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So i've gotten a few questions about The Apartment- It's the Travelling Apartment from CoLS. It's not the EXACT same one, Sebastian recreated it. (as you'll soon learn from this chapter)

So here it is, Chapter 18 & i think you're gonna LOVE this chapter!

Hope you like it! ENJOY!

Chapter 18

She turned to Sebastian confusion written across her face, he grinned that wicked grin and decide to explain, "I know what you're thinking, but no, it's not the Apartment. But it is exactly like it, I recreated it." He straightened his shoulders, he was proud if himself. He took her hand and led her through The Apartment, "It's basically the same as the last except with a few changes, for example, the weapons room is bigger, so is the training room and there isn't that room that father created for our mother." A shiver went down her spine at the words 'our mother' she thought she was over it but her mind kept racing back to the institute, Jace's eyes full of despair and Sebastian's empty black one. He hadn't noticed how she wasn't exactly jumping up and down at this. He stopped in front of a door and placed his hand on the handle, "but there is your room."

He turned the handle and swung the door open, they walked in and Clary felt the tears coming up again but quickly pushed them down. It was her room. Her room from Luke's house, pretty much the exact room except her bed was bigger and she had a nicer bed spread, their were two doors at the others side of the room, she assumed one was her cupboard but wasn't sure what the other was. She walked across the room, Sebastian at her side and opened the first door. It wasn't just a cupboard but a walk in wardrobe, she walked in and looked around in awe. There were all of her clothes from home but there were also beautiful dresses, gowns and expensive heels. She couldn't help but think of how jealous Isabel would be. She exited the wardrobe and closed the door behind her. She went over to the other door and opened it. She walked in and looked around at the modern en-suite, it even had a spar-bath. She looked around once again and then exited.

Sebastian broke the enduring silence, "Do you like it?"

She turned to him and plastered a smile on, "I love it."

He gripped her hips and pulled her to him, and started kissing her neck, "What do you say we 'Christian' this place."

She moved back, "Actually I think I need to be alone for a bit."

"Why?" His grasp hadn't left her hips.

Anger rose in her, "Why?! I've just abandoned and betrayed everyone I know and love. So I'm sorry if I don't feel like 'doing it' right now!" Her voice was harsh.

He yanked away, he wasn't happy, "Fine!"

She felt a pang of guilt as she saw the pain in his eyes, she walked over to him and laid her head on his chest, his arms wrapped around her, her voice was soft, "I'm sorry. I think I just need a good nights sleep and some time to process."

She leaned back and looked up at him, he sighed in defeat, "Ok." He kissed her head and walked towards the door, just before he closed it behind him, "I'll see you later." The door closed behind him.

As soon as the door closed Clary darted back to the wardrobe, she flung the door open and rushed in she looked though the dresses, 'Im sure I saw it! I swear it's here! Ah ha!' She took the small black dress off the rack and hugged it close to her chest. She remembered the night she wore it, the night Jace said he remembered the most, the night he had first looked at her like that with those golden eyes. She walked over to her bed and collapsed on it. She gripped it tighter as the tears fell, 'Why am I doing this? Why did I leave? I want him but I love Jace. How could I have done this to him?' The tears fell until they could fall no more and she slowly drifted off to sleep, still clutching the little black dress to her chest.

Clary stared up at the clear blue sky, it was beautiful. She ran her fingers through the green blades of grass, inhaling the springtime scent. Suddenly Jace appeared above her, he knelt down so he was almost lying on top of her, his golden eyes twinkling and his sexy smile spread across his face.

"I love you Clary."

He leaned down and gently started kissing her. She slowly moved her hands around his neck and pulled him closer, deepening the kiss. He slid his tongue across her lips asking for entrance and she allowed it. Their tongues danced like butterflies in the sunlight. She ran her fingers through his hair, slightly tugging on it causing him to deepen the kiss even more. He slowly started kissing her neck, sucking and slightly nibbling on her pulse making her let out a little moan. She closed her eyes and tilted her head back as he ran his hands across her body. She opened her eyes when he stopped kissing her, he was now looking down at her with lustful eyes, but not golden.

"I love you Clary."

She could hear it in his voice that it wasn't Jace, the face above her slowly started to morph into another familiar face, 'Sebastian?'

His smile turned into his wicked grin, "I love you Clary"

Clary sat up abruptly, panting, her mind racing from the recent dream. She looked around her room; she was still clutching the little black dress. She looked at it for a moment and then slowly started to release her grip on it and finally shoved it into the draws next to her bed. She walked over to her en-suit and splashed water on her face, she looked at herself in the mirror, she had bed hair. She picked up the brush on the bench and quickly brushed it out and tied it up in a messy bun. She exited the bathroom and went into the wardrobe, she had realised she had been wearing the same clothes for the last two days. She looked around the enormous wardrobe and ended up deciding on a pair of black leggings, a pair of black ballet flats and a green t-shirt that had a Big Bang Theory quote on it, 'oh gravity, thou art a heartless bitch.' She smiled as she thought of Simon who had bought it for her for her 13th birthday, she had been going through a faze; she loved that show and even now, every now and then she would re-watch it and get hooked into a marathon episodes. She got changed and exited. She hesitated for a moment before she turned the door handle and stepped out into the hallway. She looked around and saw the glass staircase at the end if the hallway, she started heading towards it. Once she reached the bottom she saw Sebastian sitting at the table reading a book, he had heard her coming, he looked up at her and smiled, his eyes travelled over her body and then focused on her shirt and a confused look pasted onto his face.

She smiled and decided to explain the only way she knew how, "It's a mundane thing."

He shrugged and went back to reading his book, she was a bit confused she would have thought he would have her pinned against the wall right now, ripping off her clothes, but no, he was reading... just reading. She went over and sat next to him, she watched him curiously, he seemed so simple reading a book, as she watched him her hand itched to draw.

The corner of his mouth curled upwards, his eyes not leaving the book, "I know that I'm gorgeous but it's kind of hard to focus when a beautiful girl is staring at me."

Before she thought about it she leaned over and whispered seductively in his ear, "Well then do something about it."

With that he dropped the book, grabbed her waist and pulled her onto his lap, all in one swift movement. She let out a little yelp at the sudden action. He looked at her teasingly, she couldn't stand it; she wrapped her arms around his neck and clashed their lips together, their tongues clashing with a fiery passion. His hands slid up her shirt and started teasing her breasts. She let out a little moan as he tugged on one of her aroused nipples, he smiled against their kiss.

She pulled back panting, he started sucking on her pulse causing her to throw her head back in pleasure and moan once again, he again smiled against her neck.

"Why do you do that?"

He stopped kissing her and looked at her, confused, "Do what?"

"When ever I moan or make a noise you always smile, why?" She looked at him curiously.

A sly grin crept on to his face, "Well, Clarissa," he leaned down and started trailing kisses along her neck, "I. Just. Love the noises. I can. Make. My. Little sister. Make."

"Are we really gonna do this?" Her voice a bit annoyed.

He stopped and looked at her, "What are you talking about?"

"The whole little sister and big brother thing."

"Well, it turns me on and I know it turns you on."

She slightly blushed because it was true, something about the wrongness of it made it feel so right.

A sly smirk crept onto her face, she wrapped her arms around his neck and started kissing his neck, "well, big brother, how about you take your little sister upstairs and 'Christian' this place."

"You know to Christian a place properly, you have to do it in every room."

She looked at him seductively, "We should probably get started then."

He clashed his lips against hers once again, gripping her thighs and standing up, her legs wrapped around his waist. He walked up the stairs and entered her bedroom. Once the door was shut behind them he pressed her against it, she could feel how much he wanted her. She unwrapped her legs from his waist and turned around so he was pressed against the door instead of her. She slid down his body so she was on her knees and slowly undid his pants. She looked up and met his lustful eyes with her hungry ones and in one swift motion she yanked his pants off along with his briefs, exposing his alert giant. She looked at it in awe and the slowly started rubbing it. She picked up the pace after few rubs, Sebastian was looking down at her in awe, he loved it when she took control. He threw his head back and moaned as he felt her mouth wrap around him, her tongue teasing him. Each time she was going deeper and deeper, until he was completely in. She moved up and down him causing him to get closer and closer to release.

"Clary! I'm about to! I'm!" He release into her mouth, he looked down at his little sister a bit shocked at what she just did. She looked up at him, happy with herself as she licked her lips. She loved the taste of him, she never thought it would be this good. She slowly slid up him, her hands feeling him under his shirt and then she quickly yanked it over his head and discarded it to the floor. She looked at his drop-dead gorgeous body and her body yearned for him.

"I think I'm at a bit of a disadvantage here." He said tugging on the hem of her shirt.

She smiled and took it off willingly, exposing her perky breasts (she didn't bother with a bra that day). His hands immediately started rubbing them making her moan once again. She pulled him to her and smashed their lips together, there naked chests creating heat. His hand slid down her pants and started pursuing her wetness; she pressed her self against his hand. Sebastian, with his other hand he grabbed her waist and pushed her over to the bed, never releasing from their kiss. He laid her down on the bed and crawled on top of her. He pulled back from the kiss and yanked her pants off along with her panties, they were both completely naked in front of each other. He looked down at his sister in awe as she looked up at her brother in lust. He then trailed kisses up her hot skin, from her belly button to her neck and then up to her lips, their tongues dancing once again. His hand slid down her body and started teasing her. He brushed his thumb over her clit causing her to bite his bottom lip and moan loader than before. He played with her for a moment and the moved down her body and gripped her thighs, pulling her close to his face, she watched him as he kissed her inner thighs, she was about to tell him he was such a tease but instead arched her back and moaned as his tongue rolled around her. Her moans getting louder and louder. She let out a groan as his finger entered her, he thrusted in and out, finding her g-spot causing her to let out a gasp as he hit it and started teasing it, his thumb rolling her bud.

"Do you like that little sister?"

She wanted to answer but only moans, groans and the occasional whimper and gasp escaped her lips.

"So, do you like that because if you don't I'll stop." He was mocking her.

She was able to stutter, "N-N-No!"

"Oh, so you do like that?" He asked as he rubbed her spot more forcefully now.

"YES!" She threw her head back at the sensation, "YES! OH GOD! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! I NEED YOU! I NEED YOU NOW!"

"Sorry, what? I didn't quite get that." He mocked her, he loved that he had her like this.

"Stop being such a tease!" She reached down and pulled him up, she kissed him with passion, her tongue buzzed as she tasted herself on him. Clary pulled him closer so she was whispering in her ear, "I need you inside me!"

With that Sebastian grinned slyly and positioned himself on top of her, their eyes locked, he probed at her before he slid into her tight quarters. A little whimper escaped her lips as he entered her, she felt like she was being torn apart, but the pain was soon over taken by sensation as he moved in and out of her, she wrapped her legs around the back of his and her hands around his neck, pulling him deeper into her. He went deeper and deeper with each thrust, she really didn't realise how big he was until now or maybe it was because she was small and practically unused aside form the one time her and Jace were together and the other time where she was so sexually frustrated she had snuck into Isabel's room and 'borrowed' one of her 'toy'. This was different though, this was better! He was now fully in her, she felt him rub against her spot with each thrust. He was getting faster and faster, both panting faster and faster. After moments of sensation she felt herself tighten around him, she couldn't hold back anymore, she arched her back and muttered his name as she released on him, tightening around his giant, squirting her juices everywhere. He soon released himself into her hot gem. He slowly pulled out of her and collapsed on the bed next to her. They lay panting, she could feel that he left a gaping hole in her and she couldn't help but think of how sore she is going to be tomorrow. She cringed at the thought. She looked over to see that he was staring at her with a wicked grin. She couldn't help but grin back, she reached over and ran her fingers through his now sweat laced hair. She felt her muscles start to ache instantly.

"I'm gonna go for a bath." She sat up and bit her bottom lip to stop herself from whimpering at the pain. She persevered and walked over to the bathroom. Closing the door behind her, she let out a little gasp from the pain, 'how could it be so enjoyable yet so painful?' She asked herself as she ran the hot water and poured in the lavender scented bubble mixture. The tub soon filled up with relaxing warm water and bubbles. She turned the tap off and lowered her self in; a little sigh of comfort escaped her lips as her sore hymen touched the relaxing water. She let her body sink in so the water reached up to her shoulders, she closed her eyes and let her muscles relax.

After a few moments of blissful silence she opened her eyes to see Sebastian leaning against the door-frame, arms folded and completely naked, "Can I join?"

She spoke before she thought, she seemed to be doing that a lot lately, "Sure."

He strolled over to the tub and lowered himself in next to her, his arm draped around her shoulder. He leaned down and started kissing her neck; the pleasure was back. As he sucked on her pulse his hand slid down to her thigh causing her to cringe away at the touch of her sore muscles.

He looked at her confused and slightly worried, "What's wrong?"

She looked down in shame, "I'm... umm... I'm a bit sore that's all."

Clary thought he would be disappointed or he'd tease her for being so weak but no he seemed to be fine with it, he shrugged, "Ok."

She looked up at him curiously, "Really?"

He slightly chuckled, "What don't you think I can handle not having sex for one moment."

"No it's not that... It's just... I didn't think you'd...um... That you'd" she was trying to figure out a way to say it without insulting him, "that you'd understand that easily."

He moved over to her and tucked a few strands of her damp red hair behind her ear, "I understand, I could feel that it's been a while and assumed that you and him only did it that once, considering that condition and all so of course you're going to be sore after that."

She was slightly shocked at how understanding and compliant he was; he smiled at her expression, "don't look at me like that." He leaned down and kissed her gently, a sly grin swept across his face as he pulled away form the kiss, "Plus we have plenty of time to train you up to withstand my magnificence."

She splashed water at him playfully, "Now you're just being cocky."

He splashed her back playfully, "I'm always cocky."

This led to a splashing war that left the bathroom soaked and it also led to another make out session. As they got out of the now half empty tub Clary wrapped a soft robe around her and laid down on he bed, Sebastian just wrapped a towel around his waist and laid down next to her. Clary rested her head on his chest, her fingers tracing the white lines where runes once were. Slumber welcomed Clary as she listened to the beating of Sebastian's heart as well as feeling his chest rise and fall with every breath.

It was nice and peaceful, it was just like being with '...Jace.'

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