A/N: I only own OCs
bingo baby & nattiebroskette- Thanks for the review!
Dean POV
I woke up with a dull ache in my neck and back. I looked around and realized I was in a bedroom; I guessed it was one of John's. I listened and could hear John and Quinn talking.
"Did you kill him?" John asked her.
"Nope, just knocked him out." she said and I felt like Roman had knocked me out, not her.
"Was it nessecary?" John asked her and I heard her sigh.
"John, I had been in 3 relationships my entire life. They have all turned out the same… shitty. I am tired of it. I didn't give up most of my life to figure out that douchebags only exist. I am not going to stand for it." she said and I felt bad. I was one of those douchebags.
"You can't knock them all out." John protested and she chuckled.
"No, I can't, but I also don't have to put up with them." she said and he didn't have a response.
"Fine, but I think it was harsh." he said. I was surprised to hear him standing up for me.
"Maybe, but he deserved it. He kicked me out because I wouldn't have sex with him… drunk or not that's fucking idiotic." she said and I knew she was right. I felt bad all over again.
"Yes, but I am saying don't give up on it unless you really know it's not going to be worth it." he said and I heard her gasp.
"You kissed me last night, confuse the fucking shit out of me, and now tell me that you have no idea if I should leave Dean? Yet, last night you were all about that. You are just as much of a fucking douchebag as he is!" she said and I heard stomping.
"Let me go." she said and then I heard a horrible blow followed by a loud crash. I wanted to make sure she was ok, but I saw something reflect through the window. I looked out to see Quinn walking to a car. I was pissed at John and myself, but mostly John.
I finally walked out there to see John standing up from the kitchen floor. He looked up and saw me.
"How are you…" he was asking when I punched him.
"Fucking asshole! You kissed her?" I asked him.
"You fucking locked her out of the house for not sleeping with you. How am I the bad guy?" he asked me as he held his jaw.
"You couldn't even wait for her to actually end it with me." I said to him as I made sure I had my stuff before leaving. I had taken a taxi here, so I pulled out a cigarette as I started to walk down the street. I was waiting for the security guy to come get me because John's neighbors were leery of anyone who they didn't know. I was walking when I heard a car coming and they stopped beside me. I didn't want to deal with a fan.
"Get in douchebag." a familiar voice said. I looked over to see Quinn next to me. I sighed and walked around the car. I got in as she sped off towards somewhere.
Quinn POV
I picked Dean up and headed towards a wildlife lagoon. I didn't want to deal with either of them, but he seemed to be the lesser of two evils. I pulled up and got out. Dean followed as I walked towards the bench under a tree. I sat down as he looked at me.
"I am sorry." he whispered as he sat down.
"Me too… I know you heard everything." I said and he sighed.
"I hit him before I left." he said and I smirked. John deserved it.
"Good." I said and he nodded.
"I don't want to be one of those guys that hurt you." he finally said and I scoffed at him.
"You know… I thought I was different. I heard all the interviews and thought it was an act. I don't think that anymore. I know what Renee said, and what others had said. I know you said you had girls everywhere and you fucked them just because… I wanted that to be fake. I knew that you were emotionally detached, but I didn't honestly think you were like this." I said and looked at him.
"What do you want me to say?" he asked me.
"Nothing or something…. whatever you think would actually help this." I shot back as he ran his hand through his hair.
"Yes, I am that asshole. I don't know how to really treat girls or women. I am not good at this sort of thing. I had one real girlfriend and she turned out of be a slut. I am not an emotional person who invest anything into relationship, but I am willing to change that. I just don't really know how. You are the first girl I ever took to meet my friends. You are the first girl I felt like I could be the dumb ass that I really am. You are also the first girl that I have ever felt challenged by because you are just as walled up as I am. I hate it and I love you!" he said and I was surprised at the last words.
"What did you say?" I asked him.
"I said that I love you." he admitted and I blinked in confusion. I had never had any guy admit that to me.
"You can't mean that." I said and he laughed.
"I wish i couldn't, but I do. I missed you so much when you left me. I miss you every time you aren't with me. I hated it when you got attacked. I wanted to hunt the guy down and kill him. I wanted to kill Roman for telling you that you were ugly. I wanted to do so much just to make you realize that you are worth it, but instead I fucked it up." he said as he clinched his fist. I never expected to hear this from him.
"I don't really know what to say." I said and he looked at me.
"Say that you will give me another chance… say that you will let me try again. I can wait until you are ready to do anything. You are the first person that I am actually afraid to sleep with because I don't think that I will be able to please you." he said and I took a deep breath.
"I don't give people second chances… please don't make me regret this." I said and he nodded. I got ready to say something else, but I felt his lips on mine. I clung to him… it felt right.
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