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Incestual Desire: Chapter 5

She was standing in the magnificent lounge room once again. She looked around trying to find Sebastian, he wasn't there. As her eyes travelled curiously around the room, they suddenly fell on the huge double doors. The doors were beautifully crafted and had golden door handles.

She suddenly heard a voice from the other side, an angry voice.

"What do you mean he's dead? You stupid idiot! You know what this means, don't you!? It means that I'm going to have to drag you here myself and torture you until you're begging me to kill you!"

'Sebastian!' Clary stormed towards the doors and flung them open, as she stepped out into what looked like the foyer. It was a most beautiful sight with illustrious paintings along the walls and a huge staircase, with the exact same gold trimmings that she had seen on the doors. Suddenly she heard a loud crack; she snapped her head around to see Sebastian standing a few metres away from what looked like a broken cell phone.

She could tell he was furious about something but she really didn't give a damn right now, "Sebastian! What did you…"

She was cut off, "Clary! Would you please shut up! I'm sorry, but I can't attend to your incestual needs right now. I have to go and clean up someone else's mess."

He sat down on the bottom steps of the huge staircase and rubbed his face in frustration. She could see disappointment in his eyes causing her body to suddenly go from infuriated to concern. Without evening thinking, her body slowly walked over to him and sat on the staircase with him.

'What am I doing?!' she thought to herself. She couldn't stop herself, her voice suddenly soft, "What's wrong?"

He looked at her, surprised at what she was saying and then went back leaning his head on his hand, "Let's just say, never send a demon on a retrieval mission."

'See, he's evil! He uses DEMONS to do his dirty work! He is evil!' She couldn't stop; she gently placed a comforting hand on his shoulder. He lifted his hand and placed it on hers, his head still leaning on his other hand.

They sat like this for a moment and then before she knew it she asked, "Is there anything I can do?"

He looked up at her, smiling weakly, she had never seen him like this. So... so... human. "No, unfortunately."

They sat in silence, not an awkward silence but a comfortable silence.

He broke it with a curious look on his face, "Why are you here Clary? You seemed pretty upset and angry when you first arrived."

She thought back and felt bad about thinking he did something to her. "I... I thought... I was going to... Ask... I thought... It doesn't matter." She stood up and went to walk away; she felt sudden warmth from his hand on her arm, "Clary?" His voice was so soft... so human.

She turned around, eyes watery, to see his confused and hurt face. "I ... I ..." She suddenly clashed her body against his and let the tears fall. His arms wrapped around her, enclosing her in his warmth.

She couldn't stop the tears, "What's wrong with me?"

He pulled her closer, "Shhh…" he cooed. Nothing is wrong with you." He stroked her hair soothingly, "Breathe, Clary just breath."

She started taking deep breaths. I'll just have to tell him.

Her eyes flung open at a sudden absence of warmth. She sat up abruptly and looked around her dull little bedroom; her heart ached at his absence. The sudden loss of his warmth, the absence of his embrace, the absence of... Sebastian.

She laid back down on her bed clutching her pillow to her chest, the tears started falling once again and she asked herself the same question she'd been asking herself for the last few days. 'What's wrong with me?'

She felt herself starting to drift off to sleep, when she heard loud banging at her front door.

She dragged herself out do bed, 'What the hell!'

Just before she opened the door she wiped at her tear stained cheeks, an attempt to mask her recent crying.

She opened the door to see Isabel standing at her door, "Clary! We need to go to the institute, NOW!"

She grabbed Clary's wrist and yanked her down the footpath, "Isabel! Izzy! What's going on! Is something wrong?"

She stopped and turned to Clary with a huge smile on her face. "It's the total opposite! It's Jace! He's better! They 'fixed' him!"

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