Jpov

It was the 13th September the day I laid my sister to rest. I could hardly sleep the night before and Nessie was trying to much to be normal with me but I could tell she was on edge because I had gone quiet again. I woke up around 7am and the funeral would take place at 9am not able to sleep any longer, and took my self off for a shower. When I got out Nessie was lying in bed with nina.

"When did she get up?" I asked towelling of my hair.

"About 5minutes after you got in the shower, I think she's still too tired" Nessie told me as Nina pushed her head further under my pillow clinging onto her blanket and ness wrapped her arms around her.

"Come on little girl" I said I walked over and pushed her over to Nessie a little and climbed in next to her. She lifted her head up and crawled onto my chest and curled up on me with her head in my neck.

"Aw my little angel" I stroked her back for a little longer while Nessie went and woke up jett. Once I heard him chatting away to her as they walked down the corridor I scooped nina up in my arms and carried her downstairs with me.

"Hello dad" Jett said from sitting at the table.

"Hey little guy"

"Good morning nina" he waved over to her but she just turned her head back into my neck again.

"She's a little cranky Jett" Jett nodded and sat quietly at the table while I walked over to Nessie.

"I'm cooking pancakes is that okay?" I nodded.

"It's fine" I sat at the table with Jett and whispered to nina.

"Momas making pancakes sweetie, don't you want some?" I could feel her head moving a little the more I mentioned it too her and eventually she was turned around and sitting on my knee.

"Here you go guys" Nessie sat a plate on the table In front of Jett and myself and a empty one next to mine.

"Break some off jett's and give it to nina, because he won't eat all of that and she won't eat a whole one to herself" I nodded and watched Nessie as she cleared away.

"Aren't you eating?"

"No, I think I'm going to drink my breakfast today I think I need too" I nodded knowing Nessie was going to be around a lot of humans today and now she had the kids all the time hunting whenever she wanted wasn't always an option anymore.

"I'll only be 20minutes tops" I smiled.

"Nessie go" she nodded and ran upstairs and was back down in a flash changed into a pair of sweats and a t-shirt with her hair piled on the top of her head. It wasn't often Nessie ran at that speed but when she was in a hurry she did, it was kind of amazing to see, she wasn't as fast as Bella, Edward or any of the other cullen's but she was easily faster than me when I was in my human form and when I was a wolf it was a close call between us both.

"Moma won't be long my babies I love you" she called.

"love you too moma" me and Jett called out at the same time which made nina giggle to herself. Nessie was only gone for 15minutes and she said she felt much better once she was back too, and by 8.25am we were all in the kitchen ready to go.

"This may sound insensitive but you look very beautiful today" I told Nessie linking my fingers In hers. She was wearing a simple bodycon black dress which came just above her knees, the stiletto shoes the kids bought her for her birthday and her two lockets the one off me and her mom. Her hair was down and in loose curls down her back.

"Thanks Jacob, and you don't look too bad in a suit, jett looks so much like you" jett was putting his shoes on because 'he was a big boy and he could do it himself now' and we would get going, we were driving to the church where the service would take place. Nina was coming with us but ness insisted on bring her push chair with us as she thought she was coming down with an illness of some sort as she didn't seem herself.

"Ok I'm ready" jett announced hoping off the kitchen chair and walking over to us. Nina was hooked on nessie's hip with her dummy in her mouth and blanket in hand, she had a little black dress on with a white strip around the bottom and flat sparkly black shoes. Once we were all in the car we drove to the church. I was bombarded by people's condolences and people asking me if I was okay before the service. Myself and some of the pack carried Rebecca's coffin into the chuch. The service was short but kind and there was a lot of nice things said about Rebecca before we all headed to Billy's house for a wake for Rebecca.

"How's she doing" I asked walking over to Nessie who was cuddling nina into her chest and swaying side to side.

"Not to good, she won't eat and I think she's getting a temperature but I can't tell" she sighed.

"We can leave if you want? Take her home" Nessie shook her head.

"No Jacob, today is for your sister I'll just go lay her down in your old room or something if it gets worse I'll take her to Carlisle" I nodded and gave Nessie a kiss and then nina before she took her into my old room. I was giving jett some food off the table when a old women came over to me smiling.

"Go take that to mommy, see if nina will eat something"

"Okay dad" he ran off holding the plate tight in his hands.

"How are you son?" I nodded.

"I'm getting through it, thanks" she smiled and rubbed my arm.

"I'm sorry do I know you?"

"I was good friends with your mother before she passed away, you would of been too young to remember" I nodded and smiled.

"How old is he?" I raised an eyebrow at her.

"The little one calling you dad"

"He's 5" I said quickly almost telling her that jett was really only a year old.

"I see, and how long have you been with that lovely young women I seen you talking to before"

"Oh a long time, we got married last year" I said with a smile.

"Is she the mother to both of the kids? I seen the little girl she was holding before" I nodded.

"Yeah she is" I tired to end the conversation there but she just followed me.

"And how old is she?" Again thinking quick on my feet answered.

"Same age as me 25"

"She's a Cullen isn't she"

"Oh sorta, she moved in with her cousin Bella after she got married and then they adopted her because she wanted to stay" she smiled a little to me.

"Oh honey you don't have to kid me, I was best friends with your mother I know all about the legends" I blinked a couple times and smiled.

"Oh those story's, they are kind of childish if you ask me" she just smiled again.

"so how old is your girl really? 100? 200?"

"Sorry I don't know what your taking about"

"Jacob, I know about the shape shifters and the vampires you don't need to kid me"

"Oh that's nice" I smiled and took a deep breath.

"So when did you phase?" I sighed.

"Your really not going to give up are you?" She smiled.

"Nope"

"When I was 16"

"And I assume your alpha now?" I nodded

"Your mother would of been proud, she always wanted that for you and a family, but there's just one thing I don't quiet understand"

"And that is?"

"If she's a Cullen, she's a vampire so how have you two got children?"

"Nessie's only half, Bella and Edward had her when Bella was still human" the women looked amazed.

"That's extrodanry" I nodded.

"That's what they say"

"And you imprinted?"

"Geez mom left nothing out did she?"

"Nope" I nodded.

"Yeah I imprinted" I spoke to the women for another 10minutes before jett came to tell me nina was crying and wouldn't stop so Nessie was going to take her home. I got home about an hour after she did.

"I'm sorry I had to leave" she said.

"It's okay, where's nina?"

"In the living room, Carlisle told me to stop by a drug store and get her some medicine, he thinks she's just got some tough teeth coming through but I don't know" I nodded.

"If she's not better by tomorrow I'm taking her to see him"

"Yeah I agree" I went into the living room and she was spread out on the couch, in her pyjamas with her dummy in her mouth and her blanket in hand as she usually looked watching TV.

"Hey my pretty girl" I sat on the couch next to her and she put her head on my knee.

"Not feeling to good huh" I smoothed the sweaty hair of her little forehead.

"What's wrong little girl" I asked her and she lay there. She took her dummy out of her mouth and patted her throat.

"It's sore?" She nodded and then let out a little cry.

"Nessie" I called through and she came in the living room.

"Yeah?"

"Nina said her throats sore"

"She spoke?" She screamed.

"No. No, she just patted it and I asked her and she nodded" ness nodded and sat down next to me.

"Do you think she needs blood?" She asked.

"I don't think so, when it was you and you were born when you needed blood you were screaming Bloody Mary before you got some, she isn't like that so I don't think so" ness sighed and rested her head on my shoulder.

"Sore" a tiny voice came from next to us. I turned to see nina with her hand on her throat.

"Did you just say that?" I asked and she nodded.

"Sore daddy"

"Oh my god" Nessie said.

"If she wasn't in pain I'd be cheering"

"I know it's sore princess, I wish I could help"

"Drink" she said to Nessie.

"Want do you want to drink?"

"Juice mama" Nessie smiled and went Into the kitchen for nina a drink. That night once all the kids where in bed and asleep, I was standing in our wardrobe loosening my tie.

"I'm proud of you" Nessie said coming behind me.

"Why?"

"For today, you were so brave for your dad, Rachel... Everyone"

"I don't feel strong ness" I confessed. I sat down on the floor and Nessie sat next to me playing with the short hairs on the back on my head.

"You are strong Jacob, so strong" I nodded and hung my head down.

"I wish she'd got chance to meet you more than just once and the kids, god they would of loved her"

"I'm sure they would have"

"She's really gone isn't she?"

"Yeah Jacob, I'm sorry" I nodded and then felt a tear escape me eye.

"Jake are you crying?" I nodded

"I think so" she just held me close and for the first time since I'd found out my sister had died I cried, because finally it had really sunk in that she was gone and I wasn't going to see her again.