of those things...

---

It took 2 hours to work out where this 'extra' place was. I had forgotten how spacious the 10th floor was. I found it after consulting NPCs and searching uncharted territory. I had spotted it on top of a mountain ridge near the edge. «Thousand Snake Castle». That's sounds promising...

There was no way I could scale it unless I had the proper hiking gear. There was a alcove-shaped cave near the bottom. I supposed I would have to start there. I climbed up and made my way into the cave.

"It's dark as hell..." I whispered and activated my night vision. Which barely helped. Maybe it was a special zone.

I crept in deeper into the unknown territory using the wall as a guide. Once in a while I thought I heard a hiss. Not good. I had to keep moving.

Violet, this better be worth it... I thought skeptically.

Suddenly, I nearly slipped downwards. Reflexively, I backed up and tried to regain my footing. Fortunately, I was able to discern a burnt out torch on the wall, so I snatched it and lit with my flint. A little bit of light goes a long way. I took in the view. I saw spiraling steps gyrating to the upper floor. Simple enough. Then I caught sight of the way to get there.

"Oh fuck you..." I called out to the game designers.

I stepped down to approach the edge at point A. From there I had to maneuver my way through numerous obstacles with various requirements such as platforming, monkey bars, swinging, crawling and my favorite, swimming... through clearly purified water. Well, 'Nothing ventured, nothing gained'...

I made my way through slowly in order to be careful. I did NOT want to screw up once recklessly and have to do it over again. All the way through I complained openly.

"Who the fuck designed this place?" I criticized disparagingly out loud. "Who expects you to parkour your way through?"

There was no response except the fact that when I jumped for the next ledge the edge was slippery and I almost fell.

"Of course. Everything's trying to kill me..." I muttered disdainfully. "This is so stupid..."

Eventually I made it to the steps. Then there was another problem.

There was huge gap between me and the next flight of stairs. Luck must be on my side...

"Who do you think I am? Jesse Owens?" I complained aggravated to the breaking point. Nevertheless, I backed up enough to make a run and jump for the ledge at least.

I nearly made it but came up short. Before I fell however, I drove my newly acquired «Shard of Midnight» using the Dark Strike to embed the blade deep into the stone. I strained my already exhausted muscles to pull myself up over the edge. I took a heavy breather.

"Well... at least I burned some calories..." I remarked. Funny thing to say when this was all just in my head. Then again, I'm pretty sure when I came back to the real world, my body would not be the same... maybe I could train myself like the Matrix. Wasn't Nerve Gear basically an Animus? Without the genetic memories of course...

I made my way up and emerged from a trapdoor. I took in the sights and started walking through the atrium to the huge doorway down the end of the hall. The floors were tiled white and green. I saw banners of silver and gold snakes embroidered on them and serpentine designs around me.

This place is very... I whisked around in my mind for the right word to describe it.

Slytherin...

I finally reached the gargantuan doors and pushed them open. At the end of the room, there was a green treasure chest with a golden lock.

Of course it's not that easy... I scoffed mentally wishing for a break. So where's the goddamn key?...

I wish I didn't jinx it.

Hearing the sound of foreboding hisses I turned around sighing distastefully.

An army of snakes surrounded me, encircling the entrance and the sides. No escape route now... there were too many snakes to count.

A thousand I'll bet... exactly what it says on the tin... I thought contemptuously. This could be... problematic.

I located a peculiar snake in wide mass. There was a key attached to its neck by a small chain. One key. In the middle of an army of serpents. Between me and near-certain death. Oh happy days...

Fate is a cruel mistress... I thought pessimistically. I would have to hope I had enough gear to take them all on. In this situation, my darts would be pointless. I would have to rely on my other equipment.

From the 18th floor I obtained another ring called: «Rage Breaker». From the 19th I obtained yet another named: «Gravity Binder».

«Rage Breaker»
A ring made from the core of the earth (iron and nickel) allowing the user to fracture the ground. Cooldown requires 8 minutes. The Area of Effect is 15 feet. This item cannot be upgraded.

«Gravity Binder»

A ring made of cursed skeletons, allowing the user to summon spectral arms of the undead to drag your opponent into the ground. The Area of Effect is 15 feet. This effect lasts for 15 seconds. Cooldown requires 6 minutes. This item cannot be upgraded.

These two rings went hand in hand like bread and butter. I would've used the «Deceiver» but I hadn't upgraded it.

I froze a few dozen using my «Frostbiter» and «Icebreaker» combo, but there were hundreds more advancing on me. I suspected their fangs had an infinite supply of poison and paralysis.

I used my new rings to kill off a few more dozens but they kept on coming. I finally decided to forget fighting them all off and just get to the objective. I threw a fully fused Black Fire Dart at the snake with the key. I used the cloak to get as close as possible and managed to snatch it.

Unfortunately, snakes have sharp senses. Besides sight, every other sense was phenomenal. Especially their sixth sense, heat reception.

Before I could scramble away unscathed, a snake managed to bite me on the leg. Another followed its lead and took another. I felt the cloak slip off and the eyes of hundreds of snakes met mine. Panicking was an understatement to describe how I felt. The only comfort was that it was poison, not paralysis, so I wouldn't be doomed to die. But I could hardly call that a comfort. The toxic substance coursing through my veins hurt like hell with a burning sensation. In real life, that should've been it.

In desperate denial, I managed to shake off my attackers and limped over to the chest. I unlocked it and swiped whatever was in there quickly and sent it to my inventory for later. Now I had to get out... I tried using a Teleport Crystal. And out of all the times it couldn't work, it would be now. Anti-crystal area? More like a middle finger to the face... what great level designing.

I hated to admit it, but this might've been the end. I honestly had no idea where to go from here, literally and figuratively. My best chance seemed to be making a stand but by now that seemed a little less redeeming.

Suddenly a hooded figure with flaming sword came through slicing up every snake in their way. It couldn't be-

"Violet?!" I exclaimed surprised. She stood side by side with me along with her purple-flaming blade.

"Glad to see me?" She said casually as though we weren't about to die.

"Well, you're a sight for sore eyes," I admitted slightly appreciative. It was the first time I was the damsel in distress. This was kind of an awkward reversal of roles...

"Is that a compliment? Now I know things are fucked up," she put delicately.

"Oh you couldn't tell? I remarked sarcastically.

"Well, it's rare to see a princess trapped in a castle like you are..." she shot back effectively shutting me up. She's good, I'll admit that...

"I've got a lot of questions that I'll save for later. Right now, though, is there any way out?" I asked urgently.

"You mean, besides the front entrance? Yes, there's a secret compartment behind the throne. But it would require expert lock-picking or figuring out the-"

"AIN'T NOBODY GOT TIME FOR THAT!" I shouted extremely exasperated.

"Well, why don't you come up with something?" Violet retorted smartly. Now she had me on the spot. Fuck...

I need a plan... but there's nothing to use here... I mused frantically as we backed away from the oncoming threat.

"Well?" Violet asked abruptly.

"I'm thinking..." I said annoyed.

"Perhaps you should try harder... maybe you should think outside the box," she commented back sassily and I rolled my eyes. But then I got an idea. An insane idea, but still an idea.

Outside the box. I glanced at the window behind us.

Fuck it, I'd rather die with my dignity taking a risk than accepting defeat here, I thought desperately resolved. I turned around and backed up a bit to get some running space. Violet gave me a weird look.

"What're you doing?" She asked at my peculiar behavior. I grabbed her sword which was still flaming but started to flicker. For some reason it felt painful to use this weapon. Nevertheless, I grudgingly braced myself.

"Just trust me and hang on," I said deliberately disregarding her look of doubt. Then she realized my plan. The revelation on her expression showed utter dismay.

"No, don't do that, we have no idea what's on the other-"

I ran towards and smashed the window with the flaming blade and wrapped an arm around Violet as we fell.

"SIIIIIIDDDEEE!" she screamed and hung onto to me for dear life. I admit, it felt rather nice. Then I remembered Asuna and made a mental note not to mention this to her the next time.

We hit the water with a resounding splash, but for once I was glad beyond measures to feel the cold contact of water against my skin.

I'll never complain about water levels again... I promised earnestly. For the next 10 minutes... I took back because this water was cold and it would take a while to dry off.

"We do now," I addressed Violet and she gave me the most dirtiest look a girl could give you.

"Shut up and swim us to shore. You didn't even ask for permission to borrow my stuff..." she complained trivially and I acquiesced to do the work.

Another thing I promised not to tell Asuna, was that it felt nice for Violet to put her arms around me, pressing tightly to my back. She slapped my head lightly to get me back on track.

"You're enjoying this too much..." she pouted but continued to hold onto me. We made it to shore within 15 minutes.

We decided to rest up on the beach and start a fire to dry ourselves. I took a potion to remedy the poison. After a while, we recuperated from our ordeal and made to leave. All the while Violet kept silent while inspecting her weapon carefully. How meticulous.

"I uh... well, I guess I should thank you," I said awkwardly and she looked over without changing expression. I continued on.

"If it weren't for your intervention, I wouldn't made it," I admitted against my pride. I supposed I should give credit where credit is due. She nodded slightly in acceptance.

"It's nice to see you growing up," she stated smirkingly in thanks. Things fell silent again on our way to the «Teleport Gate». I tried to pick up the conversation.

"So uh, where'd you get that weapon?" I asked shyly trying to revive the exchange. "It's pretty sweet, besides the fact that it burned me..." I trailed off.

"I made it. It's mine and I've been using it since the start. It's called «Black Luster» and it's a cursed weapon. Demonstone tends to do that. It's fused with Darksteel as well, giving it the metallic look. Demonstone gives it the dark purple and black colored coating, and the special ability. I can ignite the blade, encasing it in cursed flames, which is why it hurt when you used it," she elucidated. "At a maximum of 9 minutes, I can use this ability called, Dark Infernal Embers, otherwise known as DIE. The cooldown is removed but every minute I use this ability, I lose 10% of my health per minute as a tribute, and I can't heal either for 45 minutes. It's a balance for such a powerful weapon. I could break most weapons or spam flame waves again my opponents. But you have to get used to being hurt while using it. Otherwise... it's risky. Plus, this is a pretty heavy weapon. A greatsword in fact. Most people use two hands, but I'm surprised you used only one. You must be as strong as I am to wield its weight..." she complimented me.

"Thanks. It just comes from practice," I said and she nodded her approval.

"As expected," she replied shortly while shouldering the blade. The silver edges glistened in the light. But the dark metal reflected a stark contrasting sheen to it. «Black Luster» was a fitting name.

"Weren't you busy?" I questioned suddenly. She hesitated in responding.

"I was in the neighborhood. I happened to pass by and notice you going into a cave. I thought it'd be fun to follow," Violet said dismissively. I stared at her unconvinced.

"Right... 'happened to pass by'. My bullshit meter disagrees with you," I declared roughly. She sighed rolling her eyes.

"Fine. I lied, but don't complain. You almost had your ass handed to you... by the way, you dropped this," she responded rudely while tossing me the «Cloak of Midnight». I caught it nonplussed.

"That's true I suppose... thanks," I muttered awkwardly.

"Don't expect me to show up next time. You might not be as lucky..." she warned and I would've been wise to heed her word. Then I realized something ironic.

"You're the one who told me about 'Nothing ventured, nothing gained'," I argued aggressively. She sighed tiredly.

"I didn't say you had to go..." Violet countered and I fell into a sulky silence. Damn, she was right...

"..."

"I thought so," she added noting my silence as a sign of submission.

"Whatever..." I responded resentfully. I hated losing.

"Still, you did get us out alive... albeit through unorthodox methods..." she said and I could tell she was refraining from making another snide comment or passing a patronizing look. "I suppose you deserve some kind of reward."

"What do you mean, 'reward'-" I was interrupted when she suddenly dropped her sword and tackled me with a hug.

Violet?... I wondered confusedly. No she couldn't... did she? She pulled away before I could react to the sudden embrace.

"That was the stupidest plan I've ever seen... but it worked... I guess that's why I like you..." she confessed and I felt a small blush coming up.

"You mean as friends, right?..." I asked sheepishly. She chuckled lightly.

"Yeah, as friends. Obviously, you dummy," she said tapping me on the head playfully. It reminded me of Asuna and her customary punches on my shoulder whenever things got out of hand. I felt sad but nostalgic at the same time.

"I see..." That was the only thing I could say as we arrived at our destination.

"Guess we'll split up here. If you're going to tackle the next 'extra' area, I suggest you think up of a backup beforehand..." Violet said trying to keep the loftiness out of her voice.

"I'll remember that," I replied.

"I hope so," she said a little mockingly.

"Ladies first," I offered ignoring her tone.

"How chivalrous of you. You might get my contact info after all..." she teased and I scoffed humorously. She whispered her destination and waved me goodbye. I just simply nodded. I decided to examine the prize I had got.

«Locket of the Reptiles»
This intricate looking locket is bestowed with mystical powers granting the user the ability to converse with reptiles e.g. snakes.

"..." Was my instant reaction. I came all that way, into a dark-ass cave, parkoured through a bitch of an obstacle course, almost got devoured by snakes, and took a swim in cold water.

"Yeah, this thing's definitely getting sold off," I decided without missing a beat. I would auction this item at a compensating price. Parseltongue was cool and everything, but no, not for me. I decided to go to the 20th floor and get this over with.

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I could go into detail about my second misadventure, but it's too long a story and not very fun on my part. Suffice it to say, I entered a large cage-like dome and got chased by about 20 tigers. Miraculously, all limbs are accounted for.

The end result was satisfactory at least. I managed to obtain a much more promising Rare Drop called «Amazonian Ballistic». Essentially it was a knife gun. That's badass, admit it.

But I had been away for too long. If I was going to make it to the floor clearing, I had to haul ass.

My 3rd Gen Midnight was still dyed. I attracted a few glances, but nothing else at least. I was forced to use my «Shard of Midnight» because by now too many people recognized my Knightsword. I had to keep up this act for a while.

The 21st floor boss was an unagi, or in English, a freshwater eel. Its name was «Kaiser» which was appropriate. There was a sort of fin crown on its head. Besides the terrifying jaws this beast of a sea serpent had an electrical attribute.

A few players died 'shockingly'. Yeah, that's a bad pun... but someone was going to make it anyway.

In the end we did kill it. After the DDA leader burn it with his «Dragore Blade» flamethrower-style, I shot it with my «Amazonian Ballistic». I didn't leave unscathed however... let's just say he fried my ass with about 600 volts when I made the mistake of touching a puddle outside the kill zone. Like I said earlier: everything's trying to kill me.

The 22nd floor was surprisingly peaceful looking. There were beautiful lakes surrounded by lush green fields of grass and majestic mountainous borders. There was rich forest and docks for fishing. It was nice, serene floor. The rural village was called «Coral». A nice change of pace from all the bullshit I just went through.

I didn't have time to really enjoy myself however, as soon enough the boss battle came 4 days later. We faced an enemy named «Vampiric Wolf Lord». A hybrid between a vampire and a werewolf.

"Please tell me you don't sparkle in the sun, at least..." I muttered disdainfully. This thing was pretty quick and dodged almost all our moves combined. I couldn't even use my darts. Not that I could, without giving away my identity.

When it came to speed however, Asuna was able to match it.

Timing her moves, and calculating the best chance to strike, she managed to stab it after figuring out its attack pattern. It performed a few dodges, before attacking, most dodges just to mock us while it bit off a few players regrettably. I honestly wondered how the hell a vampire werewolf factored into this place... there seemed to be no logic for this boss matching up with the floor. I don't what I should've expected... an evil flower perhaps? It could happen... a man-eating flower, think about it. Venus flytrap gone crazy.

Somehow, the boss was heavily weakened by Asuna's attack. I was confused at first, then I realized she had a new rapier.

Where the hell did that come from? I thought caught off guard. The only thing I could deduct was that it must be made of silver.

Asuna dealt the fatal blow and was rewarded with the LA bonus.

She deserves it... I admitted mentally. And she deserves an apology... that expression looks horrible... I mused worriedly catching note of her stoic look. That's right. Everyone still thought I was dead. Almost everyone.

The 23rd floor seemed to be modeled after Wales. The main town was called «Cadair Idris». Fitting, for it was very mountainous. If I wasn't mistaken, I swore I heard a dragon in the distance. Great. More promising news.

We fought the boss 3 days later. «Ddraig» was its name. It had red scales, a barbed tongue and tail, bat wings, a spiked nose and eagle feet. For the second time in a row, Asuna killed the boss with a little help from her «Adamant Shield».

So she's our dragon slayer now? I thought amused. Whatever.

During my time in town, I managed to sell off the locket by auctioning in bar. After a few drinks getting passed around, I managed to raise the price up just a 'little'. Half a million gained never felt sweeter.

The 24th floor was quite unique. I could see the moon everyday in the sky alongside the sun. It shone even brighter at night when the sun set. The town was called «Panareze».

2 days went by and I trained in the fields. There was a stone barrier separating the other side. Adhering to my human curiosity, I climbed up to see the other side. Unlike the field I was currently on, this side seemed darker. The woods looked foreboding and there appeared to be no sign of life. I decided to investigate. I had until tomorrow to attend the meeting and boss fight anyway.

There was old abandoned church in the middle of a forest.

Oh that's not suspicious... I thought sarcastically to myself but decided to check it out anyway. I'm Alpha, so I'm pretty sure I could handle whatever was inside there.

I saw nothing but a ruined altar and worn wooden benches. The windows were in disrepair and I saw doors ripped from their hinges.

Did a zombie apocalypse happen here? I mused dryly. It looks like it...

Before I left, I felt a sudden change in atmosphere.

Something's wrong... My «Hypersense» went crazy and it was hard to focus. I materialized my «Queen's Knightsword» out. It felt good to hold it after such a long while.

I heard a sudden drop in the air and rolled away instinctively. My reflexes were still decent. I spun around and immediately crossed swords with a unknown black-hooded figure wearing a skull mask. I narrowed my eyes and tried to push him off balance. Then I tried to sweep his feet but he countered with his leg. Smart. I finally found another challenge.

"Very good, Black Swordsman. We knew you weren't dead yet. And I expected you to anticipate me and followup with a counter, otherwise you would prove disappointing to our standards and useless to us..." whispered the new figure. I glared at him.

"Who the fuck are you?" I answered back inimically. Was this one of the murderers? He seemed to fit the description.

"Call me White Death. I was sent to assess your strength, and you've lived up to your name..." he replied with a smirk. I deduced his accent to be British.

"What are you, the sniper?" I asked alluding to the famous sharpshooter.

"Not exactly... take a closer look..." he taunted and I did. This blade... wait a minute.

"Is that the «King's Knightsword»?" I demanded dauntlessly of him. He continued smirking.

"Very perceptive. You know your swords," he said appeasingly. I shook off the blade lock and flourished a short, quickly executed combo. He managed to parry all 3 strikes. Not bad.

"What do you want?" I asked viciously. He drew back a small distance and we started circling each other.

"To convince you to join us," he said simply while lowering his sword slightly.

"Join you? I don't even know who the hell you are. But I have an idea," I declared darkly. He resumed smirking.

"Don't judge like that. You and my colleagues are quite similar. It's a shame seeing your talents wasted on such a lost cause..." he said offhandedly and I narrowed my eyes.

"Me and you similar? Cut the bullshit, I'm not like you, murderer. You killed someone because they didn't give you what you wanted. Are you going to do that to me too? Cause my answer is no, and it's not going to change," I spat venomously. He chuckled darkly.

"I see you need a bit of convincing. Very well then. Tell me. Why do you fight to save other people? What exactly have they done in return? Are you expecting some sort of, gratification? Some respect, perhaps? Are you so misguided as to think your actions will reward you in the future? No, let me tell you the truth. You will not be rewarded, you will be repaid. Those are the lies you tell yourself to justify your kind 'deeds'. To make you seem like a great person, when all you've done is built up the amount of favors people owe you. There is no hero, no villain. There is only you, and people who differ. Ignoring morals, isn't it in the nature of human beings to want to benefit themselves? Is it not the truth that you desire to gain something so selfishly, you don't even realize it? I know what kind of person you are, Alpha. Your little stunt back on the 1st floor was noble in the eyes of a few, and condemnation by most. I'm here to help you realize the truth. I volunteered to meet you instead of my other peers. You may not have had such a conversation with Red X or Black. I offer you a fair choice. To join us and truly live life as it is. In the true nature of a human being. It is inevitable, Alpha. Surely, you understand this."

After that speech, I digested his words. I didn't say it out loud, but he was correct in a few ways. Why did I do all this? Because it was right, according to my morals. But ignoring all that, it hadn't really paid off. Still, I expected that. That was the point of a sacrifice. But what he said just now... made me question my faith just a little. It was disconcerting to hear revelations from a murderer. Still, I refused to give in.

"I understand plenty. But I have to disagree. You bring up a lot of good points, I'll admit, but that's just indulging in your own desires. I have guilt beside me. While it's been a pain, it kept me from losing my head and remembering my true goal. I've seen what insanity means and what it can do to people. Clearly, I'm looking at it right now," I stated harshly and he growled back.

"We may be somewhat alike, but it's not about similarities, it's about differences. I will never turn into one of you, willing to give up morals for primal desires. It's in the human nature to choose, so I choose to be different. It's not a perfect path, but it's my own. I won't follow, I will lead, that's why they call me Alpha, don't forget it."

We stopped circling each other. After an intense stare down, he finally spoke.

"You will regret this, Alpha. One day, you'll eat your words. When you meet your darkest hour, you will do whatever it takes to get what you want, I guarantee it. You know why? Because there's one more thing that links me and you. There were few who were brave enough to publicly display their righteous intentions to help others. After seeing my friends get set up to die, left behind and forgotten, how could I continue deluding myself? I realized my true capabilities and decided to use it for a more practical cause. As a beta tester, I should be benefiting myself. Humans only care about what they can get from others. That is the world we know, and it will never change. Remember this name, Alpha: LAUGHING COFFIN!" I rushed forward to stab him but then-

Suddenly a white flash appeared and the next instant he was gone. A split-second after getting temporarily blinded I caught sight of blue crystal. He teleported out. Figures.

I left the church with a conflicted state of mind. Soon enough everyone would know I was still alive. I decided to milk the disguise until the 26th floor.

The 24th floor was defeated by Klein. Yeah, I'm surprised too, but every dog has its day.

The boss was called the «Crescent Knight». He was particularly difficult to defeat. It was for the record, one of the longest boss fights ever so far.

He had extravagant silver armor but apparently it was quite light according to his quick movements. He dual-wielded matching sickles and ripped through our forces. At least a dozen people died before he was subdued.

Heathcliff tanked most of his attacks allowing the rest of us to move in and attack him. I never imagined Klein would be the one to get the last attack, but it happened. I wondered what he got...

Maybe it's a book on how to pick up women... I mused wryly.

Finally, we came to the 25th floor.

I would like to say it was a cakewalk. It was fucking nightmare.

The topography was a maze. The uneven rocky regions disoriented our sense of direction and there were... surprises.

All the monsters on this floor had their levels jacked up unusually high. Under my circumstances, this was a perfect hunting ground. Under normal circumstances, it was a survival test.

I did what I could to protect the others by killing as many as possible, but it wasn't enough. People died naturally, and I felt the weight of the world pressing down on my spirits. God fucking damn it...

There were also unfortunate accidents reported during our time here. Pitfalls, poisonous swamps, and rock slides. This just added to the death toll even more. I couldn't stand it. I had to find this boss and clear it out soon.

A meeting was held immediately on the 2nd day here. Many scouts from the frontlines fell victim to the unyielding brutality of this unjust floor. Violet warned me prior to this, but I never thought it would be this bad.

Heated discussions were held for about an hour. I nearly fell asleep. In the end, there was a huge disagreement between the KoB and DDA. The KoB wanted to secure a safe foothold in the town first but the DDA insisted on rallying more troops to the frontlines. The argument split off but on a good note.

Information on the boss was scarce and even Argo wasn't much help. I wish I knew where Violet was...

On the 5th day, we heard bad news.

Kibaou had somehow managed to find the boss room and had rushed in with about 40 players from the Army. I thought he had a death wish, but I could see the hope in other people's eyes. They were desperate for someone to get them out of this hellhole. For once, I allowed his stupidity to pass. Even if I hated him.

Then came the really bad news.

Those who had rushed in were losing the battle. Half had already been killed. A deserter came back with news of the ongoing battle. I would criticize him for being a coward, but I suppose I would also like to keep my life if I were him. I had no choice. To restore hope, I had to make a return.

I found Ashley at another tailor store and asked her to remove the dye from my clothes. After telling her what I was going to do, she hugged me and wished me good luck. I gave her a brief smile. Then I ran as quick as possible to the sounds of distress.

I was not the only one who had rushed to the battlefield. KoB and DDA were already there reinforcing the overwhelmed Army members. But it was not going well.

A two-headed giant was the boss. It was named the «Punisher». How unpleasantly appropriate.

I won't joke around. This thing was a bitch to fight. No matter what moves we pulled off, it barely whittled down its health. I decided to go for the eyes. With four well-placed shots, I blinded the giant. For some reason, nothing happened except for the giant roaring in pain. None of my darts were working. Somehow this boss nullified the effects. Only raw damage got through, and even then, it seemed to make things worse. The giant entered rage mode and stomped around blindly while swinging its arms randomly.

A few players got demolished by its heavy fists and others couldn't avoid the stampede. I started losing hope.

Nothing could penetrate it from the outside. I remembered that Violet told me to think outside the box. That gave me an idea. Well, it was more like 'inside' the box, but whatever.

I gritted my teeth for what I was about to do. It was going to be utterly revolting and damaging to my pride, but to save everyone I had no choice. I ran up from behind and climbed up to its head. From there, everyone had a clear look at me and all revealed shocked expressions at my sudden appearance. I ignored them stabbed the giant's eardrums in with my «Shard of Midnight» to get its attention. It opened its mouth for a monstrous yell. I took my chance.

I swung into its mouth, jumped in and allowed myself to be swallowed.

---

It was disgusting to say the least. But true to my intentions, I worked my way down its digestive tract and butchered up its insides. I couldn't tell how much damage this did, but it must've been a lot, because the giant was rumbling in pain. Soon enough, I dealt the fatal blow and it burst into thousands of shards. I collapsed out of exhaustion from the labor and the heat inside the giant. All I remember was subconsciously cloaking myself, and barely limping towards the entrance to the next floor. I don't even remember walking up those steps...

The 26th floor was thankfully full of fresh air. I saw birds flying in the distance. The sun was setting. I moved unsteadily to the next town. «Raptoria» was the name. I recalled the cool touch of the «Teleport Gate». The smooth obelisk feel of even stone. My vision was hazy and I didn't feel so good. The nausea was setting in. I wandered out near the edge of town. Then I saw something really wacky.

A figure was staring at me. I fell to the ground unable to keep my stance. There was something wrong... horribly wrong.

I feel so fucked up... I thought, breathing heavily. I took a closer look at the figure.

It can't be... can it?... I wondered strangely. It looked oddly familiar. But it was impossible.

"Coper?"I asked out loud. He stared at me with blank eyes.

No way... impossible. I... you're dead... I thought but what I was seeing was contradictory. Did he really survive? Or did he come back as a ghost to take revenge from the grave? Was that even possible? I only remembered blacking out and seeing a flicker near the end.

---

I waited for him. All night long. It must've been several hours since he collapsed. Ashley brought me over. When I saw him for real, I couldn't believe my eyes.

Kirito-kun.

Alive. Unconscious, but very much alive. I broke down into tears. I was so happy, but at the same time, so betrayed...

Why? What happened that he had to keep his presence hidden from me?

I wanted answers, but I could only wait. But when he woke up, I couldn't hold back anymore. I demanded the truth, now.

It was 4 in the morning. I almost drifted off. We were in a local inn on the second floor. Ashley was there as well. She was in the other room sleeping. She was previously stroking Kirito's head and then she grew too tired to stay conscious. I promised to take watch for her and she agreed. She had found him passed out near the edge of town. It was lucky that she found him when she did.

I stayed beside him on the right side of the bed. I kneeled down, holding his hand tightly. I intended to never let go. Not until I got answers. He woke up and gradually opened his eyes.

"Asuna..." he whispered warmly. I caught a faint smile on his face with traces of happiness, sadness, and guilt.

"Kirito-kun..." I said quietly trying not to wake Ashley-san. I was so happy... "I missed you... so much like you would not believe..."

"I could tell. It must've been hard for you..." he said admittedly and then I snapped. I let go of his hand and released my built up feelings.

"YOU'RE A FUCKING IDIOT! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?! DON'T YOU HAVE THE SLIGHTEST CLUE HOW I FELT?! I WAS MISERABLE THINKING YOU DIED, THEN I FIND OUT YOU RAN AWAY AND HID FROM ME! DO UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT'S LIKE?!"

It wasn't loud enough to arouse Ashley from sleep, but it was the highest pitch you could reach without being considered loud. He expression seemed to die as he accepted my anger.

"No... I don't. You have every right to blame me, I am at fault. But when you're done, let me talk. Then you can do whatever you want..." he said quietly receiving the harsh words. I continued aggressively on. Albeit a little more controlled in volume.

"You're unbelievable. No, that's not it. You're horrible. I can't believe you wouldn't confide in me. After all this time, it seems as though you deceived me, and did whatever you wanted in the end. You don't get it do you? When someone cares for you so much, and you can't even appreciate that... I would've followed you, even if the whole world was against you. Now I don't even know where you're going. I'm afraid, Kirito..." I said looking into his eyes. "That I can't save you... I can't help you, because you won't let me. I've done everything I can to try and help you, but you pushed me away... Kirito... what do you want? Is this just out of my reach? Are you too far away from me now? Did I never understand the real you?..." I trailed off despairingly. He had a complicated expression.

"It's not that... it's..." he struggled to find the right words.

"Is it my fault?..." I asked hurtfully. He looked up with a wounded expression.

"Is it because I tried to change you?... If it is... I didn't want this for you. I wanted you to be happy. I wanted to give you hope, like you did for me. You helped a stranger, and now it seems like you're the stranger... if you want... I'll leave. You were always better alone... weren't you?" I said referencing what he told me before. He suddenly seized hold of the conversation.

"Asuna. Stop it. Just stop it. It hurts just thinking about you. But that's all I did at night. Whenever my mind wandered off, it was probably about you. I have plenty of things to worry about, but I worry about you the most. You know why? I forgot what it meant to care about someone else, I relearned that sentiment from you. You taught me how to feel, it's no wonder I'd do anything for you. I'll tell you why I chose to leave. To keep you safe. Don't you see? There's too much danger involving me. I could've died so many times and dragged you down with me. I can't stand the fact that every time I see someone die, I worry it could've been you. If it was you, I would've lost myself long ago. The fact that you're still here means I haven't failed at everything... I know I'm selfish... I've been told that many times... but it wasn't for nothing. Whatever I can still do, I will try. No matter what happens, I always have and always will care. There's too much for me to lose if I don't. Asuna... you ARE everything to me. You're worth more than life itself, and I am willing to die for you. Even if you hate me... you have to stay alive for me. Even as the Alpha, if I can't finish the game, you have to do in my stead. That's why I distanced away from you back on the 8th floor. To make you stronger. That's why I'd rather you'd be in a guild than me. You could lead those people, not me. I may be the best, but I've realized, it's not enough. I need your help. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I can't be with you. But I want you to trust me. Even though it's the most sexist, ignorant, selfish, and sinfully arrogant thing I've ever done in my life... I have to ask you. I have to know. That as much as I'm willing to give, I'm willing to let you go. And I hope you can do the same."

I couldn't reply instantly. If that was the truth, then I needed time to formulate a proper response. But I felt like I already had one.

"Kirito... I can understand where you're coming from... but not entirely. This makes me question a lot of things, including you..." I trailed off. I made to leave. Then he sighed heavily and spoke again.

"I never told you about my family..."

It took a while for him to explain everything. From his childhood, to his sister, to his grandfather, to growing up with electronics, all the way to the present. I felt exhausted from the experience. Slowly, I regained my faith in him. But it would take much time to heal the wounds.

"So... that's pretty much it. I never meant to shelter so much... but... it just worked out that way..." he said regrettably.

"Asuna, I'd rather just give up and spend the rest of my days getting to know you. Wasting all my time away in your company. That's no lie. But I would hate myself for choosing the easy path. That would make me seem weak and afraid. Make no doubt, I am weak and afraid, but I mask it by pretending to be the best. That's my reason for everything. A lie is one of the most powerful tools in the world. I know that because of my entire life. I was too prideful to admit defeat, to accept help. By now, I'm forced to rely on other people, but you give me a little more hope. That maybe it's not all so bad. I need you, Asuna, to make all this work. You have to understand for all this to make sense... so I can tell my sister what I told you... that I'm sorry for not being perfect. For creating my own flaws and taking a path of downfall. It's just too much... so much I can't change it now... I have to keep living this way. I don't know what else to do... but I know I can't do everything. That's why... you're here, Asuna... that's why you're my... friend. My best friend..." he said painfully putting on a brave smile.

I had to persevere and do what was best. It would hurt, but after all this time, I understood him.

"Kirito-kun..." I said and he closed his eyes bracing for the impact. My visage finally broke into a smile.

"I forgive you... I believe in you, I always have. I was hoping you would open up, and you did. No matter how much it hurt, you pulled through for me. I'm sorry too... you only meant well. In your own, stupid, boyish ways..." I teased and he smiled tenderly. He held affectionate eyes and grasped my hand. I clasped my fingers around his.

"Asuna... I know I might not deserve it... but thanks. For everything..." he said emotionally.

"You're welcome. Idiot..." I quipped and he scoffed lightly. "But you're my idiot..." I added on sweetly and he smiled the most radiant one I had ever seen. He put his arm around me and I put mine around his. We stayed like that for a moment, enjoying our repaired 'friendship'.

He was much too close. I could see every tear glistening in his eyes...

He... no... we both leaned in ever so slowly, and melted into a deep kiss. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him down onto the bed. I felt his arms wrap around my waist securely and protectively. I knew that he and I couldn't be together right now, but for a while, I felt a little piece of heaven, granting me the feeling of peace forever.

A/N God damn... I milked this chapter for the illest time. The longest one so far. 18k. There were quite a few changes from the original script. I intended for this chapter to end on a more bitter, ambiguous note, but hell. I've delayed this for so long, I decided to give you a 'little' fanservice. Don't say I never compensate. In any case, I hope you found that worth the wait. In case you're not patient, I'll spoil you a little bit for the next chapter. Black Cats of the Full Moon will be making their debut, so shut up, seriously (jk). I really intended to end this chapter differently, and not with Asuna but whatever. I will implement a little Kirito x harem throughout, but in the end it will be Asuna. If you like different pairings, or want to see what would happen if it wasn't Asuna, I will make a Kirito and Sinon fanfic sometime in the future. An entirely new story that abandons SAO as a game, but will still use it in a different form. Fun facts: I draw my inspiration from many popular franchises, series, etc. E.g. Frostbiter and Dragore Blade are basically from Infinity Blade. Even some of the dialogue or narration are actually scripts from other movies, books, shows, video games etc. Even song lyrics. I make this note to credit the original creators, and not to rip them off. You'll have to find the references yourself, and not all will be as obvious as others. I will also eventually go back and edit out mistakes from previous chapters when I have the time. Anyways, thank you for your time, whether you like reading this story or not. Please R & R~