Jpov

I was out in Seattle with jett and nina shopping for nessies birthday next week. I really had no idea what to get her, I mean what do you buy someone who already has everything. Nina was at least asleep in her pram while me and jett looked, she wasn't a shopping person if she was bored she would let everyone know and wouldn't stop until she was fully entertained. Jett on the other hand was loving looking for something for his mom, however everything he was picking up looked more like something he would love rather than Nessie. In the end up I got her a new pair of black stiletto shoes off the kids and a locket neckless from me, she always wore the one I got for her when we first started dating but another one couldn't hurt. We stopped for some lunch at KFC before heading back to the car. I was about to start driving when my goon rang I took it out and it read 'Nessie' so I answered.

'JACOB why haven't you been answering your phone'

"I've been in the shopping mall, I proberly had no signal what's up?"

'Your dads been trying to call you for over an hour so have I Jacob, something's happened'

"What is it ness?"

'Jake it's your sister'

"Rachel?"

'No Rebecca, she's been in a car accident Jacob'

"She's alright isn't she?"

'Im sorry jake' I stopped when she said that, no way could my sister have died. Not Rebecca she was always the one who was going to get somewhere in life she couldn't of died.

'Jacob sweetie'

"Yeah. Yeah I'm here, where are you ness?"

'Your dads, Rachel, Paul and Annabelle are on there way over too'

"Okay, I'm on my way"

'Okay, I love you jake'

"I love you too ness" I hung up the phone and glanced in the back of the car at my kids, jett playing with his dinosaur toys and nina playing with a soft teddy, I smiled only a little and turned my attention back to the road and began driving. A normal trip to Seattle would take around 3hours and a half but I was speeding so I got back in about 1hour and a half. By the time we got back both kids where sleeping. Paul was stood on the decking of dads house when I stepped out of the car.

"Go inside Jacob, I'll get these two" I nodded and walked inside. Rachel was crying on nessies shoulder and my dad was on the phone to someone.

"Rach" I said at an almost whisper but her head shot up and she crossed the room and hugged me with as much force as she could give.

"My sister Jacob. My twin sister" I didn't say anything I just wrapped my arms around her tighter and let her cry on my shoulder. I glanced over at Nessie who was watching me with sad and sympathetic eyes when Paul fetched the kids in, nina was still fast asleep but jett was awake.

"Uncle Paul, what's wrong with aunt Rachel?" He asked as they walked in the front door.

"It's just a sad day buddy, hey Annabelle is playing in grandpa Billy's room why don't you go play with her?" Jett smiled.

"Okay" he let go of Paul's hand and ran down the corridor, Paul walked over to Nessie and placed a sleeping nina in her arms. Nina was growing fast just like jett, she looked too big for Nessie to hold her like that now, it wouldn't be long until she was walking and talking we didn't think, she was scooting across the floor at any opitunity she got and chatting away to anyone who would listen however it didn't make much sense.

"Jacob, Rachel" billy said once he'd hung up the phone, Rachel turned around out of my arms and looked over at dad.

"That was the police in Hawaii, as they can confirm it's Rebecca we need to formally identify her body" Rachel let out a broken sob and grabbed my hand.

"I'm going to fly out tomorrow, I would also like if you agree with me of course to bring her home" I nodded and Rachel sobbed again.

"That would be nice" she said.

"Jacob would you come with me to Hawaii?" I looked over at Nessie and she nodded.

"Yeah I'll come" billy nodded and looked at his watch.

"I'm going to go and call sue and Charlie" I nodded and Rachel looked at me.

"You need to tell the pack Jacob, they all knew her, they deserve to know"

"I'll go now"

"I'll go get Annabelle" paul said and went to retrieve Annabelle from Billy's room.

"Nessie?" She nodded.

"Go Jacob, I can handle these two I'll see you at home" I nodded and ran outside and phased ripping my clothes in the progress. When I phased quil, Seth and Leah were in my head instantly and heard what I was thinking.

'Jacob I'm so sorry' Seth said and I nodded in my head.

'Is there anything we can do?' Leah asked

'No, I'm going to Hawaii with my dad in the morning so I won't be on patrol and would you keep an eye on ness for me?'

'Sure anything jake' quil said and Leah rolled her eyes.

'Look Leah I'm not in the mood for this right now do you hear me?!' She mentally bowed her head at me.

'Yes Jacob, I'm sorry'

'Im going home, I'll see you all in a few days' I was given my goodbyes and then I approached the back porch of our house, I knew Nessie was back because her car was in the driveway and I could smell her and the kids inside. I let out a howl and in a few moments she came out with some sweats for me, I took them in my mouth and ran around the side of the house to phase back. Once I had done so I went inside the house it was quiet.

"Where are the kids?" I asked walking in the patio doors and Nessie was stood across the room with a cup of coffee.

"Nina is with my parents, jetts upstairs" I nodded and was about to walk out the room but she stepped In front of me.

"Jacob" she said softly and ran her hand across my cheek, I lifted my hand and took mine in hers and took her hand off my face.

"I'm going for a shower ness" she gave me a half nod and I took off upstairs, I could hear jett chatting away to himself playing in his room but I didn't go in and see him I just went stright into our room and into the shower. After my shower I spent a little more time upstairs looking through photo albums from our wedding, the photos of me and Rebecca, Rebecca and Nessie, me, Rachel, dad and Rebecca and so on it was nice to see us all together looking so happy. I could hear Nessie debating with jett downstairs about what he wanted to eat, he was becoming more stubborn by the day, taking after his mother by the looks of it. I got up and headed downstairs.

"Hi dad" jett said from the table, Nessie looked up from the freezer and blew a piece of hair out of her face.

"Jake"

"I'm fine" I dismissed her and headed Into the living room. Around 20minutes later Nessie poped her head around the door and asked if I wanted chicken with her and jett but I didn't, I didn't want to eat I just wanted to sit here.

"Dad I ate mine all up" jett said entering the living room after his dinner.

"Good" I said and he looked over at me but then went over to his toys, he picked something up and walked over to me.

"Dad will you play?" I shook my head.

"Not right now jett"

"Please" he said pushing it further onto my lap.

"Maybe later, go ask your moma" he pouted and looked at me again.

"Dad please I want you to play" I tried to ignore him but he just pushed the toy further to me.

"Please"

"Damn it jett I said no" I yelled and he looked so shocked, I never yelled at him. His eyes filled with tears and he ran out of the room and upstairs, I sighed and put my head in my hands when Nessie came into the room.

"What was wrong with him?"

"He wanted me to play and I yelled at him" she sighed.

"I'll go" she left the room and climbed the stairs after jett.

Nessie POV.

Rebecca's death had hit Jacob hard, he had closed down and didn't want to speak at all. Rachel was letting it all out crying as was billy but Jacob was just a blank canvas showing no emotion, I knew he was hurting inside otherwise he wouldn't of snapped at jett. I knocked softly on his bedroom door and I could hear him crying inside.

"Go away!" He shouted but I opened the door anyways and stepped inside.

"Baby it's moma" he was sat in the corner of his room with his legs pulled up the his chest and his head rested on his knees.

"Oh my baby boy" I said and walked over to him, jett now looked around 5 or 6 so he was getting pretty big but I sat on the floor next to him and pulled him over so he was sitting in my lap. I moved the hair off his face and he just stuck his face in my neck.

"Daddy hates me" he cried and I soothed him by rubbing his back.

"No daddy doesn't hate you, daddy's just upset right now and you pushed his temper a little that's all"

"Is daddy upset because of me?" He said clinging to my shirt.

"No sweetie of course not" he moved his head and looked at me.

"why's daddy sad then?"

"His sister, Rebecca was in a car accident" he looked shocked then sad.

"Is she ok?" I shook my head.

"Sadly no, she didn't make it sweetie" jett hung his head down.

"What happens now?" I sighed.

"Well daddy has to go to were aunt Rebecca lived tomorrow and then he will come home and we will have a nice funeral for her" jett nodded.

"Will I go?"

"If you want too" he nodded.

"What about nina?"

"I don't know, she's a little young but I'd daddy wants her there then she will come" jett nodded and hugged me.

"Are you sad moma"

"A little, I only met her once but she was your daddy's sister so that makes me sad"

"I'm sad"

"Well that's ok, she was your aunt. It's ok to be sad jett" he nodded

"Do you want to come say sorry to daddy?" He shook his head.

"Not right now, maybe soon" I nodded and picked him off my lap and kissed his head before walking out the room. When I closed his bedroom door Jacob was stood leaning against the wall outside.

"Jesus Jacob! You scared me!" I scolded at him.

"Is he ok?" He asked and I nodded.

"Yeah he's fine" I brought my hand to his face and showed him our conversation.

"Okay... and I do want nina to go if that's okay?" I nodded

"Of course it's ok Jacob" he nodded and pulled me into his chest.

"Sorry I haven't said much"

"You don't need to say anything if you don't want to Jacob" he hugged me for at least 10minutes in silence at the top of the stairs before going into jetts room to see him and apologise, Jacob spent most of the night in there entertaining him. Mom and dad Brought nina back at about 9pm when she was ready for bed, and myself and Jacob tucked the kids in and went to bed ourselves ready for Jacob to leave in the morning.