After explaining who Matilda was to everyone I finally managed to get her to sit down and eat something. Not that I regretted bringing her over or anything, but she had so much energy in her! She finished off and went on to watch tv with Davina. Klaus walked to the door with his coat on his arm and his phone on his ear. I walked up to him and when he finally finished talking he leaned over and kissed me. I opened my eyes with happiness and held his hand. "where are you going?" "Marcel business love. You know how busy the nights are" he smiled and kissed me on the forehead before the door clicked shut. I sighed and told the girls it was time to go to bed. Davina and Matilda went upstairs, laughing. In only a few hours the little wolf had managed to make herself a part of the family.
I went upstairs. I wanted Klaus to be around me. I picked up the phone and called Jake. I wanted to tell him about Klaus' decision and I wondered if he was at the bar. He picked up on the first ring. "Hayley" "Hi Jake how are you?" "Fine fine, better now. I was expecting your call" I smiled "well me and Klaus decided we'd go with your plan after all...if you're still up for it that is" "Of course I am! That's great! I'll pick you up tomorrow then? We'll go out for a stroll" "yeah sure that sounds nice...listen is klaus at the bar?" "Yeah he is actually. He's with Marcel and a few girls" "Girls?" I snapped. What the hell was he talking about? "Yeah it's Cammi, our part time waitress and her friends. She and Klaus spend quite some time together" "part time... You mean the blonde girl?" "Yeah yeah she works here with Sophie and I" "ok Jake I'll talk to you later".
Frustrated. Pissed off. Angry. Sad. Annoyed. Stupid. Betrayed. Idiot. Hayley the idiot. Klaus wouldn't be faithful to you...he's Klaus Mikaelson "but he loves you and his baby more than anything in the world" Marcel said sarcastically as he appeared out of nowhere. "Get out of here Marcel" "Niklaus only said those things to protect his child and his family. Not you" He grabbed my hand, pulled me into Klaus art room and pushed me over to his desk. All the sketches of Caroline he'd drawn stared at me. I pushed them aside and noticed a different girl. A blonde one standing by the bar, smiling. He had drawn her. Drawn the girl he cared about. His second Caroline. I couldn't control myself. I started ripping the photos one by one, throwing the torn pieces on the ground. I was a piece of shit. All his sketches were on the floor. I left the room hysterically. I had blood on my hands, I think I had paper cuts all over them. The house seemed extremely small all of a sudden, the walls pulled closer to me. I walked outside out of breath. Why was it so easy to hurt me? Why was I vulnerable when it came to Klaus?
"Hayley! Hayley listen to me!" "Get off me" I snapped and pushed the confused Rebekah off me. Katherine was there too. I had completely forgotten about her. She tried to calm me down, quite unexpectedly, but she collapsed at my push. I gagged for the first time in months. I felt nauseous. I looked at Marcel and he smiled "help me" I begged him and he came up to me "the medication doesn't work because you have been trying to shut me off for so long, now that you finally feel the fear and anger properly again it all came back and its too much. Look at me and open your eyes to your fears" "Marcel I'm scared" "Of whom?" I shut my eyes, my hands gripping his collar. I felt something under my hands. I opened my eyes to notice Marcel had been replaced with Caroline who got replaced by the blonde bartender who got replaced by my adoptive mother then father then Klaus with hate in his eyes then Elijah with bloody lips then Caroline again before turning back into Marcel.
Everything was dark afterwards.