Two chapters in a short time, don't get used to it ;)

P.s. Spoiler ;): after the next chapter, the team has found out about the pregnancy.

The same evening Kensi was standing in front of Deeks' place. She doesn't know why, but her normal evenings are not good enough anymore. In the past the idea of watching a movie with some ice cream or getting a bath with a good book, was her idea of heaven, the perfect things to do in her free time. Since she has known Deeks, all of that is just not enough anymore. She became attached to the evenings with her partner sitting on the couch. She misses Deeks terribly. The hug he gave her when they left OSP, had filled her with a feeling of warmth and safety. When she closed her eyes, she could still feel his arms around her. The moment she opened her eyes again and saw that she was home, the feeling of warmth and safety left her again. It was cold and she was alone. After a while she couldn't stand the silence and the loneliness anymore and she had gotten in her car, on her way to her partner. That was where she found herself at this moment, in front of his front door. She stood in front of his door for a while and she doesn't know if she dares to ring the doorbell.

After a couple of minutes standing in front of Deeks door, she rings the doorbell cautiously.

"I'm coming." she hears Deeks calling and soon after that, the door opens. Deeks is surprised when he sees Kensi standing on his doorstep.

"Hey." Deeks says, still astonished by the fact that she is here. He doesn't know who he had expected to see at this time when he opened the door, but it wasn't Kensi.

"What are you doing here?"

"Hey Marty, I uhm.." Kensi don't dare to speak out loud what has brought her to Deeks. She knows somewhere inside of her, what exactly she is feeling and what the reason is for her coming here, but she is not ready to find the words to describe it to him.

Deeks feels that and says: "Uhm well it is okay anyways, come in!" Kensi is grateful that she doesn't has to say anything. How he knows her this well, that he always knows what she needs, he even doesn't know himself, but she is very grateful and she steps inside while Deeks closes the door behind her and they walk inside.

"Can I give you something to drink?" Deeks asks, being a good host. But Kensi sees that before she arrived, he was getting ready to go to bed and says: "No, it's okay. I see you where getting ready to sleep."

Deeks was indeed getting ready to sleep when Kensi rang the doorbell and he knows better then to lie to her. "Yes I was on my way to bed, but if you wanna talk then we're gonna sit down and if we're gonna sit down, why don't get something to drink then?" says he and he winks at Kensi.

"It's okay, go to sleep, I uhm.. I gonna go home." says Kensi, not confident enough to ask her real question for Deeks.

"No Kens, stay, you're welcome to stay." Deeks looks Kensi in the eye. Maybe she just missed me. Wow, Marty why would you even think that? Well okay, maybe not missed but I really don't know what else is going on. I could just be with her and maybe that will help.

"Would you like to sleep here? I won't do any funny stuff and you can sleep at the right side." A smile appears on Kensi's face after Deeks' proposition.

"You're serious?" she asks, still surprised.

"Yes of course I am. Otherwise I wouldn't have said so. I take that this is you're way of saying, yes I would love to sleep here." Deeks says and Kensi nods.

Kensi follows Deeks to his room and put on his LAPD shirt and the jogging brook Deeks has given her. She crawls under the blankets.

"Uhm Kens, do you want me to stick to my side of the bed or is it alright if I put my arms around you?" Deeks wouldn't dream of anything better than laying in bed with Kensi in his arms, it would even be beneficial for his rest, but he gives her, like the gentleman he is, also the option of him not touching her. Kensi is really glad that Deeks is okay with her being in his arms.

"Can I lay against you?" she asks carefully and she sees a smile appear on Deeks face.

"I'd like nothing better than that." he says and Deeks put his arms around Kensi. When he does so, they both become more peaceful and in no time they both are into a deep sleep.