I wanna thank everyone for the reviews! I have decided to continue writing the story. This chapter is the ending of the talk between Kensi and Deeks from the previous chapter. (that's why i named chapter two: chapter 1b ;)) I like to hear what you think of this chapter and how the story is continuing.
- The sequel of chapter one, the first time I published this, I had started with chapter one, and when the reviews were good, I finished chapter one and published it in chapter to, so here is the rewritten version of chapter 2
Kensi was amazed by the course of the conversation, amazed by his reaction, but also amazed by her own reaction, amazed by how quickly she felled at peace in his arms. In his reaction she'd noticed how much he cares for her.
Thinking about it, was like thinking about something that was impossible, it is way over her head, that someone can care for you so much, especially when that person knows that she carries the child of another man, a terrible man, inside of her. They were standing there for a couple of minutes, deep in thought, finding rest in each others arms.
She had met Frank a couple of months ago and he had tried to, as she later found out, come close to her to win information about the team. He had succeeded and Kensi had fallen for him. He seemed just perfect, a real 'prince perfect', in everything he did. He even became so important to her, that she slept with him, thinking that he was 'the one' and they would always be together.
A week after they first slept together, the terrible thing had happened. Frank had followed her to a factory where they had to go to for a case. Once the team was there, who by the way were the only people inside, Frank had stepped inside the factory and he had started shooting around.
She still doesn't know why he had started shooting around. It is simply a miracle that the whole team was unharmed. Frank hadn't survived that gunfight. When the team got bullets fired their way, they fired back and Frank was hit by one of the bullets she had fired, not knowing that Frank was the person firing at them. She was the one who had hit him.
She was completely in shock when she found out it was Frank who had been firing at them and that it was Frank who she had killed. In shock because Frank had fired at them, in shock because Frank had died, in shock because she was the one who killed Frank and well there was nothing in the whole situation that didn't caused Kensi to be in shock. It was Deeks who had calmed her and who had taken her back to OSP.
Kensi often thinks back to what happened that day and the time before that day. She doesn't understand how she had fallen for it, that she had fallen for him. It really was to good to be true. It almost had cost her her life and more importantly the life's of her team members and Deeks' life especially. Deeks, she can't fight the smile of her face that appeared when she thinks about him.
Deeks, her sweet and caring partner, he is the one who helped her through the past few weeks, who helped her to deal with the guilt she felt. He was there for her, always, no matter what. He has always been there since the start, but the last couple of weeks, she had felt it more than ever and she had let him in to help her.
Even now when she is completely broken, now when she had, burst out in tears, told him that she is pregnant, he is here for her. She now knows more than ever that no matter what, he will be there for her. He always gets her at ease and he is the only person in her life whom she can tell everything that goes on in her mind and by who she can pour her heart out.
Deeks kept Kensi close to him. His thoughts are going everywhere and he is really worried about his partner. How is she holding up with these circumstances, what does she think about it, what is it doing with her. After a while his thoughts also get to the relationship he has with his partner, feeling guilty that he is thinking about it, that their relationship is on his mind right now, when things are not going to well for her.
He had the feeling they'd gotten closer the past month, after the shooting. The walls around her where slowly coming down, she let him look inside her heart, bit by bit, and she shared more about her life. At the same time he realizes that now Kensi has found out that she is pregnant, the walls she had built around her, are without a doubt higher then ever before. He also knows that those walls have to come down. Not only if he wants to get closer to her, but especially and most importantly if he wants to help her through this.
"Hè, Kens" He whispered "You know that I'm here for you, that I will help you to get through this. Wherever you need me, whatever you want me to do. Even when it means that you want me to do nothing. I'm here." Kensi looked him in the eyes and lightly smiled at him. It felt good to have him at her side, she thought. "Thank you", she whispered back.