The song is BEST THING I NEVER HAD - BEYONCE. Please read, you'll understand the feelings better. Umm, sorry for taking so long to update. But here it is and Thanks to my Beta Reesie (: Thanks girl !
Sam P.O.V.
It's been a month, and Sam has been going crazy. He wanted to have sex, NO he NEEDED to have sex. I mean why should he wait? She was only a 16 year old girl, what made her so special? Shit, she wasn't special. Sam knew that was a load of shit, and that she was special. If she wasn't he wouldn't be pacing around his room like a mad man. All he had to do was text Amber and they could meet up in an hour, Mercedes was in school. Then no one would ever know, it would just stay a secret. He reached over and grabbed his phone from his bed.
Hey (; - Sam
oh, your alive? - Amber
HA HA -_- - Sam
what do you want Sam? - Amber
you wanna hook up? - Sam
when? - Amber
now? My house? - Sam
be there in an hour – Amber
Sam dropped his phone on his bed and started doing the salsa like Victor Cruz does when he scores a touch down. He was excited all would work out, it wouldn't be a big deal, he just wouldn't get caught.
Mercedes P.O.V.
" Hey Mercy, wait up" Jake Puckerman said jogging up to her. Jake liked Mercedes, he always tried asking her out, but she always turned him down. It wasn't that he wasn't cute or had a nice personality. He was actually really funny, and nice to be around. But she wasn't going to cross that line. One he wasn't Sam and Two she was going to wait the two months for Sam, so she couldn't go out with him.
"Hey Puckerman, what's up?" she bumped shoulders with him, which made him smile, he also has a nice smile.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"Class, duh just because you don't go to class doesn't mean all of us don't" she laughed and rolled her eyes.
"HA HA Puss, didn't you hear, classes are canceled for seniors" he said excitedly. Mercedes rolled her eyes at the nickname, he calls her that because he said her brown eyes remind him of Puss' from Shrek.
"Don't lie to me Puckerman" she pointed a finger at him.
"I'm not, trust me Puss, so you want to hang out?" He tried again.
"No thanks, I think I'll just go home. I'm exhausted" she lied. She was ecstatic, she could go home and see Sam, they could hang out. She noted the disappointment in his eyes.
"Oh okay, catch you later?" he asked. She smiled.
"In a while crocodile" she answered.
"See ya later alligator" he smiled back,hugged her than kissed her on the cheek. Mercedes was so close to being out the door when Santana stopped her.
"You wanna go to the Pizzeria?" she asked.
"Um, I'm just going to go home, I don't feel well" she lied again, Santana just rolled her eyes.
"If you wants to gets you mack on with guppy lips than say so" she stated, Mercedes rolled her eyes, said goodbye and started walking away.
"MERCEDES!" yelled Santana down the hall, Mercedes turned around.
"BY THE WAY, JUST WANKY YOU TWO" She said, and walked away. Mercedes was going to kill her, why would she do that, she smiled. She got outside, the walk to her house was about an hour, she put her headphones in, put the music on and started walking while humming.
" cause who's laughing now" she sung.
Neutral P.O.V.
Sam waited by the door, looking out the window. She had finally arrived, he swung the door open, forgetting to close it. He didn't care they were on the living room couch. He took her hand and made him straddle him, something was nagging him. Maybe it was because Amber didn't have the curves Mercedes had, her thighs would have made him feel better he ignored it, and started undressing her, he flipped them over, and started kissing her, which also didn't feel like Mercedes' kisses.
Mercedes walked into her house, she knew no one would be home. Her parents were at work, and Kevin was at school, she dropped her book-bag grabbed a banana, and walked over to Sam's house, again his door was wide open, she smiled to herself, he always keeps the door open. She walked in to surprise him, only to find him balls deep in another bitch. She wanted to leave, but her feet wasn't moving, she knew she had to get out of there. She felt her eyes start to water, she backed away, but she bumped into the book shelf and dropped a vase. Sam quickly sat up, only to see a sad Mercedes, she apologized, the best she could with out sounding sad, but Sam knew better. She turned around walking away. Sam got up and put his sweats on, and followed her, not before telling Amber he would be right back. He ran out the door screaming her name but she wouldn't stop. He quickened his step and caught her at her doorstep he grabbed her by the wrist, and turned her around. Only to be met with tears coming down her face, and her eyes puffy. It broke his heart to see her that way.
"Mercy" he whispered.
"Don't you dare" she cried.
"Let me explain" he tried.
"NO, you don't get a chance to explain. I just want to know why?" She asked wiping her tears away.
"I don't know" he answered, she rolled her eyes.
"Wrong answer, you know what Sam? Do me a favor, don't talk to me, don't look my way, don't even breath the same air that I breath. I didn't force you to wait, you promised me. You could have saved me the heart ache and just told me no, that you couldn't do it, and we would move on, and you could fuck any bitch you wanted to." She spat angrily walking away.
"Mercedes please" he said wiping a tear from his cheek.
"NO, as far as I know you died in my eyes, when you fucked that bitch" she spat, giving him a cold glare and walking into the house. Sam felt like someone punched him in his heart. He walked back to house, Amber was gone. He walked straight up to his room, he cried for the first time in his life over a girl.
OOOOO
Weeks has gone by, he just stayed in his room, in his own little bubble. He didn't speak to anyone. It would have stayed that way, if he hadn't of made plans with Kevin, a month ago to hang out, play video games and drink. He got out of bed got into the shower, and let the water run over him. Thinking about Mercedes, if only he wouldn't have thought with his dick, he wouldn't be in this situation. He got dressed and walked over to the Jones' house even though it would hurt him even more seeing her there. He knocked, and Kevin opened the door.
"Damn man, you look like death" Kevin laughed.
"Yeah well I haven't slept much" he answered dryly. Kevin was about to answer when Mercedes came down the stairs with her radio and Ipod in her hand.
"You ready?" she asked Kevin completely ignoring he was there.
"Yeah" Kevin answered smiling.
"What's going on?" Sam asked.
"Well Cedes' asked me to listen to her sing one of her songs for her glee club, I told her you were coming, she said it was great because the more ears the better, so we're listening to her sing. It won't take long" Kevin answered walking into the kitchen, with Sam behind him. When Sam walked into the kitchen, he saw Jake, Puck's little brother there, what was he dong there. Sam walked up to him.
"Hey what's up Man?" Sam asked.
"Nothing, Merce wanted me to come, I had to support MY girl" he answered, smiling at Mercedes, which made her blush, and put her face down. Sam almost passed out, HIS girl? Oh god, he pushed her away, he did this. He made them become something. Sam gulped, and walked away. He sat at one of the chairs on the table, Jake sat next to her, with Sam and Kevin sitting across from them. He rubbed her back, so she could start. Sam clenched his fists under the table. She looked up at him, staring him dead in his eyes. Right then and there he knew the song was about him. He tensed, if looks could kill, she'd be a wanted woman. She glared at him, and started.
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
I say what goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around...
She sang, staring Sam in his eyes, which went without knowing to everyone else.
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I must've been out of my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
I thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out
She smiled sadly at Sam, then continued, Sam fidgeted in his seat. She sang the song with so much soul, with so much meaning. It killed him to know this was how she felt. She belted the next part.
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
You turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
And I'm gonna' always be the (best thing you never had)
Oh yeah, I betit sucks to be you right now
So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
I thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out
She looked over to Jake, and smiled. And actually smiled. She turned around back to Sam, and crossed her arms over her chest and stared him down. Sam felt like shit, he felt like crying.
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
I said, you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
And I'll never be the (best thing you never had)
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now
I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye
Mercedes continued to stare at him, so he could know the song was for him. He took a deep breath, he couldn't break down here, not in front of everyone.
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
Oh you turned out to be (the best thing I never had)
And I will always be the (best thing you never had)
Oh, best thing you never had!
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
Oh you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
Oh, I will never be the (best thing you never had)
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now
What goes around, comes back around
What goes around, comes back around
I bet it sucks to be you right now
What goes around, comes back around
I bet it sucks to be you right now
What goes around, comes back around
I bet it sucks to be you right now
She finished, than smiled wickedly at Sam, by the look on his face, she knew he got the message.
"So...?" she asked, even though she knew she killed it, there was only one response she wanted.
"Wow, Merce you did amazing" Jake beamed, he couldn't stop smiling. She was so beautiful, and she did such a great job he thought.
"That was amazing Cedes', damn you've gotten better. That's my sister" Kevin beamed. She turned to Sam.
"So what did you think Samuel" she spat coldly, which went unnoticed again.
"That was great Mercy" he croaked, which caused both Kevin and Jack to look at him.
"Don't grow a vagina Sam" said Jake in true Puckerman fashion.
"Yeah, she was good but damn man up" Kevin clasped him on his shoulders. Mercedes just rolled her eyes. He didn't have feelings when he was having sex with another girl after he made a promise to me he wouldn't,she thought.
"Thanks" she said looking at Kevin and Jake. She got up, and Sam didn't notice she was dressed until now.Where was she going he thought.
"I'm going to go upstairs to grab my purse, then we can go" she said to Jake, he just nodded. Kevin got up and grabbed the beer and walked into the living room noticing Sam wasn't following him, he stopped.
"Come on man" he said.
"I'll be there, gotta use the bathroom, gimme a sec" he answered going up stairs without hearing the response. He needed to speak to her. He rushed into her room, she whipped around at the sound of the door opening.
"What the fuck do you want?" She spat coldly.
"Mercedes just hear me out please" he pleaded with her.
'No, I don't want to hear your excuses, move out my way I have to go" she answered. Sam knew she wasn't going to move, so he did something he knew would stop her. He kissed her, he needed her to understand. It didn't work, she pulled away and smacked him hard in his face.
"How fucking dare you, I'm done with what ever this is. What part of you're dead to me don't you understand' she spat.
"Mercedes you can't date him" he pleaded with her, ignoring what she just said.
"Get out my way Samuel" she crossed her arms over her chest. He decided to put his foot down.
"Mercedes you are not going on that date" he said angrily.
"Yeah? Who's going to stop me? I'm going to this date" she asked him laughing.
"OVER MY DEAD BODY" He said stepping closer to her.
Oh how the tables have turned huh? Well let me know what you thought, thanks again to my Beta Reesie! Please Review, and tell me what you guys thought, it makes my day lol.