A/N: This is a sadstuck, and I can tell you it is not for the soft hearted. Also things in bold are you screaming at your absolute loudest.
{YOUR P.O.V.}
"YOU KNOW WHAT FUCKASS YOU'RE BEING SO FUCKI-" He yelled, but you cut him off.
"NO! YOU SHUT THE HELL UP I'M NOT THE ONE WHO STARTED THIS! DON'T YOU DARE GO BLAMING ALL THIS SHIT ON ME!" You screamed. You and Karkat had gotten into a fight and now he was blaming you for what HE had done. He had broken all of your glass and china that your mother had given you for your birthday. About an hour before she was brutally murdered. You didn't want to go into details. You were on the verge of tears, and they were about to fall but you kept blinking them back. You weren't going to show any weaknesses. That would be incredibly stupid of you. Anyway, you had an audience. Kankri, Dave and Nepeta were all here.
"YOU FUCKING ASSHAT! IF YOU HADN'T EVEN HAD THE STUPID FUCKING GLASS OUT THEN IT WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN BROKEN! YOU KNOW WHY DO YOU EVEN KEEP THOSE FUCKING THINGS?! THEY'RE JUST PIECES OF GLASS! IT'S NOT LIKE THEY'RE EVEN FUCKING SPECIAL!" He ranted. But when you heard the last part your tears broke past the shields of your eyes and slid down your cheeks and it stunned everyone. You had never cried. When your mother had died, you hadnt cried then. So why now? Simple. You had held it all in for so long and after all you were only a person. You had been pulled way past your breaking point and had to snap at one point.
"Karkat Vantas." You said in a deadly quiet voice. "You know why. You fucking know why those goddamn figurines were so important to me. YOU FUCKING KNEW. HOW COULD ANYONE EVEN YOU BE SO GODDAMN CRUEL?!" You were now crying harder. It hurt and you couldn't bear it much longer. Your eyes were burning from the salty tears and your throat hurt.
"( y/n )-" Karkat started.
"NO! You had your chance. Now you've lost it. I will not give you another chance. I had stood you for so long, but you still used me as a piece of trash." You said.
"WELL YOU KNOW WHAT! FUCK YOU NO ONE NEEDS YOU ANYWAY. YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT THAT NEEDS TO BE TAKEN OUT. I HATE YOU. I DON'T THINK ANYONE THAT WAS RIGHT IN THEIR FUCKING THINKPANS WOULD HAVE WANTED YOU!" He screamed back and your eyes widened and your tears stopped as if someone plugged your tearducts. You did the only thing that you knew how to do. You ran. You ran as if your greatest nightmare was chasing you. Once you reached your home, and you looked in your closet. There in the floor was a rope. You looked at it and winced. You picked it up and tied it around a tree in your yard. You knotted the bottom and hooked your head into it. You didn't bother with a note. You would go peacfully and no one would care you thought as you let yourself hang. You had thought no one cared; You were wrong.
{KARKAT'S P.O.V.}
Fuck fuck fuck. That was all you thought as you ran to ( y/n ) home. You had to be so cruel as to say those things didnt you Karkat you thought to yourself. As you reached her house. The door was wide open. You ran out into her yard knowing already what she had done. You reached her and saw her limp body dangling from a tree. Blood streamed from her mouth. Her dead eyes were empty and dull. You screamed. You cried as you took her down. As you held her you said to her; even though you knew she couldn't hear
"C'MON ( y/n ) WAKE UP! PLEASE I'M SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN WHAT I SAID PLEASE come back. . . . . ." You cried. "C'mon! Please. Say something I'm giving up on you. I'm sorry I didn't get to you. Any where I would have followed you. C'mon say something I'm giving up on you!"
{YOUR P.O.V.}
As you knelt next to Karkat you heard what he was saying. It broke your heart but you knew you couldn't comfrot him. You had made a mistake. One that you would never be able to learn from.
THE END