3. Not ready
Shane and I were named prom king and queen. His body was pressing against mine while we were dancing. The soft music was playing and for that moment everything was perfect.
"I told you we would win," Shane smirked.
"You were right,"I smiled.
"I am ready to get some time alone with you," Shane whispered.
I nodded, but I knew I was not ready for what he was wanting. He placed his hand on my back and we left the gym together. High school is over, I thought. But Shane and I will always be together.
"So you would you like to go eat at Spaghetti Warehouse?"
"I thought you wanted to go somewhere fast,"I replied.
"There is no hurry. We have all night right? And I want make everything perfect for you,"Shane whispered.
"I love you," I said taking his hands. We got into his truck and I could not stop looking into his dark brown eyes. I wanted Shane so bad, but I remembered a promise I made to myself. I had promised not to have sex until marriage as much as I love Shane I could not break that promise.
Shane pulled up to the restaurant and got a quiet table for us in the corner. I ordered my favorite pasta dish and salad. Shane ordered a steak. Always a big meat-eater, I thought.
"I could do this forever,"Shane promised me.
"Eat at expensive restaurants?"
"No. I meant being with you. I am trying to say I could be with you forever. We just feel right together,"Shane smiled.
"I know,"I smiled.
The waitress brought out our food, and I eat slowly. Shane was finished before I was half way done.
"Are you going to get desert?"
"No. You can me my desert,"Shane smirked.
I said nothing, but took his hand. I took a few more bites of my food, and wiped my mouth.
"I am ready to go," I said putting my fork down.
"No problem. I'll pay for the meal, and we will head to the party," Shane smiled.
My stomach started to get butterflies. How was Shane going to react when I told I couldn't? I did not want to lose him.
"Let's go," Shane said taking my head. I was quiet the whole way until we got to the party.
"Hey, I glad you two made it,"Lori said opening the door.
"Thanks for inviting us," I smiled.
"Well there are plenty of snacks in the kitchen and beer. Also the guest room is empty if you two want to be alone," She said walking off.
"I'll get a beer and we go hang in the guest room," Shane said.
"Okay," I said. I stood there feeling out-of-place until he returned.
"I got you a soda," Shane said handing me a can drink.
"Thanks," I smiled.
He took my hand and lead me to the guest room. In the middle of the room was a big bed. Shane put down his beer, and softly pushed me on the bed. He put his hand son my face, and pulled me lips were pressed against mine. I closed my eyes and felt his tongue moving against my lips. Everything about this felt right. His body thrusting against mine causing me to get wet down there. I thought for a moment I might could do this. That was until Shane took his pants off.
"We should probably take of these dress clothes,"He said.
"Yeah, you are right. Did you bring anything to change into?"
"Yes, but I was thinking we might be without our clothes for a bit,"Shane said.
"I know we haven't really discussed that," I said looking at the floor.
"You want me to be tested for stds? Because I have already been," Shane said serious.
"No. You have to know I am virgin," I whispered.
"I figured you might be,"Shane said gently.
"Well, I plan on waiting. Until marriage. You know I am Catholic, and go against my beliefs. It's not that I don't want to,"I said hoping to make him understand.
"I am Catholic too, but you can ask for forgiveness," Shane smiled.
"I am not ready. I hope you can understand,"I said taking his hand.
"Ofcourse I do. And I will wait for you to be ready. I love you," Shane said.
"I love you too," I said.
"So does the whole waiting for marriage mean you can't have oral sex either?"
"That's right,"I said smiling.
"God, I might just have to marry you,"Shane whispered kissing my lips.