AN: so heres the next chapter, it should be longer than the rest.

Six months is an awful long time for a twenty year old. For most twenty year olds I mean. On the other hand, when your friend is in a coma, you're training for S.H.E.I.L.D, and your dad left four months ago to a place you can't know because its a top secret mission, time flies. And when that friend is in a coma because of your brother and ex boyfriend turned evil, turned fake good, turned evil, turned I dont even know anymore, and that friend happenes to be your boyfriend and Spiderman, well stuff happens. Six months. Your life can completely change. And I dont know if I'm okay with that. The therapist at Ravencroft said to keep writing my stuff down in this journal. The same journal that saved my life when Harry almost killed me. The day when we got back from Oscorp, when I realized my brother had betrayed us, Peter had gotten shot, and when we got back to stark tower, I had a panic atack. They told me he was going to die. Then they said he would be in a coma for years. They dont know how he survived, but he did. It's the spider in him.

I looked up from the journal when I heard the door slide open. "Hey Tony." I said, sighing. "Hey squirt, how ya doing?" I looked at him and rolled my eyes. "What do you want this time?" "Why is it whenever I say hi to you you automatically assume that I want something?" i gave him a look, "Fine, will you train with us, Gwen is kinda kicking our butts. There is a reason we call her the Shadow Assasin." "I know Tony, it's for the same reason you call me Stormbringer and the Lightning Assasin. Im not stupid. I don't know. I haven't sparred magic in a while, I could really hurt someone." he laughed. I liked Tony's laugh. It was the only thing that got me through two months at Ravencroft. "Thats why you wont be fighting one of us, you'll be sparring with Gwen, and everone else will be behind bullet proof glass." I laughed. "Alright, lets go." I stood up and froze. I heard Tony's intake of breath from across the room. When I stood the blanket that had been wrapped around me slid off. I was wearing a white cropt tank-to, my jeans were ripped from my thigh to shins, and the stiletto boots I was wearing did nothing to conceal the long thick scars that went from my shoulder to back, and the ones that were on my torso and thighs. From my time with Harry. I grabbed my Midtown Sciences hoodie and threw it on. "Lets go." I said as I pushed passed him.

I looked up as the door opened. "Well Miss Black, you are free to go. Your completely stable." I gave the woman a smirk, stood up, and blasted the wall apart. As I walked away, I heard her clipboard drop. "That wasn't apart of the tests." I heard her mutter. I paused, but let the comment slide. There was no reason to be in this damnable place any longer. I grabbed my stuff at a desk and walked out the "front door". I squinted my eyes at the light and heard a honk. I looked down at Tonys convertable. I ran into Clints arms, and hugs went all around. Natasha and Clint had a SHEILD sports car, Tony was in his BMW red convertable with Steve Gwen and Pepper. Bruce was in a blue sports car with the top down and in the backseat Loki and Thor were arguing. Pepper got out of her seat and went to sit in the back with Steve and Gwen. I slid into the passenger seat and we set off. "Hey Tony, can we visit the cemetary?" He looked at me from the corner of his eye, then made a quick right.

As soon as we got there I jumped out. I walked over to were I knew the two closest people to my parents would be. Besides Bruce of course. I crouched down then ploped to a seat. I made ice crystales and formed them into flowers. May Parker: beloved Aunt, wife, and friend. Ben Parker: Beloved uncle, husband, brother, and friend. I felt a tear slide down my cheek then freeze. "Hey Uncle Ben, Aunt May. I'm sorry I haven't visited in a while, I got caught up with stuff. I'm sure Peter sends his reguards, but I dont know. You see I failed. I let him get hurt. I tried, but the doctors say he still in a coma. He lost a lot of blood, and he almost died." by nor the tears were sliding down my face. "It was my fault. I should have known not to trust Harry, but I didn't think my own brother would turn against me. I guess people will do anything for money. I miss you both." I stood up. "You ready to go squirt?" Tony asked. I shook my head and went farther back. I stopped at a tombstone that said MOLLY. Under the name was a sentance: Dans la nuit de la mort, l'espoir voit une étoile, et en écoutant l'amour peut entendre, le bruissement d'une aile. I made another ice crystal flower and placed it in front of the tombstone. "Je suis désolé de vous échoué aussi. Harry va payer pour ce qu'il a fait pour aussi. Je te aime SIS. I promise."

I looked up as soon as we got to the sparring room. Gwen was wearing sparing gear. I laughed. "We aren't in kindergarden anymore Gwen. Although Harry was a lot nicer then." She laughed and took off the gear. I stepped in front of her. "go." i said. She shot a tentecle of darkness at me. Then brought up a stone wall so i couldnt jump backwards. I laughed, 180ed and did a wall flip. The wall shattered. I knelt and grazed the floor with my fingertips, coating it with ice. She took a step and her right foot slipped. I shot a burt of wind at he left foot and she fell back. Then Mollys face flashed into my mind. Molly. My best friend. My sister. They had done the same tests on her as they did on Gwen. Why did Molly die. It should have been her. I stopped what i was doing. My kneck hurt again. The chip. i shrugged it off. There was no way the darkness could get to me. By the time i started paying attention, Gwen had thawed the ice. The temperature in the room went up. Too far up. I shot a blast of ice her way and it melted. I roared in defiance. The humitity in the room condensed and lightning flashed. Then everything went white.

If I had a doller for every time I've woken up on a hospital bed, I'd be richer than Tony. I looked up and saw seven concered eyes look at me. "UGgggghhhh. How long was i out this time." i grumbled. "Two days. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" I froze as that sunk in. 21. I was 21. I let out a choked sob. "Tell me what happened, anything to get this off my mind. Everyone looked at Gwen. "Well..."

After the lighning came the sleet. Gwen put up a sheild and the ice didnt hurt her. My eyes turned black. I saw her back up and i laughed. Weak. I shot a blast of ice at her ankle and she fell screaming. The electricity in the room condenced. My hair crackled with it. Wind was blowing every where. and Gwen stood up. My hair whipped around. I could feel ice coat my torso and back. Electricity was covering my arms and my legs and waist were covered by both. She tried to feint to the right and a wall of electricity blocked her. Shards of ice were growing from the walls and one caught me in the back. It hit through the armor and hit me. I didnt stumble. "Did you honsetly think you could beat me. Yeah what you went through was bad. But i was lied to. I was rotated. Set in electricity, the room with liquid nitrogen, and heat. I have everything you do and more." i dimmed the room, made it colder. "You want dark, here, want cold here. You can kill me. Well you can try. I always win.

"...And then you colapsed. We didn't realize until after that it was Harry talking through the chip. I was so scared you were gonna die." "So let me get this right. You were scared because you thought i was going to die, not because you thought I was going to kill you." she nodded. "Your unbelieveable."Nah, shes just Gwen. You scared all of us." I froze. There was no way. I turned towards the door. My jaw dropped. "That was everyone elses reaction too." He said laughing. I stood up and punched him in the face. "How dare you! Six months! Six months and you laugh. I though you were gonna die!" Peter grinned, and I fell into his arms sobbing. He picked me up and carried me to the living room. We plopped into a recliner and he rested his lips on my head. I snuggled on his lap and he froze. I looked up and he grinned sheepishly. "I've been in a coma for six months and my girlfriend shifted in my lap, dont judge me." I turned bright red as i realized what he ment. "Prat." i said, lightly hitting his shoulder. "But you love me." I laughed and tried to pay attention to what Tony was saying, but Peter started whispering things in my ear. I turned more red with each comment. "You know Pete, if you keep it up, she's gonna explode." I groaned at the double meaning. "GWEN!" I shouted. I tried to get up but Peter pulled me back down. "Oh, uh probably shouldn't have done that." I dropped my face in my hands. "OK, im done. I can't be here while your horny, geeze." He laughed. "Awe but Emily, you love it." i stood up throwing my hands in the air. "I'm taking a shower." I started walking up the stairs and jumpped when Peter came up behind me. I gave him a look. "What?! I just got you back, I'm not letting you out of my sight." I rolled my eyes but didnt argue.