Incestual Desire

by TheSuperBuffMarsAngelMortal

This story is set in TMI:CoHF, Jace and Clary haven't been able to touch for weeks now, not even hold hands and all this talk of Sebastian has brought up some pushed down memories in Clary, Sebastian and clary had almost gone there, and clary was willing (in CoLS), and now she was a part of the team that was in charge of his death. What will she do? *Warning-Incest!*

28. Chapter 28

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Here it, Chapter 28. Sorry about the shortness but it needed to be.

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Chapter 28

Clary stepped through the portal and into The Apartment with Sebastian. Her mind was racing with what just happened. Did she really just tell Jace to let her go? Did she really just loose everything? Did she really just loose her baby? As soon her feet touched the cold tiles she fell to her knees, her chest was heavy as if someone had strapped the whole world to it and it was her job to carry it. Her breaths came out in short painful gasps as tears burned her eyes. Sebastian kneeled down next to her; he knew what was wrong but had no idea how to help. He rubbed her back soothingly; he wasn't sure how she would feel if he pulled her into a comforting embrace right now because of everything that had happened.

Clary tried to calm herself as much as she could, "W…W…W…What did…What did I just do?"

He had no idea how to reply so he stayed silent. Clary slowly rose to her feet, with the assistance of Sebastian. She made her way up to her room, depressing silence filled the Apartment as they walked up the stairs and down the hallway. As she reached the door Sebastian opened it for her. He saw he knees weaken at the sight of the room; all the memories came flooding back. She felt her knees give in but before she hit the ground she was swiftly picked up by Sebastian and carried over to the bed, she sobbed quietly, her head leaning against his chest. He pulled the covers back and laid her down gently. He pulled the covers back over her and kissed her forehead, he felt strange doing this, these emotions were all so foreign to him. As soon as she lay down on the bed, she curled up into a ball and averted her eyes away from Sebastian, another tear escaped as he placed a soft kiss on her forehead. He hesitantly walked over to the door; he took one last worried look back at his broken angel and then exited the room, closing the door behind him. Once Clary heard the door close she let the tears fall completely and the cries escape her lips. She tried to muffle her cries with the pillow, her hands clenching the bed sheets.

'What just happened? How could I have done that? I told him to let me go. Maybe something is wrong with me. The way he looked at me. Oh god… I've lost him, I've lost everyone even…' Clary reached down and placed a hand on her stomach, which cause her cries to become louder.

'I've ruined everything…'

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