Rpov
I woke up on the morning of my birthday alone which was odd, Jacob had been very distant these past few days but I don't blame him, I would be too. Rebecca's funeral was the day after tomorrow and he was taking it hard I could tell but he wasn't saying much. I got out of bed and went downstairs, nobody was in the kitchen either so I went into the living room and Jacob was with the kids smiling.
"Happy birthday mommy" jett screamed and ran over to me.
"Wow, hey thank you" I said catching him as he almost knocked me off my feet. Nina was hoping up and down on Jacobs knee making lots of noise so she would get my attention.
"I see you nina" I waved at her and she smiled. I walked over and sat next to Jacob.
"Happy birthday baby" he said and kissed me.
"Ew stop" jett said and nina was pushing me off Jacob.
"Am I not aloud to kiss my husband?" I asked her and she just shook her head, but me and Jacob laughed.
"This is for you" jett said handing me a box.
"Is this from you and nina?" Jett nodded and smiled. I pealed off the paper and opened the box to see a gorgeous pair of black stiletto high heals.
"Oh sweetie these are beautiful thank you" I kissed his cheek and then nina's.
"I'm glad you like them mommy" he said and then looked at Jacob.
"Oh yeah and this is from me" he picked up a smaller box from next to him and handed it to me, once again I took the paper off and opened the box to see a lovely long locket neckless.
"Oh Jacob" I said and ran my hand over it softly.
"Do you like it?" I nodded and smiled.
"It's perfect!" He smiled.
"Open it" I did so and there was a picture of me and Jacob in one side and in the other a picture of jett and nina.
"I love it" I said and kissed him again, once again nina tried to push me back.
"Sorry little princess, but he was mine first" she pulled a face at me and I laughed and kissed him again quickly before moving away.
"What do you want for breakfast?" I asked and Jacob shook his head.
"Ah no, it's your day today mommy, so what do you want for breakfast?" He laughed and them looked over to jett who was jumping up and down mouthing bacon to me.
"Bacon" I said and Jacob turned and jett instantly stopped and Jacob smirked and then smiled.
"Bacon it is then" Jacob went into the kitchen and cooked us bacon and fetched it in on plates. When I was eating nina was trying to grab mine.
"Do you want some?" She smiled and I broke a piece off for her and she eat it.
"I think she is starting to like solid foods now" I told Jacob and he smiled.
"Yeah she's getting teeth have you noticed?" I shook my head and lifted her lip down and seen a several teeth in nina's mouth.
"Wow, I wonder why they didn't hurt like jetts" Jacob shrugged.
"Who knows, but I'm glad she didn't go through as much pain as him" I nodded.
"Yeah me too" nina munched her way through some more bacon and then we all got dressed for the day.
"So what's the plans for today?" I asked.
"Well I figured we could have a nice family day out, then tonight I'm taking you out for a very romantic meal and the kids are off to stay with your mom and dad" I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Sounds nice" Jacob smiled and kissed me softly.
"I'm ready" declared jett as he walked down the corridor.
"Okay buddy go wait downstairs" Jacob called out and jett walked downstairs.
"I'll go dress her" Jacob said motioning to nina who was playing with her teddy on our bed.
"Yeah okay" Jacob picked her up and left the room while I finished doing my hair and makeup. We ended up going to the national zoo that day.
"This seems like something more for the kids than me" I joked as we walked around.
"Do you not like it?" Jacob asked and I smirked.
"I never said that" Jacob smiled and we walked over to the tigger part.
"Dad your so much cooler than this" jett said and I laughed.
"Thanks" Jacob said hoping nobody had heard him.
"Mom you don't want to eat these animals do you?"
"No" I replied quickly and he nodded and we carried on walking.
"I don't think anyone heard your good" Jacob said and I nodded and then laughed.
"What are you laughing at?"
"Nothing it's just funny" Jacob smiled and then we carried on walking, after our day at the zoo we came home and my parents came around to pick jett and nina up.
"Happy birthday my little miracle" mom said kissing my cheek.
"Thanks moma"
"Happy birthday Renesmee, this is off us and everyone" daddy handed me an envelope, I opened it and it and two plane tickets to London.
"What's this?" I asked and daddy smiled.
"It's yours and Jacobs very late honeymoon unless your pregnant again of course"
"I'm not" I insisted and looked at the tickets.
"These leave next week" I said and daddy nodded.
"I thought you two could do with a break" I smiled and hugged my dad then my mom.
"I love you both thank you so much" Jacob came Into the room then carrying nina and jett following.
"Hey" Jacob said handing nina to Daddy and jett went over and held moms hand.
"So this is my birthday present" I said and handed Jacob the envelope, after he'd read it he looked up.
"It's our very late honeymoon apparently" Jacob smiled a little and thanked my parents before they left. I went upstairs and did my hair and makeup again before slipping into a dress and putting on my new shoes and neckless.
"You look beautiful" Jacob said from the doorway as I fixed my dress in the long mirror.
"You don't look too bad yourself" I told him with a little smile, he was wearing a white dress shirt and black pants which looked perfect on him.
"you ready to go?" I nodded and turned around and walked over to him.
"Hey you've got your new neckless on" he said playing with it a little.
"And my shoes" I told him lifting my dress up a little, he smiled and we headed outside to the car and drove to the resteraunt in Seattle.
"This is nice" I said once we'd sat down and ordered our food.
"It is, it's nice to spend some alone time with you actually" I smiled.
"I've missed you" I confessed.
"Nessie I haven't been anywhere" he said and I looked at him.
"That's not what I mean Jacob" he nodded and and reached over for my hand.
"I'm sorry ness" I shook my head.
"Don't be sorry jake, you lost your sister. You've just been so distant and I missed you that all" he nodded.
"I feel awful about it all Nessie"
"Why?" He sighed.
"I haven't cried once since Rebecca died! I don't know why it just doesn't seem real, I never seen her and hardly spoke to her but she was still my sister and I find out she's died and I don't even cry. I've seen her Nessie, I know In my head she's dead but I can't cry" I watched Jacob as he piled his heart out and I stroked his hand.
"Just because you haven't cried Jacob doesn't mean you don't miss her, or that you love her any less. Your just dealing with it in your own way and you will cry Jacob just in your own time" he nodded and lifted my hand and kissed it.
"I love you Nessie with all my heart" I smiled at him.
"And I love you too Jacob so much" after we ate we drove back home and it didn't take long before clothes were coming off and Jacob was giving me my second birthday present off him.
"Have you had a good day?" He asked stoking my hair as I listened to my favirote lullaby Jacobs heart beat.
"I have, and thank you for giving me a good day too" I turned my head and we looked at each other before he smiled and he kissed my lips.
"Your welcome baby" we smiled at each other one more time before I rested my head back down on his chest and falling to sleep.
