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Chapter 34.

Three months, three months had passed since she left Jace and was with Sebastian again. For the first month she had the nightmares every night but now it was only on a rare occasion that she had them. Her and Sebastian were happy it wasn't like the first time where they had sex over and over… and over again, the still had sex, like every night but they were closer than before, they trusted each other, he actually talked to her about his plans- their plans- and she consulted with him about it. She hadn't been to any of his meetings until now, now she was getting ready for her first meeting; Sebastian was introducing her to The Circle. Only few of The Circle members knew about him and Clary but now they would all know and if they didn't approve or went against him because of her he'd kill them, no questions asked, she was his queen and no one would get in the way of that.

"It's a bit tight." Clary tugged at the red dress.

Sebastian was lying on the bed as she tried on dress after dress after dress. He had bought her 20 different dresses for her to decide to wear to her first meeting. Most of the members would be wearing shadowhunter gear but considering that this was Clary's 'ascension' into the Circle it was a special event so she'd be wearing a red dress, the colour of celebration or ceremony. This was the 15th dress Clary had tried on. It was a long strapless dark red dress had a beaded bust and trimming. It was beautiful but it felt like a second skin on Clary.

Sebastian shrugged, "I don't mind it."

Clary was looking at herself in the mirror when she noticed where is gaze was.

She spun around, hands on hips, "You're only saying that because you like how tight it is on me!"

He grinned slyly, "Maybe…"

She rolled her eyes and went back into the wardrobe to put on another dress. When she came back out she was wearing another long strapless dress. It was a bold red and had a fitted bust, the bottom was a loose wavy red material that hung nicely, and she had put on a pair of black shiny wedges for shoes. She looked at him questionably as his eyes lit up.

She was beautiful in that dress, he sat up and his eyes roamed her body, he muttered out, "That's the one."

She smiled shyly and tucked her hair behind her ear, "You sure."

He nodded slowly as a smile crept on his face, his eyes still roaming her body. She smiled and looked at herself in the mirror.

He stood up and walked over to her, snaking his arms around her waist and softly kissing her neck, "You make a beautiful queen."

She smiled softly and leaned into his warm embrace. She looked at them together in the mirror, she had never felt so right in her life until now, in his arms. She turned around and snaked her arms around his neck, and brushed her lips against his.

As she drew back her eye lids were drooping, his eyes filled with tinges of concern, "What's wrong?"

She rubbed her eyes and yawned, "Nothing, I think I'm just tired that's all."

"How 'bout you have a nap and I'll wake you up before dinner." He suggested.

"Ok." She drew out of his arms and walked over to wardrobe and got changed out of her dress and slipped on one of Sebastian's shirts, she loved wearing his shirts. She came back out and crawled into bed. 'Why am I so tired lately?' She thought as she pulled the blanket up. As her head snuggled into the soft pillows slumber instantly took her.

…

"Clary, babe, it's time to wake up. Clary." Clary groaned and rolled over, burying her face in the pillow. Sebastian chuckled, "Come on, I tried to wake you last night for dinner but you stayed asleep it's now 10 in the morning and you need to eat, shower and get ready for the meeting. She peaked her head up and looked at him with tired, half closed eyes. She groaned as she sat up, rubbing at her bed head hair. He smiled at her, "Come on, how 'bout you go freshen up and come down stairs and I'll make you pancakes."

She smiled at him and answered childishly, "Yes Please!"

She hoped out of bed and walked into her bathroom as Sebastian went downstairs and started cooking breakfast.

Clary sighed as she looked at her exhausted face in the bathroom mirror. Half her hair was flat and frizzy on one side, her eyes had shadows under them and she looked drained. She splashed water on her face and brushed out her bed head hair so that it was smooth and sitting nicely on her shoulders once again. She brushed her teeth and splashed water on her face once again. She ran her fingers through her hair as she walked out of the bathroom and downstairs. She smiled and her mouth watered as a waft of pancakes and bacon hit her as she entered the kitchen. Sebastian was plating up the food as she walked in. He looked up and smiled at her, he dumped the pan in the sink and grabbed their plates of food, walked over to the table, placed the plates down and sat down as she sat down next to him.

She gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, "Thank you." She said cheerily before stuffing her face with pancakes and bacon.

As they washed up, Clary drying and Sebastian washing, Sebastian asked, "Are you ready for the meeting?"
Nervousness filled her eyes, "umm…"

He turned and wrapped his arms around her, turning her face him he kissed her cheek, "You're gonna be fine."

She was still nervous; she rested her head on his chest, "What if I stuff up? What if they get angry that I joined? What if they go against us?"

He rested his chin on her head, "Don't worry about that, if they go against us I kill them where they stand." His voice was strong yet soothing. She let out a peaceful sigh and hugged him back.

He slightly leaned out of the embrace and looked down at her, "How about you go have a shower and get ready for the meeting, I'll finish up here and then I'll go get ready myself."

She nodded and smiled softly, gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and pulled out of the embrace.

She walked into her bathroom and turned on the shower. She stripped her clothes and stepped into the warm, relaxing shower. She sighed in exhaustion, 'What is up with me lately?' She thought as she started to wash her hair, 'Why am I so tired?'

She finished her shower and started drying her hair. Once she was finished she curled her hair, pinning it up loosely and she did her make-up; bold dark red lips, black eye liner and a little silver eye shadow. She walked out with the towel wrapped around her. She went into her closet and got dressed when she walked back out she found a black jewellery box sitting on her bed. She walked over to it curiously. She picked it up and read the note that was stuck on the front.

'Every Queen needs her diamonds'

-Your King

Clary smiled as she read the note and slightly blushed. She placed the note on the bed and opened the box. A little gasp escaped her lips as she looked down in awe at the gorgeous necklace; it was a beautiful diamond necklace that was a flower formation across it. She gently picked it up, still looking at it in awe. She placed the now empty box on the bed and walked over to the mirror. She placed the necklace around her neck and clipped it at the back. It sat beautifully against her collarbone. She gently placed her hand on it as she looked at herself in the mirror; she stood there for a moment just looking at herself in awe; the gown, the shoes, the diamonds.

She snapped out of her gaze when she heard a knock at the door, "Clarissa, can I come in?"

Her ears hummed at the way he said her full name, "Come in."

She turned around to face him as he walked into the room. He was in Shadowhunter gear except he was wearing dark red sword strap across his chest and his hair was slicked back. Clary heated up a little bit; he always looked sexy in his gear.

His eyes roamed her body and twinkled with excitement and love, "You look gorgeous." A genuine smile lit across his face as their gaze met.

She blushed, "Thank you." He walked over to her and cupped her cheeks, leaning down and kissing her softly.

He gently brushed a loose strand of hair off her face and looked deep into her eyes, reassuring her that everything was going to be fine, "You ready?"

She took a deep breath and nodded slowly.

He linked arms with hers and led her down the hallway to two large double doors. This was the meeting room, Clary remembered it vaguely form the first three weeks she was here her and Sebastian had done it on the table. She smiled at the memory.

"What are you smiling about?" Sebastian asked, watching her curiously.

"I was just remembering the last time we were in this room together." She answered with a sly grin.

He chuckled under his breath and then unlinked their arms.

"You wait here for a second and then I'll come and get you to introduce you to The Circle." She nodded but he could still see nervousness in her eyes. He squeezed her hand reassuringly and cupped her cheek, resting his forehead against hers, "You can do this. We can do this."

He softly brushed his lips against hers lovingly. He moved out of the embrace and fixed his posture, his face went stern with authority and he walked into the meeting room, closing the door behind him.

Clary heard Sebastian's strong, commanding voice through the door although she couldn't make out what he was saying. She heard a few other voices and then a few murmurs that sounded like an uproar

"She's one of them!"

"She's a spy!"

"I have seen her, she's not a spy!" Clary wasn't sure who it was but was thankful for them defending her.

'BANG' "Silence!" it was Sebastian. "IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT SPEAK IT NOW! OR LET ME HAVE NO MERCY ON THOSE WHO GO AGAISNT!" Clary's heart rate quickened she knew what he was talking about, "SHE IS OUR QUEEN AND YOU WILL TREAT HER WITH AS MUCH AUTHORITY AND RESPECT AS YOU DO ME!"

There was silence and then Clary heard a few gasps and a 'THUNK' Clary swallowed awkwardly, 'What's happening in there?'

The door suddenly opened and Sebastian was standing there with his hand held out to her, a sly yet warm grin on his face and Clary noticed the splash of blood on his gear. Clary put on her most calm face and straightened her posture. She took his hand and let him lead her into the room. A giant long rectangular table sat in the middle of the room, members of The Circle sat at it. Clary's eyes skimmed across their faces, some were familiar from fights but most she didn't know. Her eyes landed on a familiar figure and her heart skipped a beat 'Robert Lightwood?' Their gaze met for a second and she saw that his filled with panic. She cautiously pried her eyes away from his and looked at Sebastian, he was looking around the room with pride.

"Your queen, Clarissa Fairchild. Daughter of the great Shadowhunter who brought this all together, Valentine Morgenstern and my sister." He announced with pride.

He gestured for her to take a seat next to his at the head of the table. She sat down properly, just like her mum taught her when she goes out to dinner. Sebastian took a seat next to her and started the meeting.

The members of The Circle filed out of the apartment, one or two of them going through portals.

"Umm, Clarissa can I speak with you for a moment?" She turned around to see the familiar figure she was shocked to see earlier, Robert Lightwood; Alec and Isabelle's father.

"uhh… ok." Clary was still uncomfortable and confused with this. Robert gestured for her to enter the kitchen. She went in, Robert followed.

"Clarissa I'd like to make it clear that I'm on your side." He said in a shushed tone.

She eyed him curiously, "What side is that?"

"The Circle's of course, I didn't want you thinking I'm here to spy." He said. Clary had only seen Robert a few times but every time she did he held authority, power and made her kind of scared but now he was looking at her as if he was a bug and was begging Clary not to step on him.

She felt empowered for some reason, "Well wouldn't it be suspicious that you're telling me your not a spy."

His eyes filled with panic as if she was raising her foot above him, ready to squash him, "I'm not, trust me! Please the Circle has been my life! It's all I have!"

Clary was taken back by this little outburst, "But what about your family, Maryse, Isabelle, Alec?"

His shoulders slumped, "Maryse divorced me three months ago. She hasn't told the kids about it yet although I think they must already suspect something."

Clary felt a tinge of sympathy towards him but was still cautious at his being here, "But how can you stand with the man who killed your son, Max?" She hated that she was asking this but it had to be asked.
He shrugged, "We all must make sacrifices. Valentine was a good man, though I must admit his methods were… in convenient, his idea and reasons were right and even though Sebastian did …kill Max his methods are better than Valentines. I've always believed in the Circle and forever will, that's how I can stand to be in the same room and fight side by side with the man who killed my son."

Clary stood in silence, processing what she just heard.

"I think I should probably get going." Robert said, breaking the silence.

"yes, of course." Clary said, smiling weakly.

Just before Robert left he turned around to Clary, "I can see why he chose you to be his queen… He loves you, you know? I can see it, the way he looked at you in the meeting earlier. It's the way Valentine used to look at Jocelyn, your mother. It's an eternal love, a love that can break a man and also create a man. Jocelyn broke Valentine when she left but I have the feeling your love will be the love that creates a man."

Clary smiled at him peacefully, her eyes saying'I hope so', as he exited the apartment.

She turned around to see Sebastian shaking the hand of one of the other members and wishing him well as he exited through a portal.

Sebastian walked over to her with a grin on his face. He snaked his arms around her waist and pulled her into a soft, exciting kiss. As he pulled back she hummed in pleasure, "mmm, what was that for?"

He started trailing kisses across her neck, "You. Were. Amazing. Today. You make the. Perfect. Queen." He lifted his head, smiling softly at her, "and may I say you looked beautiful as well."

She kissed him and then pulled back with a wicked grin on her face, "Maybe we should celebrate that everything went well."

"Everything except the whole Joseph going against me and me having to kill him and what not."

He said as he looked down at the blood-stain on his gear.

"Aside from that everything went well and I really want to celebrate."

He grinned slyly and kissed her passionately. Clary wrapped her arms around his neck, entangling her fingers in his hair, slightly tugging on it creating a groan to escape his lips. She grinned against their kiss. She broke away from the kiss, grabbing his hand and racing up the stairs, dragging Sebastian behind her. He went to pull her into the bedroom but kept getting dragged down the hallway.

"But-"

"I want to do it in here." She pushed the meeting room door open and grinned at him.

He quickly pulled her into another passionate kiss, their tongues dancing like fire in the wind. Clary looped her fingers into the waist band of his pants, Sebastian reaching around and slowly taking out all the pins in her hair, letting them fall to the ground. Clary pulled him closer to her; she fiddled with the clip of sword strap. Sebastian broke away from the kiss and swiftly took his gear off. Clary watched him with hungry eyes as he stripped his clothes. She loved that one of the basic Shadowhunter training is to be able to quickly and swiftly remove fighting gear. Everything except his briefs were now on the ground to the side. He gripped her hips, pulling her into another heated kiss. His hands slid around her back, swiftly unzipping the dress, running his hands down her sides; pushing the dress to the floor. Clary's hands wrapped around his neck, pressing their bodies together. She started to slowly start to walk backwards, bringing Sebastian with her. As she reached the edge of the table she moved up so she was sitting on it. Her legs slightly hooked around the backs of his legs. Sebastian started trailing hot kisses down her body as she lay back on the table. He kissed the edge of her panties before swiftly removing them and chucking them to the other side of the room. Sebastian ran his hands up her stomach, gripping her hips as he ran his tongue across her heat. Clary bit her bottom lip at the teasing. Sebastian ran his tongue across her heat again this time a little moan escaped her lips, the reaction he wanted. Sebastian slid his tongue in her folds and found her hidden bud. She was already wet for him when he swirled his tongue around her bud. Clary lifted her hips up wanting more. Sebastian knew what she wanted and quickly thrusted his finger into her wetness. Clary let out a little gasp and then started moaning louder as he thrusted inside her, his tongue still teasing her aroused bud. He inserted another finger inside her warmth; two finger, three fingers and now four. Clary's head was tilted back and she started screaming as his started hitting her spot and teasing it to his will. He ran his tongue up her hot, sweat laced body. Still thrusting his magical fingers inside her as he captured her screaming mouth as his. He pushed his tongue into her mouth causing her to scream even louder against their kiss.

He grinned and started sucking on her pulse, "Tell me what you want Clary."

She was able to get out one singular word in between the screams of pleasure, "YOU!"

He grinned against her neck, he could feel how much she wanted him, "What do you want from me?"

"OH GOD! I WANT YOU! I NEED YOU! NOW!"
Sebastian grinned and with one hand pulled his briefs off and discarded them to the side as he asked once more, "What do you want from me?"

"I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME!"

With that Sebastian swiftly and quickly pulled his dripping fingers out of her wetness and ploughed into her. He gripped her thighs and thrusted into her faster and harder each time. She screamed as he hit her spot over and over again. He moaned on the brink of screaming her name at the sensation of her warmth being wrapped around him.

He felt the sensation rise inside him but held it back just in time for her to scream his name, arch her back and release her hot juices onto him; his own bursting into her core immediately after. Sebastian rested his head in the nook of her neck, his panting meeting the rhythm of her racing heart. He slowly pulled out of her sensitive and stood up, helping Clary up with him. He gently gripped her waist and lifted her off the table, placing her down on her shaky legs. She leaned back against the table and quickly took her shoes off, it was already going to be hard to walk after that but with heels, Screw That!

She gave him a quick kiss and picked up her dress and underwear. As they walked out into the hallway Clary suddenly felt lightheaded and slightly stumbled.

Sebastian gripped her waist to steady her, "Clary are you ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine I just suddenly got lightheaded for some reason." She shook it off and smiled at him, "Come on I need a shower."

Sebastian grinned slyly, "Can I join?"

Clary leaned up and whispered seductively in his ear, "Only if you can…" She pushed him and started running down the hall to her bedroom, "CATCH ME!"

For a moment he watched her run down the hall, full of giggles, her red locks bouncing on her shoulders, he loved the way he slim, beautiful, petite figure moved as she ran down the hall. He started running after her, chuckling under his breath his eyes full of, desire, lust and love.

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