18. First time

I was finally leaving Philip's house. I had taken a fresh shower to get rid of the smell of sex. How did I let this happen again? Another failed break up with Philip. Looking into his sad eyes I never could break his heart, but in the end I would hurt him more by leading him on. I got in my Mercedes and drove off as fast as I could.

I would find away to end it. I had too. Touching Shane's hand made everything clear. I still love him. Suddenly I realized I was driving too fast. Blue lights where flashing behind me. Shit the last thing I needed was a speeding ticket, I thought.

Then I saw it was Shane. He had pulled me over.

"Andrea, you are under arrested," Shane teased with his brown eyes. God, was there anyone sexier than Shane. Not even Philip could compare to his rugged good looks.

"What for officer?"

"Stealing my heart," Shane said his brown eyes glowing.

"That's cheesy officer Walsh," I said kissing his lips. My hands reached to the bottom part of his pants.

"Come on baby," Shane said pulling me into the cop can. His kisses covered my body, and fingers ran through my hair. This was the moment we both had wanted so long. I was not scared anymore. Any guilt or shame sex cause me was gone. Thanks to Philip, I thought.

Shane took of his pants, and I threw my off fast. In a hurry, he ripped off my red panties. Slowly he placed himself inside of me rocking back and forth. He started kissing my lips, and I knew this was what making love felt like.

"I missed you," Shane whispered pulling away from my lips.

"Not as much as I missed you."

"I still love you," Shane said thrusting himself deeper inside me. I said nothing but dig my finger nails into his back. He finished up inside me, and softly kissed my forehead.

"I am sorry I did not wait for you. I had sex with another man," I said feeling guilty.

"Andrea, I don't care about that. I did not love because you were a virgin. I love you for you. As long as I can only be your last," Shane whispered.

"You will be," I smiled.

"So it's over with the creepy older guy?"

"Philip is not creepy, he is attentive," I said defensively.

"You did not see the looks he gave Rick and I at the restaurant. He looked like he was going to murder us," Shane said.

"He does get crazy jealous," I admitted.

"Promise me, you will end it with Philip. Unless I am too late and you're in love with him," Shane whispered.

"No, you're not too late. I could never love anyone else. Philip never stood a chance. Because you owe my heart from the first time I saw you," I smiled.

"We were only four,"Shane smiled.

"I knew then," I kissed his lips again.

"I have to go back to work, but can I call you afterwards. Maybe come over?"

"Yes, you should stay all night if at my apartment," I reply.

"That sounds perfect," Shane grins.

"I love you. See you tonight," I smile walking to my car. This was how life should be, I thought. I would have to make it clear to Philip it was over, and then I could start my future with Shane.

Notes: About start part three which will be from Philip's POV. What do you think so far?