AN: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING OF WORLD OF WARCRAFT! IT BELONGS TO BLIZZARD!

AN: Okay it is time for some real love~ Please let me know what you guys think! P.S.: There are only a couple more chapters till the end!

WARNING: Sexual Content, there is a lemon/NSFW! Do not read if under 18 or you just don't like these kind of things.

I had began walking out of the city and thought a small walk through the windy forest would calm my nerves, it didn't. I ended up finding myself a secluded spot deep in the copious amount of trees and felt like my world was crumbling right under my feet. I felt dead inside.

I used to think I was a strong, confident, and hardened Rogue with years of experience from battles and wars, but I was weak. I could be so easily broken... this single Blood Elf had managed to turn me into a puddle of emotions, and made me think about everything I am and believe. I'm only human after all.

I couldn't stop the turmoil of sadness bubbling up from inside. I felt hot tears begin to rise in my eyes and the need to sob followed, I wanted him so much it felt like a hot blade in my heart.

Why did everything in my life have to be so complex? I gave the world everything I had: my body, my soul, my skills and sacrifice, my blood and valor, my loyalty and legion, but I gave him my heart. I just wanted one thing to go right, I wanted him.

I tried to find a solace of hope, but couldn't. I was becoming numb... I lost Aurora, Gradena, and now I probably lost the only man I ever loved.

I tried to find the moon through the thick storm clouds only to receive a loud crash of thunder and an onslaught of rain instead.

'Of fucking course! Just my luck...'

I curled in tighter to myself, trying to keep the warmth I had. But as my leather gear became more soaked with the storm's rain, the more it drained away the warmth of my body.

The dark clouds, lack of light, and general delirium from emotional pain... I stumbled along the road back to Silvermoon.

I didn't really pay attention to where I was going until a familiar sight stood before me. I felt almost unconscious in where my body was taking me.

The same scarlet, gold, and marble of a singular house surrounded by greed stood out in a strange, nostalgic way.

Rommath's house.

I hesitated and leaned my forehead on the door in deep thought. My tears continued to flow down and my sobs began to leave my lips a little. A sad smile came over my face at how pathetic I had become.

I gently raised my hand to the door and knocked softly, letting my hand stay splayed over the smooth wood. The rain and thunder seemed to only get worse, a crack of lightening flashed over the gray expanse. I looked down, maybe he was still in the Spire in Silvermoon.

'Maybe he has moved on, with a Sin'Dorei that is worthy of him. Why can't I though?'

The doors opened up, making watery purple eyes look up sadly. Rommath, dressed in his warm scarlet sleep ware, stood before me in the doorway quite shocked to see me. His beautiful long black hair hung over his shoulders to his waist, he looked so relaxed... unworried.

"Creed, what are you doing here?!" Rommath asked only to receive a crack of thunder and lightening from the storm above as his answer. What could I say? I've been a mess and wanted to see if you still loved me?!

I tightened my grip on my arms.

"I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to disturb your sleep," I whispered to him, trying to keep my teeth from chattering.

Rommath's eyes flashed softly at me and I couldn't help but feel a fearful sob come up.

"I feel nothing anymore, Rommath! I can't feel anything but the numbness! I can not go on anymore..." I cried.

Rommath gently grabbed me from the chilling weather, and pulled me inside and on to his warm chest, closing the door.

"I-I thought these feelings would change, but time seems to have only made it stronger! I thought if I stayed away, you would find someone worthier than me, someone more delicate and beautiful, someone who is not me... I can't stop these feelings for you no matter how hard I tried. I feel so vulnerable and weak..." Rommath held me as I continued my weeping.

"I missed you so much. I don't want to stay away from you... it is slowly killing me inside. I am numb when I know I can't be with you. I have no home without you in my arms! I have no heart anymore! I want to feel something again, Rommath! This life has taken just about everything away from me, I don't want to lose you too. I still love you, that is all I know anymore. Please..." I felt my eyes burn from the crying. I relished in his smell, his touch, and voice.

Rommath quickly pulled down my wet helm and silenced my lips with his own in a passionate but gentle kiss. Gently, he pushed away the wet hair sticking in my face. His warm hands picked my soaked body up into his arms and walked up to his rest room.

Placing me down, he helped me out of my sopping wet armor.

I shivered almost violently as his searing hands smoothed over the cold flesh of my body as he grabbed sides of my armor to help me out of them. I couldn't help but softly sigh under my breath at the feeling. I could see when I made those soft sounds, his eyes would widen and the darken.

He left quickly and returned with a large scarlet, silk sleep shirt. I sat on the edge of the large tub in my damp underwear and chest bindings, shivering as he gently placed the shirt on me. I looked up at his face with some unexpressable emotion.

He put my wet armor over the tub as I slid my underwear and bindings off beneath the long shirt. He looked at my undergarments then at me with hooded eyes.

He stood towering over me as he used to always do when I did something wrong or when I had first met him all those years ago. He walked slowly towards me.

I moved to him into an embrace. I felt him wrap his arms around me tightly, lifting me. I wrapped my thighs and arms around him. I buried my face in the long ebony waterfall around his shoulders as he placed me gently on his bed with him above me.

I look up at the one of the only light sources in the room, his overpowering, Fel green eyes. They looked so differently and yet the same all at once.

"Make me feel something again, Rommath. I beg you..." Rommath's eyes went half massed. He crushed his lips over mine letting the feeling last for a few seconds. He lifted his lips from mine and whispered deeply,

"You think that I have not felt the very pain you have since our departure a year ago? I have felt nothing without you in my arms. I will show you how much I love you... I will make you see and feel how much I couldn't stop thinking about you, Nova." I gave a watery laugh at his beautiful words, he spoke them so sensually and lovingly in his language.

"I love you too, Rommath." I grabbed his face and brought him in for a deep kiss. The room seemed to warm up quickly as I held him closer to me.

I couldn't stop. I didn't want to stop. I ground my hips upward and felt a hot and silky hardness press back on my core. A gruntled groan escaped Rommath.

Slowly, I slid my hands to the edge of his shirt and slid it up his torso. I lavished the feel of his skin as I ran my hands delicately over his strong back, feeling the muscles ripple under my touch.

His night shirt fell onto the floor below. I saw his upper torso in the dull light and felt my emotions go haywire. I trailed my hands up a little feeling the peaking muscles of his abdomen flex at my touch. My eyes trailed up his toned abdomen and chest. My breath stopped short in my throat when I saw a small glitter catch my eye around his neck.

There around his neck, hung the very necklace I gave him a year ago.

"You kept it safe." I whisper as I touch it gently.

"Yes, I promised I would keep your heart close and safe with me." Softly he leans down to kiss the center of my chest where my erratically beating heart rested in my chest.

I ran my nails softly up his back causing a soft grunt from his lips. He was a lot warmer than I was, so his hands felt like they left a trail of fire up my thighs to the shirt he gave me.

I moaned at the sensation of the different temperatures.

His lips captured mine again with a sly tongue sneaking past my lips and onto my tongue.

I arched up as he applied pressure to the center between my legs with his clothed hardening member. I gave him enough time to slide the large shirt up my butt and back to over my head, joining his abandoned shirt.

I laid completely nude under Rommath. I felt flushed, my heart was beating so hard I was pretty sure he could hear it, and all he did was stare.

"Please don't stare... I know, the scars leave a less than beautiful sight."

"Shut up." Rommath commanded with anger in his voice, but his hands wondered over my large hips to smooth over my belly, then up to my breasts. I felt a little uncomfortable, my body wasn't skinny or petite like the beautiful petite and delicate Sin'Dorei women, I was built like a rogue, a spymaster, a warrior.

Little scars peppered all over my body from previous battles. I felt his skin... I felt nothing but perfection.

"You are beautiful, every scar and all. By the Ligh- Ngh!" Rommath hissed as I arched my back off the bed pushing more pressure on wet core between my legs.

"Please love me, Rommath." My voice became breathy and watery as he kneaded my breasts and I pulled down his loose pants.

"I do."

I used my legs to quickly push the scarlet silk of his pants off of his legs and onto the floor. I froze when I felt the hot and hard bare skin of his... ahem rather large member resting against my thigh. I can see why Daliah was so upset losing him as a sex partner.

Rommath left a fire trail behind as his lips traveled from my neck to my breast, I cried out at the heat of his mouth as it latched on to a nipple. I felt him lap at the hardened bud with his hot tongue and nibble the flesh with his sharper teeth. I groan and pull his head closer to me, trying to keep him there.

I gripped his long hair and saw his long and sensitive elven ears peaking out above his head. Elven ears were beautiful, sensitive, and ironically long, considering most elves don't like having their ears touched.

I moved my hand that had been lightly raking over his hardened back and delicately touched one of the ear's tips; Rommath increased his teeth's pressure on my breast.

Pleasure seemed to shoot up my spine and I rubbed myself against him causing a similar reaction of pleasure.

I kissed the sensitive skin on the lobe of his ear making my way up to the pointed tip. I gently bit down on the tip and sucked, then licked to soothe it... repeating the process again and again.

A stiffening of all his muscles and hushed erotic groans of pleasure made me continue. I felt my reward for my valiant efforts press harder and harder against my wet core, in a thrusting like motion. Each thrust brushed against my bundle of nerves causing more and more sparks of pleasure to run up my spine. Clenching his fists tightly, I watched Rommath quickly move away from my chest and slam his lips into mine.

"Damn you," Rommath huskily whispered with false frustration,

I moaned even louder when I felt his hand run down my belly and rub against my pleasure point.

"Aah!"

The tightening in my stomach got tighter as he slid a finger in me, I tried to snap my legs shut but his hips blocked my way.

"Relax," Rommath commanded gently.

The wet squishing sound echoed in the room as he continued to pump his fingers in and out... I felt tears of frustration build in my eyes... it was too slow and agonizing, but felt so good.

I reached down and grabbed his member. It was hot, hard yet soft, and much larger and thicker than I actually believed. I gently ran my fingers over the veins bulging out and ran my thumb over the leaking slit at the top of the blushing head. I could feel Rommath entire body twitch. I could hear the grinding of Rommath's teeth as he set his jaw; he was enjoying it too.

"If it hurts too much, tell me and I shall stop," Rommath whispered into my ear as he slipped his fingers out and sealed our bodies close together as he lined himself up with my entrance.

"I won't say stop..."

I groaned as a deep burning pain began to form as he entered. He wanted to buck his hips as I felt myself tighten at the intrusion. Sensing my discomfort, he stopped half way looking down at me, panting. I couldn't help but heave with tension. I locked my legs around the back of his waist and pulled him the rest of the way in.

"AH!" A sharp pain hit me much differently than being cut or hit. It HURT! It burned, it felt like I was going to split in two. A cold sweat broke out over my skin. I tightened my grip on his hands as they held mine. The long black curtain of hair seemed to make his eyes glow brighter in the dim room.

A soft moan escaped Rommath's lips as I held to me, his hips hips touching mine... all the way to the hilt. I felt so full, almost to a breaking point. I looked up at him and kissed his lips as he began a soft and gentle rocking.

Each steady and slow rock of his hips began to drive me insane. Each thrust was a large bolt of pleasure ramming its way up my spine. I wanted him to go faster and harder. I raked my hands down his back, causing long scratches to form over his flesh. He groaned at the pain and I received him grabbing a fistful of my hair and yanking my head back as his lips latched onto the column of my neck; he sank his teeth down into my skin.

I moaned at the pleasure-pain.

I felt an agonizing tension twist in my stomach as he continued moving his hips between my legs, I saw his face twist in a very erotic and exposed expression of pleasure.

When he finally released my hair, I caught a peak past his face at his ears, they bent down and twitched with every emotional change he made. I grinned and grabbed them, stroking my thumbs over the tips.

Rommath groaned and rested his forehead on my chest. I stroked his ears again and he began to slam his way into me making me cry out at the new pleasure.

"I see you have a fascination with my ears..."

Stroke.

Another hard thrust. I arched off the bed and felt my toes curl.

Stroke.

I let out a louder cry of pleasure as he began a whole new rough rhythm of rutting into me.

Stroke.

Gritting his teeth, Rommath yanked my hands around his shoulders and began a punishing rhythm. He quickly grabbed my thighs and pushed then over his elbows and seemed to bask in the renewed cries and moans, and the better angle he thrusted at which caused him to go deeper. The new angle caused his member to hit that spot deep inside me that I didn't even know existed again and again.

Tighter and tighter the knot formed until I was sure I would snap at any moment. I held him as close as I physically could as I tried to buck my hips with his thrusts. I yelped when I felt his teeth sink into my neck again along with all the other love bites and hickeys he left. I needed a purchase, so I quickly grabbed onto his long hair close to his head and pulled as I came. I could hear Rommath snarl and growl as I tightened around him.

"Rommath!"

I felt the my vision go white and I cried his name out so loudly that I think all of Silvermoon may have heard me. I had left a mess of bleeding scratches down Rommath's poor back and small red blotches along his long ears. He slammed his lips into mine in a desperate kiss. I twitched and gasped as I felt him stiffen and moan out loud with less than delicate words in Thalassian. A warmth filled me and I sighed at the wondrous sensations and aftershocks of love making.

A thin sheen of sweat covered both of us and the rushing blood in our veins began to slow as our heartbeats calmed. I looked up with tired and love filled eyes at Rommath as he looked down at me with very emotional eyes as well.

I felt him gently pull out and lay beside me. The markings along his arms kept their glow as they pulled me closer to him. I ran my finger down the side of his ear and moved his hair out of his face. Rommath returned the gesture and moved my short waving mess of hair from my flushed face, grazing his thumb over my slightly freckled face.

Kissing him gently on the lips, I whisper to him,

"I love you, Rommath."

"I love you too, Nova."

Rommath returned my love in a husky Thalassian and hugged me to his chest. My eyes felt heavy and my body began to shut down from exhaustion. I wrapped one leg over his hips and hugged him close.

I finally felt complete... whole.

I finally fell asleep without the nightmares.

I felt loved.

I awoke to gentle breaths fanning across my neck and two arms around me tightly. Opening my eyes, the soft light of the sun outside came and went with the passing clouds in the sky.

I looked to the face across from mine, such relaxed features and a gentle expression was on Rommath's face. I felt a small laugh rise to my throat, why hadn't I noticed it yesterday?

Rommath had grown a small goatee since the last time I saw him. I smiled and ran my hand down his jaw, it fit him nicely.

I allowed my finger to run across one of his long elven eyebrows only to take fascination with his long ears again. I watched humorously as his brow twitched when I ran the pad of my finger over the tip again... they were still slightly red from the abuse I gave them last night which brought a full out blush on my face.

I bit the corner of my lip and rubbed the tip between my index and thumb. Sharp Fel eyes snapped open and his hand clasped over my wrist.

Rommath deeply gazed into my eyes. Then a long brow twitched only to rise.

"What are you doing, my light? Are wanting another session? Touching an Elf's sensitive ears without permission requires punishment," the blush on my face gets hotter at his voice deepens and his smirk grows on his sleepy face.

"I didn't know you grew a goatee... it looks nice on you." I whisper to him as I move as close as I can to him. The warm musky scent on his skin overcame my senses again.

"And you cut your hair. You look beautiful." Rommath leans down kissing my lips harder then I thought he would.

We didn't say anything for a while, just stared at one another and gently touched one another. It was soft, and the pure want to feel each other's skin and essence.

"How have things between the Kirin Tor and the Sunreavers been?" I was curious to the outcome of the long resolved issue in Dalaran.

"Good. So good in fact, that many of the Sunreaver mages have joined the Kirin Tor again," Rommath informed me with a slight smile on his face.

"That is good indeed. I'm glad that Aethas and Jaina have finally stopped fighting."

Kissing his forehead, I sat up and stood up out of the bed. I heaved his discarded night shirt over my body and smiled down at his smirking face. I hiss silently to myself when I move sharply... I was sore down there, but it was a delicious burn.

"You look most desirable in my clothing." I felt fire in my face.

I smile down at him and quickly leave the room to go down stairs. I may not be the world's best cook, but I managed. I cooked a small meal of fried eggs, my home's Teldrassil Tenderloin, and toasted Harvest bread for Rommath... not exactly a traditional Sin'Dorei meal, but hearty and delicious.

I felt him before I heard him as he wrapped his arms around me from behind. Gentle and warm lips grazed down my neck with the multiple love bites and hickeys.

"I was going to bring you breakfast..."

Rommath kissed my neck.

"I would rather be with you than the food." I turn to him and present the plate full of food.

"But I prepared it just for you, it has some recipes of my home." I whined only to receive a roll of Fel eyes and a kiss on my mouth as I gave him his plate. I sat next to him in his large and cozy couch watching him eat.

"You are not eating?" I shake my head.

"I never eat breakfast, it makes me nauseous." Another roll of the eyes. I smile.

As he silently ate, I just stared in thought.

"I am sorry, Rommath. About yesterday, I shouldn't have come the way I did."

Rommath put the empty plate on the table and grabbed me close to him.

"There is nothing to apologize for. There is only so much people can take, my light. I do not regret what happened yesterday, I may have done and seen things in the past that I regret but there was never any mistake with you. I have feared to get close to anyone long after Kael'thas betrayed his people and me, his own friend and student... yet you make it so easy to let me express myself with out a judgmental bone in your body." I leaned my head down to listen to the gentle thumps of his heart.

"You never told me your wish yesterday. You told me you had but one wish... can I hear it?" I glance up at his sincere eyes.

"I wished to be with you, but even with the peace treaty I know people would be against on both sides of the Horde and Alliance. I don't care what they believe or say though. I would wholeheartedly fight the entire world if I had to knowing that it meant you were in my arms again."

A pair of lips captured mine again and silenced my voice. I reach forward and pull his warm body to mine, clutching his back in a desperate fashion. I wrapped one of my legs over his waist as he pulled me into his lap.

My heart began to thump loudly in my chest again and a dread began to settle over me. I had to tell him... I had to. If I were to fail and not come back...

I broke the sensual kiss slowly and leaned my forehead to his again. I felt the familiar lump form in my throat.

"Rommath... I must tell you something very important." I tried to be strong for the sake of my own integrity. He seemed to catch my serious tone and look me in the eyes with all his attention directed at me.

"In Draenor..." I take a deep breath.

"In Draenor, you know of the issues that have been circling with the Warlords and the Legion?" He nodded and tightened his grip on my hips.

"We have already eliminated most of the warlords and their alliances, Blackhand, Ner'zul,and Kargath Bladefist. Grommash Hellscream had been betrayed by Gul'dan, Kilrogg, and Blackfist." Rommath froze at the eerie words.

"He has been held prisoner for a while as the story goes... what Gul'dan has done has betrayed everything Grommash has worked for by setting up home in Draenor where his clans can be safe. I and the many other commanders in Draenor are set to go rescue Grommash, and finally take Gul'dan and his remaining alliances down. With Gul'dan out of the way, the Legion will be sealed away from Draenor." I didn't want to look at his face, facing a hundred enemies gave me no where the same amount of fear as what Rommath could possibly be thinking or feeling.

"Draenor... Hellscream." I heard him hiss the names with venom.

"Yes. Durotan, Khadgar, and Yrel have managed to group an army together of both Horde and Alliance soldiers. Every Commander and General stationed in Draenor is to group together and lead the army through the Hellfire Citadel. We are finally going to end this long going battle."

The room was too silent for my tastes. Rommath was so stiff I nearly thought he actually turned to marble. I looked up from my lap and into his eyes. They held panic, fear, and anger.

"You cannot... you-" For the first time in my life since I knew Rommath, I had never seen him speechless. I had a feeling I knew what he was trying to say.

"I have to go and fight this battle, Rommath." He grabbed my biceps and pulled me closer to his face.

"When? Why did you not tell me?" Rommath asked tersely.

"In a fortnight... I had received the message yesterday morning from Khadgar. Gul'dan has been too quiet, but the Hellfire Citadel has been experiencing many different problems that have weakened its stronghold. We have to attack now that he is at his weakest or we may never get another chance... if he succeeds with his plans, we all may be doomed. I couldn't tell you at first... if I died, I wanted you to know how I felt one last time." I felt my gut twist and turn.

"You can not go, Creed. You will die." Rommath seemed to choke out. I smile sadly at him. His concern was like a healing warmth to my soul.

"I know, but that is the sacrifice I may have to make. You know more than anyone, that my life is to the duty to my people to keep them safe and to my world to defend it against those who oppose it. I do not wish to go, but I must. I must fight to keep you safe." I bury my head into his neck.

"My heart could not take it knowing I never tried. My soul would wither if you were fall from the my cowardice. I love you more than anything, Rommath. You must understand this." I whimper into his ear with as much emotion as my body can take before they break me.

I grab the back of his head and keep our faces close together.

"I-I came to you yesterday because I was afraid. I wanted to let you know the extent of how I felt about you before this final journey. I do not fear death nor the enemy... I fear leaving you behind without knowing. This is MY battle." I finish the news with a flutter of my eyes looking him in the eyes

He didn't say anything, but he didn't have to. I knew. I sealed his lips with mine and wrapped my legs tightly around his hips.

"If these are the last days I shall breathe, then I shall spend them with you." I tangled my fingers in his hair and stared him without a trace of regret or fear.

He picked me up with me wrapped around him and slowly we went back up into his bedroom where we made love again and again. Long after we held each other.

"I have something that I should have given to you a year ago." I watched him tiredly from the sex riddled bed as he got up and walked out of the bedroom. I sat up in concern. He walked back in holding a long little golden box. I felt my eyes widen.

"I am not sure of many things nor am I good at many things, but I am sure in my magic and my feelings for you. I want you to have this." He gently put the box in my hands and sat next to me.

I opened the box slowly and felt tears come to my eyes. My hands shook a little as I took the beautiful golden necklace out. Hanging on the long gold chain was a beautiful golden phoenix in a somewhat similar shape of Silvermoon's symbol but more intricate and hollowed out in some places. In the center of the phoenix, where the heart would be, was a small diamond incrusted ruby... but not just any kind of ruby, it glowed and the glowing seemed to make the gem look like it was moving and alive inside. Its internal design had similar markings to the ones on Rommath's arms.

I looked to him with a smile, he grabbed it and put over my neck.

"Now it is your time to guard my heart, keep it safe with you in battle. Know that I am with you."