It's Been A While Since We Last Spoke

'Demi... you think I haven't thought what it would be like to make love to you? Looking back, I know I have, but I didn't want to admit it. I was even denying it today, even though talking about you well..."

He lifts his shirt, and I see it.

Yep, I see that his jeans were far too tight.

….

OH. MY. GOD.

I literally cannot say anything.

This is a lot to take in.

But I finally have reached out to him.

Chapter 15

Nick's POV

I put my shirt back to where it was, untucked.

God I felt so embarrassed now... but she told me she had sexual feelings, so what could I say? That I didn't? No, because I would be lying.

She's not saying anything.

Oh god I hope I haven't freaked her out.

I'm looking at the floor myself now... not being able to say anymore.

She then speaks, "Wow...

'I had no idea Nick, I really didn't.

'If I had known, I wouldn't have dated Cody... nor Joe. But I didn't know how I felt then. I didn't know how you felt about me. In fact, looking at it now I was probably dating Cody because you were with Miley. But I knew you loved her... until you broke up with her."
"So... we've been feeling these feelings for all this time huh? Jesus. I mean yeah, I did love Miley... but I think you were the reason I broke up with her."

I look up at her, and she's looking at me in complete surprise.

"Nick what the hell are we doing still talking? Kiss me now Nick for the love of god..."

I do what she says instantly, no holding back.

I cup her face into my hands and press my lips onto hers.

I feel Demi's arms snake around my neck, and she jumps on to me.

It startles me, but she holds onto me tightly with her neck and her feet, which are now round my back. I lift her up a bit, so she can balance onto my hips.

Her mouth tastes like mint still, which means just must have sprayed something in her mouth or ate a mint. I can't help but smile into the kiss, thinking that she probably did that so she didn't have bad breath. But to be honest, she's never had bad breath.

I feel her tongue against mine, which feels so magical. Whenever I kissed her I truly felt sparks running through my head. She made me dizzy with the smell of her beautiful perfume, and the fact that she put lipstick on, which probably is all over my lips.

She made me feel so infatuated, so at peace. But at the same time, I could not resist her. The feeling of her lips on mine was just far too good to handle.

But what really got me going was when she moans into the kiss.

Holy mother I've never heard such a wonderful sound.

It was almost as good as music... and that's saying something.

I guess I couldn't help feeling cocky that I was making her feel like that.

She was making me feel good too though. In fact, I've been holding in a couple of groans myself.

But then she lets go of the kiss and starts nibbling at my neck, and now that's what gets me.

I let out a slight grunt, whispering out loud, "ohhh holy jesus..."

She stops nibbling to whisper back, "don't you mean ohhh Demi?"

I look at her and smirk, "just get back to what you're doing... okay Lovato?"

She rolls her eyes, and as she goes back to nibbling my neck, I carry her to the other room. Yes, the other room is my bedroom.

But were we going to...?

Oh crap.

I sit down on the bed, and Demi still holds on to me.

I think the other reason I was groaning though was the fact that she was fully against me, since she was sitting on me.

As soon as we were on the bed, she pushed me down gently with her hands and kept on kissing around my neck area. Then, all of sudden she bites into my sensitive area... and I gasp loudly.

She then licks and kisses the same place softly, lifting back up to look at me.

"Goddamn it Demi... why do you have to make me feel so good?" I sounded out of breath. This is what I mean, this is how she makes me feel and it makes me feel so light headed.

She giggles, "Because I want you to feel good."

"Yeah but... if you keep making me feel like this I won't last much longer."

She gasps and slaps me gently on the arm, "Nick!"

My eyes then widen, "Oh gosh Demi not like that! I mean... I'll die."

She rolls her eyes, "Whatever Jonas. Just get on with ditching your shirt, okay?"

What did she say? Oh sweet lord I'm going to die for sure now.

"Excuse me?"

She smirks, "Ditch the shirt... please."

"Dem..."

"DITCH. SHIRT. NOW."

"But Demi..."
"If you don't ditch your shirt, I will do it for you."

Oh shit, I'm in for it now. I guess I have no choice.

I start undoing the buttons of my grey shirt, which I really wanted to keep on, but of course I'm not allowed.

I then take it off from my arms, finding myself to be showing my bare chest. I don't get why I'm feeling so embarrassed, but I am. I think I'm still a 16 year old when it comes to sex.

Or either that, it's because Demi told me she gets flustered, and she meant SEXUALLY flustered, when she sees me shirtless. Which the thought of makes me blush like a cherry tomato.

I look at her, giving her a sneery look.

She laughs and pushes me back down on the bed.

I sigh, "... I have no control anymore do I."

"Nope." She gives me a big D smile.

She starts kissing me again, but this time further from my neck or lips. This time she's kissing me on my chest, specifically around my nipples.

I close my eyes and sigh, her lips doing the magic once more.

I say as a whisper, "Are you sure you've never had experience before?"

"Well I've had some experience, of course."

"Oh... right yeah."

She then stops and looks at me, "Ah shit, that doesn't make you feel weird doesn't it?"

"No... well, maybe a little."

"Nick seriously, you're not similar to brother like that. In fact, there's not much similarity so far with you two. Plus, I didn't have sex with him."

That relieved me a little.

"Okay well... do you want to continue?"
"Depends... do you?"

"Demi, stop playing hard to get. Either we continue, or not. Plus, it's not long till you have to go is it?"

Demi looks at her watch, "Erm... well actually I'm not busy for the rest of the day. I thought that I was going to be doing a photoshoot later on, but they cancelled because one of the photographers got really ill."

"And you didn't tell me this before? This means you can hang with me for another 4 hours or so! Let's head to the beach."

"Nick... we can't."

"We could Dem, we'd just have to keep our hands off each other." I wink at her.

"Exactly, that's why we can't go." She winks back at me, giving me her sexy smirk.

"That's it Lovato, take YOUR t-shirt off."

"Gladly."

"Ha-ha no Dem, I was..."

But before I could finish my sentence, she had taken off her Guns N' Roses t-shirt, revealing her to be wearing a black lace bra.

Yep, she's going to be the death of me.

"Whoa."

She smiles, "Do I look gooood?"

I nod, "Yeah... you really do."

I bite my lip and I grab her by the sides of her tummy and push her down on the bed, so that I'm now on top of her. I then link my lips onto her neck again, but this time I go straight to sucking it, right next to her collarbone.

Once again I hear her moan, but this time she says, "Ohhhh Nick..."

I smirk a little, the noise of her moaning making me want to squeal with happiness.

I then decide that if she's okay to bite me, it should be okay to bite her.

So I do, but I make sure I don't sink my teeth in too far.

She gasps, her whole body jolting. I see her suck in, and she starts to breath heavily.

"Holy shit Nick... I didn't even know you could do that."

I shrug, "I guess it's not too difficult."

"But Nick, no one has ever made me feel this good just by giving me a love bite."

I raise my eyebrows, "Seriously?"

"Yep. You have that charm Nick, that REALLY amazing charm."

I wink at her, "Thank you Lovato."

She giggles, "He-he no... thank you Jonas."

I then smile at her, but not a smirk. I smile at her the way I smile whenever I get lost in her eyes.

"Demi... we don't have to do this today, we can wait. I don't want to rush you. I want us to take our time. I don't want to hurt you at all."

She smiles back, her eyes twinkling at me.

"I know Nick, I know."

"In fact Dem, I would like for us to plan it out. We should go on a proper date, and I should make this room look special."

Demi then lifts herself up so that we can both just sit on the bed and talk about it.

"Ooo okay I like the sound of that. When should we do this?"

I think for a moment. I could do any Sunday... considering that's the nights that the show is not on. It's on every night except for Sunday, and if Demi can, we could have a lie in on the Monday as I have the mornings off on that day.

"Hmmm... how about a Sunday? I don't have to do the show on Sundays... and I don't need to get up on a Monday."

She thinks for a moment, "Yeahhhh... okay. I think I could do a Sunday. But we could do a Saturday after the show maybe?"

"True... we could. But what would you want to eat?"

She shrugs, "Anything... Italian food would do me."

I nod, "Okay well we'll go with whatever you want. I don't want you to be unhappy..."

"Nick, I promise I won't purge. I've been doing well, trust me."

I smile, "Gosh... it's like you knew what I was thinking."

"I know you too well Jonas. Now, should we watch a movie with popcorn... or should we make a random video of us and post it on YouTube?"

I chuckle, "But if we make a random video and put it on YouTube, Joe & Kev might find it."

"Not if post it on a new channel! No one would find it unless we tell them about it..."

"Yes but Demi, there's no point doing it then."

"Yes there is! It's a challenge for our fans and this day should be remembered. The day I start a relationship with the best guy in the world."

Awww man, I'm so unbelievably lucky to have her. I smile and nod, "Okay then. Let's do it."

"Cool. You have a camera right?"

I nod, "yeah... just a typical digital one, so the quality won't be THAT good."

She shrugs, "No matter. We don't need it to be in HD."

"Okay well it should be in my drawer next to my bed, so I'll get it."

I get off the bed from the other side, and I open the drawer. As I had said, the camera is here. I pick it up and take it out from it's bag, turning it on to find that luckily, it has plenty of battery. Then I thought that actually, we could just use the webcam on my laptop.

"Actually... how about we just use the webcam on my laptop?" I point to my computer that is on the desk opposite my bed.

She shrugs, "Whatever... webcam's fine."
I nod and walk over to the laptop, lifting up the screen and turning it on.

I got me and Demi both chairs to sit on in front of the computer. After a few moments, the computer was now logged on. I clicked on the webcam symbol on the desktop screen.

Demi looked at me and grinned. I could still see a sparkle in her eyes.

I stare back at him and I ask, "So... you love me huh?"

She chuckles and rolls her eyes, "Yes you fool."

I stick my tongue out at her and then look back at the computer screen.

The webcam loads up, and then me and Demi pop up like a mirror, just as any webcam would.

I press the button that starts recording.

"Hey anyone out in the universe! Demi here... with my beloved Nick Jonas."

She looks at me and gives me this cute grin.

I look at the camera whilst waving and say, "Hey world, I'm Nick."

"Me and Jonas here have decided to upload this random video to see if anyone will find it without telling anyone. If you do find this, comment below." She winks at the camera.

"Dem... what if someone does find this. We can't upload this."

"Sure we can. If we don't tag anything or post it on Twitter or Facebook, no one will find it unless they actually know what they're searching for."

"I guess... but people could still find it in related videos."

She shrugs, "If they do, they do."

I look back at the screen, "We don't know why we're recording this."

Demi laughs, "Oh come on, it's a bit of fun... don't be such a grumpy pants."

"I will be a grumpy pants if anyone we know finds this."

Demi rolls her eyes, "But they won't! Why would they look upon a video that they won't care about? Lighten will ya! Viewers, tell him to lighten up."
I place a hand on Demi's mouth, "Don't listen to her, she don't know what she is talking about."

Demi pushes my hand off, giggling. She was obviously finding this entertaining, and I guess it was. I was spending time with Demi, and it was awesome.

"Hey viewers listen to me, I'm the interesting one. Demi's the annoying one."

Demi's still laughing, "Oh shut up! You're the annoying one, you're being all boring and moody. Oh wait, that's you all the time!"

I can't help but chuckle at that. She's right, I am like this all the time. But I can't be unhappy around Demi, she brings out a side of me that no one else has ever brought out. Not even my brothers... except the occasional time.

"It's true guys... I am moody. But Demi is annoying... but I suppose a cute annoying."

"Yeah, I'm very cute. In fact, I'm better than cute. I'm gorgeous." Demi then lifts her hands up and places them in front of her as a gesture. I think she was trying to say, "just saying" with her hands, as she was pulling a silly twitched face look... you know, like those rappers do.

"I can't deny that guys... she is very gorgeous. In fact, she's better than gorgeous! She's the most beautiful woman in the world."

Demi rolls her eyes, "Okay this is clearly a show up on camera."

I then push Demi's chin, making sure her face was facing mine.

"You know that's not true."

"Nick... we're still filming. We can't be intimate in front of the camera."

"You said no one will find this video. And if they do... well, I've realised I don't care."

Demi smiles, placing a peck on my lips.

She then says, "Well I guess I can tell you that you're a very handsome man."

I smile back, a very big smile. I then reach over to the mouse and press the button to stop recording. As soon as I did that, I then turn round to face the computer once more, to open up google chrome browser. I then put " .com" into the search box.

On this website, I then make a new account and as soon I had done that, I then click 'upload', in which I placed in the file that we'd just made.
That video that we just made was now uploaded for the whole world to see.

And like I said, I don't care. There is a part of me that worries that Joe and Kevin will find it, but if they do... they can't tell me off for dating Demi. I will tell them about us anyway.

It's my life, and I want to spend it with her for as long as I can.