Chapter 18

Worth Dying For

* "I searched for love in an empty world but all I found was hate." – Rise Against – Worth Dying For

"Ugh, Vanitas, you know I don't like eating before I try dresses on!" Cagalli whined as she stuffed her face with a Panera sandwich.

"Geez, you bitch about being hungry and now you're bitching about something else." I rolled my eyes.

Sora wanted us all to chill before the spring semester ends… I didn't want to go, but Cagalli wanted to, so I guess I had no choice. She made me drive her to the mall to go buy a dress, even though she has tons of dresses at home…

"Are you going to finish that?" Cagalli pointed at my mac and cheese.

I slide the little dish over, so she can have it. She is finally eating! I even got her to overeat! Hey, if she gets chunky, I wouldn't care. I rather her fat than skinny… I hope she gets some fat in her breasts because they have gotten too small for my taste.

"Thanks again for taking me shopping Van!" She said with her mouthful of food.

"Yeah, it's nothing."

"Are you going to buy anything?"

"No? I have a lot of clothes at home," I snorted.

"All you wear is skinny jeans and T-shirts… Can't you change your style up a little bit?" She asked annoyingly.

"Nah."

Before she started bitching about me wearing the same shit over and over, Shiki came walking up to our table. What the hell does she want?

"Hey, Van." Shiki greeted.

"What's up?" I asked bluntly.

"Why have you been ignoring my calls? Is it true that you and Cagalli are dating now?" The bitch sounded like she is going to break down and cry.

"I've been ignoring you because I'm dating her, so lose the number," I muttered.

Shiki gasped and left us alone immediately. I hope she leaves me alone for good. I can't stand her… Why the hell did I sleep with that?

"That was kind of rude, Vanitas." Cagalli glared at me.

"So, it would've been okay to say I would hang out with her?" I raised a brow.

"No…"

"Then shut up. Are you done eating yet?" I am starting to grow impatient.

"Yeah." She quickly finished the mac and cheese and stood up. "Let's go!"

This is going to take all day. I only shopped with her a couple of times and I regret it every time; she will be in ONE store for three hours, it's ridiculous.

*~*~*My Complicated Crush*~*~*

"How's this look?" Cagalli came out of the dressing room to show me another stupid dress.

"It's fine…"

"You aren't even looking!" She snapped.

"You tried on over twenty dresses, I'm getting tired."

She rolled her eyes and went back into her dressing room to try another one on.

My ass is starting to hurt from sitting here in this stupid room, and the most annoying part about the fitting room is the other people. There is a guy who is the same age as me waiting for his sugar mama. The woman looked twice his age and it made me cringe; I could never sleep with an older woman, it's disgusting.

"This one?" Cagalli came back out again.

"Sure," I answered.

"At least, pretend you care!" She crossed her arms over her chest.

"Are you going to get it?" I asked.

"No!" She turned on her heels and went back in the room.

Another person that is getting on my nerves in this fitting room is this bratty teenager with her mother. Her mother is loud and made over everything that her daughter tried on. My ears are bleeding from them screaming about the stupid outfits…

I leaned in my chair and turned my head to the side to find something to distract me. My eyes widened when I saw Alexia standing there, waiting for a room.

"Van?" She stared me down and frowned.

"Hi," I said.

"Why are you here?" She asked in confusion.

"I'm here with Cagalli," I sighed.

"Oh, so it's true that you two are dating. I was wondering why you've been avoiding my texts."

"Yeah." Wow, I saw two of my ex-bitches in the same mall… Just my luck!

The lady who is working here finally escorted her into a room. I hope Cagalli and I leave here before her. I don't want to see her again…

Cagalli came out and my mouth hung open. She wore a tight-fitting cocktail dress that hugged her body in all the right places. I felt myself growing hard by just watching her stand there.

"You don't like this one, huh?" She asked.

I didn't say anything… I couldn't answer. I didn't like it? No, I love it… I stood up from the chair and walked up to her.

"Van?"

I pushed her into her fitting room and slammed the door behind us.

"What are you doing?"

I ignored her question and pinned her against the full-length mirror. I then covered her mouth, so she couldn't resist me.

"I wish I had something to gag you with because I'm going to make you scream," I whispered in her ear.

I removed my hand and claimed her lips with my own. She tried to pull away, but I had a tight grip on her wrists. It's her fault for making me want her. I then nibbled her ear and neck until I left a mark on both. She went to moan, but I unpinned her wrists and covered her mouth with my hand. I roughly unzipped her dress and let it fall to the floor.

I am grateful she didn't have a bra or underwear on.

"Now be a good girl, and stay quiet. You don't want people to hear you get off, now do you?"

I still had my hand over her mouth and all she did is shake her head "no".

I went on my knees while I still had her mouth covered, and started to lick her sex violently. I can hear her voice muffling from under my hand, but I kept going.

Damn, she's already wet. I stuck my whole tongue inside her and she rocked her hips back and forth for me to go deeper and deeper. It didn't take long for her to release, though.

I stood up and undressed until I'm naked I then lifted her up. She wrapped her legs around me and I guided myself in her. I began to pump in and out while I covered her mouth again, so we didn't get caught. Hell, I don't care if we did, but I know how she gets…

She hid her face in my chest as I kept going. I kept whispering naughty things to her just to mess with her. I know she's going to kick my ass after this…

There is knocking at the door from one of the workers, but I'm not stopping now… The lady began to ask if we were okay, but I ignored her.

"Sh. Baby girl…" I whispered seductively in her ear.

I then put her down and turned her around to face the mirror. She put her hands on it while I have her from behind. She covered her mouth with both of her hands while I thrust in and out of her.

The bitch still kept knocking on the damn door! She kept asking us to get out of the fitting room, but I'm so close…

After a couple more thrusts, I released and Cagalli immediately turned around and slapped my chest.

"What the hell goes through your mind?!" She loudly whispered.

"It's your fault for turning me on," I smirked.

Cagalli blushed and it made me chuckle. She's cute…

"I'm going to come in there!" The lady outside the door threatened.

Cagalli and I hurried and put our clothes back on by the time the lady unlocked the door. We both got out of the room, and everyone is staring at us. I smirked because I think it's hilarious while Cagalli tried to hide behind me.

I turned around to face her. "Get that dress…"

*~*~*My Complicated Crush*~*~*

After I bought her that sexy dress. We went back home to get ready to hang out with everyone. I kind of want to bail and just chill with Cagalli all night, but she insists we have to go.

"Have you had sex in a fitting room before?" She questioned me.

"No, first time." I lied down on my bed while I watched her get ready.

"Oh." She is concentrating on curling her hair. I don't know why she's all excited for tonight.

"I take it, it's yours too?" I asked.

"Yeah."

"It was fun. I love having sex with you in public places." I snickered.

"Well, I don't! It's embarrassing! Did you see that woman's face when he got out of the fitting room?"

"Yeah, you didn't like it, yet you released for me." I snorted.

"Shut up and let me get ready!" She yelled.

*~*~*My Complicated Crush*~*~*

Cagalli and I were done getting ready and everyone came over to pre-game here. Cagalli is already drunk and is hanging all over Kairi. I secretly love it when she gets drunk. It's fun to take care of her.

"Wow, you've been really staring at Cagalli," Axel commented.

I took a big gulp of my Fireball mixed drink. "Well, she's mine, so what's the big deal?"

"Nothing! I just never seen you really love a girl until you and Cagalli got together." Axel shrugged.

"Yeah, you better not mess it up… She's a keeper!" Seifer slurred.

He's right about that. She is one of a kind.

The people who are all going to the bars with Cagalli and I is Axel, Seifer, Sora, Kairi, and Riku. Roxas and Ventus couldn't come since they're underage and they also didn't have fakes like the others.

"Van!" Cagalli wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Hey, drunkie." I laughed.

"Aren't you drunk?" She asked.

"Not even close," I whispered.

"Lame." She let go of me and went back to talk to Kairi.

"She's sure a lightweight," Riku said.

"Yeah, but I like it." I chugged the rest of my drink and poured another. Tonight is going to be a shit show.

*~*~*My Complicated Crush*~*~*

We are in some type of club next to the campus. It is packed and I grew jealous of every guy in the room that kept eyeing my girl. Shit, I can't be jealous. I refuse to be that type of boyfriend. Cagalli clung onto my arm and begged me to take shots with her. Hell, I'm not going to refuse, but she better not get pissed at me when she throws up.

"I'm so excited we came out with them!" Cagalli shouted.

"Yeah, it's chill," I answered.

I ordered us shots of Rumple Minze since it'll get me drunker than anything else. We each took five shots and I grabbed her hand to take her on the dance floor.

"Van, you know I can't dance!" Cagalli tried to struggle out of my grasp.

"You aren't that bad. Come on, it'll be fun!" I got her on the dance floor and turned her around.

She started to grind on me with her ass, and I felt myself getting hot. I grabbed her hips while she kept grinding. I don't know why she complains about how she can't dance. I thought she was pretty good.

Cagalli turned her head to the side to whisper to me. "Am I doing it right? I'm kind of too drunk to know or not."

"You're perfect," I answered.

"You're really good too!"

"Not as good as you." I gripped her hips harder.

If we keep this up, I might have to force her to sleep with me on this dance floor.

"You're hard…" Cagalli gasped.

"Way to point out the obvious."

"Shouldn't we stop?" She asked.

"Well, if you want to take care of my little problem, sure," I smirked.

She turned around and buried her face in my chest. "We can't…"

"Why not?"

"Can't we wait until we get home?" She pleaded.

"I don't think I can wait that long…" I grabbed her wrist and took her outside of the club. I then dragged her in an ally way. Hey, if I could, I could take her somewhere better, but there's nowhere else to go.

"Van, we can't do it here!"

"Sh. No one will see us." I leaned in and kissed her. She kissed me back and we played with each other's tongues. I felt her body with my hands and I immediately lifted her dress up.

"Van…" She moaned in my mouth.

I inserted a finger inside her. "What did I tell you about not wearing underwear in public?" I whispered in her ear.

"That if we date that I have to wear them…"

"Yeah, so why aren't you wearing any?" I inserted another finger inside her.

"But, the dress is so tight that people will be able to see the outline of the underwear!" She moaned out.

I finally added a third finger and pumped violently in her. I'm going to punish her for not wearing underwear in public. I took my fingers out since they started to get soaked and turned her around. I then pulled her dress a little down so I had access to feel her breasts.

"Not wearing a bra either, huh?" I began to tease them with my hands.

She moaned out. "Vanitas…"

I kept teasing them until I craved to be inside her. I unzipped my pants and pushed them down along with my boxers. I claimed her from behind and didn't hold back as I thrust in and out of her.

She covered her mouth with both of her hands because she is being too loud. I didn't slow down, though. Why would I?

I kept going until I wanted to see her face. I turned her around, slammed her against the side of the building, and re-entered her. I then pulled her right leg up, so I can go deeper. I kept pumping in and out for a while until we both finally reached our limit.

After we were done, I made sure her dress was pulled down and her breasts were covered. We both decided to go home and just go to bed.

*~*~*My Complicated Crush*~*~*

"Tonight was fun!" Cagalli lied down on my bed.

"Yeah, it wasn't bad." I agreed.

"I need a shower, though. I'll be right back!" She went around the room to grab shit she needs for the shower and left me, but after she left, I heard noises coming from downstairs.

Curious, I walked down the stairs and heard a window from the living room breaking! Who the hell has the balls to break into our apartment?!

"Who's here!?" I yelled out. I am prepared to fight.

"Hello, Vanitas." Eva is standing by the couch.

"What are you doing here?!" I gritted my teeth. Wow, I officially saw three different bitches I messed with in the same day. Why can't they all just leave me alone?

"I heard you and Cagalli are dating," she whispered as she walked up to me.

"And?" I raised a brow.

"Why do you love her more than me? I am everything you need." She tried to touch my face, but I flinched away.

"Stay the hell away from me!"

"Not until you dump her!" She went to slap me across the face, but I grabbed her wrist and squeezed it tight.

"No, she's all that I want and need." I let go of her wrist, hoping she can just leave. I don't want to deal with her any longer.

"Fine. If you don't dump her then I'll do something about that." She threatened.

I rolled my eyes. "What would you do?" She's weak. How dare she threaten me!

She pulled a knife out of the back of her pocket and aimed it at me. "I'll kill you, so no one can have you!"

"I'm so scared!" I started to bust out laughing… Is she serious right now?

She charged at me, but I easily dodged the knife. I'll give her credit for her fast movements, but she's still no match for me. I wanted to punch her in the face so hard, but I don't believe in hitting a girl even if they're psycho bitches.

"Die!" She went to slash me again, but I stepped back, yet in a blink of an eye, I heard a loud gasp and was shocked to see Cagalli on her knees with her arms wrapped around my waist.

She protected me with her body?!

"CAGALLI!" I kneeled down and held her. There is blood pouring out from her back. Why the hell would she shield me?! When did she even come down the stairs?

"Vanitas…" Cagalli gave me a weak smile.

I felt her blood all over my hands. How can I let this happen?! Eva dropped her knife and her mouth dropped open. She then jumped out of the broken window and ran. I didn't chase after her… Cagalli needed me!

"Why would you shield me?" I felt tears rolling down my face. She got stabbed because of me…

"I love you, Vanitas," she whispered.

I held her closer to my body and buried my face in her chest. I need to get her to the hospital!

"Vanitas…"

I looked into her eyes. "You need to go to the hospital. Never do this again!"

"I can't make that promise because you are worth dying for." She closed her eyes while I screamed her name over and over again to wake her up. I need her… She's wrong; SHE'S only the one worth dying for.