Welcome to chapter 3 dear reader and special thanks to ben4kevin for his review and PM of an idea for the story it means alot to me ^^
Hanabusa sat there by the building still processing what he had witnessed still sitting there staring at the ground even as it started to rain soaking his clothes through drenching him but he didin't even process this even the salty tears and the snot that made it's way into his open mouth did not register .
H-how...how could this have happened to him ? everything was going so well he thought...he had done his best to make Kaname happy ...letting him do what he wanted to him ...and earlier he had slaved in that kitchen making Kanames favorite foods making sure everything was perfect for him ...
Could he even go back to the school now ? knowing what was there ...could he even look Kaname in the eyes anymore ? should he just go back and pretend like nothing happened ? keep living in his blissfull little world ? keep being Kanames love toy ? oh how wonderfull that thought sounded ...but he knew it would not be possible... he coulden't go back into that after this after seeing ...he didin't even want to think about it ...but he had no choice it kept playing over and over...
How much more had the two been doing behind his back ?
Was there kissing ?
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Where there dates ?
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Was there even love ?
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did they hold each other close and did Kaname whisper kind words to him ? did that sutble smile Kaname gave him when he performed some act of affection for him transform into a wide beaming smile that would light up the darkest place when he was with Zero ? was he just the spare sex toy ? someone who Kaname knew would not fight against him and would do any humiliating thing the pureblood commanded a moments notice ? was that all he was just a toy ? a puppet ?
Aido got to his feet nearly slipping back onto his butt from the rain but managed to stay balanced and looked up at the sky despite how it blurred from his tears...cold...dark...it was in perfect unision with how he felt...he felt as cold as the ice he sculpted as the cruel dark truth of what happened was infecting his mind...he was so foolish to believe the pureblood king would want him fully ...Kaname would want someone who was strong and stubborn like Zero someone who gave him a challange ...yes Aido was stubborn but when it came to Kaname he was helpless to say no...
Should he just leave ? keep running till his feet bled then keep going ?
But what would that solve ? just keep running till he died from exaustion and faded into none existance ?
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Where could he go ? back home ? how would he explain this to his parents and sisters ?
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They would weep if they saw him in such a pathetic state...bawling his eyes out in a filthy alley
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No...he had to go back no matter how much it hurt ...
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By the time he returned the school it was daytime and he was soaked even further and was covered in mud his normaly well styled blond hair was plastered against his skull from the rain with twigs , leaves and even mud tangled in the strands from his many slips to the ground during his trip back turning his hair a disgusting brownish green he could only imagen what a sight he must have been for those humans he past on the way back and even a few of the day class who did not even seem to recognize him when he passed them but he did not care ...
Walking into the dorms ignoring the mud and water that slid off him dripping to the sparkly clean floor the only noise in the sleeping dorm where Aidos footsteps and the dripping dirty water and his own thoughts ...
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drip...step ...drip...step...drip...step...
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