Akise
"Uh...Hitoshi...how long are we going to remain like this?"
He chuckled and pulled his head away from my neck but still kept his arms around me.
"Ah...sorry Kis...I got carried away...I...just enjoyed hugging you."
He smiled shyly at me and I smiled back at him.
I suddenly realized how close are faces were. Our eyes connected and I started to get lost in those purple skies he had for eyes.
Ah...why do I feel...nervous?
I pulled my eyes away from him but he held onto my face.
"Wait, Kis...can you look at me a little longer? I don't think I've ever been this close to you before."
"Ah...uhm..well..."
"c'moooon Kis please?"
He pouted his lips at me.
Okay okay just for a little while longer.
I connected my eyes with his and I began to drift once again.
"See? It's not so bad looking at each other like this. We get to see things we would normally overlook."
Well...he actually was making sense. Never being this close to him I didn't realize how small his facial features were. Only his eyes were big and bright.
"You have...beautiful eyes...they're...mesmerizing." I said without even realizing.
"what? Ha thanks." He began to laugh.
"What's so funny?"
"Er, well you've never said anything like that to me before...so I was caught a little off guard and I guess my first response was to laugh."
I smiled and continued to look at his face.
He really does have such small features.
His small ears, small nose, black tiny lashes, small dimples, his small beauty mark on the corner of his right eye...his small...lips.
Before I knew it his face had gotten increasingly close to mine. So close that the tips of our noses touched.
Why is it getting so hot in here?
Hitoshi's facial expression began to change. It didn't have an innocent look to him at all, it was a look I had never seen on him before but I couldn't really explain it.
"Kis?"
"Uh...y-yes?"
"Let me...kiss you?" His gripped onto my shoulders tightly while closing his eyes.
I gulped as he began to angle his face perfectly with mine.
Wait...what's going on here?! AH...what do I do? I shouldn't do this! I have Yuki!...but even so...Why am I being stupid and not pushing him away?
Soon enough my eyes also began to close and I could feel as the tip of his lips brushed against mine.
This is it. I am going to kiss Hitoshi for the first time. Is...Is this wrong for me to do?
"I just want you to looove mee, that's all I need boy...That's all I need. Your sweet embrace it's got me and I don't want you to let me go...I just want you to looove mee..."
The warmth that was surrounding my body was replaced with cold air. I opened my eyes and saw Hitoshi rush over to the table to answer his phone.
"Hello?...Oh hey! Oh well I was a little busy." He glanced over at me and winked and I quickly lowered my head.
"Oh no, Did you call just to mess with me?...Hahaha ohhh I see well we can talk about the project tomorrow. I'm with Kis celebrating his birthday right now. Mmm yeah see you then. Bye."
He hung up the phone, placed it in his pocket and made his way back over to me.
"Sorry about that Kis, It was a friend my class asking about a project. We can get back to what we were doing" He smiled cutely at me but I could only reply with a nervous laugh.
"She was just mad because I kind of abandoned her in the middle of our project to plan this surprise for you...but let's not think about that.
Abandon? My mind immediately went to Yukiteru. I had just ran off leaving him like that...ahhhh shit.
"We can try to kiss again right?" He smiled and began to pull me close to him again.
Oh no...wait...I don't...well...I just can't do this right now. How do I tell him I don't want to kiss him without hurting his feelings?
But out of nowhere he suddenly stopped.
"Hey...Kis."
"Hmm?"
"It's okay."
"Huh?...What are you talking about" I asked obviously confused.
"You don't have to kiss me if you aren't ready...You seem like you are troubled...and...I want our first kiss to be a happy memory."
He rubbed my shoulder.
"I'll go cut you a piece of cake, Okay?"
"Ah...yeah...okay."
He gave me one last look before heading off into the kitchen.
Life would be so much easier if Hitoshi was a jerk like me.
AUTHORS NOTE: Oh boy Oh boy Oh boy. That was so close wasn't it? Who knows maybe Hitoshi will get another opportunity to make his move. But the big question is, what is Akise going to do when he sees Yukiteru at school? aaaaaahh drrraaaammmmaaa. Heehee stay tuned :)
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