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Ben's Note of Sheer Awesome: I would like to think that I'm a total boss for being able to write these so fast. I'm a boss. I write FanFiction, like a boss! Ok, I'm done. This arc is really fun (geez I'm morbid) so I hope you guys enjoy it! Oh, this one goes back the Kitty and Maddie. Just so you guys know.

Also, another thing. For this to work in the best fashion, I'm rearranging my prompt list. All the prompts are the same, just in a different order. Just thought you should be aware.

Rainbow Swirl: Yay to get another regular reviewer! Sven and Maddie hmm? We'll have to see if this certain ship will be put together or not. Because I'm a tease :).

Prompt 56: Pain

Maddie didn't know how Kitty felt about her confession. Kitty continued to hold Maddie's hands and looked at her with worried eyes. She didn't know if Kitty was mad or just concerned. As tears rolled down her face, the more she realized… she didn't know. Neb wasn't there to give her spoilers. She was in the dark.

"Kitty… I'm so…" Maddie tried to say.

Kitty put a finger on Maddie's lips. "It's ok," she said, with a small smile. "I know what it's like, loving someone who's with someone else. I thought for the longest time Alistair and Bunny were a thing. I know what you're going through."

"But… Kitty…" Maddie said, then paused. "I wanted you… to die…"

"Well, jealousy does that sometime…"

"No. When you were in a coma, I didn't want you to wake up. When you were shot, I wanted you to bleed out. When you jumped to your death, for the briefest moment, I wished I didn't catch you."

Kitty looked at Maddie in shock. Looking in her eyes, she knew this was killing Maddie on the inside. She knew Maddie regretted having those feelings. Kitty was appalled… but didn't she think about Bunny that way a lot of the time before she and Alistair got together?

Maddie expected Kitty to smack her across the face. She deserved it for loving her boyfriend. Instead, surprising Maddie, Kitty hugged her tightly. "It's ok," Kitty said. "You're my closest friend Maddie. I know… you might feel in pain about this. But… I know that Alistair's a great guy and a lot of people like him. I'm kind of scared… you wanted me to die but… you didn't. You still want me alive. It's just hard to reconcile it with yourself."

Maddie sobbed, hugging Kitty back. "I'm sorry Kitty… I want to move on… but it's so hard…"

"I know," Kitty said. "I'll help you though. It won't be easy, but… I know you'll pull through. If you want, I can try to help you find someone else."

Maddie sobbed again. "That's… why I'm here," she said. "I like… someone else already. Thing is… I feel so guilty for wanting you to die so I could have Alistair… I felt horrid for wanting to just… change mind sets…"

Kitty smiled. "Maddie… sometimes we think irrationally about something. I'm sorry you beat yourself up over this. I'm sorry you had to deal with this. But I promise… its ok. Getting over Alistair is going to hurt… but if you like this guy, maybe he's the first step of getting over him."

Maddie nodded, still hugging Kitty. "Do you think… Sven will mind? If I tell him about this?"

"Sven idolizes you, even if its own unique way," Kitty said, then paused. "You like Sven?"

Maddie blushed. "A little… he's so… new to friendship and innocent. He trusts me completely, even if he's hesitant to admit it. He's been through so much… I feel as though… he should have someone to be with."

Kitty smiled. "Good choice," Kitty said. "Want to go on a walk? Talk about some things?"

"Actually… can we… have a girls night? You, me, the other Wonderlandian girls? Maybe all of you can talk to me, since you girls have… boyfriends already?" Maddie asked nervously.

Kitty smiled. "I'll see if I can find them," she said. "Mind if Ashlynn tags along? Hunter's my best friend, after all. I've figured I should become closer to his girlfriend and assure her I'm not stealing her boyfriend."

Maddie giggled. "Boyfriend stealer, I thought she was my friend, now I'm going to ditch her," Maddie sang.

Kitty cocked her head. "Where did that come from?" Kitty asked.

"Oh, Neb sings it too himself sometimes. It's from some cartoon he watches," Maddie waved aside. She thought for a moment. "Hey, maybe the boys could have a guys night? I don't really trust Sven alone for a night… and Neb's not the kindest guy…"

"I'll ask Alistair to look into it," Kitty smiled.

BN: Might have been rushed, but I felt as though I did well. I have an issue with girls. No offense to you girls in my audience, seriously. They assume too quickly and take everything as a personal offense. I can't count the number of times women jump to the conclusion that another girl is crushing on their boyfriend and they over react. It's kind of annoying. I wanted to portray that you don't need to feel betrayed by a best friend because they have a little crush on your boyfriend. Maddie had a huge crush on Alistair, but Kitty realized how much Maddie much have suffered, so she knew how to handle the situation. I just wanted to show that not every single thing over boys has to end in a cat fight.

I'm not saying that having a crush on someone's boyfriend is always a good thing. If said girl is dating him behind your back, then yes, she's not a good friend. I'm just saying don't over react over something that might not even be that big a deal.

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