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Matt's POV.

I was anxious. I could still feel some tears in my eyes and my cheeks.

"Hello Matt. I know you don't know me, but I'm Dr. Charles."

I didn't reply. I didn't want to talk to him, or about it.

"I understand you don't want to talk to me, but you have to know I totally agree. Why would you have to see a psychologist? You're in a great shape."

I looked at the window. Sonia left the room, letting me alone with him.

"Matt? I know you don't want it, but you have to do it. I have to make sure you're safe, you will not hurt either yourself or your friends, and you will be ready to leave this hospital. If I see you're not ready, I can't let you go. And for this, you have to talk to me."

But I didn't want to. I didn't want to speak about it.

"I know you don't want to speak about the last few days, but you can speak about something else."

I began to feel upset. I closed my eyes and felt my hands and fingers becoming shaking fists. And I could feel his eyes on me. He knew I was upset, and I didn't hide it.

"I can see you're upset. You don't want my presence here."

I opened my eyes and forced myself to look at him.

"What I know too, it's that you're damaged, and need help to evacuate all these feelings from you. And I can help you."

I didn't move an inch.

"You want to know how?"

I just blinked.

"I have all the time. I'm patient. If you don't want to talk now, then don't talk. But one day, you will talk to me. Even if it's not about these days. You will talk to me about anything and everything. It will take time for you to trust me, but you will."

I didn't believe him. I didn't want his help, and I would not trust him either.

"I let you. Next time in a few days!"

Dr. Charles left my room. And I closed my eyes, crying all the tears of my body. Why did he want to help me? Why did I need help? Why? What was wrong?

Kelly's POV

"Kelly? Can I talk to you?"

I turned, facing Bennett.

"Yeah? What is it?"

"Come in my office."

I followed him in his office, frowning. What did he want? He sat down his chair, and asked me to do the same, so I sat down too.

"I will allow Matt to leave the hospital this afternoon."

Woah...

"In one condition. He needs stability. He suffured a lot, and Dr. Charles thinks he can hurt himself."

"Like... He's suicidal?"

"I didn't say he was. But after what he get through, he isn't stable mentally. That's why he needs stability."

"I will watch him. I'm his roomate and his best friend. He trusts me."

"I know. That's why I wanted to talk to you in private. Sonia and I propose to help you as we can. He trusts Sonia too, and he begins to trust me."

"How you can help me?"

"If you need help, no matter what, why or when, we can be there. You just have to call me, or Sonia. Here is our phone numbers."

"So after eating some yoghurt later, he can go?"

"I will be there with discharging papers. Don't worry. Sonia will stay here until Matt go home. She's off duty for two days, and tomorrow I'm off duty too. Like I said, if you have any problems, call us."

"Thanks doc."

Yeah, I was thankfull. Finally out of this room. I should say this to Matt!

Sonia's POV

I was worry. About Matt. After Dr. Charles had his session with him, he didn't move an inch. He blinked, but he just did this. He stayed here, watching outside by the window. His eyes were red, stare was lost. Maybe he was. What Dr. Charles said to you Matt? I was curious.

"Matt? You need to eat."

He didn't move. I tried to approach him, but I could feel his heartbeats were increasing, via the monitors. So I didn't continue further.

"Matt?"

Kelly was there. I stood up, and asked him to follow me in the hallway.

"What? What's wrong?"

"I don't know, that's the problem. He had his first session with Dr. Charles and since this, he is... Weird. I... I don't know how to say that, but he seems lost in his thought."

"I presume he didn't talk to him. I know Matt, he doesn't like psychologists. I know someone who... Who is like a psychologist for us, and he is like a friend for Matt and the other firefighters of 51. Maybe he can help us."

"Yeah, tell me his name, I'll tell Dr. Charles to talk to him."

"Yeah, thanks."

"Oh, and another thing. I can't approach him anymore without feeling his heartrate increases. He didn't move an inch since Dr. Charles left, he didn't say a word."

Kelly frowned.

"Maybe... I should talk to him. Alone."

I nodded. Kelly, you're the one who can help him for now.

Kelly's POV

When I entered, I could say he didn't move. Nothing. Like Sonia said to me, he didn't move, he didn't speak, just lost, eyes opened, watching outside.

"Matt?"

I sat on the bed, near him. Ordinary, I could read on him like an open book, but now... I couldn't. His mind was close. I tried to put my hand on his right shoulder. When I did, he startled. He was like the first day in the hospital. He was scared. For anything. For nothing. What did Dr. Charles say or do to you?

"I'll be right back."

I left his room, asking Sonia to watch him for me, while I ran in Charles' office. I forced the door open.

"What did you do to him?!"

I was angry. He was with a woman, a patient. But I didn't care.

"Kelly right?"

"Yeah, that's me. I repeat my question: what did you do to him?!"

I was clearly out of my mind. He sighed and stood up.

"Nothing. He didn't want to talk to me. I just said I have all the time and I was patient."

Oh no...

"You... Said these words? Each word?"

He nodded. And I passed my hands on my face.

"God..."

I left the office like I opened the door, running into Matt's room. I was out of breath, but I didn't care. When I arrived, I ran into Matt and grabbed him, hugged him. As strong as I could.

"It's okay Matt. I will not let him approach you anymore. Ever."

I was crying, and soon after me, he cried too. And his arms encircled me. Sonia saw us, she couldn't say a word. But no need. She knew what it meant.

"Is everything okay?"

I startled a little, and Matt hugged me tighter. I could feel him shaking. Sonia interjected.

"Dr. I will ask you to leave the room please, for the safety of Matt."

I saw Charles frowned and left the room, followed by Sonia. She will explain everything to him.

Sonia's POV, at the same time

When I saw Kelly's eyes, I knew. I knew why Matt was like this. My hands were shaking.

"Is everything okay?"

I turned, and saw Dr. Charles, then moved to Kelly, and finally the monitors. Matt was scared when he entered in the room. I sighed.

"Dr. I will ask you to leave the room please, for the safety of Matt."

He frowned and left the room. I followed him. He needed to know why he wasn't allow to be in the same room with Matt.

"So, tell me?"

"Matt is scared. YOU scares him. I don't know why, but he is scared to death. To the point that he wouldn't be approched either by Kelly nor by me."

He seemed to reflect.

"Oh God. It's what I said to Matt."

"What?"

"He didn't want to talk to me, and I said I was patient and I have plenty of time. I think it's the trigger. He's having flashback about what happened during his captivity. He thinks I'm his captor because of these words."

"That's why I asked you to leave. I begin to know Matt. He talks to Kelly, to me."

"What does he say?"

"He likes being on the roof because he is free, and can feel the sun and the wind. He talks about he and Gabby. That he screwed up their relationship because of their job. He was in ICU two years ago, during my maternity leave. And he likes vanilla yoghurt and my chicken soup."

Dr. Charles nodded.

"I understood. It seems to open himself to Kelly and you. BUT he needs a psychologist."

"Kelly told me about someone Matt trusts. He is like a psychologist for the 51, and is for Matt as a friend. Maybe he can help us. Kelly wrote me his name and his phone number. Here."

I tended to Dr. Charles the piece of paper Kelly gave me.

"I'll call him now."

He left. And I returned to Matt's room. They were still hugging each other, Matt seemed asleep, but Kelly didn't want to let him go, just holded him.

Matt's POV

When I woke up, I could feel I was sitting on the bed. Kelly was still here, holding me. I was good. I felt good. I moved a little.

"You're awake now?"

I smiled and then I nodded. I untighted my arms which were around him, and he moved all the muscles of his body. He was sore, because of me.

"Sorry."

"Don't be sorry Matt. It's okay."

He smiled at me.

"Are you hungry?"

"Um... Not really."

He raised an eyebrow.

"Okay, you win. I'm starving."

He had a huge smile on his face.

"I prefer this!"

I was starving, yeah. But I didn't want to eat. I felt sick. Sonia seemed to see this. She frowned a little.

"You feel sick? Dizzy?"

"Just... A little sick. Maybe it's my stomach."

Yeah, just a little sick.

"Okay then. You don't have fever. You will eat this", Sonia said, pointing at the plate, "And Dr. Bennett will come later with the discharging papers."

My eyes were wide open.

"I... Can leave?"

"Yes! You eats properly, despite the fact it's just liquid and soft. He gave to Kelly some recipes for you. So you can leave."

"I thought... He didn't want to let me go."

I was thinking about Dr. Charles, what he said.

"Dr. Charles agreed."

Sonia looked elsewhere. I could see she was lying.

"Why you're lying? He didn't agree, did he?"

She closed her eyes and shook her head. That's what I thought.

"He is off your case now. So he doesn't have the right to say ''you have to stay'' or ''you can leave''."

Okay...

"So, after eating this, I can leave."

"When Dr. Bennett will be here. Yes."

I was happy. So I ate my plate, and Sonia told me to take a nap bofore leaving. She removed the IV and the monitors, and I fell asleep quickly.

Kelly's POV.

After Matt fell asleep, Sonia seemed worry. She was frowning.

"What is it Sonia?"

She startled, getting out of her thought.

"Sorry Kelly. It's probably nothing, just a little cold after being on the roof with this wind. He doesn't have fever, but he said he felt sick."

"So he stays here for today?"

"Dr. Bennett will say this. But I think if you watch him closely in your house, you don't have to worry. But if he has fever over 103, let us know. That's what Dr. Bennett will tell you."

"Alright. How long he will be there?"

"Maybe in two hours. But Matt can sleep for now. You can prepare him to leave. And call Gabby."

I looked at him.

"How do you know her name?"

"I asked Matt. He told me why they aren't together anymore. And you told her name once."

"Oh..."

Matt told her? Everything? Well...

"What did he say?"

"He said he screwed up, because of their job."

"Yeah... They are firefighters. But a man and his wife can't be in the same truck. They read between the lines, and Matt took her on his truck. They were only engaged, and the headquarters was not aware. The job took precedence over private life and vice versa. And they preferred their working relationship, let Gabby continue her dream."

I was thinking.

"That was one of his biggest drama in his life."

With Hallie's death, Voight's problem and his parents' problem. And now, his captivity. Sonia left me alone with Matt, asleep on the bed.

Matt's POV

"Matt? Hey sleepy head, wake up! Time to leave this damn hospital."

I moaned. My head was pounding so much and my eyes were on fire.

"Matt? You're okay?"

"Yeah... Just a headache."

I could hear my stomach grumble.

"I presume you're starving?"

"Yeah..."

"I can call Sonia, maybe she can give you something."

"I think it's a good idea."

Kelly left the room, while my head hit the pillow. I felt sick. But that was probably because of my stomach.

"Here we go! I will try to feed you with mashed potatoes and chopped meat, to see if you can allow these. And then you can leave this room."

I just smiled. I really felt sick.

"Do you feel dizzy Matt?"

"Just... Headache. But I think it's my stomach. I'm starving sooo much."

"I can give you a tylenol, but nothing more."

"Okay then."

I began to eat the mashed potatoes. This was very good. I loved this. And I tried some chopped meat, but my stomach sent me a signal: it would not pass. So I only ate mashed potatoes.

"Here is tylenol. You don't eat meat?"

"I tried, but it doesn't want it" I said, pointing at my stomach.

"It's ok, maybe you can try again tomorrow. And potatoes?"

"It passed. For now."

She smiled at me and gave me tylenol and a glass of water.

"And now you're free to go! Kelly gave your discharging papers. Dr. Bennett and me gave him our phone numbers, if there are problems, so don't worry. I hope you will never come back in here!"

"I hope so."

Yeah, I hoped so.

Kelly's POV

Matt was silent in the car. I never saw him like this in it. He always had something to say, but he was just lost in his thoughts. He watched outside, the cold sun and the wind.

"Do you want to go to the lake before go in our appartment?"

He didn't respond. I knew he loved this place, near the lake. Hallie and him, then Gabby and him went always there when they were off shift. So I drove until the lake. There was wind. A lot of iced wind. Out of the car, Matt looked to the sky, then closed his eyes.

"Come on, lets have a seat."

He followed me and sat on the bench.

"I know you like this place, I agree it's fabulous."

Matt didn't move an inch, or say a thing. The wind was very icy, and we didn't have some warm clothes on us.

"We stay a few more minutes and then we come back home? I changed the door and the floor. "

He clenched his fists. What did I say...

"Hey, hey sorry. I'm sorry. I know it's hard for you, but when you will regain some strengh, we will find a new place okay?"

Few seconds later, he nodded. Finally a sign of consciousness! His face and hands turned a little pale with trace of blue.

"Alright, you're cold now. Lets come home."

He stayed still. I had to help him to stand and sit in my car. His teeth chattered. I drove to the appartment. When Matt saw the building, I could feel his breathing becoming faster. This place was full of bad memories for him. But he followed me to the appartment. The first thing he saw was the floor. Then he went to the kitchen and sat on the floor. Where Katya was found.

"She... Wanted to get out of this. She wanted to do what was right for her... As for those with whom they worked every day, her friends... She wanted me to help stop this traffic."

"And she did Matt. You succeeded. They are all free."

"But at what price? Katya... Katya didn't deserve that. I... I tried to save her, but I could do nothing..."

"I know Matt, I know."

He was crying.

"Hey, I know what you need. Do you remember this recipe Shay prepared to us when I was sick, or when you were sick? And this ice?"

"Yeah?"

"I can redo this recipe. She let me some notes about her recipes! But I need to go to the supermarket to find all the elements."

"Oh... Don't worry. I will grab a shower. I'm cold."

"Yeah? I think you're a little feverish too. Bennett told us it's your immunitary system. He is a little down so you need to regain strengh for now. So grab this shower to warm you, I will grab sompe errands and do this recipe okay? I'll be right back in less than a half-hour okay?"

"Okay."

I didn't want to let Matt alone, but I didn't have a choice. He was too cold to come with me, and he began to develop a little fever. I texted Sonia. Matt has fever. What can I give to him? After she asked me about this fever, she told me to give him tylenol to begin and see the evolution. It was time to do these errands.