"And you've been having pains?" asks the Doctor. I sit before him, my hands draped across my legs to stop them from shaking. Why am I so anxious? I'm still not sure how I feel- I feel too young to have a child. Then again, the thoughts of having a family are kind of warming. I know I have Anna, but this is different. There's something more exciting about having your own family.

He's already done tests on me, and he's asked me a lot of questions already. I wonder if he knows already whether or not I'm pregnant...

"Yes. The last few days I've been getting awful pains, and I feel sick most mornings," I tell him.

He fixes his crooked glasses on his nose and smiles at me. "Don't worry, Elsa," he says to me, "you're not pregnant, but I do believe you're coming down with a flu. Perhaps a few days rest will do you good." I gape at him, not entirely sure how to reply. I feel suddenly empty inside. That's absurd, though. It's not like I would be able to feel any child inside of me at this stage, if I was pregnant... But I'm not. I'm not pregnant.

I blink a few times, realizing I still haven't replied. "Oh," is all I say. I cough a little. "That's great. Well, no, I am sick, so maybe not. I... Okay. Thank you." I stand up and stretch out my hand. He firmly takes it in his and smiles at me. Can he tell I'm somewhat disappointed? Why am I so disappointed? I didn't really want to be pregnant, did I? I shake my head. Even I confuse myself sometimes. "Eugene will pay you, sir." Before he can say anything else, I head out the door and into the empty hallway. I had demanded that Jack and Anna leave me alone for a little while, and now I'm glad I did.

I don't really want to see anyone right now.

What's wrong with me? I wasn't ready to be a mother, and I know that. Still, part of me just feels crushed that I won't have a child. I could almost imagine the little child playing during the summer in the grass, or playing in winter throwing snowballs around- and his/her powers... it would have been the most powerful child born, ever. Nothing would ever stop it.

It doesn't even exist, and probably won't ever.

I'm not really sure where I'm walking to. I just feel so dazed. All I am is sick? God, why does that annoy me so much? Maybe I should rest like the doctor suggested... I shake my head. I'm not even in the mood to just sit down in bed. So, I continue to walk on and on, until I'm climbing some stairs, and I reach a glass, coloured door.

Surprised, I realize that I'm at one of the towers.

I head out onto the balcony and gaze down at Arendelle. It looks so peaceful below, whereas only a few weeks ago everyone looked terrified and anxious. Where is Pitch Black? I can't help but feel edgy. Why did he just leave all of a sudden? Surely we haven't head the last of him... That would be a miracle.

I stay up in the tower for hours, not wanting to see anyone- I just want to be alone. Well, not really. I'm not sure what I want, if I'm being honest. Why is everything so confusing lately? Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just crazy- I laugh to myself. That's what I had thought when I first met Jack, and then I decided that I wasn't. I'm not entirely crazy, but perhaps partly.

I jump when a hand is placed onto my shoulder.

I let out a sigh. "I guess you figured out that I'm not pregnant," I say, turning my head. I cock it to one side when I see that it's Eugene. "Oh, Eugene. I'm sorry; I thought you were Anna. My mistake."

Eugene smirks and I look at him oddly. His grip tightens on my shoulder and I wince. "I think it's rather convenient that I met you here, Elsa," he snarls. "No matter where I met you the last few weeks, you've always had company! Don't you realise how aggravating that is? But finally, after waiting patiently, I've gotten you on your own. The best part? We're so, so high up." He cackles and a cold sweat breaks out through me.

"What's going on?" I ask him, my voice high and shaky.

He shakes his head in disbelief. "God, and I thought your sister Anna was the stupid one." He just laughs again maliciously, and digs his nails into my shoulder until I gasp out in pain. I glower at him and hold out my hands- I shoot out ice, but something deflects it. I stare at the spot I had aimed at and see a thin layer of dark mist. My breathing becomes rapid. "But, my mistake." He rolls his eyes. "I didn't realise how easy it would be to finally kill you."

"Finally- what?"

"Yes, kill you. Once I have that accomplished Jack Frost will never be the same. He will mourn you, and he will be angry thinking that some stupid mortal murdered you. He will want to avenge you, and eventually, he will see and feel the anger Pitch feels every single day, and he will realise that mortals mean nothing. Getting him on our side will be easier than ever."

"That's ridiculous," I snap. "Jack will never join you. He's not stupid!"

"I wouldn't be so sure about that, Elsa," Eugene replies. "And there's only one way to see, isn't there?"

"What-?"

"Goodbye, Elsa."

With a shove, I'm falling over the balcony, and the ground is rising up to meet me. The whole world is spinning as I fall to my death and I can't find any breath in me to scream for Jack. My eyes blur, and all I can think about is Anna- would she be okay? Oh, god. I'm going to die. The ground is getting too close- my heart is raising, and before I even hit the ground I can feel the light inside me beginning to fade.

And then I meet the ground and I see nothing- I feel nothing. My body is still, and the earth feels still.

I see a tiny white light, and then nothing at all.

Jack's POV:

"Anna! Queen Anna! Where are you?" I hear guards screaming for Anna, and I stand up immediately. Anna, Olaf and I had been relaxing in the dining room. I had a constant urge to go find Elsa, but Anna told me to give her time. She'd find us when she's ready to tell us the news. I can't help but feel nervous and excited at the same time.

But then the shouting came.

The door swings open and there is Joseph Monroe, his eyes wide and alert. He runs over to Anna instantly upon seeing her. My heart begins to race- why does he look like he's been crying? His breathing is rapid, and he talks so fast I have to strain to hear him. "There's been a terrible accident, Anna. I came as soon as I found out- I.. I'm so sorry." Anna looks alarmed, and I feel adrenaline coarse through my body.

"Joseph! What's wrong?" Anna asks, her voice high.

Joseph's eyes well up with tears and I feel panic inside of me. "It's your sister." I feel my stomach sink."There's nothing we can do- she was... she was gone when we... found her."

"No," Anna shouts. "No. Stop! You're lying! Please, tell me you're lying." She begins to sob uncontrollably. She drops to the ground and begins to cry. Numbly, I bend down next to her and hold her. She buries her head into my chest- her whole body is shaking. I bury my head into her shoulder. "How?" she moans. "Why?"

Joseph doesn't answer and I look up angrily at him. "How?" I repeat bitterly.

Joseph averts his gaze. "She... appears to have fallen from the tower," he replies quietly.

Anna inhales sharply. "Oh, god." She shakes her head. "Oh, no, no, no. This has to be a lie." She lets out a loud sob and lets go of me. She hugs herself and begins rocking back and forth. "No, not Elsa. I can't have lost her too. Why?"

I grip my staff tightly, feeling rage building up inside of me. My eyes burn and I stand up clenching my free hand into a tight fist. "I want to see her."

"They haven't moved the body yet. I think it's better if you wait-"

"I said I want to see her," I snarl.

Joseph looks between Anna and I. Olaf is rubbing her back as she continues to sob, unaware of the world around her. All I feel is anger- so much anger. This isn't fair- and it's too sudden. I know deep down she didn't just fall. Did she take her own life? I shake my head angrily, wiping that thought from my mind. No. Elsa wouldn't do that to Anna. She must have been pushed- but who-?

I feel even more anger build up inside me. Pitch Black has to be behind this! But why? Why would he murder Elsa? I choke on a sob that I didn't realise was building up inside of me. I rub my eyes, wiping away the tears.

Joseph leads me outside where guards are rushing around. A crowd of guards stand around something- I know what, but I just can't bare to think about it. "Let him through," Joseph tells one of them. He moves to the side to allow me through. And I see her, and it feels like my whole world is suddenly falling apart.

I move stiffly over to her body. The sun which is low in the sky reflects off of her, making her skin and hair look like fire. Eventually, I reach her and I bend down. Dry blood stains her hair and half of her face. Her arm is bent at such an awkward angle that I cringe. Her eyes are closed, and her body is bruised. One leg is bent under her- and then I begin to cry.

I throw my staff to the side, and I wrap my arms around her. I pull myself away from her, and I gently wipe a strand of hair from her face. Even now, she looks so beautiful. "I love you, Elsa," I whisper through my sobs. I don't want to let her go. I wrap my arms around her again, and I can't stop the tears no matter how hard I try. Why did it have to be her? Why not me?

Why do I get forever and she only gets a short amount of time? I'd give up forever just to be with her for another while- I'd give up anything just for her to be alive. I want all the guards to be gone. I want to be gone. I knew sooner or later I'd have to let go of Elsa, but why now? Why so soon? I grip her tighter and close my eyes tightly.

"I love you so, so much," I tell her lifeless body. "I will never forget you." I gently kiss her forehead as the tears stroll down my face. My body begins to shake as I force back my sobs. My whole body aches.

Elsa just can't be dead.

Short chappie! Yay! xD

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But let the angry comments commence! :) Sorry for not updating in awhile! I've had exams, and my COLLEGE INTERVIEW was on THURSDAY! I think it went okay! I'll get my results in two weeks for how many points I've gotten on my portfolio! D: I'm nervous, yet excited! Ohh! And I'm Seeing ATL on Wednesday and then the day after I HAVE ANOTHER INTERVIEW!

Oh... And on Tuesday I'm the first person to do my Irish oral... I'm a nervous wreck I can't breathe properly! Gotta love panic attacks! (She says sarcastically)...

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