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Here it is, Chapter 26 *4 months later*

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Chapter 26

Clary was sitting at the table with Magnus talking about whether she should find out what gender it is or not.

"I think you should, I mean what if people buy it blue clothes and it ends up being a girl." Magnus said looking at her with a 'think about the horror!' Sort of look.

"Well then they can buy uni-sex colours."

"What, like yellow? No baby has ever looked good in yellow, no one looks good in yellow! Well I look good in yellow but that's with bright green skinny jeans!" He was such a drama queen sometimes.

"Well I do want to find out but I don't want to at the same time," she laid her head on the table in frustration, "AHH this is so annoying and I'm only four months pregnant! How the hell am I gonna deal with the next 5 or the next EIGHTEEN YEARS!?"

Magnus couldn't help but grin at her frustration, she snapped her head up and glared at him, "Don't you dare laugh at my frustration!"

Magnus couldn't hold it back anymore, he started laughing at her, she started to laugh as well as she thought about what she was saying but that all quickly turned around when she felt another wave of dizziness and exhaustion hit her.

Magnus noticed immediately and was at her side in seconds, "Clary? What's wrong?"

"I..." Her throat was suddenly dry, "I think I need another lie down." Magnus nodded understandingly and helped her to her room, just to make sure she doesn't collapse in the hallway like last time. He tucked her into bed and shut the curtains, he left the room to let her rest.

She had been living with Magnus for the last four months and now she was four months pregnant, it was a rough pregnancy, she gets these immediate exhaustion and dizziness hits she nearly passes out and some times she does, no one can figure out why most people just say its because she's so young and her body is 'still growing' she hated it when people told her that, she would always think sarcastically, 'way to build the self confidence!' And for the first two months she had really bad nausea but she was sure that was just morning sickness, really REALLY bad morning sickness ... at different times of the day! Simon and Izzy would visit her pretty much every two days, they seemed to be going well, right now Isabel is trying to convince her parents to let her move out with Alec, Alec wants to move to be away from his father and Isabel wants to be away so she can spend more time with Simon. Jace has comes over or checks in on her at least every two weeks but she can see the hidden pain in his eyes and Alec never comes around but that's for the best considering him and Magnus, they actually went and had coffee yesterday and it had gone well, Magnus is trying not to get his hopes up but Clary can see it in his eyes that he NEEDS Alec back. She is so grateful to Magnus for letting her move in and helping her get through the pregnancy, he seems to go above and beyond for her. Her mum and Luke visit her once a week or whenever they can, Luke has become extremely attached to the idea of him being a grandad it just makes Clary laugh whenever she sees him get hyped about buying or talking about baby stuff. She thinks it must be because he loves little kids but has never been around an actual baby and considering that Jocelyn isn't planning on having anymore kids this is kind of his chance to look after a baby. She has been going to doctors appointments, when scheduled but it's hard when she does go, she sees people with their pregnant partner, rubbing their belly or talking about names and her heart aches, Sebastian should be there with her. Over the past few months he had visited her, mentally, three times and each time he says he'll come get her or he'll tell her where he is but never does, he does however want to talk about the baby and see how she is doing its nice but it's not the same and it's even harder walking down streets, she's a pregnant teenager, but an alone pregnant teenager, it's not nice to think about but people judge even if they say they don't when they see her walk past the word that flashes across their mind is 'Slut'. No matter how good a person they are it's always the first thing to flash across there mind and it makes Clary's heart ache and stomach twist.

She laid in bed, rubbing her small bump, trying to sooth her dizziness, she then felt all of it disappear as warm arms wrapped around her from behind and familiar fingers intertwine with hers

She rolled over and wrapped her arms around the body of warmth; she hummed in reassurance "hi."

She looked up at the strong gaze next to her, "hey baby, I miss you."

"I miss you too, when will I see you I mean ACTUALLY see you." She asked as the exhaustion and dizziness still lingered in her body.

"I don't know... soon hopefully."

She smiled weakly, she pulled him closer and brushed her lips against his, she then laid her head on his steady chest. They stayed like that for awhile but jolted out of it as they heard a loud bang, Clary then heard the storming of feet and someone yelling, "Where is she? I know she's here! Tell me where she is warlock!" The voice sounded familiar.

She stepped out side the room cautiously and crept down the hallway, she then heard a snarky comment from Magnus, "May I say you look absolutely horrible, how long has it been since you slept." There was a pause and then Magnus' voice grew dark, "I'll never tell you where she is."

With that Clary stepped into the lounge room and took in the scene in front of her, Magnus stood almost calmly in front of the open front door a sword was poking against his neck, Clary's eyes followed down the sword and to the person who was holding it, her heart skipped a beat, "Sebastian?"

His head snapped around and his eyes softened as he saw Clary standing there, her eyes full of confusion. He dropped the sword almost immediately, and rushed towards her, Clary took a hesitant step back her mind was racing, "but... You were... How could you have... What?"

Sebastian looked at her puzzled; Magnus in the background had picked up the sword and was curiously looking at it. "Clary, you're alright, I've come to get you come on let's go."

Clary didn't move from her position, "but you already knew that I was alright, I told you..."

"What you never told me...Clary we haven't talked since you were in the bathroom at the apartment and you told me you were pregnant."

Clary took another step back so her back was against the wall, "No... No... The lip biting thing... You've been talking to me..."

With that Magnus dropped the sword and went over to Clary he was totally ignoring Sebastian's presence, "Clary, have you seen anything odd lately, like maybe Sebastian being here when he's not here?"

"But I was sure he was here."

"It's worse than I thought..." Magnus trailed off into thought.

Sebastian was looking confused and worried, Clary was just confused, Sebastian looked at Magnus sternly, "I wasn't sure but I think that-"

Jace suddenly burst into the room, "Magnus! Look I need to see Clary I don't care if you think-" he stopped dead in his tracks as his eyes fell on Sebastian. His first move was to fling himself at Sebastian; the next thing Clary knew was that they were in a brawl.

Clary pushed herself up against the wall as she felt her stomach tighten as she heard what they were screaming at each other,

"YOU BASTARD!"

"YOU'RE JUST JELOUS!"

"YOU VIOLATED HER! "

"YOU'RE A MONSTER!"

"YOU'RE ONE TO TALK!"

She had no idea who the words were coming from but she knew it was her fault, suddenly her head started pounding and she felt lie someone was screaming in her ears, she fell to her knees clutching her head, she screamed out in agony which seemed to make both, Jace and Sebastian stop and look over at her. Magnus was by her side saying something she couldn't hear. She clutched at her throat as she felt as if it was on fire, her breath becoming limited. She fell onto her hands and knees, she started coughing uncontrollably. She had screwed her eyes shut at the pain but quickly opened them as she went into a coughing fit, she watched platters of blood jump out of her mouth and land on the ground below her. She then clutched at her stomach, screaming at the agonising pain, it was like someone had set her insides on fire. She fell, to the ground at the unbearable pain; she had no idea what was happening only that it hurt. Then everything went black the last thing she saw was Magnus', Jace's and Sebastian's face hovering above her all with concerned looks spread across them.

Clary fell to her knees, which thankfully spilt the two boys up. They were watching her in shock. Magnus was kneeling next to her mumbling a painless spell to at least dim the pain, it wasn't working. He knew what was happening he had been suspecting it since he first found out she was pregnant but now that he knew she had been hallucinating he was certain. He should sense that the two boys were about to rip at each other's throats again, even through he hated Sebastian with a fiery passion and knew he deserved to die he didn't have time to deal with him.

Magnus snapped his head up and looked at the two boys, he raised his voice over Clary's screams of pain, "Get her into her bedroom now and put her on the bed!"

Sebastian and Jace ran to Clary's convulsing body, one on either side of her. Jace went to pick her up but her body instinctively repulsed away, she let out a weeping mumble as tears poured down her face, "Sebastian."

Jace's heart broke even more as Sebastian gently picked the girl he loved up, she pressed her head against his chest, she was still screaming with pain but her screams were dying down from exhaustion.

Sebastian felt his chest tighten as he heard each cry; he quickly but gently carried her into her room and placed her down on the bed. Sebastian knelt on the side of the bed, holding one of Clary's hands in his hand in hope that he could somehow take the pain away. She weeped quietly for a moment and then yanked her hand out of Sebastian's and her body started convulsing once again. Blood ran from her mouth, down her chin. Magnus came rushing into the room, pushing past the two boys. He was carrying a large leather book and many jars of clear liquid. Sebastian back onto the wall, Jace was across the room doing the same thing. Sebastian couldn't help but feel jealous of the golden boy. Both boys watched the girl they love scream and convulse in pain. Magnus placed the bottles of clear liquid on the bed side table and started flicking though the giant leather book, his cat eyes dashing across each page.

Magnus stopped at a page near the middle and started reading the page carefully, he bit his lip worriedly, "I was right."

Jace yelled his gaze from Clary and shot it at Magnus, "What are you talking about?"

Magnus swallowed awkwardly, his eyes still reading the page, "She's been having a... a rough pregnancy. Since I first found out that she was pregnant I was worried this might happen and over the last four months it has been getting worse and confirming my prediction and now that I've found out she has been hallucinating and about Sebastian everything points towards this."

Before Jace could ask Sebastian stepped in, "What?"

Magnus' shoulders tensed as he heard him speak, "Clary isn't only a shadowhunter but had extra angel blood in her and you're a shadowhunter but you have demon blood in you. The baby... It's half you half Clary... It's ... It's physically impossible and the body knows it... The demon blood and angel blood are..." Magnus was to distraught to continue.

Fortunately Sebastian had pieced it together, "They're fighting each other, trying to take over the baby. The baby isn't going to survive is it?"

Magnus pulled himself together, "Not unless we do something, I've been sneaking holy water into her drinks but it only seems to make her throw up or get dizzy and doesn't seem to help a lot. But the thing is to help her we need to get her angel blood or demon blood. Their are problem with each solution, we give Clary angel blood, which is going to be hard enough to get anyway, if we give her angel blood the baby will literally turn into an angel, stronger and more powerful than Nephilium, but it's against all laws. God is the only person who creates angels and they've all been made who knows what sort of wrath this would bring down. Also her body wouldn't be able to handle carrying an angel, a pure being it would destroy her, slowly kill her."

Clary had stopped screaming and convulsing and was back to whimpering and clutching her stomach.

Jace looked down at her and cringed at her pain he then looked up at Magnus, his eyes full of heart ache, "What about the demon blood."

Magnus hesitated for a moment, "If we give her demon blood it would turn the baby completely, just like the angel blood except it would become a demon. It would be soulless and we would have no idea what sort of demon it would be it could be a whole new type. It would also slowly kill her from the inside. Sucking the life out of her until she is just a shell of a being."

The room was an dry silence aside from Clary's soft sobs.

"What about my blood." Both Jace and Magnus turned around to see Sebastian staring down at Clary with broken eyes.

Magnus looked at him curiously, "What do you mean?"

"I may have demon blood but I'm also part angel. If we fed her my blood would it just make the child like me or would it kill her as well."

Magnus hesitated, "Your demon side is dominate if I was to take a guess it would have the same affect as the normal demon blood."

Magnus went by Clary's side as she started convulsing again, he rested his head on her forehead in an attempt to make any difference. He yanked his hand away as it burned. He swore and ordered the boys to help him hold her down.

The boys cam over, Jace pinned one side of her body down as Sebastian pinned the other. Magnus picked up one of the jars of clear liquid and took off the lid. He held Clary's mouth open, he noticed the boys watching him, "It's holy water."

He held her jaw open and poured the liquid down her throat causing her body to shake and her nose to bleed. He poured another jar of holy water down her throat and then another and another. After the fourth jaw he body went limp and she stopped screaming and whimpering. Sebastian's voice was full of worry and anger, "WHAT DID YOU DO?!"

Magnus' anger rose inside him at the accusation, "I bought her time! That's what I did! I helped her! I care about her too you know! She's like a niece to me! The only family I've got! I watched her grow up! I watched her become the strong person she is and if you don't understand that I am dong everything n my power to help her then you should leave now before I turn you into ash!"

Sebastian and Jace were a bit taken back by Magnus' outburst. They looked at him cautiously. Magnus leaned against the wall and slid down to the floor, "So you have exactly 20minutes until she starts up again, you have 20minutes to make your decision at what you want to happen." Jace stared at Sebastian he was shocked to see him in the state he was in. He looked as if the worst thing could have happened and then Jace's heart ached that it was because if the way he felt for Clary. Jace was about to say that they should talk about this but Sebastian started before he could, "So either way if we were to save the baby we'd end up killing Clary?"

Magnus looked at him sympathetically, "Yes."

Sebastian's eyes dimmed even more, his shoulders dropped, "Get rid of it... Get rid of the baby."

Magnus and Jace looked at him slightly shocked, if anyone was going to want to save the baby it'd be him.

"Are you sure?" Magnus asked needing reassurance.

Sebastian's voice sounded as if he'd given up completely, "If it saves Clary then ... Yes."

Magnus nodded and stood up. He moved back over to Clary and placed his hand on her stomach, before he started Sebastian announced, his voice full of despair, "I can't watch this... I'll be in the hallway."

Jace watched as the broken boy stumbled out into the hallway. Magnus looked at Jace to see if he wanted to leave as well but instead he sat next to Clary and held her hand through the process.

Sebastian stumbled out of the room and threw himself against the hallway wall. He slid down the wall so he was sitting on the ground, his heart ached an unfamiliar feeling. He pulled his knees to his chest and held himself, for the first time in his life tears threatened. Tears threatened the demon-blooded boy, the tainted boy, the disgrace. A small tear escaped as he heard Clary cry out his name from the room, he threw his head against the wall trying to block it out. It went on for five minutes and then everything fell silent. He looked up as he hear the door open, Magnus was standing there, red eyed, hands were shaking, he was able to stutter out, "It.. It.. It's ... It's done."

Magnus stumbled down the hall and into his own room Sebastian slowly pulled himself to his feet and entered the room. Jace was sitting on the bed next Clary's sleeping body, his hand and wrapped around hers. He was mumbling something under his breath but stopped as soon as he noticed Sebastian. He didn't let go of Clary's hand or pull his gaze away from her. The small bump that had had rested on Clary's stomach earlier was gone, her cheeks were stained with tears, one of hand was still clutching the bed in pain even though she seemed to be sleeping peacefully. Sebastian didn't go over to her or make some stupid comment to Golden Boy he just slid down the bedroom wall and looked at his broken angel. His mind kept racing with the images of her convulsing, whimpering, screaming dashed across his mind. He hated himself, he had never hated himself before, he hated himself because he caused this he was the reason for her pain. He couldn't help but realise he was always the reason for pain. Sebastian sat against the wall all night, staring at the girl he broke. Jace sat next to Clary, holding her hand and slightly mumbling her name and that he can't live without her over and over again, he stared at his sleeping beauty all night.

Neither boy cared of they hated the other right now, if that one deserved to die, if that he should probably be handed over to the Clave by now, they didn't care because they both needed to be here... For her.

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ps. I know that when a miscarriage happens you don't immediately lose your baby bump and that you bleed for a while but this was a Magical thing and Magnus made it so it wasn't like that. Just thought i should let you know in case anyone gets a bit annoyed.