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Renesmee POV
It was April now and everyone was consumed by the wedding and baby planning. Me and jake had finally made the decision to move to la push. I know it doesn't sound much because it's literally only down the road, but this house was our first house we had together, our babies were born and raised here, but we had new priorities, one being the business which was doing better than we thought it would. Secondly being our new grandchild, who will be living in la push, so we Defonatily wanted to be closer.
Eliza and Jett where doing well after everything that had happened with her family. she didn't like to talk about it with anyone, And I was a little concerned at first because bottling things up isn't good, but Jett assured me she opens up to him, she just doesn't want to lay her heart out for anyone else which is understandable after everything the poor girls been through. It seemed Eliza's pregnancy was going at a normal human pace which we all expected it to, the only reason we thought otherwise was because of how fast Jett and his siblings grew. They had been attending all there doctors appointments and things were going great. They didn't know the sex of the baby yet, as it was still a little too soon to tell at there last sonogram appointment but on the next one we can hopefully find out, Jett has his heart set on a little boy but he doesn't mind really as long as he or she is healthy. We even had an estimated due date, the eighteenth of September, although I was secretly hoping it might come on the eleventh, I wouldn't mind sharing my birthday with my grandchild.
Nina was doing fantastic and I couldn't of been prouder. She was graduating from Yale in July after two years. Everyone was going down for her and we were all taking a little holiday while we there. Once she had graduated however she was coming home until early November and then it was back to new heaven as her full time job at the hospital there began. She was officially becoming Doctor Nina Olivia Black. She was getting everything she had dreamed for, my mommy mode kicked in a little though after she told me about this, I would be seeing her even less than I was now! But jake reassured me she was still our little girl and she was always going to come home in the end, which soothed me a lot.
Annalee and embry were also on top of the world. Annalee was like bridezilla, trying to make sure everything was going to be perfect, I honestly sat there and wondered who was worse once, her or Alice! Embry had given her full control and said she could do anything that she wanted which pleased her a lot! There honeymoon was starting the day after there wedding and going all the way until we were going to new heaven to see nina graduate. They were flying back then and meeting us at new heaven. They were having three weeks in pure bliss and I was slightly jealous, when they get back however they were moving into there new house also in la push. All our houses were closely situated together in la push. Eliza and Jett's house was in the middle if you like, mine and jakes house was closer to the garage which was only zero point five miles away and then Our house was zero point eight miles away from Jett and Eliza's house and Embry and annalee's house was on the other side of Eliza and Jett's which was exactly one mile away.
Jacob was planning on handing his alpha down to Jett pretty soon too. He wasn't stopping being a wolf, he said he would never as long as he had me and the kids. But he felt like he needed to 'part-time retire' as he keeps calling it. Jett doesn't have a clue yet, he's just trying to find the best moment to tell him. becoming the alpha of the pack is a huge deal apparently, there should be a party and everything. Jake told me that nothing like that happened as soon as he became alpha because he was dealing with the drama of the volturi trying to kill me but after that they had a party, I kinda remember it too, Jacob told me that was the day everyone warmed to me and we all started to become a family.
Today was a girls day, just myself, annalee , nina as she was home from college for Easter, Eliza, Claire, little Anna who was sleeping in her car seat and Alice. Alice had finally finished making annalee's wedding dress So we were all going to see it at last. I could hear annalee and Alice fussing around in the other room, nobody else could hear them proberly but I could and annalee was getting annoying as Alice wouldn't let her look in the mirror till she showed us. I listened for her walking down the corridor with the slight rustling of her dress.
"Close your eyes!" Alice squealed running into the room. We all did as she asked, and I could hear annalee walking into the room.
"Okay open them" we all opened our eyes and my breath was literally taken away. My beautiful littlest baby was a women! She looked stunning standing there in her wedding dress, like a real princess.
"Well?" She asked, all the girls were in tears and nodding.
"Oh my baby! You look so beautiful" I sobbed, she was crying too even though she hadn't seen what she looked like properly yet.
"I do?" Alice moved a mirror into the room and annalee seen herself in the mirror for the first time in her wedding dress and grinned sobbing slightly. Happy tears of course.
"Alice I love it. Thank you so much. I love you aunt Alice" annalee said grinning from ear to ear.
"Alice you've excelled yourself! Remind me to come to you when I get married" Eliza said.
"Yeah me too" Claire chimed in.
"Nina?" Annalee said, looking over at her sister who was sat quietly. Nina nodded and stood up.
"My beautiful baby sister, when embry sees you in the dress he's going to think he's died and gone to heaven" she giggled through more tears and hugged her sister.
"Ah no!" Alice said pulling them apart.
"This dress must stay in perfect condition until exactly 3pm on her wedding day when she will Proberly begin partying and getting drunk" annalee laughed as did the rest of us.
"Aunt Alice you are absolutely right! I don't usually drink that often but I will be having fun on my wedding night... Plus I'll need some Dutch courage for the night" all the girls aww'd, they thought it was sweet that embry wanted to wait, I did too but I was honestly surprised he had the restraint, I sure as hell knew Jacob didn't, but I didn't either to be fair. That reminded me I needed to talk to her about that, I knew for a fact she'd never had sex with a wolf before so unless embrys filled her In on the details he's heard from the packs mind, she Proberly needs to know before it's too late. After Alice had removed her dress and put it away for the wedding day, she Changed back into her comfy clothes and we all set off walking back to my house as we were going to have dinner there. Nina, Claire and Eliza were farther behind us talking babies so I took this as my opportunity, especially since Jacob was around or Jett, if either of theme heard this they'd Proberly have a heart attack.
"So... Are you and embry still, um waiting?"I asked breaking the ice gently. She looked uncomfortable the minute I said it but nodded.
"Yep"
"And have you both spoke about... You know" she turned to look at me frowning.
"Sorry, your going to have to give me more to go off than 'you know'" I sighed.
"Birth control" she cringed.
"Oh geez! Mom I'm not discussing this with you... Ew"
"It's just wolves can't-" I was cut off my her waving her hands.
"Stop mom seriously. I've got it covered"
"Have you though?"
"Mom I'm not a child! I've got it covered, I'm not going to make you a grandmother twice in the matter of months... Trust me" I sighed and smiled softly.
"I do trust you sweetie"
"Good, so let's just drop this subject... Forever" after all the girls has ate, Jett and Quil picked up Eliza, Claire and Anna and they all went home. Embry stopped by but didn't stay for long as he was on patrol, so annalee took the opportunity whilst embry wasn't around to tell Jacob all about her wedding dress, show him photographs and basically tell him how excited she was.
"That's great honey really. I'm glad your happy" he told her in a dull voice. She didn't seem to notice as her and nina began discussing something else but I did. I frowned and watched his body language as he half listened to the girls and half listened to the TV. Eventually he excused himself and went upstairs so I followed.
"What's your deal?" I asked as I Pushed our bedroom door closed. It was sound proof so no need to worry about being heard.
"Don't know what your talking about ness" he said pulling his shirt off as he walked into our closet, I followed him.
"You were a little off when annalee was telling you about the wedding Jacob"
"Was I?" He asked, I was trying to stay focused on the conversation even though he was practically stripping in front of me.
"Yes you were. Now what's wrong? I know you Jacob, you can't lie to me" he stepped right in front of me, naked. Control ness! Control.
"I'm going for a shower, excuse me" I frowned at him.
"Fine I'm coming with you then!"
"Ness" he said sighing, I just smirked and looked my jewellery off dropped them to the floor. I kicked my shoes off and then pushed my jeans down and pulled my shirt over my head. I pushed my panties down and then unhooked my bra letting it fall In front of us both.
"Your going to tell me what's wrong Jacob. Even if I have to use my power of persuasion to get it out of you" he smirked at me and I took his hand in mine.
"Now... You wanted a shower right?" He nodded and I pulled him into the bathroom with me. Once we were both under the water we took turns washing each other and placing gentle kisses every once and in a while. Once we got out of the shower, I sat down on the counter and dried his back.
"It's hard to let go of them... Isn't it" he said quietly, I wrapped my legs around his back and my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me, kissing his shoulders.
"There all growing up Nessie. They don't need us anymore. Jett is going to a father, annalees getting married. Nina's going to end up moving away, we all know it and who knows how long it will be before I'm giving another one of my daughters away" I sighed, so that's what this is about.
"Jacob" I said softly.
"Annalee was always a daddy's girl growing up, no matter where embry came into her life, she always came to her daddy, even before you sometimes. Now she's grown up, a women, she doesn't need her daddy anymore"
"Jacob! She will always need you, someone to talk too. Someone to joke with. Someone to care for her. Someone who she can go to and break her heart too, someone who's going to always love her unconditionally. That's all you. Yes embry is going to be her husband, and yes she's getting another leading man in her life but you Jacob, will always be her first and number one man. I promise" he turned around and smiled at me.
"Do you think?"
"I don't think, I know" he nodded and leaned down and kissed me.
"Love you ness"
"Love you too Jacob" I hugged him tightly to me.
"What do you say about an early night?" I asked trailing circles on his lower back.
"That is the best idea I've heard all day" and then I let out a huge laugh as he threw me over his shoulder and marched back into our bedroom.
The next day Jacob was at the garage and I was at home with the girls, so I decided to take it upon myself to talk to annalee about Jacobs worries, maybe she can talk to him about it. I know this because even though jake is one of the most important men in my life. My father will always be the most important man in my life, because he's my daddy. Your love for your husband/boyfriend or lover is completely different for your father. I'm in love with Jacob, i love my father. And I know this is going to be the exact same for annalee. She was outside with nina, laying in the sun together going through more wedding magazines.
"Annalee baby" I said from the porch, she looked over the top of her magazine to see me on the porch.
"Yeah..."
"Can I talk to you?" She nodded slowly and started walking over.
"If this is about contraception again-" she began but I shook my head no.
"Sit down" we sat on the stop step of the decking together.
"I was talking to your dad last night... And well he's feeling, god I'm not sure how to say this" she frowned as I tried to explain.
"He feels like he's going to loose you once your married"
"What?" She replied looking confused.
"Growing up you were such a little daddy's girl, always smiling when you seen him, went to him before pretty much everyone... Even with your connection with embry you were still daddy's baby. But now your growing up, becoming a women, starting a life of your own, I guess he's just feeling like you won't need him anymore"
"I'll always need him" she told me quietly.
"I know, that's what I told him" I glanced at her and she looked like she was going to start crying.
"Don't get upset baby"
"But I don't want dad to feel like this. He's my daddy, I'll always need him, no matter who I'm married too" I smiled and nodded.
"I know, why don't you tell him that. I'm sure he'd love it and Defonaitly get the message if it came from you" she nodded.
"Yeah I will" she stood up and walked for the house.
"Aren't you doing wedding prep with nina?"
"Oh... I don't feel like it so much anymore, Ill be in my room" I nodded and after that I didn't see very much of her all day. I asked her if she wanted to come hunting around lunch after I'd made nina some spaghetti but she passed, said she wasn't very hungry. When Jacob got home I didn't tell him about what we had discussed because annalee said she would talk to him, once again she didn't come out for dinner and I was getting worried. I sent nina to talk to her but annalee said she was fine and not to worry. I even called embry to ask if she had been texting or calling him today but he said no, he got slightly worried but I said everything was fine and she could explain if she wanted too. Jake had a pack meeting just after dinner, those usually lasted for around an hour so after he left, I was cleaning the kitchen And annalee came downstairs.
"You do know, your father has just left" she nodded.
"I know I was going to go and wait for him to get back outside" I nodded.
"Okay, do you want me to wait with you?"
"No, I'm okay" she went out of the front door and I seen her sit down on the porch swing. I didn't really leave the kitchen the whole time she was waiting, just incase. When Jacob arrived home, I still stayed, not so much to eavesdrop but to make sure this conversation went good.
"What you doing out here sweetheart" he asked.
"Oh... I was waiting for you"
"Me?"
"Yeah, um can I talk to you?"
"Of course you can honey" I guessed then he sat down with her because I heard the porch swing move slightly.
"What's up baby?"
"Well I don't know how to say it really, I know exactly what I want to say... But I don't know the way to say it"
"It's ok honey, what ever it is" she was quiet for a Long time before speaking.
"I want to, sing you sometime..."
"Okay" he said sounding happy, he was always her number one fan when she was growing up, well if you asked anyone else it was proberly a close call between himself and embry, but I knew Jacob won.
You tucked me in
Turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that
Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me every where
You were always there when I looked back
You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be
And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me
Caterpillar in the tree
Have you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away(butterfly fly away)
Got your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true
Butterfly fly away(butterfly fly away)
You've been waiting for this day
All along and known just what to do
Butterfly x3
Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away
I don't know how Jacob was reacting to that but I was crying my eyes out! Damn I was glad I didn't have any mascara on today. It was quiet for a few more minutes before Jacob spoke.
"That was really beautiful baby"
"Thank you daddy, and I just want you to know. no matter how old I get, who I marry, how many kids I have, where I move too you'll always my my daddy. The number one man in my life since the day I was born. forever"
"You don't know how much it means to me for you to say that baby girl" there were a few muffled tears after than I'm guessing it was a hug while they were crying.
"Will you take me hunting? I've been kind of holding off all day and I want to go with you like we use to when I was little" Jacob use to always take annalee hunting, it was kind if there daddy, daughter days out but after a while she started going with embry or Jett.
"I would love to baby girl" I was smiling to myself as I heard them running towards the forest. It was about eight at night now so I went upstairs and took a shower, said goodnight to nina and went and tucked myself in bed. Annalee and Jacob weren't back yet but they needed to spend some quality time together so I wasn't worried. I fell asleep not long after I got in bed, feeling slightly cold because I didn't have my personal heater to curl around. The next thing I knew Jacob was coming into bed behind me wrapping his arms around me and kissing my neck.
"You were right baby. I love you" I giggled sleepily.
"Aren't I always" I joked, I felt him smile against my skin and kiss my neck once more.
"Love you Nessie"
"Love you too jake" and then we both fell to sleep. A blissful sleep.
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