It was early in the morning. The sun was a few hours away. Thor roused and found Loki still cuddled up against him. He decided to get up. He scooped Loki up into his arms. He stirred but was sleepy and not responsive. He carried him to the bathroom. Thor lowered him put his feet to the floor. He kept his arm around his waist to keep him stable. He was too tired to cooperate.
Thor took his penis in his hand and Loki relaxed. He moaned softly as he began to urinate. Thor aimed him till he was done. He checked that he was done and then stepped aside. He kept his arm around Loki and positioned himself. He was about to pee when Loki started to move around. He sat him down on the floor and let him lean against his legs.
He groaned as he emptied himself. When he was done he felt a hand slide up his leg and touch him with some curiosity. Loki was checking him out. Thor leaned over and flushed the toilet and then bent over to kiss Loki. He felt his arms encircle his neck. He reached down under him and picked him up effortlessly. He put his legs around his waist.
Loki smiled and put his head on Thor's shoulder. He carried him back to the bed and sat down. Loki did not want to lie down and kept hold of Thor. "Come on, go to sleep Loki." he whispered.
"Thor, I want to talk. I need to know some things."
"Cant it wait till morning?" Loki shook his head and Thor carried him to the balcony. They sat down looking at the cool night sky. "Ok, you have me awake now. What do you want?"
"Thor, no one tells me anything. I cast an invisibility spell and.."
"You can do that?"
"Mother taught me. Anyway, I wanted to know what people thought of me. So I was talking to some people and they didn't seem to like me, but they knew I was royalty, so I think they just were nice cause of that. So I came back invisible cause I wanted to know what they thought when I wasn't there."
"I don't think you should sneak around." Thor wondered if he had said anything bad about Loki behind his back.
"I kinda wish I didn't have to. Thor, they didn't say anything nice about me. I began to find that no one in Asgard even likes me." Loki started to cry. Thor hugged him. "I have been this way for years. Other than you and mother, no one even gives me the time of day, let alone would ever show affection to me."
"I didn't know you were hated or that not everyone accepted you for being Jotun. But I know father's plans for you to unite our realms." Thor kissed him and wiped his tears.
"Oh Thor! They said some horrible things! I just want to be liked, I want to be seen as your equal." Loki held him close.
"I will help you change their perceptions." He took his hand and kissed the palm. He pulled him up on the couch and cradled him. Loki felt warm and nuzzled Thor's chest. They sat there quietly till the sun came up. Thor was tired and yawned loudly. He got up and helped Loki up. He walked around the room and picked up his scattered clothes.
He slowly got dressed. Sif was ready and about to leave. Thor handed Loki his clothes and helped him dress. He took his arm in his affectionately and walked him out. Loki reached over with his other arm and held him with both arms. He smiled at Thor's affections. They walked down the halls to the main dining room. A few people started to whisper as they passed.
Thor sat down with him and handed him a drink. Loki sipped it then Thor drunk from the same glass. Loki leaned in and kissed him. Thor pulled away and noticed some people staring at them. Loki raised his eyebrows in concern. He was scared that Thor was rejecting him.
"What!?" Thor yelled at the group standing nearby who were obviously talking about them. "What is your problem?" Thor got up and pushed away Loki. He moved over to them.
"Nothing." One of them said.
"Oh really?" Thor grew angry. "You have a problem with me showing my affection to a man?"
"No. No one in Asgard is that narrow minded." They looked at each other in the group. "It's just that we still can't believe Odin would let a Jotun pretend to be an Aesir prince."
Thor was taken back. Loki was right, they didn't accept his blood. "Loki is my brother and I will love him no matter his parentage!" Thor turned to look at Loki. But he was gone. "Loki!" he looked around, he didn't know if he had run off or just turned invisible. Thor looked around, not knowing what to do. The people quickly moved away from Thor.
He decided to head back to Loki's room, hoping he would go somewhere he felt safe. Thor looked franticly for him. He nearly ran into his mother as he ran down the halls.
"Thor! What are you running for?"
"I can't find Loki." he sounded stressed.
"Ok, I will try." She closed her eyes and held up her hands open. She exhaled. "He is in the garden. Why is he upset?"
"People have been saying things about him, they don't accept him for being Jotun." Thor kissed her cheek and went to go get Loki. He wandered through the garden. There was no one around. Not at this hour anyway. He looked under bushes and behind the stone sculptures. He couldn't find him. He almost gave up when he decides to close his eyes and just listen.
He heard a faint sobbing. He moved to the sound. He found Loki hidden away under some small trees. "Hey, there you are. Come on." Thor reached out. Loki came over to him.
"Thor, they hate me for being with you." Loki looked up at him.
"Not really, they just don't like that you are not Aesir." Thor sat down beside him. "But you know this don't you?"
"Yes, they don't accept Odin's decision to keep treating me like his son or even still letting me hold the title of 'prince of Asgard'.
"So what do you think we should do?" Thor tried to empower Loki.
"I don't know, if I knew I would have done it already."
"Ok, how bout you come with me. Look you have to just ignore them. Let them see that you are normal and not going to freeze Asgard and take over." Thor slightly joked. Loki looked up with concern and with a slight inkling that was one of his plans.
"I won't. But they may not give me much choice." Loki stood up and Thor took his hands. "I can't help it if they leave me no other way to defend myself."
"By destroying Asgard?"
"No, well. I don't know. I'm not that powerful of a mage. I'm a long way from the ability to wield that kind of magic." Thor sighed with relief. Unfortunately Loki sensed this relief and that even he feared Loki would resort to mass killing to get revenge.
"Come with me and we will sort this out. Just promise me you will not act irrationally." He kissed him passionately. Hoping to remind him that love was stronger than anger.
Loki sat close to Thor. He wasn't sure of this idea. Thor reassured him. He smiled and hugged him. "Just relax Loki. Mother will help and be there for you." Thor walked over to her and kept hold of Loki's hand. Not just for comfort, but to make sure he didn't run away again.
"Thor, what was it you wanted to talk to me about?" She sat down near them in her chambers.
"Mother, I want you to lift the spell that binds Loki's Jotun form." Loki was shocked but had an idea what Thor was planning.
"Loki, do you want this?" She took his hand as he silently nodded. "Look I will lift the spell, but if you feel like it, then you can control it when you want." She placed her hands on his cheeks and kissed his forehead. He closed his eyes and a glow coved him. He opened his eyes and looked down at his hands.
She got up and smiled. "Now be careful. This is your true form. Your magic is different now. You will find it harder to cast any spells relating to fire."
Loki admired himself in the mirror. He looked closely at his marks and colour. Thor walked over to him. "Hey, you ready to come walking with me?" Loki turned to him.
"I guess this was your plan for me, to like who I am so others may do?"
"Something like that." Loki smiled and ran to Thor to kiss him. He grabbed his hands and leaned in. Thor yelled out in pain and broke free of his grasp.
"Ow Loki careful!" Thor shook his hands.
Loki looked down in shock. He saw the frost burns on Thor's arms. "I'm sorry, I didn't know I was.." Loki sobbed and ran off. Thor groaned and pursued him.
"Hey wait!" He chased him. Loki stumbled and tripped in the hall. He steadies himself on his hands and knees. He looked down and frost was spreading from his hands to the polished floor. He sobbed, Thor stoped and couched down next to him. He wanted to hug him but didn't want to freeze.
"Thor, I can't control it!" He looked up and when to reach to him he saw Thor resist.
"Loki, just relax, this is your magic. You can control it. Just try to concentrate." Thor took a deep breath and took Loki's hands in his. He grimaced at the cold. Loki shook his head he didn't want to hurt Thor. He closed his eyes, then he felt soft lips on his own. He exhaled and warmth flowed through him. He could tell he wasn't cold to touch.
He opened his eyes and saw he was still blue but he was no longer hurting Thor. He hugged him tightly and kissed his neck. "Oh Thor! Thank you!" Thor held him close as they sat on the floor. The guards on their patrol saw the Jotun Loki and Thor embracing and didn't know what was going on. One placed his hand on his sword and moved cautiously.
"Sire, is everything alright?"
"Were fine." Thor stood up and helped Loki to his feet. He turned and walked down the hall with a tight grip of Loki's hand.
"Give me your hand." Loki pulled Thor's hand to his chest and cast a healing spell on him. He then kissed the palm and then kissed Thor. They stopped walking and began to kiss.
"What are you doing Loki?" Odin moved towards them with Frigga beside him.
"Oh, um. Kissing?" he didn't know whether to state the obvious.
"I can see that, I was referring to you breaking your Jotun binding."
"Mother helped me, I didn't want to live a lie anymore." He stood strong in front of him.
"That was not the plan. You would be more accepted by Asgard if you look Aesir." Odin seemed genuinely concerned.
"No, I won't father." Loki thought it best to be polite when he was confronting him. "Too many people here talk behind my back, they dishonour your name for allowing a Jotun pretend to be your son."
"But you are my son. You blood will not change that." Odin actually showed concern.
"Father.." Loki sobbed. "What is the plan you have for me?" Odin took his hands.
"You are King Laufey's son, you are in third line for his throne. We decided when you were born to bring your here. He agreed and you were to be raised here and if Frigga had a daughter, you would marry her."
"But she didn't."
"No, she didn't. So the plan is for naught." Odin patted his hand and turned away.
Loki then followed him. "Can't I marry Thor?" he suggested. Odin turned and looked concerned.
"No. Loki you cannot, there are two reasons..."
"What you don't want your son in a gay marriage?" Loki grew angry.
"No. Your relationship will not result in an heir to unite our realms. And besides, he is betrothed to Sif." Loki was taken back.
"Oh." Odin turned and walked away. Loki walked over to Thor. "Is that true?"
"Yes. I will marry Sif." Thor saw how upset Loki was about being rejected. "Hey, we still love you." Thor hugged him. "You will find someone some day."
"I think I need time to think." Loki walked away, slowly stretching out his arm and eventually letting go of Thor's hand.
Loki stood in the observatory and approached Heimdall. "Gate keeper. I need to leave. I need to travel to Jotunheim." Loki softly spoke. Heimdall nodded.
"Is the All-father aware of your intentions?"
"If he asks, I'm going to see my father." Loki walked to the edge and waited. Heimdall sighed and opened the Bifrost. Loki felt the light pull him and he flew to the icy world. He landed hard. He walked to the palace across the lonely ice fields. He wasn't paying attention when he was surrounded by frost giants.
"What are you doing out her alone little one?" The giant did not realise that Loki was an adult.
"I'm here to see my father." He looked up at them. "I'm Loki, King Laufey's son." They looked at each other and whispered. They didn't know him. "Can you take me to him?" The giants nodded and decided to help him. They walked to the main palace and escorted Loki to the throne room.
"Sire, this little boy claims to be your son." They bowed and Laufey waved them off.
"He is. He was raised on Asgard as he was too small to survive here." Laufey sounded a bit cruel. "Loki since when did they lift your binding?"
"Father? Oh Frigga lifted the spell recently." Loki didn't know that fact. "I thought I was to be married to Odin's child and unite our realms?"
"So they have just told you who you are? Well, yes, but Balder is dead and Thor is betrothed to Sif. So there is no one for you to marry." Laufey sat back on his throne.
"Yeah, Frigga did not have and daughters for me to give an heir." Loki hung his head.
"What has that got to do with anything? Do you not know about your race?" Laufey stood up and moved towards him. "What has Odin been teaching you?" Laufey put his hands on Loki's shoulders and knelt down to be level with him.
"Huh? I learnt about sex only recently, and not from my foster parents."
"Loki, you are the one who will give birth. Have you had sex with a man or a woman yet?" Laufey was growing concerned. "Did you cum inside any Aesir? Or have they inside you?"
"What?" Loki looked into his father's eyes a bit embarrassed at this forward conversation. "Sort of. Well."
"So you are no longer a virgin, who did you sleep with."
"Ummm, well, it was two people." Loki grew shy. "Thor and Sif."
"Are you insane? You need to make sure you are not pregnant and nor is Sif. You cannot be pregnant without being bound to them."
"I'm sorry, I didn't know."
"Loki, if you are pregnant you must tell me. You are not betrothed, so it is not right." Laufey stroked his hair to comfort him. "Now when you go back to Asgard, please be careful who you have sex with."
"Yes father."
"Now, I think I need to have a chat with you about who you are and the Jotun way of doing things."
Thor sat in the tavern and quietly sipped his mead. He sat alone in the bar. He was concerned about Loki's emotional state. Fandral walked over and sat down beside him. "Thor? Why so glum!" he tapped his glass to Thor's.
"Hi, its Loki, he is not got some great news lately. I just hate seeing him sad."
"Oh, I heard that Frigga lifted his binding and he is now Jotun in appearance." Fandral sound concerned. Thor looked up hoping he wasn't losing a friend over this.
"Yes, he hated being Aesir and people talking behind his back."
"I know, me and Volstagg heard some awful things being said, we didn't want to tell him as if it upset us, we didn't think Loki would want to know." Fandral sipped his drink. "So where is he now?"
"Heimdall said he went to see his father." Thor looked down into his mug.
"I'm back now thought." Loki softly spoke. Thor turned and smiled. He pulled Loki over to sit on his lap.
"Good to have you home!" he kissed his forehead. Fandral smiled and patted his back. Loki stood up and pushed back. His father's words echoing in his ears. He knew he had to wait a few weeks and see if he or Sif was pregnant.
"I'm off to read, I'll see you guys around." Loki smiled and walked off.
"Well he seems better." Fandral smiled.
"Yes. Oh, I just have to quickly ask him something. Be right back!" Thor ran over to Loki. "Hey, hey!"
"Thor?"
"What did your father say?"
"He was concerned I don't have a mate of my own. He wants me to be betrothed. But I don't know anyone who would like me." Loki smiled weakly.
"Oh, yeah, I think our fathers are alike in that sentiment. Hey, I have my contacts, what if I find someone that likes you and wants to be with you?"
"No its Ok Thor. I want to be by myself for a while." Loki turned and walked away.
Loki only wanted Thor. but he could not have him. He wondered if he did cum inside him while Jotun, would he have to marry him. Loki decided he would go research the law on marriage. Thor walked back to the bar and skulled his drink.
A few weeks had passed since Loki had seen his father. He did not know what he should do. He began to ignore the comments of his blue skin as he roamed the halls of Asgard. He hadn't been with anyone since that night with Sif and Thor. he found out she was not pregnant and nether was he.
Loki wondered if that was because he was not fertile unless he was in this form. He spent his days now fantasising about Thor. he began to become infatuated. Loki smiled as he read a book. He found his answer. He read that even though Thor was betrothed, he was not married. Loki decided that he would try and get pregnant and force Thor to marry him. Odin would have no choice. It was the law of Asgard.
Loki walked smugly to the tavern to see Thor. he sat down next to Thor and lent on his shoulder. Thor patted his head and got him a drink. "Hey little buddy, how are you feeling?"
"I'm better."
"I know someone that likes you." he whispered. Loki blushed, at first his mind immediately went down the track of Thor tearing off his clothes and taking him right here. Then he took a breath, he knew that was just a fantasy. But he was intrigued, someone actual liked him?
"Oh." Loki tried to sound disinterested. Thor got up and left he walked over to Sif and began to drink with her. Fandral walked over with two maidens on his arms.
"Hey Loki! have a drink!"
"Thanks I have one." He clinked cups with him. Fandral shoved the girls away. "Hey, how do you have so much luck?"
"What?" Fandral was happy and a bit drunk.
"I mean, you are well known for many well.."
"Fuck buddies?" Fandral whispered. "Yes. I have had many partners, probably more than Thor!" he nudged Loki's ribs. Loki decided that he would make a move. He wanted to at least get a root even if he couldn't be with Thor. he skulled his drink and Fandral poured him another. Loki tried to get some confidence. He breathed deeply and leaned in close to Fandral's ear.
"Hey, can I play with you?" Loki softly whispered. He put his hand on Fandral's thigh.
"Loki?"
"I'm not a virgin you know." He said a bit more confidently. He squeezed his leg and then worried with no response. Fandral looked straight ahead and skulled his drink. Loki feared he made a mistake and he was about to get beat up. Fandral stood up and grabbed Loki's arm.
"Loki. I think you need to leave." He sounded aggressive. He dragged him out the back and shoved him into a dark room. Loki held back tears when he realised that Fandral closed the door behind him and stood in the room with him. he saw the smile growing. He then looked down and saw him undoing his pants and begin to fondle himself.
"Um?" Loki was unsure. "Is that a yes?"
"Yes, Loki, you can play with me. So show me what you can do then." Fandral stepped towards him. He placed his hand on Loki's shoulder and pushed down. Loki resisted.
"Huh?"
"Suck my dick, show me your skill." Fandral kissed his cheek.
"I don't do that."
"Loki, have you never done it, never had a blow job?" Fandral questioned his ability.
"What? Huh, no I have." Loki swallowed hard. He remembered Thor and Sif didn't seem to mind and it felt good. At worst it was a little salty. He relaxed and dropped to his knees. He took him in his hands and began to softly stroke him. "Um, Fandral, please don't force me, I'm kinda new to all this."
"It's ok, Thor told me that you were not long ago a virgin. Just have fun, that's what I do!" He softly caressed his hair and Loki nodded and began to slowly take him into his mouth. Loki softly sucked and he felt him grow hard in his mouth. Loki slid his mouth along, following his hand. He heard Fandral moan and grip his hair tightly. Loki liked that he was in control. He squeezed his balls and he felt him buckle slightly.
Loki chucked and began to get into this. He roughly pulled him and began to apply pressure with his tongue and his hand. He could taste the salty precum and felt his head be guided as he moved. Fandral began to thrust into him. Loki slipped his hand down between Fandral's legs and pushed his finger against his hole.
He felt him accept him and he inserted his long finger. Fandral groan loudly and bushed down onto his finger, begging for more. Loki slipped a second finger in and slowly scissored it as he sucked. Before he knew it he felt something cut off his airway. He felt a thick substance fill his mouth. Fandral fell forward and held Loki tightly, forcing him to take him. Forcing him to swallow if he wanted to breathe again.
Loki panicked. This wasn't what he wanted. He gasped and pushed away. He coughed and spluttered. He vomited the cum on the floor and crawled away with tears in his eyes. "How could you!" Loki cried.
"What are you on? Did you not know that cumming is apart of a blowjob? It's like the main part?" Fandral fixed his clothes and began to grow unimpressed with Loki. He was not interested in amateurs.
"Leave me alone!" Loki shouted. Fandral fixed his clothes.
"As you wish." He left and did not close the door. Loki sat on the floor sobbing. He couldn't get the taste out of his mouth. He stayed there for a while till he was found. Thor saw him on the floor crying.
"Loki? What's wrong?" Thor bent down and hugged him. "Did someone pick on you?"
"No." He shook his head. Thor saw the vomit on the floor.
"Are you ill? Drunk?"
"No. I just .. I don't want to talk about it." Thor grabbed him and looked him in the eyes.
"Tell me everything." Thor kissed him softly. Loki relaxed.
"I was trying to please someone, but it didn't go well. I didn't know that would happen!"
"What happened?" Thor held him close.
"I didn't like it when he came in my mouth, it was yucky!" Loki sobbed.
"Oh, you tried to give some guy a blow job huh?"
"I thought I was doing good till he did that. I didn't want that. He said it's part of it! I just didn't know!" Loki held Thor tightly.
"Hey it's ok. Come on, come with me, I'll make it all right." Thor helped him to his feet and walked him back to his room. He sat Loki down on his couch and handed him a beer. He drank it quickly. Thor sat concerned.
"I'm worried Thor." Loki sat holding Thor's hand. Not looking up at him. "I don't want to be with anyone who doesn't really like me." He sighed and got up. "I don't think there is anyone who really would ever accept me. Maybe it was a mistake to lift the spell. I didn't get many nice looks on Jotunheim either."
"Loki, you haven't been this way for long, give it a chance. People will see eventually that you are special." Thor followed him but Loki walked away from his touch.
"I know you care for me, but we can never be together again. Our fathers aren't really that open to the idea of us having a physical relationship, especially since you are betrothed." Loki looked up at him with sad eyes and sat down on his bed.
"Look I love you both, you are different people and provide things the other cant. Is this why you have been avoiding me for the last few weeks?" Thor sat down next to him. "Is this why you tried to be with someone else?"
"Sort of." Loki looked away but Thor grabbed his face and kissed him. "Thor!"
"Loki, there is nothing wrong with us being together."
"Yes it's against the law that you are betrothed to Sif, not me." Loki pushed him away.
"No, it's illegal if we are married. I'm not yet married to Sif. You think that we are truly exclusive?" Thor pushed Loki down on the bed. "I love you and if you want me too, then what is the problem?" Thor began to stroke his markings on his skin. "Besides, I would like to know something now that you are Jotun.." he whispered. Loki felt uneasy and worried that Thor was aware of his plan.
"Um what is that?"
"Are you cold inside?" he kissed his ear and breathed heavy. Loki blushed.
"Huh?" Loki shook as Thor began to slowly take off Loki's clothes. "No Thor, we shouldn't." Loki gripped his jacket and sat up. "I haven't had sex as a Jotun I don't know how it will be."
"Loki, you haven't had much sex to compare it to anyway!" Thor pulled his jacket open and forced him back down. "Now do you want to have sex with me or not?" Thor smiled. Loki looked apprehensive then smiled and nodded.
"I do." Thor then continued to undress Loki. Thor moved down off the bed and pulled off his boots and then moved up his legs and slowly undid his pants and began to pull them down. He slipped them off and tossed them away. Thor gently touched the marks on his calves and thighs, he then looked up at his groin and the different shape of his body. Thor slowly parted Loki's legs. Loki shuttered as Thor's hand meandered up to his flaccid penis.
Thor took it in his hand and began to examine him. He seemed a lot smaller than before, Thor thought maybe cause he is cold. There was excess skin around and flowing from the base of hit. He stopped looked in shock. Thor lifted it slightly to see he no longer hat testicles but what appeared to be a vajina.
He let him go and sat back. Loki sat up distressed. "Thor?"
"Uh.. Loki.. um.." He was fixated but he seemed to be wary of him. Loki closed his legs and closed up in shame. Thor looked up at his eyes. "Oh Loki, I'm sorry." Thor moved to hug him but Loki scrambled away. He didn't want him.
"Don't touch me!" Loki cried.
"Loki, please, I didn't know."
"What? That I am disgusting?! That I am a freak?!" Loki's eyes streamed with tears. Thor grabbed him and pulled him close.
"You are not a freak. You are my beautiful Loki." Thor kissed him softly. "I just have never seen a Jotun." Thor cupped his cheek and smiled. Loki looked up at him.
"Neither have I. I don't even know if this is how I am meant to be!" he hugged Thor and rocked him slightly. Thor pulled back the covers and put Loki under them. Her covered him and didn't get into bed with him.
"Look, you rest, if you want to talk to me, or anything else, we will wait till you are ready. OK?"
Loki nodded. "Ok. Thanks for understanding." Thor stroked his hair and stood up to leave. "Thor? I really love you, I just don't know if I can show you yet."
"I love you too Loki. yeah, it's hard. I mean I don't mean to be confused of seem distant. But you are now different and I also have to come to terms with that." Thor sighed. "Look, that sounded a bit callous, but it's not like you can just be Aesir, you should be Jotun, you should be who you were born to be."
He ran back over to him before he cried himself.
"Loki, I love you, but I want to get to know you and be with you as you get to know who you are too!" They kissed through their tears.
Thor sat quietly in the garden. He really wanted to go to Loki, but he didn't want to smother him. Frigga walked over to see her son sad and confused.
"Thor? what is going on?" She came and sat beside him.
"Mother, its Loki."
"Oh, he weighs heavy on your heart. But I think he needs support right now." She patted his thigh.
"He's is scared. He said his father spoke to him about his heritage and responsibilities. He's different now."
"apart from now being in touch with his Jotun side?"
"Well, about that." Thor blushed and she put her arm over his shoulder. "His doesn't think he is normal now. I think you need to speak with him."
"I will speak to him, he hopefully will still see me as a person he can come to." She got up an picked some flowers. She turned and smelled them. "I think I will go cheer him up."
Frigga walked slowly into Loki's room and knocked. "Loki? are you in here?"
She closed the door and carried the bouquet of flowers in. She heard him sobbing softly. She walked over to him and sat down. "Oh darling! What's has upset you?" Loki looked up slightly and saw the flowers and then up at her face.
"I don't like my body. Laufey said I'm how I'm meant to be but I don't think I'm normal."
"So your blue and have red eyes, but your still my little boy." She went to kiss him and he sharply pulled away. She sat shocked.
"That's the problem. I'm not really a boy." Loki immediately pulled down his pants. He lifted his shirt and thrust his crotch towards her. She looked down and saw that his penis was now only a few inches long and was positioned at the top of a vajina. Loki put his hand on himself and lifted his penis with two fingers and spread his skin with his lower two.
She reached over and pulled down his shirt to cover him. "Loki I'm sorry, I didn't know." She took his hands and he fell into her arms crying.
"Mother! What am I going to do?"
"I don't know. I'm sorry I don't know much about your species." She held him close. "What did your father say?"
Loki wiped his tears and calmed down a bit. "He told me about me many things." Loki sat down next to her.
"Loki, are you prepared to tell me? I would like to know. At least I might be able to help you." She kissed his temple and gave him a reassuring look.
"Well, I guess the first thing is what he told me was that he was actually who had birthed me. But for all intensive purposes he is actually male. He said there are two genders but you get to choose your role. But because I hadn't been in this form since my birth, I haven't had the opportunity to develop properly."
"Oh, so you will eventually go through puberty?"
"if I want to develop as a male or female, I can, but if I breed, I must not change genders or it will kill me. He said I am fertile and I should choose a mate."
"So what have you decided?"
"That's the hard part. I like who I am, I have grown up male, and I feel comfortable as one. This is who I am."
Frigga took his hands and held them firmly. "So what is your concern?"
"This is the male form. I don't grow breasts nor the curvy shape. My penis, well it grows when I am hard but, I still will have a vagina. Because we live in such a cold place, our testis are inside. If I become female, they will become ovaries."
"Oh, you are not used to your body." Frigga picked up is pants and handed them to him. he looked down at the flowers she had brought him and took one and smelt it.
"sort of. It is a confronting change. But I'm scared mostly cause I don't know if anyone would even get past looking at my blue skin let alone not poke fun at me differences." He put the flower down and turned away and fixed his pants.
"I see. So do you have anyone who you can talk to or be friends with?"
"Only Thor. Sif and the others, well they haven't really embraced my change and I'm wary of them knowing about what I will be like naked." Loki turned around.
"I'm worried that I will not find anyone in this realm or the next. That if my reputation has not proceeded to destroy any chances, my appearance would likely remove any remaining potential suitors."
"give it time Loki. If you want I can go talk to your father and asked what plan he would think best."
"No, I don't think so." Loki put the flowers in a vase and sniffed them again. "I know I will just have to make do for now." She nodded and gave him some peace. She walked back to the garden to se Thor still where she left him. he looked to her in anticipation.
"Mother! What news do you bring? Is he better?"
"Thor, are you aware of his changes?" she whispered. He leaned in and whispered back.
"Yes, he showed me. He is very upset. I told him I found it hard to deal with but I still love him and will be there for him if he wants help." Frigga smiled and led him from the garden.
"You are such a good boy."
"I think Loki is very luck. He has you and me looking out for him." Thor smiled widey and she agreed. Thor kissed her cheek and ran off.
Thor bounded up to Loki's room and walked in. He saw him sitting smelling the flowers she had brought him. "Loki, I know what I must do." Thor strode over to him.
"Huh? With regards to what?"
"Your feelings." Thor grabbed his cheeks and kissed him. Loki resisted and pushed Thor's chest.
"Ah, I don't know. Are you sure you can accept me?"
"Loki, if you let me love you, I will give you my heart." Thor kissed his neck and began to slip his hands up under Loki's shirt. He resisted at first but then he began to tug at Thor's cloths. He laughed and Loki smiled. Thor pulled off his shirt and pulled him down on to the bed and he lay back and let Loki explore him.
He ran his hands of the muscular chest. Loki straddled him and sat up with his hands on Thor's torso. "Are you sure? I mean I don't really know how this will actually end. I mean I don't know if sex is the same."
"Well of course it won't, but we can have fun trying, can't we?" Thor placed his hands on his.
"I would like that very much." Loki smiled and leaned in and kissed him. Thor flipped him over and pulled off his pants. He spread Loki's legs and went down on him. he took his small uncut penis in on mouthful. Loki moaned and gripped Thor's hair. He felt his cock swell.
Thor let him go and began to lick his pussy. He fingered him gently and looked up to see his cock had grown to nearly its original length when he was Aesir.
Thor moved up and slipped off his own pants. His erection sprung free and he was happy to see how aroused Loki was. "Well seems something's don't change, you still are turned on by me." Thor chucked as he grasped the base of his cock with two hands and flicked his tongue over his head. Loki moaned. It was the first welcome contact he had in weeks.
Loki felt Thor finger him as he sucked his length. He was so close to cuming. "Thor!" he begged. "I need you inside me!" Thor stopped and smiled.
"I'd thought you'd never ask!" Thor quickly moved up over him. "Loki, now it's your choice, I mean. Are you ok with me giving you anal or.."
"Thor, there is no other man who I would want to take my virginity." Loki was calm but his demeanour suggested he didn't want to wait any longer. Thor swallowed hard at the apparent acceptance and trust Loki had placed in him.
"I promise I will be gentle." He move up and kissed him softly. Loki wrapped his arms and legs around him as they continued to pash. Thor felt how wet he was and pushed his head against his hole. Loki moaned and shivered as the impending access. Thor was surprised of how he felt. It was just like his first time with Sif so long ago.
Loki was tight and pulsing in response to the unfamiliar feeling. Anal never felt so sensitive and as exhilarating as this. He moaned as he slid in and out. Thor slowly moved deeper as he embraced Loki. he felt Loki's legs tighten and his ankles interlock, trying to squeeze him. Thor responded by increasing his pace.
They slid together with sweaty bodies. The heat was making Loki slightly uncomfortable with his body preferring the cold. He began to stress a bit, but the pressure of Thor inside him was overwhelming more dominant. Thor pumped quicker and felt himself close to cumming. Thor pushed his abs down hard and grinded against Loki's cock as he moved deep.
He groaned as he felt his balls tighten and the rush escape. Thor flicked back his head and cried out as he came. "Loki!"
He looked up at him as he moaned as well. He felt his own release of wetness. He felt his insides pulse and squeeze as they seemed to be reacting to Thor's seed. Thor slumped down and kissed him. Loki kept his legs wrapped around him as best he could in his exhaustion. He wanted Thor to stay inside him as long as possible.
He sobbed softly as he looked into the caring eyes of Thor, knowing that he was loved. He ran his fingers through Thor's hair and he rolled to the side, remaining intertwined. Thor held him close as he felt the stickiness of Loki's arousal spread across his stomach. Loki relaxed and let him go.