JACK'S POV

Should my heart be beating this much? Oh, god. I think it's going to explode out of my chest. I can't even think straight– and man, I am so tired, but for the life of me I cannot sleep. I've tried. For the last hour I've been trying to get to sleep, but I can't breathe and I'm freaking out!

Well, I'm not entirely freaking out– I did enjoy myself. Never in my life did I ever imagine I would do something so intimate and special with someone. Hell, I never thought anyone would believe in me– and here I am, a year later, with Elsa half lying on me. Her lashes flutter, but her eyes remain shut. She looks so peaceful.

I wonder of I hurt her last night? I did try to be gentle– after all, it was my first time ever. God, I can't believe we actually made love. It's crazy! In a good way...

I really can't think straight.

It's like the time when Elsa had first kissed me– I did enjoy it, but I freaked out. It was wrong. Elsa wasn't supposed to have feelings for me– I knew then that we wouldn't be able to be together, but I couldn't fight the feelings. I had warred with myself all that night, until finally I decided to return. I liked her too, and I hadn't exactly interacted with anyone since I was chosen. I thought I deserved to be happy then, and now I still think that.

I sit up, carefully slipping from under Elsa, and sit on the edge of the bed. My feet tap the floor restlessly. What do I do now? No one will wake for hours, and I doubt Elsa's going to wake anytime soon. I glance over at her– the moon reflects off of her skin and hair, making them silver. I watch her body rise and fall as she breathes in peacefully. My stomach squirms with all this emotion that I never thought I would feel.

Feeling feelings is odd. Although, I enjoy the feelings I get inside of me when I'm with Elsa.

I shake my head, still not fully comprehending what happened. We made love. Like, for me that's a big massive deal. At first I felt a little unsure about it, but the longer I stare down at Elsa, the more I'm glad it happened. I never thought I'd ever fall in love with anyone, but I have.

I'm not usually that kind of guy– I like fun and rule breaking. I like to explore and find new things. I've never wanted to stay in one place for so long, but after meeting Elsa, leaving is probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

I stand up and stretch. I really do feel worn out, but I think I'm still running on adrenaline. I don't even know. I just want to sleep, but I can't.

I throw on my pants, feeling a little too aware of being nude. Man, this is all so new to me. It's crazy how much has happened in the last year that I've met these people. Of course, I'm really glad it happened.

I wander out to the balcony, forgetting my top and jumper. I don't feel the cold anyway.

Smiling to myself, I leave the room and look up to the moon. I'm probably going crazy, but I swear the moon is shining a little brighter than normal.

I frown. I need to go for a fly, otherwise I think I'll just freak out entirely. I hop on top of the ledge and look over. Maybe I should go to Anna– I doubt she'll even be up.

I swear, it's a good thing this castle is big. After the wall in her room got blown up, Anna said she'd sleep in one of the other spare rooms. Of course, Kristoff insisted he stay here with her. I don't think he likes me very much. I can't exactly blame him either; after all, I did cause a lot of chaos ever since coming to Arendelle. Still, I'm not that bad... Am I?

Eh. Who cares what he thinks? Elsa says she loves me, and I reckon Anna likes me as a friend. Who needs mister grumpy? Not me, that's for sure.

I push myself over the ledge and allow myself to drop for a few seconds before allowing the wind to carry me.

I fly around for about an hour, deciding not to disturb Anna. I return to the balcony and sit on the ledge for awhile and stare down at the town. Everything seems so peaceful right now– I feel completely blissful.

I watch as dawn breaks, relishing this moment and all of last night. It was just so perfect. I feel so mixed up– I honestly know we shouldn't have with our situation, but the way she kissed me after I admitted how I felt; it just felt right. I didn't want to let her go– and the way my lips tingled, and the way I felt as though I actually ached for her– it was all too much for me to fight.

Finally accepting everything that's happened, I head back inside to the room. I gaze down at Elsa, feeling warm inside. Grinning to myself, I tuck the blankets over her completely, and gently kiss her forehead. I then lie down next to her, feeling exhausted now. I wrap my arms around her, never wanting to move again.

...

I realise I eventually did fall asleep. I look down to see Elsa awake, with her hand draped across my chest. Her fingers trace circles on my chest, and I have to suppress the shiver that comes with her touch. I tense up slightly, my breathing becoming shallow.

"Morning," I say cheerfully, startling her. She instantly stops tracing circles on my skin, much to my dismay.

She sits up, making sure the blankets remain wrapped around her. I chuckle– I think we're past being embarrassed about what I see and what she sees. She rubs her eyes, blinking and then looking down at me. I feel aware, again, of the fact that I'm bare chested– god. I really wish I had lots of muscle– I mean, I do have muscle, but I'm also skinny, so I don't think it counts.

Elsa's cheeks are rosy. I smile, thinking that she's cute when she's embarrassed. "Morning," she finally replies with a small smile.

There's a knock on her door and both of us look to it. I give her a sheepish grin. She looks so embarrassed right now– I love it. "Elsa," Anna calls in. "Can I come in?"

"Why–?"

"Yeah."

I laugh as her face drains of colour. She narrows her eyes at me, and I wink at her. "No. Um, why? What do you want?"

"It's about the wedding." Elsa and I both look to one another. Part of me knows that kissing her and making love to her was completely wrong, but the other part of me doesn't care. I don't care what Mund or the other Guardians think– they've hardly given me a second thought since I was chosen. Why should I care what they think of Elsa and I? I know they're right though, in someways. "Is Jack in there with you?"

"No– I mean, yes. Why?" Her voice has become really high and shaky, and all I want to do is laugh at her.

"Relax," I mouth to her. I point to her clothes on the ground. Her eyes widen in realisation and she rolls off of the bed and awkwardly fumbles with putting her dress on.

"I was just wondering," Anna tells her. "I'm going to guess you two had fun last night." We both freeze and look to one another– Elsa with her dress half on, and me with a grin plastered on my face. "For future references: the walls aren't exactly sound proof, and I'm now next door. Just thought you two would like to know."

Elsa purses her lips. "Help me," she says, turning around and pointing to her zip. I stumble out of bed now feeling awkward myself. "Thanks for the tip," Elsa calls out to Anna. She marches over to the door when I've pulled up the zip, and swings it open, both of us looking flustered. "What did you want to talk about?"

Anna walks past her and winks at me. Now I feel completely embarrassed— I grab my shirt off of the ground and throw it on. Anna turns to face Elsa. "Eugene told me to tell you that more wedding plans are to be discussed today," she tells Elsa. "But I can tell him you're busy," she adds on, pointing her thumb in my direction.

Elsa's cheeks grow red and I grin. "I'm not busy," Elsa replies coldly. "I'm just... Blah." I cock a brow upwards– glad to know I have that effect on her. She sees my expression and rolls her eyes. "I'm tired."

"God, same here," Anna says. "You two were just so–"

"Alright," Elsa cuts her off. I begin laughing– I love when Anna's around. She's so laid back and funny; she reminds me of me. "I get it. Can you just... Not go there?"

Anna gives her an innocent look, which Elsa narrows her eyes at. "Uh, also: Joseph has scheduled a ball for tonight," Anna says so quickly that I barely catch it.

"He what?" Elsa exclaims, looking both surprised and angry.

"Something to do with the wedding," Anna tells her, although I know straight away it's a lie. She purposely avoids looking Elsa in the eye, and she wrings her hands together nervously. "I'm not sure," she continues. "He said to tell you to wear something nice, and Jack should come, even though he knows no one will see him." Anna shrugs her shoulders, her head now looking down at the ground.

Elsa looks uncertainly at her sister, trying to figure this all out. I have some of it figured out: Joseph Monroe is up to something. I'm not sure what, but I also know Anna knows. I give her a look, but she averts her gaze. Part of me reckons she knows I'm putting the pieces together– I'm not actually stupid, despite what certain Guardians think. I think Mund is just jealous because I have fans and he doesn't.

Um, not including the children of the world, that is.

I feel a twinge of jealousy inside of me. If I'm being honest, I'm the jealous one. He's got all those kids who believe in him and love him, while all I've had before meeting Elsa was fairies I rarely ever saw. No one believes in me... I'm nothing. I don't bring any holidays (unless you count snow days as holidays... Which people rarely do). I don't even bring snow to some countries around the world. Something to do with climatic regions or something (I'm not even entirely sure).

I look to Elsa and I smile. Mund and the other guardians may have their children, but I have Elsa. That's better than anything I can think of.

"Be ready by six," Anna tells Elsa. "Jack, come with me. I'm going to get you a suit."

She grabs my wrist and drags me out of the room. I give Elsa a look of despair, which she simply shrugs her shoulders at, with a smile on her face. Anna drags me down the hall.

"If you think Kristoff's clothes will fit me, you've got another thing coming. He's like... Three of me put together side by side," I warn her.

"I'm not an idiot," she snaps. Then she grins. "If my sister gets pregnant, I swear I will murder you, Frost."

I frown, then pull my hand away from hers. She stops to face me and wriggles her eyebrows, but I don't smile. "I... I don't think that can happen," I say not entirely sure myself. "I mean, I'm immortal. She's mortal. I'm pretty sure things don't work that way." I hope, I think to myself. God! How could I be so careless?

I roll my eyes. I'm Jack Frost. I'm always careless. Still, though, I should have thought about all of this. No. I'm just over rationalising. Elsa won't get pregnant– I'm just freaking out over nothing. But what if she does get pregnant? My hands shake slightly, and I furl them into fists to try and control them. I'm just being stupid. She's not... I hope she's not going to get pregnant.

If she does it's just going to make an already awkward situation even more awkward.

"I'm kidding," Anna says. "I won't murder you if she does somehow end up pregnant. Sheesh, chill, Jack." She grabs my wrist again, oblivious to the fact that I'm having a mental breakdown inside.

She stops me outside one of the doors that looks boringly like the rest. From the way Anna traces her fingers down the smooth wooden surface delicately, something tells me it's not like the others to her. I'm a little eager to find out what's inside– but at the same time, I don't want to push Anna to rush things. Her hands tremble slightly as she grabs the doorknob. The door creaks, and the smell of old wood and collected dust wafts out to me.

It's a bedroom, I notice. A king sized bed centres the room, and the velvet curtains block out the sunlight. There's a portrait of a man and woman above the bed- I then immediately realise what room this is.

I take a step backwards. "No, Anna, I'm not going to wear one of your fathers suits," I tell her, shaking my head.

"Papa wouldn't mind," Anna says softly. "I think he'd like you, actually. Like me, he'd think you're perfect for Elsa, not Joseph. Oh, come on." She again grabs my wrist and drags me into the room after her. She sits me down on an old leather chair in the corner of the room, and then draws back the curtains. From years of being abandoned, the dust particles swim through the air.

"Now, you seem to like the colour blue," she comments. I think of my jumper which is lying on the floor in Elsa's room– right now I'm just wearing my white long sleeved top.

"Wait," I say. "Why do I have to get dressed up? No one can see me."

"Yet," she chimes, reaching into the closet and pulling out a white suit. "I know it's not blue, but I think white will bring out your eyes more."

"Anna, what are you and Joseph planning?"

"Well, I couldn't exactly sleep last night because you and Elsa–"

"Get it," I interrupt.

She chuckles. "Anyway, Kristoff was asleep, and he was snoring, so I decided to walk around the castle. I found Joseph in the dining room and we began talking. Did you know he likes chocolate too? He prefers dark chocolate, though, which is not as good as–"

"Anna! Get to the point!"

"I can't," she says. "All I can tell you is that we figured out a way for Elsa not be forced marry Joseph. The rest will have to wait." She clicks her tongue. "Except, tonight, Joseph is going to try and get the town to believe in you, Jack."

"What?"

I can hardly believe it. I doubt Elsa will believe it herself. They found a way to maybe stop the marriage, and they're also trying to get more people to believe in me. If they can make it happen, they sure are miracle workers. As Anna makes me stand up to make me try on the suit, I begin to feel excited. I know there's a slim chance anyone will believe them, but I feel giddy. I quickly begin to change into the suit, feeling a little eager now. Man, I can't imagine more than four mortals believing me! Having a whole town see me would be unbelievable.

"Stop asking questions," she says. "You'll see for yourself tonight." She takes a step back and admires me wearing her fathers white suit. She smiles widely. "You look great."

"I feel great!" I reply with a grin.

"Good," she says.

Then, I feel sick because I remember my thoughts before entering the room. My smile disappears just as quick as it came. "Whoa, wait. Okay... Just say Elsa did somehow end up pregnant- what do I do? I'm immortal! What would the kid be? Oh, god."

Anna looks at me in worry. I don't think I've ever freaked out in front of anyone before– Anna should consider herself honoured. No, not really. I'm having a complete frenzy inside my head– what could I do if she's pregnant? I can't stay in Arendelle forever! I know I've been here for the last few weeks– that's different though. I've done my job for the year. Come spring, I'll have to bring snow to some European countries like Ireland and Britain and all of those places. They have a strange weather system, if I'm being honest.

"Jack, calm," Anna orders me. I give her a cold look and she frowns. "What's the big deal?"

I purse my lips at her. This is the first time I've ever felt so... Over crazy about something. If she's pregnant, it's a huge deal. "I'm only eighteen!"

Anna huffs. "And how long have you been eighteen?"

I pause and shrug my shoulders. "Good point," I tell her. "But still!"

"Jack... I honestly don't think she's pregnant," Anna says. "That'd be crazy. You're immortal– I don't think the whole biology thing works the same when it's immortal and mortal... Um, I think."

I frown. "Yeah," I agree. "Maybe you're right."

"Give it a few weeks, alright? It won't be that bad, okay?" I nod my head still feeling panicky and sick.

Why don't I ever think of the consequences of my actions? Don't do anything stupid, Mund had said, but what did I have to go and do? Yeah: something stupid. Typical me, eh? I bet Mund will roll around laughing if Elsa was pregnant, and shouting 'I told you so' in his stupid (actually, it's pretty cool, but I'm not going to let him think I think that) Australian accent.

Man, I just want to face palm my idiot self right now. Having a kid would be awesome, if I were mortal, but I'm not mortal! I'm immortal– would the kid be mortal like Elsa, or immortal?

Okay, I need to chill. Elsa might not even get pregnant– surely there's little chance of that happening. I frown. Oh, man, I'm a complete wreck right now.

"The town's going to love you," Anna says cutting me off from my thoughts. I blink, remembering now why we're in her parents bedroom. I look down at the suit, which seems almost made to fit me (although, the pants could have been a little longer, but, what can I do?). "Oh, Jack, I really hope they believe us."

"You and me both," I reply with a grin.

"Oh! Maybe you can tell them about you and Elsa," Anna says excitedly.

I laugh. "Nu-uh," I tell her. "That's definitely not going to happen. I bet they all adore Joseph– he's such a classy guy, you know? I'm just..." I trail off not really sure how to describe myself, bar fun.

"You're sweet, kind, fun, and caring," Anna finishes for me. I smile warmly at her, feeling happy. She rolls her eyes. "You'd have to be otherwise I don't think my sister would like you so much." She pauses and looks at me. "She missed you so much when you were gone. She barely talked to anyone... And, don't tell her I said this to you, but I know she cried a few times."

"I made her cry?"

"She missed having you around," she says. "So did I! Eugene was telling me that Elsa was going a little insane and throwing snowballs at him in the halls– for some reason, I didn't think it was Elsa."

I give her a smirk. "Hey, if having fun annoys people, that's not my problem," I answer.

"Ah! And tonight you have to dance with Elsa! It would be so cute and romantic. She never dances with anyone at balls." Anna sighs dreamily. She nudges me playfully. "You can be her first for a lot of things, eh?" She winks at me, and I feel my cheeks grow warm. "Anyway, you can take off the suit now," she says. "Make sure to be ready by six, though. Tonight is going to be amazing."

"Mm. Don't think it'll beat last night for me." I wink at her and she laughs.

I feel a little nervous for tonight, though. How will the town react to me? They didn't exactly react to Elsa so well... I'd be a total monster to them. Hopefully they'll like me.

I've never freaked out so much in under one hour. Tonight should be... Interesting.

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