Head up if you want to avoid the intimate chapters skip this one it's all smut and no plot in this chapter.

As I push Killua onto the bed, I speak up with a soft smile "Killua... I fucken love you, there is not a single doubt in my mind about that. You had me worried to the point, I'm pretty sure I've shaved a few years off my life..."

Killua looks to the side "I know... but I'm pretty sure that they saw more than two people in that alleyway, I'm surprise they never noticed you."

I nod "I think when I jumped, Kurapika and I looked like one person... probably..."

I cup Killua's cheeks, sighing in relief and pain "I swear on the life of our children! IF we have any, I'm going to die a young man because of you. Not that I would care. As long as it's in your arms, I have no regrets!"

Killua points out "Except now! You are hesitating."

I retort "I know... I'm just inexperienced in this section of life, and to top it off, I'm afraid of hurting you..."

Killua responds "As long as we use plenty of stuff, and there's some prep time... I should be ok."

I look at Killua, with a raised eyebrow "You wouldn't have happened to watched stuff like this before... in the past...?"

Killua retorts blushing slightly "No..."

I grin, crawling on top of Killua, pushing him further into the bed "Oh really, your face says otherwise..."

Killua looks away "Shut up! I was just curious..." I turn his face back to me, smiling softly at him "I don't judge! If that's the case, you can give me plenty advice... tell me when it hurts or when you get the most... pleasure."

Killua looks away, blushing unreasonably "Lubes in the counter as well as condoms."

I freak from the sudden information "What?"

Killua's P.O.V

Doofus! After all those nights you touched me in my sleep...

BRINGING ME TO MY PEAK! Then stopping, on a constant basis... was the very reason I brought these...

I turn back to Daniel, smiling in embarrassment from my thoughts "This day was eventually going to come. So, I thought ahead..."

Daniel's P.O.V

I blush, pushing my face into Killua's chest "Oh good grief... Now I feel really embarrassed about this..."

Killua pulls me up, looking me in the eyes "Don't worry... just listen to my advice and, the sound of my voice. I'm sure everything will be alright..."

Killua leans in, taking lead with long, passionate kiss.

His tongue embraces mine as we lap at each other's taste, him trying to taste as much as me, as I try to taste as much as him.

During the kiss, Killua shows more passion than previous times.

The kiss feels as though his been waiting... Waiting for this very moment, for a long time.

Every scenario that could have gone wrong, that I had imagine before is now gone... Or is about to be forgotten.

I thank Killua, for being the one that has more balls in this part of the relationship.

I kiss Killua with more force, fighting for dominance with him. He wins by a mile, making me moan into his mouth.

I unzip Killua's jacket, throwing his jacket off. During some point of the removal of his jacket, he nips at my neck, marking me as his own.

After Killua marks me, his lips return to mine, taking off my hoody with ease, throwing it alongside his jacket.

I smile into the kiss with Killua, pulling back for a moment so I can speak to him "Someone's a little impatient."

Killua blushes "Shut up!" Before I could make any remarks, Killua pulls me in, continuing our kiss from earlier.

I'm still unable to take lead as the very kiss drives me crazy, earning another moan from me.

This catches Killua off guard, stopping him for a split second. At that time, I take the chance, taking lead from him in the process, and earning a small whimper of pleasure from him.

I hug Killua tightly, unable to let go of him, afraid that I would lose him if I ever did.

I pull my lips away from his, earning a groan of disapproval.

Before I could let him voice anything, I lick his neck, earning a loud moan, along with my name.

I kiss and lap at his neck, earning more mewls and whimpers from him.

As I smile, Killua tugs and strokes my hair, softly running his hands through each strand. I groan as he continues to play with my hair, earning a whine of pleasure from me.

Why did I have to tell him that about my hair... and why did his hands have to be soft?

I smile for a moment, continuing my thoughts.

Fuck it!

I love you, Killua!

As I lift up my head, returning to our kiss, I pull off his shirt discarding it away.

Whatever I do, Killua copies me.

He pulls back, taking off my shirt, only to return to our passionate kiss just as fast as he pulled back.

I run my hands along his body feeling every inch of him as I possibly can.

Killua's muscles...

Killua's pecks...

I want to feel every inch of his body... to know every finer detail about him...

Killua's perfect body...

I lift up one hand, placing it on his chest.

Time to bring Killua to his peak...

I trace my Nen, forcing it to retract and surround his body perfectly... fitting him like a glove so he may feel every intense touch his about to experience...

Pulling my hand away slowly, I tug at my own Nen, causing it to run along Killua's body. Rubbing, stroking every inch of it.

As it moves around Killua's body frame, Killua moans softly, groaning in pleasure from the way my Nen surrounds him.

I smile, pushing Killua against the bed, continuing manipulate my own Nen surrounding Killua with one hand as while I use my other to embrace and touch his physical body, not wanting to ever stop touching him.

I run my mouth along his neck, licking and nipping at it gently, continuing to earn more moans and mewls, matched alongside my name, muttering it like it was a part of a mantra.

Go higher...

A little lower...

A little to the right or left...

As those words past through his lips, I attempted to match his words with my hands and lips. And if I got it perfectly, I would earn a loud groan of pleasure or a sigh of utter bliss.

I feel sorry from anyone that walks past our room, knowing that they would have to hear everything, the moans, the groans and the mewls of Killua, passing his very lips.

A part of me wants to silence him, wanting to be the only one to hears those sounds as another begs me to force more out of those lips, wanting everyone to hear who he belongs to.

I try to hold on for as long as I can, forcing myself not crack. To not take that last step, where lust takes over.

I want to remember everything about this night...

Every sound...

Every touch...

Every second...

I don't want to remember this night as the one where we acted like a pack of animals. Where we just fucked each other silly...

I want to remember each and every little detail about Killua.

The way he moved from my slightest touch...

The way he moaned every time I would lightly lick at his neck...

My favourite memory so far from the night is the way he moaned my name, every time I would kiss his neck.

It would drive him crazy, making him beg for me to kiss him...

I could only comply because... I love every aspect of him.

No matter what he does, I will chase him to the ends of this earth and back, just to be with him! And my aura surrounding him, certainly showed that.

I grip the bed, jumping on top of him to taste his lips once again.

To me Killua tastes divine...

But if I really had to say exactly what he taste like...

It would have to be like chocolate.

Sweet... and milky...

I just can't seem to get enough of Killua right now.

Part of me wanted to give into lust right then and there.

Licking every inch of his body. But I pushed, and forced the thought into the back of my mind.

To have him make me feel like that is a blessing to me. And yet, somehow a curse at the same time.

I'm becoming like my dad slowly... The wanting sinking in... The lust driving my mind into a world of pleasure, one that I had hoped to escape...

I cannot deny these feelings for him anymore!

It could be wrong for me to feel like this towards Killua...

But if that's the case, I hope I'm never right!

I lick Killua from his belly button, making a small trail all the way up. I continue to squeeze my Nen harder around him, causing him to writhe in pleasure.

As my tongue reaches the bottom on his neck, I lick my way up, right up to his lips.

Killua grabs me, forcing me into a kiss, showing obvious signs of lust in every movement of his.

I continue his forced kiss, removing his pants and throwing it off to the side.

Because of the current position we are in, the best Killua could do was unbuckle my pants and pull it down slightly.

After that, Killua uses his feet to kick off my pants, giving me the perfect reason to grin.

Oh Killua... Don't drive me into a corner... Forcing me to become my dad... I want to make love you, not... fuck you!

A thought crosses my mind, but now I can see the reason for his actions.

Killua has been waiting a long time for this...

His wanted this for a long time...

However, I don't know exactly how long...

I move my hand along his body, touching his member. The touch causes him to moan in my mouth.

A thought of fear crosses my heart, begging me to stop.

I pull away my hand slowly, only to stop after seeing Killua's eyes fling open.

He doesn't stop kissing me.

He begs to me to continue, using nothing but his eyes to tell me it... In his eyes I can see it... his begging me to keep going...

To not stop... and keep going...

I nod my head slightly, unable to stop the kiss.

I rest my palm on his mound, kneading Killua through his underwear gently as if he was made of wool.

As he slams his eyes shut, I trace my index finger along his tip, using the rest of my hand to massage his member.

This causes him to shake uncontrollably in my arms, writhing in pleasure and bliss.

I look at Killua, seeing his eyes closed.

Killua, to me would be considered the most beautiful guy, I've ever laid my eyes on.

I have an sudden urge to rip of his underwear, to take him right then... right there...

Instead I pull away from Killua, earning a cute pout.

I smile slightly from his look "You know... your cute when you pout."

Killua blushes, trying to hide his lust "Why did you stop...?"

I poke Killua on the nose "Granted I didn't want to stop our kiss... but sometimes we must make sacrifices! It's really hard to remove your underwear from this position..."

Killua smiles with a sly grin "Well hurry up then and continue!"

I nod, quickly removing his underwear to return back to our deep... passionate... kiss...

I move my hand slowly against his member, feeling up his entire length making him squirm and moan my name at the touch.

I lift up, stopping the kiss as I crack a smile at him.

Killua groans in frustration, from having being denied pleasure twice in under a minute "You're a tease you know that!"

I nod, still smiling at Killua "I know... but I want to do try something else!"

Killua lifts an eyebrow "What could-"

I cut Killua off, licking his member to earn a new type of moan from Killua.

It doesn't taste that bad but I like his lips better.

I engulf his member as his hands fall on my head, pushing more of him inside my mouth. I stand my ground, holding my position to let him know that it's my first time and I'm not about to try take his whole length on the first few seconds.

He lets go, running his hands through my hair instead.

Moaning and mewling at every movement.

I do the best I can do for my first time...

Even though it's my first, Killua mewls in pleasure... letting loose words of encouragement and things to try...

His words turn me on so badly... That I decide to turn up the dial.

The action of what I just did, was possible the worse thing I could of ever done.

The action of my mouth combined with my Nen made Killua scream at the top of his lungs.

Which, I'm pretty sure everyone in a 1 kilometre radius, turned around and thought what the hell was that.

Killua screams in pleasure "Oh~ my~ Ga~... Daniel don't stop!"

I do as he asks, not stopping the onslaught of pleasure I'm giving him.

I continue for a while, stopping when I start to feel Killua breathe really heavy.

"What's wrong?" I whisper to Killua as he groans in pain, pain from wanting release from this endless onslaught "Did you have to stop right then and there... I was-"

I return to my earlier actions, cutting him off after knowing he was ok.

He groans in intense pleasure as roam my hands on his body, causing a full body assault with my Nen, wrapped around his body.

Killua grips the bed, almost ripping the sheets in the process.

He moans loudly "Don't stop I'm about to..."

My eyebrow shifts from his unfinished sentence, having my mouth flooded with his essence.

Whatever it was... It tasted really salty but I didn't seem to mind.

Killua pants heavily, lightly stocking his hands through my hair.

I get up, licking the remainder off my lips as Killua looks in astonishment at me "You swallowed?"

I nod "I didn't mind it... I still prefer your lips though, it has a nice, sweet taste, probably because of all those sweets your constantly having..."

Killua blushes as I kiss him on the cheek "Shall we continue...?"

Killua lifts his hand "Can you give me at least a minute to catch my breath?"

I nod, crawling up his side, laying behind him as I hold onto him tightly "I'll give you two, how's that sound?"

While Killua is catching his breath, I grab the lube and a condom from out of the beside cabinet, hearing a chuckle escape his lips "And to think that was your first time..."

I laugh at the notion, smiling to myself from getting a reaction like that out of him "Your sounds egged me on... I was excruciatingly close to giving into lust from the sounds you made alone..."

Killua nods as I continue to hold him for a bit longer.

I move back around, applying the lube "So I heard this is where it hurts the most."

Killua nods "Only if you do it wrong."

I slowly enter one finger as Killua grips the bed hard, moaning from my Nen flowing around him.

"So you like what I'm doing with my Nen...? And how I've been using it to my advantage...?" I muse, trying to get more information other than moans out of him.

Killua nods, squirming under my touch "It feels like you're feeling up every inch of my body... it feels really INTENSE."

Killua squirms as I enter the second finger "Warn me when you about to do that!"

I frown, feeling guilty from the fact that I caused him some discomfort "Sorry... I didn't mean to do that..."

I smile, finding a way to break his discomfort, making him focus on something else "I just realised you never had a chance to take off my underwear... you usually removed a piece of my clothing, as soon as I removed yours..."

Killua blushes "Yeah, my mind was preoccupied..."

I grin "I could tell from the way you yelled my name, for everyone on the streets to hear."

Killua blushes in madness as I continue "I expect to hear a lot of questions from Gon later..."

Killua turns away as I continue "Anyways, do you want to continue the tradition or should I take mine off?"

Killua flips me without a moment's notice, removing my underwear in a flash. He looks down at me, hungry as I gulp "So you want to take me?"

Killua shakes his head, grabbing the condom ripping it open. He rolls it down on me, catching me completely off guard.

He blushes from being forward, grabbing the bottle of lube next, pouring a healthy amount in his hand.

He proceeds to runs his hands along my member, causing me to squirm and moan at his touch.

I pant after he removes his hands, moving on to lower himself of top of me.

We begin to moan in unison, with him being loud enough to drown out my voice.

Killua squirms as he readjusts from his intrusion of being filled.

We stay there in silence for few moments as I hold back myself, not wanting to push until Killua is ready.

I run the back of my palm along his cheeks, noticing a few tears drop from his eyes, causing me to look at him in concern "You can stop if it hurts you know..."

Killua shakes his head, smiling "I just never thought this day would come..."

I respond shocked "You've been waiting for this moment?"

Killua nods in embarrassed.

I'm left speechless as Killua begins to move on his own making us moan in pleasure.

A sudden thought snaps in my head.

For how long...?

How long have I been denying this moment from Killua?

I grab Killua's hand, holding his hand in an attempt to stop him from moving for a moment.

As Killua ignores my hand, moving more slowly, I ask "For how long?"

Killua's eyes snap open, looking in my direction. He stops suddenly "Since the past couple of months... like around the 180th floor. I've wanted to do this... Where I was on top!"

I retort in complete utter shock "That long?"

Killua blushes as I move, trying not to pull out of him. I sit up straight, pulling him into an embrace "Why didn't you say anything?"

Killua blurts out "It's not a conversation you can bring out of nowhere you know!"

I chuckle at my next thought "Yeah... but you can ease into it like you're doing now."

Killua blushes from my comment, almost stained red from the situation. I hold Killua's head, leaning into him for another kiss.

Our kiss slowly turns into a more heated, passionate kiss.

During our passionate kiss, Killua wraps his legs around me.

Moving on to wrap his arms around my back, leaning in more to our kiss.

I stand up, gripping his sides. Moving on to pull back from our kiss briefly "I'm sorry I've been avoiding this moment for so long but... You know what... I'm not going to stop until I get you to... Um..."

"Come?" Killua blushes as I nod. I grab Killua's face, pulling him back into our previous passionate make out session, earning a groan from him.

Using the groan as a starting point, I push in slowly, not stopping the kiss. This movement earns a long endless moan from Killua.

I turn one hand, manipulating my Nen around Killua, continuing my assault.

This brings Killua to his peak, receiving absolute pleasure from every inch of his body.

I start to build up some speed and momentum, slamming into him constantly.

The noise of skin slapping against skin, makes me slow the pace down drastically. As Killua feels the pace slow down, he objects to it, asking me to not stop and go faster.

Even thought I don't want to do what his asks, Killua's pleads get to me, forcing my mind into overdrive, picking the pace up once again.

I can't say no to you... Why...? I don't want it to be animalistic I want it to be caring and-

Killua's moans shut my thought process up as his breathe starts to get hasty and inconsistent.

I start to feel my legs shake, bucking under pressure.

Killua almost screams, blurting out "I-I-I'm about to-"

I interrupt Killua stoping for a brief second. Killua pants, grinding himself on me, not wanting me to stop. I smile, pulling him into a tight hug before continuing "Together..."

Killua nods in my shoulder as we squirm together, almost finishing at the same time.

Killua groans in bliss as we moan together the same exact words.

I love you...

After our heaven's high moment, I drop Killua on the bed as we pant together.

He looks at me smiling, half tired.

I look Killua in the eyes, unable to stop staring into his deep blue eyes.

I run my hand against his cheek, speaking really softly to Killua "I would say I love you again, but I'm beyond that now..."

Killua's P.O.V

How can you even love me...?

I'm tainted...

A killer...

A monster...

You were born into the same lifestyle as me but you never raise a hand at another... killing them...

You may have contribute to their death... But you never wanted that...

So why...?

Why would you choose to love a killer?

"You are, and will forever be my world..." Daniel whispers.

I'm... his world...?

Tear threaten to run from my eyes at that confession.

No! We shouldn't be like this... We shouldn't be together...

Daniel holds me close, kissing my forehead "I want to stay by your side... Killua."

Why...? Why...?

I nod, hugging him back.

I want this...

I want to be loved properly...

If you stay by my side... will you continue to love me?

Daniel's P.O.V

Soon enough, Killua falls asleep in my arms.

I groan, turning to the side so I can move his hands, so that they aren't digging into my back anymore.

He groans, stirring in his sleep.

I wrap my arm around him, flicking off the light to fall asleep by his side.

I mutter under my breath before falling asleep "I love you Killua..."

Ok this was longer than I had anticipated...

If you are reading this line, you get a thumbs up for reading it!

And let me point out...

After reviewing this, I almost rewrote it again. And I gotta say, this was one of the most hardest things in my life...

It's like trying to watch Porn for the plot... Basically... NON EXISTANT!