When I arrived at school the next day Courtney was waiting for me by herself.

"Where's David?" I asked and she shrugged

"So, how was the date?" She asked and I looked at her blankly.

"That bad?" She asked and I chuckled.

"It wasn't it was bad, it's just I don't like him like that" and she nodded.

"So he's all yours" I giggled and Courtney blushed.

"I don't know what your talking about" she insisted.

"Sure Courtney" and we laughed together. The rest of the day was slow, I didn't see David at all, but Courtney text him and said something had came up and he'd try and get in before the holidays started. After school I skipped over to Jacobs car and jumped in, and hugged Jacob.

"Missed you yesterday" I said once I'd settled back in my seat.

"Aw missed you too Nessie" we drove to Sam and Emily's talking about my day at school, how everyone was at home, about billy and how they thought Rachel had gone into labour yesterday, obviously avoiding the subject of my date, when we pulled up everyone was already there.

"Oh no a vampire" quil yelled, he seemed to like doing that at the minute.

"Once again quil, I am half human remember" and he nodded

"Oh yeah, forgot about that" and I chuckled, Leah shot me a look as usual, and Seth hugged me.

"Aw it's been ages ness" he said and I nodded

"Too long" and then embry picked me up and swung me around like he normally does.

"Embry, one of these days you'll regret that when I throw up all over you" I yelled and he set me down on the floor and we laughed, Jacob was instantly at my side and we sat down on the couch, everyone else sat down too, Rachel and Paul didn't come though they decided it was best seen as though Rachel was so big now and the near miss they had last night.

"Everyone we have some news" Emily said holding sam's hand.

"I'm pregnant" she yelled and everyone wrapped her up in hugs, whilst all the guys shook sam's hand. I was secretly jealous, Rachel having a baby, Emily having a baby and I didn't even know if I could have a baby, I had to push the thought out of my head, the first reason being if jake or someone held my head and heard my thoughts they'd think I was nuts because of my second reason being I don't even have a boyfriend or a husband, good one Nessie. The rest of the night was spent with having food and celebrating the news of the new wolf baby. Emily was doing the washing up and I decided I would give her a hand.

"So you excited?" I asked and she grinned.

"Yeah, we've been trying for so long, I thought it wasn't going to happen" I was so happy for Emily she'd gotten what she wanted finally.

"I'm really happy for you Emily both of you" she hugged me covering my back in bubbles from the water.

"I'll be expecting you on baby sitting duty" I laughed

"Oh of course" and then we went back to washing up, I was quiet content laughing with Emily and Kim, playing with Claire and talking to jakes brothers.

"You ready to go ness?" Jake called from the door and I nodded, giving everyone hugs before we left.

"So good news about the baby huh" I said once we had stared driving and Jacob nodded.

"Um yeah sure" I stared out the window, we needed to break this tension.

"You didn't really have wolf things to do the other day did you?" I said and Jacob glanced at me.

"Mom told me, you said you were coming back with me then I told you about my date and you left" he sighed and nodded.

"Why jake" he shrugged.

"It wasn't very good anyway" I said sitting back in my chair and jake snorted a laugh.

"That's one down then" he mumbled and I sat right back up and looked at him.

"I'm sorry what did you say?" I asked yelling a little.

"Oh come on ness don't kid me" I was so confused.

"What are you talking about jake" and he laughed

"You I'm talking about you, liking all these boys" I shook my head in confusment.

"I don't like David, I just want to be his friend" and jake looked at me.

"Oh yeah and what about embry?" Well that was a shocker.

"Embry?" I repeated

"Oh come on ness, I can see the way you look at him, giggle when he hugs you, it's so obvious" now I laughed.

"Oh please, you've got to be kidding me right?"

"Wrong" he snapped back.

"Jake I don't like David, or embry" and he stared at me blankly

"Anyone else your going to accuse me of liking?" And he shook his head sheepishly.

"Good" I snapped we drove in silence for a while but I need to ask.

"Why did you even care Jacob? Where you jealous" jake looked at me and then back to the road but didn't answer.

"Oh my gosh you were" I said and Jacob gulped

"Aw jake" i said I couldn't help but my heart melted a little.

"Yeah so what" he said but I couldn't help but grin.

"Pull over jake, we need to talk about this" of course he obeyed and pulled over.

"Why where you jealous?" And Jacob turned to face me.

"Nessie" he said quietly "haven't you ever wondered why we were best friends, why we were inseparable?" I nodded

"I use too, but then after I started school I seen a little less of you so" and he nodded looking sad again.

"Nessie I've wanted to tell you this for so long, but I'm scared, you'll freak out and I can't loose you ness, you here me I just can't" he was freaking out a big but I ran my hand over his and soothed him.

"I'm not going anywhere jake, just tell me" and he nodded.

"Nessie, you know about Emily and Sam, jared and Kim, Rachel and Paul and quil and Claire right?" I nodded

"Sure there imprints" and he nodded

"Well Nessie your my imprint" my mouth dropped open, I was Jacobs imprint I mean sure I'd thought about it once but no I thought it couldn't be possible.

"So you imprinted on me like quil imprinted on Claire?" And he nodded.

"Yeah when you where a baby" and I nodded.

"I love you Nessie so much it hurts me to even think about you with someone else, hell it hurts me to even think about you being away from me" I was kind of touched by Jacob telling me all of this it was so brave of him.

"So you love me like... Quil and Claire love?" And he shook his head.

"I use to, but I guess it's turning into more Emily and sam love but Nessie I'd never rush you or force you into anything If you don't then I totally understand" a small smile curled on the edges of my lips, and I scooted closer to him and cupped his face with my hand and showed him how much I loved him.

"I do love you Jacob, so much and you are hot, so fucking hot" he laughed

"It comes with being a wolf" and I laughed.

"So I want to you know give this a go, see where it goes" now he was grinning so much, I don't think is seen him smile like this in years, I brought our faces closer and lightly pecked his lips.

"Love you jake" I whispered still being so close to him I could feel his breath on mine.

"I love you too Nessie" he replied and he kissed me again for a little longer but I didn't mind this was a proper first kiss, this was what I had wanted magical. When we pulled away we just grinned at each other and I slid back over to my seat and we drove back to the cottage.

"Thanks jake" I said before getting out.

"Thanks for what?"I shrugged

"I don't know, but just thanks" and he grinned and held my hand and kissed it.

"I'll pick you up tomorrow, love you ness"

"Love you jakey" and I hoped out of the car and went inside.

"So how was the party?" Mom asked switching off the TV as she cuddled into dads arms

"Emily's pregnant" I told them and mom smiled.

"That's fantastic, tell her I said congratulations" I nodded

"I will, and guys I need to tell you something" I sat down on the coffee table In front of them.

"So I talked to jake about the whole date thing" mom sat forward more.

"Is your shield up?" I asked and she nodded

"It's always up honey your good" and I nodded

"Well and Jacob told me about the whole imprinting thing" and then dad sat forward.

"He what?" Dad said abruptly

"Yeah and then I kissed him" dad was standing up now pacing around.

"Daddy, it's fine, I've told him were just going to see how things go" mom held my hand and smiled.

"Edward we raised he right she's a smart girl" he nodded

"I don't worry about her it's him" I stood up and walked over to him.

"Daddy, Jacob loves me he would never do anything to hurt me trust me" and he nodded and sighed and hugged me.

"Go on sweetie, go to bed I'll see you in the morning" I nodded and kissed moms cheek and left to go to bed.