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I'm stuck in the hospital, preventing myself from seeing Killua.

I decide to listen to the news, instead of going to see Killua.

"We have a shocking news update. The true purpose of summoning of all Republic of East Gorteau citizens to the capital city was a plot by the Supreme Leader to massacre them. The body of Supreme Leader Diego was discovered under the rubble, suggesting that the victims were likely forced into mass suicide. But the second-in-command, Secretary Bizeff, is still missing, so some authorities believe a revolution is the greater likelihood."

I get up unable to stomach the rest of the news, heading straight to Killua "I better get it over with... I just hope it's the right decision..."

Killua's P.O.V

I stare long and hard at the window.

Sitting here alone as I look at Gon's almost lifeless body.

I smile, remembering about the differences between the two.

In the end, you two were no different.

You both did everything by yourself... I get it.

Kite saved your life Gon, and he has no connection to me.

But... Still... I want you to ask for my help in defeating Pitou!

I even wanted Daniel to come with me to save you...

Even if I had to carry him...

I look down at the floor, thinking to myself.

Let's go!

Did you say that to me as a team-mate?

As a friend?

Or because you wanted me more than a friend...?

I know...

I know you wanted me more than a friend but I can't see that...

Not with the feelings I'm harbouring...

I want him more than ever...

I just know he feels the same!

Daniel's P.O.V

I stand there, looking at Killua as I announce my presence "Killua..."

Killua looks up at me destroyed as I sigh "Killua... I think it's best if we part way..."

I look at Killua with sad depressing eyes as he stares in shock, unable to say anything.

"Killua... You deserve so much better than me...! I've been nothing more than a selfish prick! I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you in the past... But you deserve to find that special someone... That's far more better than me..."

Killua retorts back "First Gon, and now you! WHY NOW? Of all the times I need someone by my side, you leave now! And who is this person. He, she whoever the hell they are!"

I look away "I have no idea... Even if I did... I probably wouldn't even tell you!-Why? Because of my selfish love for you!"

I turn to Killua, looking him in the eyes "I hate myself for doing this! Because of how much it's killing me! I would dare say it's killing me more, than you but I would be lying... Because of how much I put you above myself..."

Killua looks at the floor destroyed "WHY NOW?! WHY? I'm going to abuse the shit out of everything you've said to me! There's no I in Relationship but I know there's two of them! And that makes an us! I agree you're being a selfish! From the fact you pick now of all times! Sure, you've lied and kept secrets, who doesn't!"

Killua raises his finger to me "But that gives you no right to decide this on your own!"

I frown "No right?! I have a fucken monster living inside of me! I've killed my very own father with one of my own abilities."

Killua freezes as he looks at me "Why...?"

I almost break down in tears "He begged me to! He wanted it more than anything and I just went with it... But if you saw, what I saw, I'm sure you would do the same... It was just so... depressing, seeing my very own father break down like that... He begged me to end his curse, his very own suffering."

I look at Killua "I don't want to see you put in that position... I have to live with that on my hands and what makes it worse!... He died with a smile... A fricken smile on his face!"

I turn around, walking away as I feel Killua grabbing my waist.

I whisper softly "Please let me go... You don't need a broken mess holding you back please-"

Killua cuts me off by swinging me around, kissing me forcefully as if it would make me stay.

I begin feel tears hit me as I struggle to push him away, muttering into his mouth "Please Killua don't... I don't want to hold you back!"

Killua shakes his head as he hold me tight against his chest "Gon kissed me... But... But his Nen ability he developed at the time, is now killing him... I want to tell you what I told him..."

My eyes widen in fear.

Don't say it! PLEASE don't say anything!

Killua smiles "I choose you... I choose you Daniel!... Even after the shit you put me through. From now and before... I want only you! And seeing you like this makes me happy... Because you've only showed this side of you only... to me. Even when you've been punched, kicked, stabbed brought down to near breaking point and death... You hid it. However, behind closed doors as soon as the lights out. You break down in front of me. Showing only me this side..."

Killua wraps his arms around me even tighter "You've done nothing but protect me or shelter me... You're the first one to ever do that around me. Aniki and Father may have sheltered me in their own way. But you've expressed your love, and feelings only to me... That's why I choose you. And if you run right here and now... I will hunt you down! And I will drag you all the way back."

I begin to bawl my eyes out in Killua's chest as he strokes my hair, continuing to lecture me "And don't you dare leave me because you've killed one person close to you! I've killed more people than you and your father combined! Daniel... I need you now more than ever... I'm going home and I would like you very much for you to join me... There's... someone else I want to save, someone else that's important to me... My sister... She is the only one that can save Gon now! And I don't want to experience this hell alone."

Killua tightens his grip around me "Please come with me... Help me save Alluka and Gon! PLEASE! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE NOT LIKE THIS... If you still want to run away after we save my sister, Alluka and Gon... Then, your free to go... But please just not now, when I need you most..."

I continue to cry as I mutter under my breath "I don't want to be the main reason of your death..."

Killua frowns "We made a promise. As long as it's in each other's arms, we couldn't care less... Besides you couldn't kill me if you tried! Two reasons! IDIOT! One, I'm too fast for you. Two, as soon as you lay a hand on me, you'll pull back... You fricken cried when you head butted me and I started to bleed, remember...?"

I frown "Come on... That was a lie to Palm!"

Killua chuckles "But I believe it... You worry about me more, than yourself, Daniel. I want us to help each other..."

I nod a little as Killua smiles "That's it! Come on! I want to save my sister!"

I nod again in Killua's chest "Can you give me a couple of minutes... I wanna memorise this smell!"

Killua chops me "Idiot! Why memorise the smell when you'll get experience it every day...! It's always the same with you..."

I nod my head "Because it's you... I want to change from now on... I really want your help... I want to grow stronger... By your side, I want to develop another level of hell, where it's even stronger than the other Seven... And, AND, I want you to help me... To train everyday... The two of us..."

Killua smiles, kissing me "I've waited a long time for this... I should have recorded it with my phone... But I want to help you. I no longer want us, to do things alone... I want you to help me, and for me, to help you."

I nod, kissing Killua back.

Killua smiles widely "You know. While I was running around town to town... Secretly, I wanted you to join me and help... But knowing Gon, he would have gone crazy."

Killua lets go, walking up to the mirror as he at Gon deep in thought.

Killua's P.O.V

I look at Gon through the mirror.

You run ahead, while I clean up after you.

I ball my fist.

It's same as always...

This is the last time...

I'll clean up your mess!

But I won't let it slide.

You better apologize.

I frown slightly.

I'm going to heal you up!

I yell at Gon through the mirror "So you have to apologize!"

Daniel lays a hand on my shoulder "We will..."

I nod, holding Daniel's hand "I know... We..."

Knov coughs as he enters the room "Killua... Daniel... I trust I'm not interrupting anything?"

Daniel turns to Knov "Not at all."

Knov nods "We're assembling a team of medical specialists to save Gon. I must head back, so I can use Hide and Seek to transport equipment and people. Will you come with me?"

I shake my head "No, we won't."

Knov sighs "That's true... It's important to stay with Gon and talk to him, as well."

I retort "I'm- We going to save Gon. You go get those doctors. They'll still be needed..."

I look at Knov "While we're gone."

I grab Daniel's hand, walking away.

As we exit the hospital, take a long trip to catch the earliest flight back to Padokea.

I speak softly "We are the ones who'll save Gon!"

Daniel nods as two carrier pigeons catch up to us.

Daniel frowns "Oh... We have to vote for the new chairman... Too busy!"

Daniel waves them off as I sigh "We got more important things to worry about."

Daniel nods as we catch the blimp out.

Time Skip

Daniel's P.O.V

I watch Killua sleep as I pull him in, resting his head on my shoulder.

You really are cute Killua...

I still can't deny you.

I want to run still...

But I don't think you'll allow me now.

And I don't think I'll allow myself either...

I sigh from my next thoughts

I will still become a subject to Tempest's voice, but, I hoping what my dad says is true...

I can't be controlled by him...

Maybe that's what I'll make the eighth level of hell ability to be...

To control him... or more his power...

I don't know how though I'll take my time with it...

I lean up against Killua, turning his head to face me.

I rest my palm against his cheek, smiling as I kiss his lips.

For now, I'll train with Killua and help him protect his sister, so we can save Gon.

Killua stirs as I frown "Sorry for waking you..."

Killua yawns "I wasn't tired anyways."

I laugh at Killua lightly "Was that before or after you starting snoring while you were asleep?"

Killua frowns as he grumbles "I wasn't snoring!"

I smile "So~ you're not going to object to sleeping then?"

Killua glares at me as I pick him up, sitting him on my legs "Listen Killua... You were asleep. I can understand how much stress your going through. It's showing all over your aura."

Killua nods as I smile at him "I've got one question about us..."

Killua lifts an eyebrow as he wraps his arms around my head "Hmm? What about us... I'm hoping you still don't want to run away!"

I shake my head "What exactly do you want to tell your father?"

Killua blinks confused at me "Tell... My... Father...?"

I nod "You know... About us?"

Killua blinks "I don't know... I want to tell him that we are together. But, the more I think about it... The harder becomes to figure out."

I frown "What part?"

Killua touches his cheek, looking far too cute for the situation "Well... If I tell him before we see Alluka, he'll kill you... So it has to be after then. Most likely when we are with Alluka. That is when you'll be in the least amount of danger."

I nod, kissing Killua "Ok... So we are going to lie in person then when we are with Alluka, we'll blurt it out... Correct?"

Killua kisses me "Yep! I want to do it in front of mother to see her reaction! But... I'll rather you be alive to see it."

I smile into Killua's kiss.

Somehow I think you weren't the one to fall in love with me...

I was the one to fall in love with you...

And a Zoldyck no less!"

I pull back, whispering "Killua Zoldyck... I love you!"

Killua smiles as he returns to our kiss.